I m missing you! Went for driving class today. My instructor today looks so much like my taekwondo instructor, Mr Lee. He was very a very fierce instructor, who trains us like men in army. But, he is a very nice instructor, who taught us life details.

This driving instructor, i forget his name, he says i drive like a bus. Lol. Coz i sux at controlling my hand when i am doing the clutch. Hahaz. He is the only instructor who corrected all my mistakes, let me try all the circuits things.

Went gyming with sis after the lesson. A short workout session, for ard 30 mins. But, better den slacking my butt ard and whining of being fat. Wednesday another session. Yippee...

My dearest is so cute. We went to the a restaurant with his parents ytd after my work. Nice food, but, some pple dun appreciate.

I miss him. Its our 2 yr n 8th mth tml. Muackies...

I was reading the famous blogger's blog just now. What I can say is, I want to have a room like hers next time, when i have my own hse I want a private room of myself, sometimes, hard to say when couples quarrel mahx. Admire that Elizabeth can get her own hse.

I fear of going to work tomorrow. So tired. i dont know if I should go driving on 25th, should i cancel?

I miss him. Was damn happy to see him, go out with his frenz to Muthu Curry for dinner. One of his bunk mates is David, a guy who has rs with girls ard me, sth like xav.

Had family dinner just now, very yummy!

I saw a watch, that I was thinking to get for bf n myself, as couple watch. But that boy, got a very lucky brother who got him a nice watch on his 21st bdae. Hai..

My girlfriend PJ will be having her 21st birthday on 5th April. I hope i wont disappoint her, and got time to meet her on her important day. Praying Hard!

Next mth is gonna be a busy mth. Dear, please understand. pls... I know u will feel lonely, feel dejected, and tired. Sorry i might not be able to be beside you when u need me, but I will try my best to ok? Trust me...

It is raining cats and dogs, or I should say, having typhoon style of rain outside. I m wondering if the country will be flooded.

Off again today. Wanted to go bf's hse to get my warranty card for the camera, then to repair the camera, but looking at the situation, i think cuddling in bed with my Baby Pigotong (turtle) is an ideal situation.

The detox drink is nice. it is actually a mixture of fruit juice. My tummy gets smaller liaoz. Wanted to go gym, but everyday so tired. I hope the next few days is not tedious.

I just love my pedicure. Yippy! Cant wait to show my bf!

Was talking to cheeyang just now. He was telling me about the things on his desk, lucky dont have the files, else he will faint. Wonder, how will he feel if Bertram do Cpr for him? Hahaz.Interesting.

Happy birthday to gor. 27th year old liaoz. Faster get ur wife and get serious woah. He ar, so old liaoz still playful. Duno when can save enuf money to get married. He is lucky Erin is a nice lady.

Thinking of getting a tattoo. But i knwo, my dear sure have a big fuss over it. My piercing of ears alrd makes him unhappy. I intended to do naval ones as well. I m not an ah lian. Just an interest and hobby.

Tell me about saving money...Blehx. I can park my car vertically liaoz .... with a pole. lala...

After class, i went amk hub to walk, did full pedicure. Less den $30 only.... Nice nice......

Tired la. My driving makes my corn hot and painful. The pedicure soften the pain. Cant wait for my test to be over, den i can go settle this thing, after that, i can wear my nice heels again, I dislike being shorter den pple la. Then again, my bf's height, so i can only wear short heels. Lala.

Every relationship has its ups and downs, honeymoon period and critical situation. I want everyone happy. :) Beblah....

Finally, I have a perfect vision, thanks to my newly bought contact lenses! Today its the company retreat. Presentation, bowling, dinner.... What a day of work!

I totally suck at bowling. Shake heads! I think everyone find it amusing, that i throw the ball, turn around, cover my ears with both hands, and closed my eyes. Coz, i dont dare to see nor hear the results. OMG!

Dinner was fun. Laughter and laughter! I laughed so much.

Off for the next two days. Shall tidy up my room, decorate it nicely. And going for exercising. Need to change my lifestyle, no more slacking and slugging around.

I seriously need to exercise! I want to slim down. I m getting fat, fat, fat! Hahaz, my colleague is thinking that I m making him fat. Maybe, i dont like to see pple slimmer den me? Lol... Too bad!

My boyfriend just went in yesterday. Hai, y NS is 2 freaking long years? 7 months has just passed, damn slowly. I hope I can hang on. Although dear n me has been rather stable, but hope we can go overseas, to spice up the rs.

But, nevertheless, I still love him. Just that it is staling....

