Wednesday, February 28, 2007

Special Day

Today is a very happy day... Baby n i fulfilled our wishes... I feel lonely without u, nvr enuf time wif u...

I think i have enuf exercise today, i shall go gym tml though. I need to work out, to achieve the curvy figure i had 3 yrs ago. Tml mummy gg to work, no one to nag me again.

Valerie's issue is making me sad, another ger going for abortion. Haiz.

Time is alway not rite, his dad gg to bangkok for 5 days, yet i m not going to have time to pei baby, coz of work. I noe i m gg to lose him soon, if he is gg to malaysia after his dad is back, den i m being left alone again.

Argh, i dun like it, but i need to work, coz i need $, to go overseas to play. Baby, pls bear wif it...

I love u.

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

The perfect

Waiting... is what i have been doing...
Lazing... is my current hobby....
Munching... is my favourite pastime

Life has been good for me today, behaving like a pig in this gold pig year, eat, sleep, play... Hahaz... Well, my good life only comes in the evening, when my boy comes out from malaysia.

Waited for him from 8am to 6pm, after which the boy called to tell me he is back but stranded in Bukit Merah, coz he refuses to go in to malaysia again...

Meet him, wif kendrick n wh... Got dem to come down to AMK Hub. Ken claimed dat it is boring, coz mostly are ladies stuffs? Four of us had subway for dinner, great fill for fast food. Talked about how we have, and our plans to go to malaysia in April... However, lets hope i can have some off days? Hahaz...

We went to archade to play a while, den walked to baby's hse to catch " Angels Of Mission", we watched le den go home. During commercials, ken n wh keep distrubing the poor hamsters of baby's bro. lol. I m timid towards rats, and hamesters...

Missing my baby... Melts my heart when i recall his slping look on my lap ytd on his dad's car, so shuai! First the 1st time in 19 months den i realised my boy can b so handsome.

Gosh, tml plans? Wat can i do... Mayb shall meet up wif kaiyan, n her daughter jorin for a swim? See how bahx. Sori boy,i hope to stay over at ur hse tonight, but cant. Love u alot alot. Thank God, for giving you, in my life!

Monday, February 26, 2007

Happy 19th mth

Forgetting today is the 26th... until baby told me it it 26th today. Happy 19th mth. Love ya.

No contribution in the morning, just slacked, and waited for the stupid mattress to b delivered, my dad ordered a new king koll mattress for themselves. Waited from 10am to 2pm, freaking hell long la. But nvm...

Was in time to go pei boy, den we go for a business seminar. We dint go gym today, coz too late le. The seminar is held at mediacorp, had a great session there, with all the big bosses of SMEs. Thx uncle for giving me an apportunity.

Shall go for the talk by the NTU lecturer next sat... hope to learn more...

Sunday, February 25, 2007

Mayb

Maybe she is the only ger i ever seen, who is so strong in facing setbacks... This nice ger was my polymate, someone who leave a deep impression in me.

Mayb I will never meet another boy, who love me dat much as him. He dotes me n understands me, caring for me even if i cut a little bit of my finger, this boy is my treasure boyfriend.

Mayb i will nvr meet frenz like, adelaide, mich,kris, elaine, peijin, huiping, mildred... All those frenz alrd me, are my ger treasures...

Mayb i will nvr meet such understanding guy frenz, like Derrick n Royston... The frenz who are my sisters and understands me, giving me consultation when i need...

Mayb i will nvr meet such good family again, my cute sister, and cool brother, nice parents who supports me...

Life is about treasuring the treasures ard u, as many people tend to walk past n ignore, without knowing the best is actually just around u. This is what i enlightened, this year. I may b late, but its better den nvr.

Friday, February 23, 2007

Baby's 20th Birthday

I hope u r happy... Sent him a special email ytd night....

Went to interview in the morning, den went to buy my sunscreen lotion at bugis, den to AMK emicake collect that birthday boy's cake. Den went his hse, den go lunch, n to movie with his parents, "Portege". hahahz... 1st time, but nice. Den had dinner at ECP and went his hse cut cake. Busy yet fulfilling day.

