My emotions kick in again, while i was showering, i thought of you and her...

I dont know. I know I am trying very hard to trust u, my past rs failed bcoz of third party, and i do not wish this rs with you to be spolit by a third party. You asked me before, what will i do if you betray me someday?

I don't know. Things are unsure... if it happened, i dont know how to react. Just like how u told me, she is at ur hse, and tou qing. U might be joking, but the uncertainty in my heart, makes me unsure of your words.

If a third party kicks in, i know i will definately falls into depression, like how i had experience in my previous rs...

When u r with me, i feel safe n confident, though u used to say i m like an independent lady.

I hope u will not disappoint me, just like i nvr did...