Finally, i got my off day on SUNDAY! Yes, becoz tml i got someone coming, therefore i changed my off day to today. Baby went jogging, and soccer, den meet me for The Simpsons Movie at Vivocity at 2.05pm. Nice show. Both of us are such pigs, esp me, had nachos each. And we slacked at Starbucks, with me eating salad, and went amk to get my fruit juice, where we eat again!

Omg, think i put on so much calories, so i shall watch wat i m eating these 4 weeks. Fat fat ger! Hmmz, baby's mum say i slimmed. That was ytd! Gosh!

I wan to watch the 881 and the 1408! Wanted to go kbox wif boy today, but he is not feeling well. I hope he can faster be more free, and pei me more! I wan more of his attention. Haha, like any other gers, we are attention seeker.

I hope the blemishes on my face can get lost soon. I want my pretty skin back soon. Therefore, more fruit juices and more slp for me. Lesser stress please!

Had the company d n d on 14th aug, was a fun night, spent 55 bucks doing my hair though. Went to bar none to chill, but after dat we went to the pump room. Hahaz. Fun with GM, Jamie, Don, Huzaini, CY.

Dear, i love u. whenever i look back into my life with u ard, i felt the bliss. But now, i feel nth. I feel so bored, and my life seemed meaningless. I hope more attention from u. However, u may say, it is due to your work, everything will be fine soon. But, when u finish ur ns, u will be back to dat factory n work again. N my life will continue lidat...I noe u love me, n i love u too, but, our past memories are the ones accompanying me when u r not ard.

Work is so tiring for me.... but i m loving it. However, i have not gotten my confirmation letter. Work is sth for me to get rid of my loneliness...

Alvin kok, i hope u r mine truely. I wan more security n more love from u. I dont noe how long more i can hold on to this... I noe u r very tired from all this working, and missing me, but when i understands u, do u understand what i m going through? I m just a fragile ger, who needs my boy beside me as well.

Happy Birthday Singapore! This is the second year baby n i joined the rehearsal, enjoyed ourselves, watching the fireworks! So sweet

My colleague is very weird these days. The way he speaks to me! Hai.... I hope he can be alright.

Many of us look at things on the surface, we nvr try to look deeper into the things we see wif our eyes. There is a lack of trust between us, that I shld try to inject more for him.

I love him, and is real thankful to his creative gift of the webcam, and the sweet note.

Watched "alone" with my colleagues, jamie, me, cheeyang and don. Haha, jamie n i had great time screaming. I tot my screams cant b heard, but the guys claimed they heard mine, not jamie's. Well, if i watched more than 1/4 of the show, i sure cry.

Today sux. Had some company with 1000 people coming to release fishes. It makes us damn unhappy. Thx to my colleagues, :). We transport 250 chairs over, tough work.

Tired argh! Tml is set up, den ndp, den fishing com, den dnd.... den 7th mth... Busi!

Argh, had a tiff wif baby again! This is my one n only weekend off this mth, as I had been taking too much weekends off for the past 2 mths, but, baby's company has been cocking up his time to meet me, so i got so fed up wif him, and had attitude problems.

Haiz. time wif him is always so limited, yet we got so much things to do together. I bought my d n d dress today, and my clutch. Baby is angry wif me for not listening to his comments, and becoz of dat, i bought the dress I dislike. Haiz. But, i feel, i shld show more confident when wearing dat.

I love him still, but i feel heartache, so badly, esp when he said he feels like scolding me. I know its my fault for showing attitude, but i waited for u the whole day. :(

Tml i m working alone. I am thankful to my colleagues for helping me so much, esp when they know I hurt my wrist. Thanks.

Past few weeks have been relatively rocky for me. 22nd, the Primers D n D, was a big and unmemorable day for me. I was damn tired, but i went instead, as I know boy wants me to go. However, later in the day, he told me he sold the tickets back to the organisers, but when i insist i want to go, he says Pamela is going. I know right frm the start you had given her the tickets....

After dat D&D, baby and I have a big fight, over a stupid taxi driver. I trusted baby to give him directions,and the driver is stepping on his accelerator, thats y i dont wan him to overshoot, and i shouted to ask him to stop.

Baby n I quarreled, and he turned n leave me at the bus stop. Yes, I hate him at that time. I almost got knocked down by the other taxi. With teary eyes, I was damn sad. He ran back, and we spoke. That night, he wanted a break, refused to pick up my phone n stuffs, i cant slp till 4.30am, so i cab down to his hse and wake him up.Everything was cleared up.

25th, i check in tot he resort room, and waited for him to come, which was alrd 6pm. We went for dinner, rent a bicycle. We slpt ard 2am. The next morning, we went for breakfast at Mac, swimming and check out.

Went to buy some stuffs for my work, and we dine at Jack's Place at AMK. Its a virgin try for both of us, its a nice ambience.

My colleague is back from his trip, i dont know y, mayb he feels I m different alrd. Which is like, obviously. I heard from Yvonne on last sunday, that my company has confirmed me, but I am not so sure how true it is. But my colleague is promoted to Officer, congrats.

I hurt my wrist, and I am thankful for everyone's concern. Went singing with my boss they all again at Changi Airport 2 days ago. Had a great time.

I hope he dont hurt me again. I dont wan to think so much le. I hope things can be better. I feel very tired, i hope he can protect me, plan ahead of me, be my big brother, a best fren, and a great boyfriend to me.