Aww, u r sweet.Thx boy. Today is full of ups n downs. Baby told me ytd, dat his plan for 26th, is to have a resort room at ECP, or to go out to sea on the yacht. He planned to set aside a buget of 1k for the annivesary.

"It is not abt the money i spend on u. As u know, money is impt to businessman, but to me, u r more impt den money." This is wat he told me.

Blur boy, dint know how to book a yacht n the procedures, so i told him, but we decided to go for ecp instead, coz much worth it. Yacht can wait, coz i wan to go on it for my wedding. :)

I was pissed wif him ytd n today, for putting me aeroplane. But today,although he put me aeroplane n meeting me so late, i bought the wallet for him, finally, after searching almost all departmental stores. He says he love it.

I cried at marina square, coz i was so tired. he make me wait for him for 3hrs alone, and i spend 200 bucks in dat 2 hrs. Most of the things are for him. But i bought a nice fox jacket, dat baby oso say he likes it alot.

Anyway, ytd n the day b4, was talking to cy on msn abt some stuffs. I guess my dear colleagues are having their tongues wagging again. Hmmz. And Seri was dismissed. Sad.

Its 20-07 today, so being a hot date, i have a wedding at workplace. this couple is damn poor thing, yet lucky.The poor things are us, who pratically do the set up twice. So tiring. N the pool competition... I hope everything will be alright tml.

Ok, now i shall go prepare stuffs for our 2 yrs.... Shall not blog here, coz in case bee bee sees

My Wishlist goes on....

1. Sony Cybershot T100
2. Samsung Ultra 10.9
3. Ipod Video
4. Mac Laptop
5. Anna Sui makeups
6. Clinique Skincare

I miss him, my boy. Thx for the reassurace u gave me, abt the day at doby ghaut. I know u treasure me alot, and from the words u mentioned abt not giving me up, and that i m ur everything. U are sweet.

My colleague is going overseas alrd, n i m feeling stress from my work. Gosh, i duno how, seriously. Everything sux man. I have cough today. Lucky its not a bad one, but i duno why, i was damn quiet today, mayb i m too stress. Like wat my colleague said, everyone shld help one another, but i have no idea y, its always we help them, n nvr the other way round.

I feel i have grown today. :) Just dat, i miss him. Baby, NS is coming, i wan to treasure my time spent wif u....

Its just u n me, standing in the middle of doby gaught's station, hugging, looking into each other eyes, feeling our special feeling rising with love around us, just u n I....

I know i spolit the whole feeling, coz i was shy. Serious. I do know i love u, and everything is going on fine now, but pls understand me, i dun wan to give u empty promises, that I can last wif u for 2 yrs, i dun wan to hurt ur heart. Since young, i only hated, love, is sth i find in ur family, and on u.

Therefore, pls rmb,
'darling, no matter wat happen in future, pls rmb, there is a ger, whom u have loved, have love u alot too'

There is no promises, but there is a strong belief. i know u belief that we will be strong, but i have not much faith. Pls understand me, if in future, i have to leave u, but it will not be my intention.

Today my off day, wake up after 11 hrs of slp, had breakfast, and went for driving, after dat, meet my baby and den we separated to go to PS where i celebrate my dad's bdae for him.

Watched Die hard 4, nice show, at least its the first show my dad dint fell aslp... hahaz... tml got training, after dat my colleague will leave for his vacation, in which, it might be my growing up period. :)

It is part of the very fond memories i wish to keep in here, in which, ytd we had a dinner with Jamie, GM, Huzaini, CY, Jov, den went to kbox at parkway. Was damn unhappy with the remote controller we had, so we got them to change, we sing till 12.30am.

I got 1/2 day to work today. Was damn shocked to see the number of emails i received. Like i tot to myself, when CY is not ard, when Jamie is not ard, its the time for me to grow up in the company. Its either i pass, or i fail. I shall be strong, and work my way through.Dear God, please watch over me. Eileen, Gambatte!

I love u baby. I hope u can be stronger, and recover soon. Miss u alot. I hope u can work lesser, and pei me more. Hehe. I know u oso want.

I shall eat lesser carbohyadrates, less calories, exercise more,drink more water n vegetables, and keep a healthy lifestyle,so that i can go backpacking once my stamina is built up, i want to go taiwan and thailand soon.

Went to dentist last friday, spent $155 on it, freak la. But it is a consolation to know i do not have wisdom tooth, from the x-ray I took. However, i guess my gum overstretched, no still hurts. :( But i got a nice filling in my mouth, no black black.

I want my skin to recover, i miss my fair skin, my flawless face. I shall work harder to it, slp earlier.

I feel so stressed when working, coz i scared of causing trouble, but like baby had said, i nid to be responsible.

I want to go Backpacking!!!

I want to go backpacking! It has been my dream since young, to enjoy the fun of having freedom to roam the around the countries, without having to go back to the same hotel to slp, and bring the personal belongings around, makes me mroe secured.

Brought this idea up to mich just now, but like wat she said, gers cant go alone, we nid guys, mayb to help us carry our stuffs? But, i want to go Thailand to backpack, the place full of interesting stuffs to explore.

How how? I need to find someone to pei me go. I know, there is people who tell me, go with my bf. The point is, he is gg NS soon, and he dun have time. :(

Hai, I shall aim for nov, mayb ard my birthday. Yup. Hopefully the ladies can make time for it.

I m a lucky ger, to have the company of wh, ken n vin, to watch transformers with me. I would rate it 4.5/5, given that i cant understand the ending. haha, nice 2.3 hr show, much better den king kong.

Watched the 9pm show, reached home ard 12pm. Thanx baby, for sending me home. Sweetheart, i love u. I know, u know, I m drifting apart. But i m giving both of us a chance, for us to work out better.

I rmbed the days, when i go to henderson park to find u, i will sacrifice everything for u, coz u r my everything. Today, u r still my everything, coz u make my world goes ard.

Like u say, u will love me no matter what. Unless there is someone who loves me like u do, if not u will nvr let me go.

Off day tml, shall skip tml morning, den study for my test, 3pm test, den slack till 8pm, den go for practical. I need the perseverance, and courage to drive the car again. I wan to go backpack tour, so i need my licence.

God bless, to grant me the courage, and perseverance, the energy and the patience, to do well in my test and the practical lesson tml.

Work update: Was slacking for the past 2 days, coz don was not ard, and its JULY, yes, july has only 6, so not much set up to do. I m loving it though. Hahaz. Cant imagine the days, to how i m gg to cope, without the pillars of the dept, when they leave me to go overseas. Nvm, i shall put myself though, to be a better person.

I shall slp earlier....

We broke up on 26th June, and patch back on 30th June. I love u. But so what, i feel our thinking are so different. My colleagues are saying, we get to interact wif more pple. I do agree that love makes things revolves ard our world. But, ever since i stepped into this society, though i love to be in love with u, and i know no one will love me like u do, however, we just have communication problem.

I just feel, i shld give both of us another chance, to work things out peacefully. This might be our last chance, for us to know, if we are really suitable. U r a great guy, the love of my life. I hope we can improve our communication problem.

Thx to my colleagues who had been wif me and accompanying me. I m glad some of u show concerns to me. I want to work harder, to do my best. :)