My emotions kick in again, while i was showering, i thought of you and her...

I dont know. I know I am trying very hard to trust u, my past rs failed bcoz of third party, and i do not wish this rs with you to be spolit by a third party. You asked me before, what will i do if you betray me someday?

I don't know. Things are unsure... if it happened, i dont know how to react. Just like how u told me, she is at ur hse, and tou qing. U might be joking, but the uncertainty in my heart, makes me unsure of your words.

If a third party kicks in, i know i will definately falls into depression, like how i had experience in my previous rs...

When u r with me, i feel safe n confident, though u used to say i m like an independent lady.

I hope u will not disappoint me, just like i nvr did...

I am the full time slacker today. Dint step out of my house at all... Just slack and do nothing... Exercise on trendmill... surf net, tv... the kind of life i adores. :)

The only thing that lacks today, is the presence of my bf.

My bf is a sexy one... now i know. Lol, not too late though.

Thanks to my colleague CY who let me have this precious sunday off today. I had been working since last sunday till yesterday. Tired, stressed out, unhappy, mixed emotions... Plus my mood swings are terrible.

This precious sunday, has been well spent with great sleep in the morning, walking on my trendmill for 2.4km for 30 mins, sweat it out, feeling damn healthy. Headed to bf house, slacked till dinner time dat we dine at S11.

Mummy gave me a kopitiam card. That means i will dine more often there.

Tml i m off. Hope to walk for 5km on the trendmill tml. Hopefully soon enough, i will be able to sprint on it.

Gosh, bf's mum think my dressing is not fantastic. Oh well, thanks to your dearest son. Hahaz, i bet bf knows abt the real reason behind, y i always dress down.

No matter what, i will dress up now. That means, one more reason for YOU to go shopping with me. Lalalala.... no choice. Booz.

My bf was on MC yesterday, so I became a good gf by going to his hse after work to accompany him.

My hse's new trendmill, used for less den 1k, was spolit, believe it? Mummy is going to change it, to something better. Oh well.. I am trying to keep to brisk walking for 1 hour a day after work, to keep fit.

My hormones imbalance is getting worst. Dint tell bf abt it, but i guess he knew.

He is now back to camp, and tml is the 26th of June. So.. Happy 2 years 11th mth. Next mth's 26th, we will be celebrating our 3rd year!

Oh man, wat shall i give him? How shall we celebrate it?

Just now when we went to have dinner at a hawker centre, while we were walking there from hub, I asked bf, do u have cash? do we need to draw cash? wat if the atm at the hawker has no money?

Bf was saying, how can i curse him? If no money he will bang me to the atm. Hahaz... Well, the atm was gone when we reached there! GONE! Hahaz, he was pissed, but no choice, we got to walk back to hub to draw then to the hawker again. Wahaha....

I hope he feels better alrd...

Going to work with plenty of food, is really not a usual sight at the clubhouse. But surprisingly, we are flooded with all kinds of food, making us turned off at the sight of food.

I was called back to work today, due to a cruise event which was cancelled. Early in the morning, I was greeted by Burger King which my bf adores, and since he is sending me to work, we ate a bit there. At 10am, we had mee siam, buns, soya bean milk. At 12 noon, a colleague brought in kueh lappis, each table has around a plate of 8 slices. Lucky my table was shared with cheeyang, thank God! At 1pm, we had the food from the cruise, like bee hoon, chicken wings, fish balls, spring rolls, sandwiches as lunch. Wow right?

And I left at 2pm, went to The Cathay to catch Dont Mess With The Zohan, a great show to watch. Well, it should e rated M18 instead. After dat, we had Rocher Tau Huay. Ate egg tart and you tiao.

Dinner at Thomson Road's prata. Back home, i had a durain to myself.

Tell me, how to not get fat? I think i will hit my trendmill for an hour everyday, plus my calorie limit. :(

BF has been sweet though. We do have quarrels today, but we patched up soon enough.