I hope dat interview I had today will go through. I want to work soon. God, please help me!

Tml my cousins coming in, but i wan to accompany my boy. Time is nvr enuf for us... I need a stable job soon.

Thursday, February 22, 2007

Wonders.....

I wonder:

What did i do to deserve such a good boyfriend?
What did i do to deserve such a nice bunch of friends?
What did i do to get such good treatment from everyone?

I am happy today. Got interview with Metro, supposedly to be a supervisor, the HR asked me a position to b an admin merchandiser! Haha, i hope i can get the job?

Tml going for interview with SBF, second interview. Now i m stuck, with the option of Metro or SBF? Hahaz... see how bahx...

Tml my baby's bdae, today went to watch movie with him n his mum, so we went to bishan n watch " Just follow Rules". I learnt sth today, I m no longer a student, i m stepping out into the society, so I have to wake up n be responsible with watever i m saying, a SORRY will not work anymore!

Baby says, he is touched with my preparation for his bdae, i will make it the best for him, coz i had sacrifise my slping time during exams period to do preparation n research leh... Hahaz...

I shall go bugis to buy the sunkiller lotion, i need to prevent more freckles.

Busi busi... preparation for the big day for him....

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Lucky Ger

Tell me, Eileen u r a lucky ger! Haha, yes i m. i realise how lucky i m to have such great frenz ard...

Went to bai nian wif kristen, mich and peijin. The year dat all of us are attached. Went to bai nian den we went to kbox. I was late when meeting dem. Kbox was fun, went to amk one, and enjoyed ourselves. Sang wif our horrible voices... Sang songs like 'Frenz'... We enjoyed ourselves, thx gers, u pple r great!

Rushed to baby's hse for dinner, and noe some of his secrets from his mum when he is young. His bro called me regarding his bdae this friday, sorri allan, cant help u. But i think ur bro will understand de la...

Tml interview, hope I can do well. :) Praying hard.

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

Learning Lessons

Ytd was fun! Saw my cousin's son. My uncle is soooo fortunate, his daughter n daughter in law gave birth in the same mth... Lol. My little newphew is sooo cute, wif so much hair. My grandfather's next successor.

After dat went to baby's grandparents hse. Got so many ang baos, his relatives are sooo many. But there is th his uncle joke abt dat i dun realli like, "u every year change one ar?"

Today go out wif baby again. I cried, coz his dad wants him to go him to malaysia. :( i wan to pei him. His bdae is coming, n i nid to do preparations. I miss u baby. I noe ur problems, and ur wishes, but ur dad just dun allow. Forgive me, if ur dad dun like wat i would say, but dats me, and u noe my character.

Tml going to find the gers, den thurs interview, fri interview n baby's bdae... My week is packed. I wan a job soon! Think i will go jogging tml, or gym in the morning before pei the gers, too sad elaine got revision class tml, jia you ger, hope u do well for ur exams!

Sunday, February 18, 2007

Loves

Its Chinese New Year! A joyous occasion where people goes visiting, unmarried getting their bonus. I am so engrossed in collecting my ang baos, i think i wouldnt wan to get married so early, coz cny is a gd time to get ang baos... Hehe

Wake at 8.30am today, dress and make up, den went to the temple at Bishan to pray to my grandparents. Saw Joel there, my Tb11 polymate. The guy whom I got misunderstanding about him, but he is a nice chap after all, better den some guys dat i met b4...

Den we go back to Hougang to my aunt's house. Reached there first, den slowly people came n stuffs. I wonder something, y my cousin keep looking at me? Did i change dat much? Lol, dat cousin is a guy la... My aunts got amused wif the heels i am wearing, bought by my baby. My cousins were so shocked dat i will wear such sexy heels. hahaz, mum will kill me if she noes my heels is 5 inches high!

