Tuesday, May 20, 2008

If failing my test aren't bad enough for me, mummy just made it worst by rubbing on it. Fuck her la! Nabei...

So wat if i fail? The $160 is paid by me, the 4 practicial lessons each $73 are paid by me, who are u to tell me off?

Saying that I shouldnt stay over the weekend, saying i shouldnt gone to work? U think i like to go to work ar? Its my boss who insisted. U think i dun want to stay at home? Its becoz I got a bf to commit to. I worked so hard, enjoying a break which i deserved, i dun see any fault.

I dun wan to disappoint anyone, yet, all I got was the misunderstanding.

My misjudgement, its my own fault. I pay for it dearly, with the stress emotionally n mentally.

You r not a driver, never drive before. How can u understand what I meant by corrective actions? I know I misjudged it, i tried to correct it, but, it just dun work out. Unless u r a driver too, if not dun talk to me abt driving.

Ask my dad? Ya right. He drives a lorry, though he got a car license, but wats the point of asking him, when the received answer will always be, I dont know. The way he drives, breaking so much traffic rules.

I hope bf is here, coz he will understand.

I blamed myself for the mistake, but I dun wan anyone who has no driving experience to critise on it. Fuck it!

By the way, I took break at this time, is becoz I foresee my colleagues taking their annual leaves in June, so I better action first. :( Dear, I want to hug u, and cry to u.

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