I enjoyed my work.

Dear, happy 22nd mth. I have been very happy these mths, becoz of u.

My boy is jealous today, Dear dint like the idea of me gg overseas without him. Actually, if july, i would go overseas wif boy, coz our 2nd anniversary. I like backpack tour, but mayb its not appropriate to do so la.

Boy n I talked at TM today, abt our future. 2 years is not easy. I just started work for 2 weeks, and both weekends, i either complained i m having headache or very sick. I feel tired, coz the energy spent. I got sunburnt today.

It is such a relief to see, the decorations made by me, being sent to the breakwater, for the couples. The weather is nice.

Oh ya, I saw dat tornado ytd. We saw it at the cafe, nice view. Boss oso say his first time to see such a big one.

I hate it when u leave me.

I hate it when pple change their numbers without telling me, even though we were ex bf-gf or even normal frenz.

I get scared during my first driving lesson on tues. Although he was there to watch me.

I bought focus dailies contact lens. Supposedly to be $37/ box, i bought 2 boxes, and i get to buy at $58++. Hahaz, cheap, 50% discount, coz i told dem my previous job.

I m seriously lacking slp. I need more rest. My arms aches from all the moving of chairs, esp tml st enginnering coming. I hope i can do well in tml's driving.

Tata... slping time.

Thx baby. U make me a princess ytd. U say i am very soft spoken ytd, coz i was having headache. Hahaz...

Talking abt headache, i got it thru a wedding preparations on sat. Despite all our hard work, the rain decides to pour on the ceremony, ruin the first wedding i do. Although i saw the initial happy faces, i was glad i dint stay back and see the disappointed faces.

Baby bought a psp ytd, a black one. I shall buy one if i feel its better den nintendo. He hugs me and wishper to me. Love the nice feeling. However, i noe the feeling wun last de, coz u r leaving me again, to indonesia. :( Sadden.

Lucky i m preoccupied by my work, events and stuffs, and my driving sessions at night.

Ytd show. Ju shi hao B is nice, i was so tempted to have a kid too. Haha, but i know its just my temporary urge la.

I am looking forward to August, where everything will be over, and baby will be mine for a full mth, b4 he goes in to NS. Although he got his own money now, but i m not happy. Haiz, mayb dats wat pple meant by, the rich might not be happy, the poor might not be sad.

Mich's bdae coming soon. Argh, i nid to get my $1800 soon. God bless, dat i will not be shaken by the Great Singapore Sale. I wan to return the money by July. I want to get confirmed by my present company. I love working wif the colleagues. Today the whole management team leave on time, wahaha. Not becoz we have nth to do, but we need a rest. :)

Hope tml's driving lesson will be a success.

today is the 17th of may, my parents 21st anniversary.

It has been 2 days since i see him, tml i shall get my chance le.

I had been having fun. Well, my conclusion is i like to work wif guys. I noe baby is not happy if i am gg to tell him, but dats true. When i worked in my first n previous company, the management of females realy make the environment realli sux. But currently, i feel, thx to chee yang and don.

I love my job now, today starting to do set ups alrd. Love it. I hope i can do my best in it.

I cant wait to see u dear, muackies

I love u. Although u make me damn unhappy ytd... Sori i dint go for the course today, coz i was realli tired.

I have started work. I love the place, the scenery, the fun. Its so much different from my previous jobs. I hope i can do better. Don n chee yang are nice pple. :)

Thx baby, i hope u can be more understanding.

Special day

I bet baby is the happiest person ytd...

Ytd is mother's day. It has been ages since the whole family go out to eat, dad's first time to amk hub, had dinner at jubillie, we watched "spiderman 3" together. It has been so many years...

Den over the dinner, brother told mum n dad abt him having a gf, den i oso tell dem i got bf... After almost 2 years. Haha.

I love u pple.

Finally he is back... i had missed u utterly. I went to buget terminal, and figure out how to get there...

Baby is so happy to know mac launched his favourite double fish burger again. Hahaz. So we caught a bite there.

B4 dat i went to sch to repair my laptop. Well, my laptop decides to work well once i reached sch. Idiot. But i enjoyed the terriyaki butter rice with cold salad, yummy!

Staying over at his hse today, to pei him, but my dear prince has to go in malaysia now to settle somethings, I hope he comes back peacefully. Love u. I m hungry now, i hope u got telepathy n buy sth back...

Argh, 2 more days to ur return...

Baby, faster reply my email pls... I nid to know which job i should choose. I got so many advices...

Job A i got grace, kaiyan, kris, elaine (GV)...
Job B i got martin, rong, wahman, xinzi, ana...

Mayb those with more life experience, and full of enegery would wan me to take up job B... Coz xinzi, wahman, ana and me are all from marketing... Well, i would like to heed advices from more sincere frenz soon.

I nid to reply dem tml. I hope i make the right decision....

Tml i m gg for theory trial test wif kris, while she attends her driving session. Hahaz.

baby, pls check ur flight details, dun take the wrong flight woah. Muackx, look forward to ur return. Cant wait to spend the weekend wif u.

Oh ya, Mr Yik ('my cute mr yik' according to wahman) sent us an email, i was shocked. I guessed it shocked alot of the ex students too. Well, i m seriously looking forward to this degree course. Although np is not the only polytechnic wif business, but this degree is exclusive. I hope i can get the opportunity soon.