A great Saturday off day. My bf is very nice not to go soccer but to entertain me. Hee, i went to his hse ard 11am, my baby is still slping soundly. I slpt with him till like 1pm, den we went to amk hub to buy lunch.

After lunch, around 3pm we went back to slp till 6.30pm, woah! And after the nice slping session today, we had Botak Jones with his mum, $32.50 or the 3 of us. Not as nice as Bedok's. :(

I misses my bf alrd. Sadly, I was told to go back work tml. :( But bf is happier, coz he can game and play and enjoy with his frenz, plus he has his car with him, making him more mobile.

I saw his baby photos today. He is damn cute la, like a girl. Coz his mum always dressed him in PINK!

Hehe.

My wrists are better alrd, after spending like $32 on acupture on it. But the consultant advised me not to strain or carry heavy things for the next 1 month, but given my job scope, how to?

Shall I change my job? Should I?

Let me think, think, think.... Maybe i should start looking into the market first to see the potential. Hopefully its somewhere near my hse or NEL.

I am happier. Daddy bought the trendmill for $1k, and it is sitting in my living room now, with our 2 sofa sets, Home Theatre system, Plasma, baby grand piano, gu zhen, organ, pipa, 3 laptops and 2 PC. Wow! I do have a lot of rubbish things in a living room.

Ok, i m going back into my Lala land to be a pig again. Will blog abt Weehoon's 21st bdae celebration some other days.

So fast, this coming july we are going to have our 3rd year anniversary. I met him after work today, his nights out. He was damn worried about my injured wrists. Thanks.

I had great laugh with Don today, because of our caterer, damn cute. Hehe, wait for Chee Yang to come back, and I will let him know to share this joke.

Jorin's bdae is coming also. I miss her so much. Shall see what i will give this little princess.

Happy 21st Birthday Wee Hoon. Hope u like it today.

Ytd night, we went to an Eyptian Restaurant near Arab street after dining at Sakae Sushi at Bugis. The restaurant provides Water Smoking. Yeah. My bf n weehoon tried smoking for the first time in their life. For the rest of us, since it is no kick, we are alright with it. Just dat the apple sux, making me feel ill after it.

Kendrick confessed to Wh abt his smoking.

Today we went to kbox at kallang leisure park, and ice skating. Damn fun, though my wrist hurts badly now.

Ard 8pm, went to bf's grandfather's bday dinner, $100+ per pax woah. Imagine sharks fin in pumpkin, half a lobster. Yummy n we are very full.

Going to slp liaoz. Tired.

Haven blog for sometime. After almost 2 months of preparation, We finally had CY's 26th birthday done up. Though he wasnt surprised, but the coordination is great.

My bf pop. Loves the time till now. coz he had been booking out almost everyday. I like it. But, everyday, meaning i will have to go his hse everday. Sometimes, it isnt dat gd as well.

Alright I m getting fat. Exercise, calorie limit, tea and all... all over again.

I need a gd rest. A damn gd rest, maybe for 7 days? Hahaz, i could only do this, when i was in school. Haiz, I m seriously missing these gd old days!

Sorry my dear gfs, I cant accompany u gers today. Was busy. So couldnt take off.

Miss my bf.

I really lost my camera charger. Sad :( baby is going scold me. Sorry boy. I hope to get the new charger before sat, so that i can take his precious time of promotion.

I have a lot of blessings this week. Able to see him on mon, tues, and maybe tonight. Yeah!

The bad news i, he has to go thailand for 3 weeks. Alright, i sort of expected it. Haiz. So, i shall start planning my scheldues and meetings, maybe clubbing session with my frens during that period, to keep myself occupied. Hopefully he goes during the period that my colleagues are overseas as well, den i will work n work n work, no need to worry.

Haiz... I miss him.

Took 1/2 day time off today, coz Don wants to off tml, so I swap with him. Bought BK home for lunch. Slacked, nap for 1/2 hour, watched TV, n my bf just called me! When i saw his number, and I picked up, I screamed "Dear!" Hahaz...

I going off liaoz. Going to meet my bf.