Yeah

Yeah! My mummy sae i have slimmed down... I told her, I had been gg gym, and eating well... So slimming down had been my hope.... But its alrd 2 weeks, now den she sae i slimmed down, dat means i will nid to do much more....

Anyway, Frenz.... if u guys see me eat now and den, its not coz i hungry or wat, is coz i have no choice... I have to eat small portions at a time... Due to my gastric problems, i cant eat too much at a time, and i get easily hungry in a short period of time... So forgive me if i were to go out wif u guys and keep harping that i am hungry...

Damn happy today... Went out wif allan, baby and catherine... Allan is alvin's bro, catherine is allan's gf... hee... cool rite... we went for a feast of pratas... at Thomson Plaza. Yummy... Durian prata, ice cream pratas, chicken briyani, mushroom and cheese pratas etc... plus milo dinosaur... Yummy!

Tml no NDP, but gg to practice the dance wif baby... mayb gg gym too... Where is my allowance mummy? Sunday NDP, den monday meeting M1 for meeting, den tues and wed roadshows, thurs is projects day... friday meeting my business managers to interview them, sat NDP and sunday complete SM day...OMG, see how many things are lined up ahead of me...

Baby, Sorry, i do not have time for u... I really dont mean it. And i love u alot...

11tgh mth

celebrated our fantastic 11th mth ytd wif his dad treating us nice dinner... took nice neoprints...

Sad, tml i gg to b damn busi,yet baby is gg out wif some gers... he is rite coz i cant expect him to stay at hm becoz of me :(

Tired

I am very tired.... The FTC exam was totally a disappointment. I studied very hard for it for 2 whole weeks, bring my notes whereever i goes to. Haiz... I dun even study so hard for my sch exams lor...

Another point is, due to this exam, baby and i were selected out of the red sector for the MPs. Well, to him, it was a disappointment, but i am quite happy, coz i would not be restricted wif my actions, and i could still be wif those pple who bring smiles and happiness to all of us...

Praying it would b a nice weather today. Coz i wan go Escape! I wan to relax. Piles of work is drowning me... I have yet to complete my surveys and stuffs... And tml is sch reopen... And 2 weeks lata is the roadshow le... OMG... tired...

Cya... I am gg to start work...

Sad

I was very sad today... baby went out wif Lena today... So sad lor... he actually went out wif his ex gf and left his gf at home alone... :(... I studied my FTC exam things... den try get pple do surveys...

I gt so envy of Lena sia... He actually waited for her, cook spag for her, watch movie wif her, went shopping wif her, wear new clothes when gg out wif her etc... OMG, it was driving me crazy and sad... But, i realise i shldnt get envy... except for the part he waited for her... Coz he had done more for me den wat he had done for her....

Yup... I am driven crazy by the piles of work load. Projects, surveys, data entry, study for exam... Realli gt to thank liling for doing the tvc part on her own. Thx alot ger.

I pray to GOD and all, pls... Let baby and me pass our finacial exam this sat. Juz a pass is enough. Give me the motivation study hard and do my part well. And let adel and her bf patch back... she realli loves him a lot.

Yeah

He is gg to be back... its like... ages to me...

My sprained ankle is killing me... had a hard time crawling myself to sch wif the pain... OMG, how i wish i dun nid to go sch today, but we are meeting M1 at 11 today... Met daphne and we redo our questionnaire again... for the one millionth time... AGAIN!

Stayed in sch from 9 to 6, juz doing the questionnaire, can anyone imagine dat? The 5 of us crack brains n stomping one another... :( But in the whole, the leaders had been fun... we crap and work hard together... putting our heads and brains working together again. :) I juz wanna sae to the leaders: You guys had been really great!

Tml is gg to be meeting again... and training on fieldwork. so when am i gg to get myself to sit down and study? I nid to study... I wan to pass! Help!... Hee...

Working as mascort this sunday again... i hope its gg to be easy? praying... :)

Busi

Busy Busy Busy, Are wat i can saw now... How i hope i could b carefree and living happily like those in the past, without so much worries and problems to settle in a day...