Every man's wish, is to have an ideal job they love, salary to be able to provide a shelter and to feed the family. When they are working, they hope to have peace. The lady of the house to be at home, maintaining the well being, cooking delicious meals for the Man, waiting from him to return from work....

I think, this is also my dearest boyfriend's wish. :) Dont say I dont understand you. I do, and I know very well.

I am no longer having the urge to dash like when i was still before my 20 year old. But, I wish you can understand, i prefer personal financial stability, and working a job that is easy and I like de.

The reason why both of us study business, is to give ourselves a chance, to explore into various aspects of this industry. Everyone deserves chances, in their life, to do what they wish to do.

Finally, I finished the "Romantic Princess" show. haha, my boyfriend always say, I am a chilli padi, and very "diao man gong zhu". Hahaz,dar, u spolit me lah... :) xin fu xiao nu ren

13th March, my virgin trip to tavern night. Quite ok la, if i m a heavy drinker. But i m not. :( Just finish 1 mug only.

My mum did a very pro thing today, she threw away my dad's laptop by mistake. lol.... Lucky its a very cheap 2nd hand laptop, $300. Useless. Discard also good. My sis got her new laptop for Poly, so dad can use her current one, which is less den 1 yr old.

My sis is applying for scholarship. Her sch offers her to dat.

Tired. Very tired. Did a major set up. My own dept colleagues are not there to help. I m alone, having to beg and ask other departments to lend me manpower to complete the set up. The whole set up starts from 10am to 4pm, with 45 min break in between. If today, I cant get any manpower to help me, i will just ask my boss to come back n do himself, or I will just quit, coz it is mission impossible. Hai, but what to do?

Off tomorrow. Driving lesson. Will take a good long rest...

Rain rain rain... its getting into my nerves! Duno y, i m getting more frustrated these days. I need him by my side more.

I was researching on the net. And came across this...

Hormone imbalance symptoms can be any one or more of the following:

Allergy symptoms
Depression, fatigue and anxiety (have)
Endometriosis
Fibrocystic breasts
Hair loss and facial hair growth
Headaches, dizziness and foggy thinking (have)
Low sex drive
Osteoporosis
PMS (have)
Urinary tract infections and incontinence
Uterine fibroids
Weight gain, water retention and bloating (have)
Wrinkly skin

HORMONE IMBALANCE causes PREMENOPAUSE and MENOPAUSE SYMPTOMS!

I hope i wun have this, but the doctor has told me, my condition is this. This is part of the reason as to my sudden severe outbreak on my skin.

Premenopause and menopause sounds scary. i m barely 21 year old. What if my period stops? What if i cant give birth to kids for my love man?

I dont know. I haven't tell Alvin about all these. Dont know if he can take it or not. Or will it be the cause of our future breakups? Argh! Looking at the list, others might just have one, but my conditions is more den one.

I duno. My life is in a mess now.

Today I m off.... Went for a new experience in my life. Enjoyed so much... Thanks to adel for the recommendation :)

My bf went in to unit alrd. I hope he is doing fine in there...

This week, so many things happened... Pregnancy, abortion etc... everything seemed so sudden. Dun worry, its not me, it is my frens ard me. Glad for those who delivered their babies smoothly, for those who has to go thru abortion, i hope they will be safe and sound.

I fell down ytd at work, again, due to floor slippery.

I want to get Oriental Silk Kimono.... Nice nice. The dried craisins are yummy!

1st March, we celebrated my dear's 21st birthday. though it came late, but, it is something that i believe he enjoyed. Instead of just a speech, I m had to do a dance with him. I think everyone love the cake and the bbq.

Thanks to all the frenz who came, and my dearest princess, Adel, who came to accompany me. She is such a pretty darling... Taught me so much...

I will buy my contact lens tml...

A good news that, my dear is booking out tml... Yeah! After his POP, everything is goin back to track. I hope he will be happier.

went to work from 9 to 12 today, den jamie, GM, Huz and myself, too "rainbow" from Changi to Sembawang. 6 hours of sailing... I was having seasick initially... thereafter, quite ok, we had a fantastic picinic session. Got hands on experience on the Corporate sailing. Cool!

Then we had dinner at Thomson, den Don sent me back home. Can I strike lottery? Haiz... So many things to get. After speaking to Adelaide over the past 2 days, it make me wonder, shld I leave for a better paying job, and better prospect?

Haiz... shall leave this question unanswered, until june. I will consider then.

I m missing him now.... I hope u will complete ur route march safely.... Jia you...