Where is my pigotong....

I miss u. Why u haven called me since this morning? Usually u will call me de, worried....

I went for 3 interviews today, first to somerset for loreal, den to tanjong pagar for tempserv, den to novena for the client's. Met kaiyan in tanjong pagar, wanted to meet her in tampines, but my interview took 1/2 hr, and i spoke to a prudential personel abt my plans to make investments...

On my way home, the rain was coming, i was lucky to avoid the heavy downpour. However, when i was walking home from bangkok mrt, the lightning and thunder scares me, coz beside me there is no one, but trees, gosh, what will happen to me if the lightning comes down?

2 more days to my course in JB. I hope i can learn well and benefit from it. I m nto sure if i shld go to POC camp. There is high elements n stuffs, sounds fun, sth i nvr ever tried b4. Considering......

Baby is uper sweet, to call me 4 times from malaysia... Thx dear, i really miss u.

I have been slacking at home today. Nice rest.

Life is abt going through ups and downs, setting a standard for ourselves, to conquer problems in front of us. Without training, life will not have shine.

Bill Gates wun earn millions overnight.

This is what i have learnt from the 11pm show on jade. One dun live for another, people die everyday, but its abt how we face it.

Poly life has ended, and i have play my life thru these few mths, accomplishing nth. My frenz have enrolled into uni, some have gone overseas to studies, the guys are gg NS, each of us living our lifes differently.

Nobody is similar, all of us are unique, so is our life. I shall make my life different from others, if others can accomplish sth, I will make mine special.

Interviews this week, i hope to get a job i can make my mark, or at least i love the job and can do well in it... God, bless me, and watch over my boy in malaysia.Amen.

I need a perm job soon. Argh! Sorry linclon, i cant help u work tml coz i m realli very tired.

Baby, thx for everything. U are super sweet to bring jacket for me and buying me dinner, despite of u slippering. I love u, thx.

I think i shall start a new acct to safe up. I pray that mummy will allow me to go for the money and u course this weekend, i dun wish to disappoint my baby.

What is Love?

Is relationship abt getting everyone's approval? Or isit a matter between 2 person?

Will love last long, and couples will build trust forever between them?

I duno what i wan. I got a nice loving bf, but i feeling something is lacking between us.

Went to SBF today to get clariz to sign my timesheet, went cityhall to submit timesheet and trim my eyebrow, den went to orchard, waited for faith for 1 hr while i comb the whole ngee ann city.

Well, today's walking is so much, after meeting my sec sch gers, we walk from orchard to doby guaght, with much walking in between. I feel so happy, coz i means i get more exercise and towards my goal to slimming.

We took neoprint, and had fun talking abt relationship problems. Kristen is a poor case, she n sam... Hai... I hope elaine n her soon to be bf can work. God, please watch over them.

I hope to see my bf tml, coz its sat finally....

Missing u like mad...

Finally, i m gg for my off day tml, need to settle my pay wif sbf and go eyebrow trimming tml at penisula plaza. Den mayb meet faith or my secondary sch gers...

I wish baby can come back tml, den i wun miss him so much le.

Work has been fun, though no sales, no comission. Only getting basic. But i love to speak to my dear frenz promoters, mei xian and jay lloyd. Haha, jay lloyd is a crapper, little boy boy. He is taller den us, but he is 2 yrs younger den me, full of craps boy. Nice fren to know. Mei xian is a pretty ger oso.

Baby, faster come back, ur ger ger missing u.... haiz.

umph

I gonna miss him for days... Argh, i miss poly life, when i can attend lectures wif him, meet for lunch, den go his hse ton.... He is mine for hours...

But now? His dad's factory is in malaysia, so he has to go there to help, from mon to fri, meaning i got no means to contact him, den sat is ndp day, leaving sunday for him only. I dun like this, this is worse den NS, and i am having like pre NS training?

He should b in the army le. My dearest boy.

Work has been alright for me, i hope sales can be better tml, so i can earn more $. I need to save up, and i wan to go bintan wif my gers, and japan wif my baby. I wan dat burberry shawl. Gosh, so many things to buy, and i m saving nth so far. Shall curb my tempations.

Had the first foot massage ytd. Nice massage, and i drank lots of water after dat. Tata, shall slp earlier

My nasty cough is not bringing me anywhere... Argh, i have been coughing for like 1 week? Now i seem to have adam's apple, coz the throat is so tight, even when i swallow my saliva.

Finished my work wif sbf last friday, had been working wif freshkon on sat till today... Ok la, hit a sky high results on sat, 175 boxes, yeah! And 116 boxes on sunday. Today was very bad.

Watever the case, i n happy to know a few frenz over the weekends, in sbf i noe louis, gillian etc.... And in bugis roadshow, i noe uncle gary, mango, sebestian and some b n l pple. Today i noe j&J's Daniel, another cute guy from NAPFA (i forget his name alrd), Nichalos Foo, Mei Xian... They are damn nice pple...