Everyone keep asking us today, " Where is ur mum?" Den the 3 of us will answer, " Thailand..." They will ask, " Go alone? For wat?" Those nvr ending qns abt my mum. Isnt the tension good dat she is not ard? Lol.

Tml we are going to my mum's side. Den thur to my gers' houses, annual affair. Baby's granny asked me over for dinner. I duno if i shld, coz catherine is going in the afternoon, den if i go in the nite, like super out of place? Baby says there is alot people ard for ang baos, i was like, " dear, i m not married to u yet?" I assume his granny tot we r married alrd, coz i always go over their hse for dinner, or go out wif dem. Haiz... see how bahx.I rather go wif catherine... so i wun feel so out of plce, being the only gf there...

I am enjoying my unmarried life.... But wif a nice boy to love me, i believe is alot more den i love him. Miss u dear, hope to see u tml. Argh to my pimples, popping like bean sprouts, growing fast!

Saturday, February 17, 2007

Missing u

The horscope states that my lucky number would be number 9, my lucky color will be white, and my important people is those whose zodic signs are monkey and horse... Haha, my bro and my mum!

And its a good year for me to invest in property, but i have to avoid kuo she zi zhan ( tongue slashing fights), and dun be too chiang cuo tuo (outstanding).... Point taken here, so i wun forget... hehe...

Baby, I miss u alot... life suddenly seem so meaningless... Watching Magic kitchen, and the person says abt the story of frog and scorpion, that one's habit will be hard to change. And finding someone u love, is hard, but when u found him, treasure him.

There are many people out there, still looking for the one they love, and find bliss. To me, bliss is around me, just by having so many pple who cares ard me.

My wish for the new year, will be everyone to have good health, and i get good results and a great job. :) I love him.

Happy New Year

Happy New Year everyone.... Pig pig year... Dear, u r pigotong woah. Haha!

Miss u loads... Went to buy a bag for new year, and a clip for myself. Went shopping wif my sis, fun. But dint see boy today.

Did spring cleaning for my wardrobe... got 5 dresses, 3 tops, 4 jackets are new.... bought within 3 months, my shoes have 1 shoe, 2 slippers, 4 heels,4 boots... Gosh! i only have a pair of leg woah. Actualli, out of which 2 heels, 2 dresses, 3 jackets, 2 bags and a pair of shoes are bought by my baby over the last 6 months... Imagine how much he spent on me...

I wan his bdae to be the best for him. He asked me if i can go in malaysia tml or sth, hahaz, i need my bonus leh... Lol. He say his parents wan to show others that i m his gf... Like, dotz! I m not yet married to u, and we are still far from it.

Mummy has gone to thailand alrd... Ytd coz wan to accompany her, dint go n pei Ray, for her 21st bdae. She invited me and Yvonne to Music Underground. Haiz... Sorry ger, i told Yvonne next time we will go club after this week, hopefully Ray can make it...

This thurs I got bai nian wif my secondary school gers, den i wan to go shopping wif Mildred and huiping... hahaz 3 groups of gers... Miss u guys loads, hope to catch up soon.

Friday, February 16, 2007

EXCITED!!!

Tell me about it, I am due to graduate soon... Had my final paper today, 9am to 11am, Buyer's Behavior. Freaking stupid paper, which i m bound to fail, but unlikely to fail overall. Stunned at the paper during the reading time, and crap myself through. Hopefully a C... No D please...

Went to AMK Hub to find sth for my baby's bdae, my toes hurt from the freaking heels... And gt a call from boy, dat he is back from malaysia, so got him to meet me...

Waited for dat nice boy for 1 hr, I showed him bad attitude, making him sad. I was like," do u noe how long i waited? Its freaking hot here, and my toes hurt from the walking while waiting.."

We comb the shoe shops in AMK Hub and a bit in the neighbouring shops, finally i bought a nice slippers from Shoe *, and a pair of sexy dolly heels from Mondo.

