Today is Thurday, but i m not looking forward to it. :( This is going to be a very long n lonely weekend. My bf got confinement, i got some event to do. Dun like it at all.

Been in the rain for past two days. Two days ago, a wed that we got to stay in the rain for a while. Ytd was the worst. I walked along town in the rain. God bless dat i dun fall sick. :(

Ytd was also my bf's court. Kena fine for $500. Small amount though, comparing to the $2k. However, $500.... he could have gone to another KL trip with me. I must be mad. Hai, i really hope n hope n hope to go overseas with him.

Miss him.

I was reading through this post from a blogger.

A mother sheltered her 3-4 months old baby girl with her body when the building collapse and was found died one day after Mother's Day. But her baby girl survived and was sleeping peacefully under her mother.When the doctor examine the baby girl for injuries, they found a handphone which belongs to the baby's mother, on it with a message "My dear baby, if you live, you must remember that I love you."The chinese news. (thou not Singapore's NewsChannel but its the same news)

It is a very touching story.

Dar just called me around 8pm. Worried for him. He sai it seemed like a very long since i last see him. Hope to see him tml.

I got a darn pimple on my cheek. Sad! I dun wan to work le...

I want to plan for my future. Probably our house is our first step to our future. Or maybe, going back to school together will bring us closer together to be more prepared for the future?

Watever it is, I just want to tell him, the 3 words...

I am in love with VS bag, damn pretty an reasonably priced. :) I need retail thearpy soon!

I am happier now, after talking to Roy on MSN, and receiving a call from Mr BF. Thanks guys. My ex bf and my current friend. My dearest boyfriend who nvr fail to make me happy.

I felt the sweetness when i m reminded of wat Mr BF told me over the weekends, that though he knows his condition, he insisted to work hard, coz he wans me to feel him manly and can protect me. Thanks a million darling.

I hope one day, we can go to the beach to lazy around, look at stars n moon together. Loves.

If failing my test aren't bad enough for me, mummy just made it worst by rubbing on it. Fuck her la! Nabei...

So wat if i fail? The $160 is paid by me, the 4 practicial lessons each $73 are paid by me, who are u to tell me off?

Saying that I shouldnt stay over the weekend, saying i shouldnt gone to work? U think i like to go to work ar? Its my boss who insisted. U think i dun want to stay at home? Its becoz I got a bf to commit to. I worked so hard, enjoying a break which i deserved, i dun see any fault.

I dun wan to disappoint anyone, yet, all I got was the misunderstanding.

My misjudgement, its my own fault. I pay for it dearly, with the stress emotionally n mentally.

You r not a driver, never drive before. How can u understand what I meant by corrective actions? I know I misjudged it, i tried to correct it, but, it just dun work out. Unless u r a driver too, if not dun talk to me abt driving.

Ask my dad? Ya right. He drives a lorry, though he got a car license, but wats the point of asking him, when the received answer will always be, I dont know. The way he drives, breaking so much traffic rules.

I hope bf is here, coz he will understand.

I blamed myself for the mistake, but I dun wan anyone who has no driving experience to critise on it. Fuck it!

By the way, I took break at this time, is becoz I foresee my colleagues taking their annual leaves in June, so I better action first. :( Dear, I want to hug u, and cry to u.

The long weekend break has been a sweet period for boy n me. Could be better if we have gone for an overseas trip. We went to the cafe we went last chirstmas. I have been very happy until today...

I failed driving test due to my kerb for directional change. Gd thing is, it motivates me to go jogging. Becoz of this test, I haven jog for like 2 months. Since my next test is 2 mths away, I will jog my fats away.

:) Hope to see him soon.

I miss my handsome boy. Cant wait for the holiday to start. But was told to go back work on monday. Hai :( very unhappy, but what to do?

Shall not think abt it, i want quality time with him.

Wow, i just know, we got a bird nest cafe in Singapore! Its a really gd biz concept. http://www.ascentis.com.sg/starcap/birdsnest/ for those interested.

Happy Mothers' Day to every great mums in the world! Took an hr time off today, rushed down to amk to have dinner with around 7 mums... My grandma, my mum, 3 aunts and 1 cousin plus 1 cousin's wife.

Wat a gathering, the food is cheap n gd. Yummylicious.

I miss him. Tired... Gg to do mask n slp liaoz... nights

My work failed to please my bf again. Yup. He got nights out today. But i got to do some set up, in the end not enuf time to meet him. :(

Try botak jones with cy, don n jimmy after work. Not bad. Fun time though.

Driving tml. Hope it turns out well.

Was talking to chen pei just now. She asked me abt her bf going NS and how she supposed to cope, coz her frenz bf all can book out everyday. Hahaz, we shared quite a bit. Glad that at least she asked me.

I would say, trust n understanding. :)

After four days of being with my bf, day in n out, after work sessions, he finally went back. :( sad girl...

My pimples are back again! No thanks to the humid weather n glaring n strong sun. Argh!

Everything is changing. Today is Khaled's last day. No more people to disturb me. I kinda miss his nonsense, coz he is one of those who is fun n sensible.

If, if don is going off, if cy is also leaving, what should I d0? Its the 4th of May today, 10 more day to my 1st yr with the current company.

I have lots of fun here, but then again, exposure not enough. 1 year, not long enough to brng myself forward, to put in the resume. But, if everyone is leaving, I know life goes on, but i will be a boring life without them.

Some may say, the new one might be better, but the working styles are difficult to adapt. Furthermre, what I want to learn here i enough, bcoz I m not looking for higher position. What should I do?

I hope Yvonne can help me... I miss her, n her gd advice.

I dont know what to do... Initial plan was to work here 1yr plus 2 yrs, wait for bf to finish his NS, the back to school tgt. But now, I really dont know. Anyone got an answer for me?

I m a happy girl!Two days off, time set with my baby. Ytd w had steamboat wif his frenz. Yummy! Today, the pulic transport is damn scewed up, making me have to take taxi to lesson.

Went somerset after dat. Yummy, i had pasta mania. :) we shopped for like a while. I cut my hair for $10, cheap n gd. Gt a slipper for $9.90.

I hope my stupid cheque will come in soon. damn idiot that they are holding on to it. :(

I love u dear. Thanks for tolerating my nonsense these few days. Bad mood. Muackx.