He is coming back tomorrow, but i gotta b busi...

Went to esplanade wif LiLing to do MCOM today, took some pictures for our projects and had lunch in Thai express... I love their tom yum soup, but i think their pineapple rice are way better... The ambience at Marina Centre is great... The food are surprising cheap too...

I had a bad sprain today at the esplanade... Hurt my right ankle, and its damn pain till i want to cry out.. :( Lucky i dint wear heels today...

Wanted to buy some heels and clothes b4 the GSS comes to an end by this weekends. But i think i shld get those only after i lose weight, so that means i have to go gym more often... Yes! more gym sessions please my dear pretty gers... I am loving it, despite of the aches that i m receiving, but the muscles that i can feel with the touch of my hand is great!

Heard from Ben that Daphne isnt happy wif our questionnaire. OMG dat would means more problems and more meetings till we perfect ours... We are lagging so much behind... WORRIED! Other grps are alrd doing their interviews and we are way far from it.

Having FTC exam this week... God, Pls... let me pass.... I nid to pass, to prove to my mum that her efforts and my efforts haven been invail... Pls...

I am tired... But i nid to study, do research, projects and meetings... haiz... I wish i can b a team player instead of a team leader... Meeting tml again, 9am, wif daphne... Cant imagine wat she is gg to tell us again... TB11, buck up...

2 more days

Today is damn fun... Went gym in the morning, to meet up wif my beloved gers... Bbay went KL in the morning, i woke up as early ad 5.30 juz to wake him up... Haiz... Went gym and we had a great time working out. After that we had lunch at Long John Silver. We gers decided to go gym every sunday, as a type of bonding as most of us are very busi. Its great to exercise tgt and can talk craps too, great accompany...

Den i went home slack a while, and went to work as a mascort, saw karmal there... hee... I took over vanessa again. Today is much more fun den the previous time. Easy money. Shall quit gv wif the money i earn today. I will juz pay dem as compensation. Not interested to work anymore.

Missing him... haiz...

The Blackies during the YLD 2006--- Primers



The Pretty Ones during the Young Leaders Day 2006

My Sweetie Boy

Had a terrible moodswing the other days... Had a couple of fights if baby... Esp when dat time he was at escape, i dao him all the way till tampines when he makes me smiles... Sadly, he missed some of his driving classes, my blur sotong... = .... Pigotong... hehe... no wonder...

He will be leaving me for 3 days to KL wif his classmates... I wan to go too... Kim goes to Bangkok, Karmal goes to KL, Liling went to Genting... Haiz... I am stranded in the little island call Singapore...

Since he made me sad ytd and he is leaving tml, he make it the point he pei me today, after his soccer... Thx dear, i realli appreciated. We accomplised a lot of big things that we had been wanting to do, but, we are too busi and too lazy... Great job to us, dear!

Went Thomson Plaza, Doby Dauht, and Esplanade... Had a sweet time wif him... Everything i bought today has 20% discount... haha... my makeup remover and contact lens eyedrop, even my dad's father's day cake from Chocz... Haha...

Talking abt my Father's day cake, i m damn pissed wif my sis. During mother's day, I ask y she ate my cake, she sae coz i haven pay her for it, juz now ask her wan chip in, she sae she buy the mother's day cake le. Come home, she ate the cake i bought for my dad. Its like wat the fuck sia... Wat rights did she have? She refused to pay its alright, i gt a way to get back to her, but, she refused to comply wif the promises she made to me... Stupid sia... wait she noe...

I am gonna miss u a lot.. RMB muz study woah dear....

mOoDsWiNg

mOoDsWiNg is the word to describe wat i m undergoing today... Gt damn serious of it. Last friday was Ms Chen last day... gg to miss her lots.

Went sch today for MRSH lecture on breifing on the fieldwork practices. I was definately pissed wif Dehong n Lijun again. Whatever is their very 'good' reasons they have, i shall find a way to settle wif them. They nvr noe the seriousness of they attendance or wat so ever. Nth seem impt to them sia... My handphone bills is frigging 48 bucks... much higher den my usual 30 bucks onli....