The heels my baby pay for me, hee, coz i feel i dun realli see the need for me to get this heels, as is just too classy and pretty for my ugly foot. He insisted...

Dear I love u... Sorry for my attitude, i m very tired, and the papers getting screwed up makes me feel sad, and the weather makes me uncomfortable...Dun worry, u r my baby...

I am happy.... So happy... Got an interview on the 21st and on 23rd. Sorry boy, 23rd ur bdae, i noe, let me just go there for 2 hrs isit ok? I will be there to love u after dat. Hee... Wish me luck... Coz the 23rd interview is my second interview...

Argh, I miss Mildred and Huiping....

Thursday, February 15, 2007

Excited!!!

Oh man, i hate it when i cant get to u when i wan to, coz i so much relied on u...

Primers adventure camp, should i go? Its the freaking $20 for 4 days wif tons of activities, sounds nice, but $20 is just the application fees, yet to add in the additional cost we might incur on our own? And i m freaking broke this mth, though some might tell me its CNY, y m i still broke? Coz my dearest's bday is this mth!

I bought that tamagotchi is supposed to be part of his bday presents... there will b more surpises, tml i shall go do the preparations, hope u dun come back so early? Though i half wished to go out n celebrate wif u, coz IT'S THE LAST PAPER TML!

SMM is surprisingly manageable, even though its 7chapters to study in less den 12 hrs, and could b easy if i got more time to study, apparently dat RM took up 100% of my time after the ib paper for me to prepare.

Freak, there goes my AD for SMM, i hope not, probably an A?

Tml is BB, saw Dehong in sch today, and he was telling me how he dread failing BB, coz Mr Yow dun like him. Well, no choice... I hope Mr Yow can gimme full marks for the 25% project, or mayb 22%, hahaz, fat hope! Den mayb a 10% out of 15% for my participation, my individual is alrd 6.1% out of 10%... Doing the maths, dat would mean that i still need 23.8 marks out of 100 for tml paper to pass! BUT to get my dear AD, I need 86 marks out of 100!!! Tell me, how to get?

Work hard... Perserve... Its just the last paper tml, AND I WILL BE FINALLY OUT OF THE POLYTECHNIC! After the 3 yrs of hardship.... I finally noe what is call studying...

Studying is not abt dead memorising.... But for u to read and understand, apply and u can recap what u have read before.... Only got enlightened at this finally exam period, but its better than achieving nothing from my 13 years of education. Good luck to myself... to strive for it, coz its now, or never!

Valentine's day

Happy Valentine Day to baby!

Thx for the nice lil pot of catcus u gave me. Pple in sch and on the street will b holding to flowers, yet u gave me sth special, sth beyond my expectations, and understanding me deeply --> the catcus do not require much care, so i can slack, dun nid to give so much care to it...

Lol... Although it was just a mere 3 hr of vdae dinner wif u at Thai Express, thx for making the effort to Q in dat ultra long waiting pple while waiting for me to come....

I had celebrated vdae wf my Retail Management coursemates, sitting for a paper dat seemed endless, and super tough! Well, wats over is over, shal put it behind me, and wait for the results in March, now i m revising my SMM, which will b due at 9am in ard 4 hrs time...

Gosh! Although i had revised b4, but my STM is taking on me... Slpt from 12 to 3am just now, woke n bathe till 4am, den just started revising! I want to get AD for this module, coz i calculated, I m alrd getting ard 45% of my results le, so to get the AD, which is 90 to 100 mark, i am ard 70 marks, which is not very difficult, if i study hard...

Still have 2 more chapts to my completion of my 1st round of revision... but going out soon, going sch to mug... Good luck to me, and God Bless me...

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

Ultra Stress + Overdose of Cafferine + Maths + Insufficient sleep = Super headache

This formula is wat i m feeling now...

Its valentine day tml, and i m going to spend my bdae wif my dearest RM coursemates! Finally, i understand the RM calculations, left the concepts... I hope i can get AD for RM oso.