I need help to this qn:
If u have 2 jobs offers, which one will u choose? Job A --> PR job, normal very easy job no challenge, very difficult to travel to, mon to fri job, can pei bf n plenty of private time. Job B --> Events assistant, fun filled job, career advancement chance, easy to travel to, stressful environment, many responsibilities, no time for bf as have to work irregular hours.

2 more days to his return, and i m seriously looking forward to it...

Argh, i m dying for a job soon. I have mother's day, mich's bdae, our 2nd anniversary to save up n paid for. I wan to give baby a surprise, but 26th is on thurs, idiot, mayb discuss wif him see if can take time off.

Went for interviews these 2 days, i hope to get dat PR job, sounds nice. Praying hard.

Been gg interviews with kaiyan. Gg out wif her is cheaper, saves alot.

Considering to go to makeover with her, to keep my youth, but i wan to slim down first.

Counting down to 5 days later....

I finally completed reading thru my final theory book, and done my ib stuffs. Finally! Tml is TTT i hope i can pass, and i can do well, register for more practical lessons n pay for my final theory fee.

I spend $50 a day, always wif the gers, i will spend so much. Baby, arent u suppose to reimburse for me too? Coz while killing time without u, i spent time shopping with the gers. Bought a bright red hp pouch, did pedicure. Went to CP den to AMK den back to CP...

Happy to see pj, mich, kris n elaine. Although meet at different timing, but its happy to see them again.

Baby, faster come back. I m missing u like crazy alrd. My luck hasnt been gd. Ytd went to POC camp, dint stay over. Played dat 'flying fox', my palm kena 3 blisters, of which one burst.

*cross fingers. I hope whatever i do, i will b able to succeed. 5 more days....

It has been 5 days since i last saw u. Being wif u, since 26/7/2005, nvr have i been away from u this long. Ur calls from china, makes me happy, yet sad at the same time.

I m happy, that u have been doing well, learning is part n parcel of life, having a career of ur own.

I guess u muz be happy to hear i have registered for my driving. Daddy just transferred money to my acct, then i shall go to hougang mall lata, to do transferring. Argh, my IB device havnt arrive, if not i can transfer to my maybank acct. Hai...

I m bored to death, damn lazy to go out now. i completed my lesson 3 liaoz, today shall try complete lesson 4, but my freaking lappy sound system spolit le.

Camp starts tml.... 6pm at np canteen 2.

I spend a fortune today, alot alot. $290. I opened a new acct today, did my ibanking for 2 banks. Happy. But the $290 is spent in my driving. Booked for my advanced theory, den 3 sessions of practical lessons, all at night, followed wat my baby had done.

Baby, i miss u alot. I hope u r doing well over there, tc of urself pls. I bought a new organiser, to keep myself organised wif my driving scheldues, i dun wan b like boy boy, always forget to go for his classes.

Mummy accompanied me to do all thse things today. I wanted so much to tell her abt my bf, but she dint understand me. Baobei, i m sorry.

Ytd went out wif elaine n kris, after dat kel came. I see them so happy and xinfu, i feel happy for dem, coz they get to enjoy the times baby n i used to have.

Having a bf who is a GM is not easy, i have much more to put up wif, i muz b strong. I can no longer b dependent on him, b spolit by him or b loved by him as n when i wans. Dats the price to pay. But, i m contented wif wat i have and had.

Love is missing from me, it has followed my baby boy to China. Oh ya, i went for the course i saw my school mate, siying, the ger in my eyar 3 last sem class... Heard her story in the class room.

I went Compass point with mum, den meet elaine. She n kel quarrel, after dat ok le. So envy, at least got chance to quarrel.

Msg primers related pple, to tell dem alvin's matters to contact me, coz baby wun b able to appear so soon. I miss him.

I bought Jolin's music cd, impluse buying. But i also bought a new book, Rich Dad, Poor Dad. I think baby will be very happy to noe i nvr regret buying this book, and i m seriously reading this book now, unstanding the facts, esp after gg thru the money n u course.

Wh n ken is sooo sweet, i realli miss the times lidat. But nvm, my future is lidat le, so get used to it.

i m back from the 3 days course in JB, ' Money and U'. I am missing u like crazy now....

This is crazy, writing chinese words for 3 days, slping less den 4 hrs everyday, studying for more than 15 hrs each day, sick for 3 days with high fever, cough etc. Gosh, wats more crazy den this...

I wouldnt say i benefited much from the course, but i can always go back for revision.

But i benfit from gg for the course, whereby, baby knew i was sick, and he took special care for me. Thx dear. The little piggy inside him, dint let him slp, he took care of me for 2 nights, whenever i toss or move, he will wake up and us me " u ok?"... Sweet of u baby..

These 3 days have been very rush n tiring. I m finally back to the comfort zone of my parents. Daddy gg China tml.

Baby just reached china, i hope he can survive through, i love u darling. I hope to see the new u soon. I got his name card, Alvin Kok, General Manager. Sounds nice? He drives me ard in malaysia in the 6 seat car, woohoo.

After his china 8 days 7 nights trainings, with slp of less den 20 hrs in total, he will be sourcing for raw materials wif his dad, den come back spore, b4 gg to indonesia. Busi boy.

I hope he can do well. Oh ya, he got his NS letter, 15 Sept. I m happy, coz not too late, at least he can finish his NDP. I miss the days with him. 11 days without him, plus duno how many days, how to survive?