All thanx to them whom i sms everything to all of them, yet none reply or call back at all... these are call IDIOTS... wats the point of carrying a handphone sia... 1) mobility? 2) fashion? i think neither. Y not juz go purchase a 2nd hand hp, den dun subscribe to any hp lines, and bring dat hp ard with u, coz u dun pick up the calls or ans sms wat, wat wats the pt of having a hp when u cant even appreciate its basic functions for serving u? U can save a lot on the mthly subscription fees sia...

Frigging pissed... went to tampines pei kaiyan go her job interview. Saw her daughter, onli they brighten up my day... :)

Had been mugging for my FTC exams... praying hard i can finish as much as possible to get ready for the test on wed... omg, its so stressing...

Addition to it, my Dad is another one who simply add on to my f**king pissed day. I cut my hair ytd, it costs $38 bucks... I told them onli $22 bucks... coz they sure kill me if i sae dat amt... He today sae i waste on cutting hair. I was like," hello, i only cut once or twice a year. u guys cut every mth add together a year total is much more then my expenditure. Wats more i not spending ur money sia." freak him sia... He told my bro in the way dat he dun believe i cut my hair once a year onli... Its like... those who noe me, shld noe i have the habit to keep long hair, so i will keep dem till a length that i get irritated b4 i decides to get rid of dem.

I gt so fed up dat i took out a 50 bucks notes, n slam it on the dining table in front of him, "Nah, this is this mth's hp bills. Happy!" He ask, " den u gt money mah?" i shoot back" of coz gt lar. i dun fail my financial classes. I gt my pay this week. So juz shut up n keep the change."

Dats how pissed i get, when this doesnt bothers u n u keep asking me stupid qn, i gt my way de ok....My dear oso ignored me... Haven seen him for a few days... Gt fed up wif him, coz i tried concerning him, he sae i nag him. Dats great lor... i duno wats gg on wif him. N now so piss i m, he wun even gif a damn of it. :( I feel lost...

Enjoy

Its enjoyment time...

Went sch in the morning for the MRSH meeting... Everything in my mind is mdp mrp...omg... is like ranting on n on... After dat, went to start on the mcom project. Li Ling n i have a great progress... high five sia. We also went to penisula plaza to trim our eyebrows. We went shopping and i spent $80 today, for today. Bought a nice guess wallet dat i have loved to get, since last week, my shiseido eyecurler, masks... Juz these few things $80 bucks... Wanted to get a pair of wedges dat me n liling think its very nice de, $78.90... i want to have it... shall save up again... :)

GSS here, so i shall go buy my prom nite items... shall get permission from my baby first... Went his hse juz now... love him a lot.

My one and one common test

Yeah! the one and only common test was over! Today is full of surprises. Went baby's hse in the morning, was surprised that his whole family was at home. After dat, his bro n parents went out, i tot we were both alone, den his tenant and his god-bro came out of their room. Haha... Surprised us!

Went sch, surprised to see zi wei so early in sch mugging, sat down n studied b4 we made our way to the LT. The paper surprised us again. Freaking hell, i studied so much, and its deemed not so difficult as i tot it would b. majority of wat i learnt appear. The freaking tutor actually tell us to make a questionnaire in the test sia. 10% wat i learnt came out, 90% of craps...

After test, my whole claz stayed back for the MR meeting. Its the whole class. Our first claz thing with full attendance! haha, this is another surprised. After which, we went home. Told them we nid to exit by the atrium, they dun believe, so i followed them to the can 1 gate, it was locked. instead of making a detour, we actually climbed over the gate n make our way out of the sch... OMG, imagine, tb11, 10 of us climing over the gate, we are professional burglers. hahaz. can u believe it? Year 3s doing such funny stuffs.

Went tampines mall, surprised to see the new manager, Amber, she is pretty and gentle. Realli... Supposed to tender my resignation, in the end, i renewed my contract... OMG...

Today is full fo surprises... hopefully tml too...