Baby wished me to get AD oso, thx, i will do well wif ur blessing. I m tired, but baby say, I should work hard, for the last 100m away.

Love u boy....

Monday, February 12, 2007

Tell me to Love u, n i will

Haiz... my boy its gg in malaysia today, but he will b back by wednesday...

Today had my 1st paper, IB, manageable, hope can do well n achieve my target! The whole day is ok, until we went to see Mrs Koh, poor mildred kena her saliva splashed over her face!

" Did you guys study? Do u know ur exams are less than 48 hours away?"

Lol, she is a woman, whom I see in my 20 years, and 13 years of education, the 1st teacher who teach students by scolding, and teaching me like my mum does...

Got my results for SMM project 2, 80%, not bad la... at least an A, though i hope for more... Hee, not satisfied wif my current situation, therefore I need to work hard, for my RM, SMM n BB....

Gonna miss u boy, badly. My heart went down after hearing u say u r gg in, though i noe u will go in, but my heart do not want to accept the fact. Miss u!

Thx adel, for the nice creative christmas present, of the shell... Uploadin pictures some other days to b in memories of this nice present.

Thx to catherine, for the two bracelet u gave me... :) though dint noe u well, but u r a sweet ger.

Studying soon le... or mayb i going to slp, and prepare for battle. Duno if i should go see Mrs Koh tml or not, but i shall see again, coz eileen is very tired after the IB paper... God bless me, for my RM paper, I need to get my A, which is tons much harder den IB.... Bless me!

Sunday, February 11, 2007

Study Study

I love to study wif Huiping n Mildred! Went to sch n study wif them on sat, den at KAP today!

We had fun, gossiping, giving each other summaries on topics, which part we have to take note on and learn better wif each other companisonship.

I want to score AD for all my modules, yes, i will do it. Baby is nice to pei me, although he was dotaing beside me. We bought tamagotic, haha, childish? Its my idea, our couple little pets, can infra n play games!

Sad, he is gg to malaysia tml, but he is coming back on vdae. I m happy coz at least gt huping n mildred to accompany me until after wed, due to RM oso.

We shall work hard, and we are going to have retail therapy after dat. I love to have frenz like them, make my life filled wif colours other den my Baby.

Good luck for my papers: IB, RM, SMM, BB...

Saturday, February 10, 2007

Envy

I was talking to gracie about her newly put on red braces for cny, i m so envy of her!

Talking about braces, many of my frenz had been asking me the same qn:" have u tot of putting on braces to make ur smile more beautiful?"

And my answer to them is," I am very interested, but i have many restrictions"

Yes, my restrictions are, my parents disapproval, my family doctor disapproval, my jaw being short, so have to undergo surgery b4 i can put braces ( if not no diff oso), no spare cash, unwilling to wait n queue for my turn.... and so on. My baby did not like the idea of me putting on braces too, dats our lil secret.

But, recently my upper gums had been hurting. Mummy says is coz heaty, but i say its coz the food i ate hurt my teeth n gum. I need braces soon, i have been having unhealthy gums for 9 years alrd!

Gracie says she went private, costing her a mere 4k, excluding follow up consultation fees, and she gt to have it put on straight away! This news excites me, therefore, i have to find my job, work hard and save 5k to put on the braces!

I m envy of baby, for finishing his report, FINALLY! after me bugging him for days to bring me to town, he is finally done wif it! But, i have to start mugging seriously!

Oh ya, talking abt it, Happy 21st Birthday to Sarah, and welcome back to Singapore from ur attachment!

I am gg to mug in sch tml wif Mildred and Huiping, study my IB, and a bit of RM... Jia you bahx.... nite nite.

Thursday, February 08, 2007

Brain Block

Study IB is supposedly to b fun, but i ended up trying to memorise it... OMG, can my brain cells just release itself from the tension, n just read the stupid book like a story book? Dat will be easier for me...

