I love u, i really do. But since u want a break, I have to accept, dragging on might just make us more sad. I feel very upset, but wat to do?

Went to bedok wif don, huzaini and CY on sat, talked till 1am den Huzaini n CY send me home.

Just now went Isetan wif jamie to buy stuffs.

I hope we still can continue.

Thx baby, for pei me, going dinner wif my colleagues ytd.

Went to watch fantastic four today, wif don, cheeyang, clara. Sat between clara n cheeyang, they say go century watch, coz the seats are bigger, true, my first trip there.

Went to sea sports centre for the first time today, coz cheeyang borrowed car from Mr Don. hahaz. I hope to get my driving done soon. Hope can reschedlue everything soon.

I am happy wif my job so far. Learnt to be more responsible le. Baby's mum say i slimmed down alot. Dats great! Hahaz.

To Alvin

I will never know, if i will be able to find another person like u, showering me everything u have, although u have nth.

I rmb how i met u, in that bbq we had in east coast park.

I rmb the days, that we were not officially together, I go to ur hse to study wif u.

I rmb the day, of which u asked me to be ur girl.

I rmb the day, dat we break a week after officially together.

I rmb my 18th bdae, when u used all ur pay to buy me the phone i desired.

I rmb the days, that we go shopping, u gave me the encouragement to try new clothes.

I rmb the days, after my corn operation, the day dat u piggie back me across the overhead bridge of the poly at 6am in the morning on the first day of our exams. The days dat u walked with me slowly in school when i took 30 mins instead of the usual 10 mins.

I rmb the days, that I go to your hse in the wee hrs of 4am, to study wif u. The nice cup of coffee plus milo u make, studying econs and accts wif u, while u guide me to ensure i pass my modules.

I rmb the days, dat i go to bukit merah, to eat ur meals wif u during ur attachment.

I rmb the days, dat we go rehearsal together.

I rmb the days, i cried in ur shoulders.

I rmb the days, u cooked scallop porridge for me. The fried rice you cooked for 4 hrs.

I rmb the days, that we cook baked rice together.

I rmb how i cried, when i first know u have to go china trip.

I rmb how many times we quarrelled, how many times we laughed like mad.

I m glad i have u in my life. No matter wat happens in future, these are the memories we have together, something no one can take away from us.

I love u.

Today is an exciting day. Went to work, pack the store wif my colleague, we dint go for ops meeting. Den we saw the work tornado, and 3 of them. Hahaz.

Den went RSN to buy food, tried their fish noodle.

After dat, there was such a serious accident outside the work place, dat our off work was delayed from 6 to 8pm, reached home at 9 instead.

Happy day.

Although poor me still got to go rehearsal during my off day, but got my super 'nice' costume. Hahaz, guess it will be a good reason for me to go on extreme diet, if not i will nvr fit in to it.

Dear, thx. I am happy with my loot, 2 bras from la senza, 1 dress and 1 top, 6 pairs of socks and 1 jelly pump. Hahaz. Spent ard $100+ lor. We had yuki yaki at marina, yummy, i shall try the ice cream next time. Muz!

Baby helped me to carry my loots the whole day, xin ku le. Muackx.

Tml gg work again. I am so tired. :( nite nite

Happy Birthday to Chee Yang... I know he is sick of me always asking him the same qn, " is there anything for me to do?"

hahaz. Today lunch, went to changi village wif GM, jamie, Huzani and chee yang, den dinner we have don to join us as well at Bedok. Hahaz. Lunch was treated by Mr Sim, Dinner was treated by Chee yang, coz he claimed he passed his ippt wif $200.

I feel so bad today, caused so much trouble for Mr Don, abt Leonard's case and Stefanie's case. I hope i can do well. :( Stressed.

Jamie is a fun lady. hahaz. I kinda miss her when she took her 2 days of off.

I was very shocked, Chee yang can actually see thru wat i thinking, mayb he studies psychology

Ytd baby and i said our part, i cried for 2 hrs. I told him the reasons le, and we giving each other 3 more mths, starting on 6th june 2007. thx for understanding. Muackx.

Saturday my off day, i hope ndp will ends earlier....

The 40th Anniversary celebration was a success, all the preparations, staying up and working for 22 hrs non stop, was filled with fun. Jamie, Chee Yang and i slpt at the same room on 2nd june, hahaz, i kicked jamie's butt...

I slpt only 2 hrs dat day, b4 working again. I have been cancelling my driving classes, coz i m really too tired to go lehz.

He is in indonesia. He gave me his blog, of which, i read le, i noe he wans to tell me wat he is thinking, and how much gers he had let down, and he wun let me down. I appreciated it, thx. However, there are sth more to it.

Talked to kris and kaiyan, and mich, they told me, i shld give him up for a while, to see if we realli suits or not. I duno. I will wait for him to come back, den we shall sit down n talk.

I duno y, the feeling is not there.

Chee Yang and i worked today only, don is off, jamie too. Tml only me n jamie working, gosh, i pray tml dun hae much calls, if not i sure go bersak.

I lose 5kg in 3 weeks.

Dear, i need to feel the security from u, coz i still cant feel it, after almost 2 yrs. Pls prove me wrong.