Went dinner after work wif Nic and Mei Xian, with their senior from their agency, had fun talking abt Jes, n her habits of touching guys. Gosh, she even ask Nic to b her bf. WoW! Nice to know these frenz.

I pray freshkon wun gimme so much pressure, and i get to have an off day tml. Coz i m serious sick n i need to rest... Praying hard.

Loves***

I love my baby. Got back the feeling again, just by getting hug by him.

I love the pepper lunch at AMK hub. Great service, and nice food. My first time dining at Pepper lunch, tried the curry pepper lunch. The service staff is nice, to help us do the cooking. And she is so polite. When boy went to buy desserts for me, another staff came over and help us clear our desk, and even ask abt how we found the food!

Well, other then the part that the price do not include gst, their service is way better den those places that requires me to pay service charges yet providing sucking services.

Today is fun filled day, just dislike my work. Counting down to 2 more days.... Might be getting MC tml for my cough, coz i not feeling well. But come again, i get lesser $. :(

Dear, i m sorry. I read your sms to me, ytd night, "i wanna meet ur parents".

So far, wif my ex bfs, i have nvr show them to my parents, or make known to them i m attached.

I will pluck up my courage to tell dem asap. I noe u wan to find ur ego back.

I have been growing my butt in the office... Friday faster come.... Faster...

I need a new job soon.

Sick!! Argh, i feel so dehydrated of water. Its good to drink lots of water, but not when u feel heaty, and sore throat.

:( Thx to my gers frenz and my baby boy. All of them are sick, and spread them to me. Baby dint pei me today, he made me go down vivo after work, and make me walk ard wif his dad's frenz.

Well, i wouldnt mind, if u dun mention dat i shld cross my arms, i shouldnt let him carry my handbag coz his mum says so....I shouldnt...

Shldnt a guy help his beloved carry her handbag? Does carrying it make him turn into a sissy? So i assume if dats the case, den there aren't any more gentlemen in this world as all of them turned into gays?

I just dun understand...

My work is so tedious, i m tired, just to meet u, i endured my tiredness, yet i getting nth but sadness out of my effort. I seriously dun understand wats in ur brains.

Argh, I hate weekdays. Baby went in to malaysia, i m going to work again. :(

Ytd was fun wif the gers, we met at 3.30 at PS, went to kfc for tea, den to cafe cartel for dinner, and caught Meet the Robinsons. Nice show. " Keep Moving Foward".

Went to baby's hse just now, had a shock, after 1 day of renovation, the hse became an office. Lol, sian, next time i go there i cant watch tv le. Boo!

I m looking forward to u coming out. Muacks. I hope tml workload will be lesser and they can let me leave the company asap.

I am super amazed by this website. http://jpoptrash.nihon-fr.com/chirurgiens/chirurgiens.htm

A person's looks, determines how the public will look at them, and it will impact on the self-confidence. I am quite inspired to do a make over, mayb not plastic surgery, as i m afraid of operations and doctors, and its a hassle to look after the wounds.

Emo today...

We had a quarrel. After tons of work, and resignation, i went to agency to hand in my timesheet. Called him to meet for dinner, but lazy pig wans to nua at home, as he says he had been walking ard his dad's factory until he very tired.

I am oso tired woah, 8 persons workload. Well, how unfair can they be. They are going to replace 2 persons to overtake me. Haiz. No choice.

Then i decided to buy MOS burger for him at AMK hub, i ran all the way, wif a starving stomach, den to find the cash on me is insufficient. So i practically ran ard the mall to look for a freaking ATM. Haiz.

When i reached his hse, i felt fainty and i dint spoken a word. He says i dao him, and make him angry. Well, i m kind to buy dinner for u woah.

A meal with u is all i asked for, and we had serious miscommunication resulted. What else can i say?

Lucky we solve the problem calmly. :) And he sent me home again.
I hope we can speak our thoughts next time...

Mayb i m not ready to earn for my own keep. I am a bad saver, spending lots.

i quited my job at SBF alrd. I felt so outcasted as a temp there, and my workload is just 3 of the ex temp staffs. Now, there is another temp staff leaving again, and he work is actually 3 persons job, now loaded on top of me liaoz...

Wif such kns pay, i think i m seriously underpaid. Haiz. so i told my supervisor i m quiting alrd. By right i can leave on monday, but i decided to leave on friday instead, to let them have a chance to get someone to settle for them.

Freshkon... Mayb i wan to consider.... Hopefully i get the job i want soon...

Sometimes i noe u are aware, both of us cant forget our ex... But the love between us, does exist, but mayb not as fresh or new like our first love.

I read the book of our past to present, and abt royston and me, those are history. I love the past u, and oso the present u. I hope u will improve to be better...

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