Had my 1st offical interview in my life, wif SBF, nice pple, had a panel interview, for an hr long. I bet the other candidates will be thinking, what the hell did i do inside? lol, they ask almost every qn about me! I feel so bare in front of them now.

I love him, for loving me. Someone who understands me, torlerate me, makes me smile, making me the happiest ger, loving me for whom i m, n not becoz of who i m, or what i have for him! thx baby!

I still have 4 more chapters to go, and my paper is on the monday! OMG. How i wish holidays are here, how i wish everything can stop here...

These few days, i can see u r very happy, so m i. We study hard tgt, u do ur project, i study. We can do it together!

Best memories

Today is like any other day, but its my special day too

there are days, where u ignored me, letting me open the door n leaving u quietly...

Today, u bring smiles, and laughters, and happiness into me...

My baby, thx... For going downstairs to get me eyedrop, although u r in the midst of rushing ur report, thx for helping me photocopy my certs, and thx for caring for me, and helping me to put on the plasters for my poor leg...

Simple things like this, make me a happy little princess! Thx dear :)

I hope u will like the bdae i will plan for u... Hope everyting will b in time, and in place, argh, quite hard, due to $ shortage, those pple who owe me $, better pay up la... n oso his bdae near cny, sian lor... coz everything muz preorder..

No matter wat, i will study hard, for mine n ur sake, for us to b officially together in the eyes of my parents, and plan hard n gif u a memorable bdae! Muackx

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

Aim

For this mth.... My goals that i need to achieve are:

- Score my ADs, score my ADs, score my ADs, score my ADs.....
- Lose my fats, and achieve 42kg asap
- Get lots of ang pow
- Prepare the best 20th bdae for him

Why 42kg? coz i did a test, and given my height, the best weight is 42kg, so i have a couple of fats to lose.

If u duno, 35000kcal is equal to 1kg... had been recording wat i have eaten recently, ensuring i eat healthier and balanced food.

Lidat, I have more energy to study, and wun gain much weight. Wanted to exercise, but my period came, not realli good mood for exercising.

Starting to study IB, one of the module i have most confidence in gaining my AD, allocated 1 chapter for each day... Eileen, jia you! God, pls bless me, for the motivation, and will to study hard, so i wont disappoint my family and myself.

happy day

I love him... enjoy myself wif baby, n thx to his mum to cook nice food for me.

Had been mugging RM tml, but cant seemed to finish, haiz... shall start IB tml, in case i cant finish.

Found sth nice here:

http://www.sosimplegoodies.blogspot.com/

Its the blog of the DJ in Yes 9.33, about 'So Simple', played on every tues 9.30pm, after the 'In nu huang'. I watched last episode, and its a valuable lesson to learn on makeup tips, and the blog tells me more about DIY masks, and easy to preapre healthy food. Shall try some of them out after exams.

Gt interview this thurs, lots of preparations for me to do, i nid to take passprt size photo, prepare my certs, print dat extra resume... Hope i can get that job? Or may just take it as an experience todo better for my next interview.

Poly is ending... my frenz are sending their applications for further studies, and some are like me, sending resumes for job. Today news start that "Poly grads get higher salaries, land jobs within 6 mths" at http://sg.news.yahoo.com/070206/5/singapore256768.html, about $1700, not bad, although its just a $50 increase from last year, but the job industry is good. Hope to get a good career for me to work, and gain experience...

I must study hard now, to get more As, n hope can do well, no C or D pls... Dear, i nid ur blessing... Love u

Saturday, February 03, 2007

Tell me...

Tell me I am a stupid ger, who gets angry over things like:

- Baby got my ass up in the morning, juz to go his hse n watch him slp, making me wan to slp when i m suppose to mug.
- Baby ignored me n continued his nice dreams, despite me whining and complaining abt being hungry, and want to get out of his hse
- He made me have gastric, den treat me to MOS
- He had stupid frenz who wanted a lift from Funan to AMK, whereby they could have taken MRT to bugis, to save us the trouble from getting stuck in the jam.
- Without the jams, i couldnt have almost burst my bladder due to the water I drank at MOS.
- Went to Serangoon for Primers meeting, paid $5 to drink fruit juices there, when there are plenty of food, and getting hungry after we left.
- Almost screamed my head off in front of the primers pple, as Alex n Pamela tries to drive baby's car, when they have no license.

I was very mad, so mad that i wan to slap the two of them. I literally clunch my fist, having the urge to pull dem out of the car n give them a punch in their face, for being so insensible.

Pls, u guys are older den me. I dun understand y baby allows them to do this. The place is a narrow private lane, wif expensive cars on the road sides, and mistakes not only lies in ur car, but also the bomb in ur family's expenses. And also the lives of two other frenz.

I was having the urge to study, but baby's slowness, and their attitude, make me damn fucked up, dats y i screamed in front of emily's father. Sorry if i made a joke out of myself, but, it is seriously not my problem.

I can be a very nice ger. I can understand situations, if u have the ability to make things clear to me wif reasonable answers, and u can b resonsible and accountable if anything happens. If u cant, den u better noe wat u are doing, b4 trying anything, as these kind of things arent funny.

I can get furious at times, but i will only scold pple, explain to me if u can. But if u tries to ignore my anger, den dun blame me when i bash u up. I dun care whats ur reasons after dat, as i had given u the chance. I fight ok, n i m fierce, so dun take me as any ordinary ger who only hides behind my bf in front of u, i supports him to do well in it only.

Those pple, realli spolit my mood, make me have splitting headache, scolded baby for the second time in a day,and no mood to study. I told baby, if my stupid cousin is gg to appear on cny, n start scolding my siblings n i in front of other cousins, well, den we shall see who will win it.

Please measure ur abilities, and strengthes, noe ur weakness as well, not just ur opponents', b4 u try anything funny wif me. DONT MESS ARD WIF ME!

Colour My Life

18 mths togther = 1 and a half year....

Wow, dint noe we had been together for so long, and dat oso symbolises how long i have been accumulating all these fats. Hahaz, ever since i was wif him, both of us grow in size, not in height.

Saw xinzi today went for jog on the tracks, her hard core control in her meals intake, i look at myself....

3 yrs ago, i was a fighter n a fencer, i exercise 3 times a week for 1 and a half hours each day. I ate a lot, a bowl of rice for each meal.

Today, I dont exercise at all, drink less water, eating snacks as n when i like, fast food is my fave, no fruits intake... Dats explains my current weight! Argh...

I need the perserverance like Xinzi... She is damn pro, good in studies, determine in putting in 100% in the things she does, responsible, and have the will to carry on her goal in life! Wow, she is a miracle ger arent she?

Well, tml i shall hit the gym or tracks wif baby, will drag him along... den start my studies OFFICIALLY! All my plans for revision are screwed up by those stupid projects, but thank God, everything is over, except that I have to hand in BPC on Monday.

I shall find a place to mug, wif a good partner. Baby used to b a great partner, but he is now a great partner for relaxation. Coz he finished his attachment today! Yeah, no more Bukit Merah trips....n no more waiting for him.

Completed BB presentation today, and i realli see everyone's committment. Thankx pals!


My scheldue for tml:
Exercise
Study SMM and RM (Crunch those numbers)
Primers steamboat dinner at Sentosa tml night!

Exams are just a week away! So i shall start getting awake and started!

Thursday, February 01, 2007

2 Projects down

Finally, BPC is over. I completed the individual report, and will be handing up on friday.

BB is on the way to completion. Going to consult Robert Yow tml.

I am a sad ger, coz baby is going in malaysia to help his dad next week! OMG! Haiz...

Tired... I am so tired, Haven so my revision. I need some oxygen for my brain to start working. Mayb go to gym tml after sch meetings.

Peer evaluation has its pros n cons, coz it reflects the work an inidividual does, and also just the negative side of the person is reflected, in which background preparation work should also be included as effort.

Going to slp le. Good Nite!