Happy Birthday to me myself, on 26th November. Meet BF after he booked out from his guard duty. We went to AMK Hub to watch Madagascar 2, and went to have New York New York after the movie...

His fish n chips...

See how serious he is treating his food!

Then he starts to attempt murder to the already cannot-make-it fish...

There he is, enjoying the results of the 'murder'!

My delicious steak! The staff has great service. As i dint know their standard of the meat, so they advised me to take 30% cooked. When i realised the food is not my type, they changed the whole set and cooked it to 50% raw, exactly to my liking. Thanks!

Yummy :)

After packing our bags, we dragged our heavy luggages to the Swensens at Bishan for dessert before heading to Golden Mile Complex!

My complimentary birthday firehouse!

Making a wish, after he sang the birthday song to me.

:)

His banana split!

Guess what he is doing?

Hey presto! Look at the outcome of his effort! A stem of the cherry being tied to a knot! Woohoo!

Indulging in his ice- cream!

Obviously, two of them are his, and two of them are mine. Because I got short tongue, so two failed attempts vs his two successful attempts!

Thanks darling... for giving me a special birthday celebration. Muackes! Although the Genting trip wasnt just simple fun filled, at least we spoke our hearts out. Crying and weeping will not be brought back to Singapore. I will treasure our time together, as much as I can. Whether we will continue our relationship for how long, I just want to let you know, I love you! Thank you!

26th November, we board our coach from Golden Mile Complex to Genting. Set off at 10.30pm, and we reached Genting at the wee hours of 5am.

The coach went soooo fast, dat i almost puke, probably due to the double decker bus bahx.

When we reached Genting, it was freezing cold. Baby n I were chattering our teeths, shivering, it was sooo misty, and at a low temperature of merely 14 degree!

Let the pictures do the talking!

Our coach to Genting!

Bleah! I was trying to do take his photos, then he wanted to take mine, to show how horrible i looked swating there.

Our coach!

We went to the theme park once it opened. We deposited our luaggage into the hotel lobby, den off to play!

Haha, bf n i tried to imitate the weird look of this dragon, Geno

My turn!

Theme Park!

Our little room, at Level 2 of Tower 2

Our messy things :p

It is not dat cold, due to the rain throughout the day...

My Handsome BF

Starbucks, before we head to Casino

Sweet :)

On our way home, on the coach

Last glance of the theme park...

Happy 21st Birthday to Myself!

Woohoo! I am finally 21 years old! Yeapy! Received a Guess Watch from my branch pple. Thanks peeps!

My 21st birthday started out by trimming my eyebrow, slack at home, and now I am all set ready for a little trip of ours.

Just had lunch with bf after watch Escape to Africa at AMK Hub, lunched at New York New York... Steak! My fave...

Happy birthday to Suiping also... my secondary school friend, who shares the same birth date as me. Like what she says, we will follow this tradition, till we lost touch with each other. :)

I hope to enjoy myself in the next few days! Relax relax relax...

Tata, dun miss me!

Unpredictable life... I dint tell him about my worries or unhappiness at all... Just want him to be a happy bf of mine :) He made my life happy, for dat 11 mins of tele conversation we had today.

My toopid mum, asked me to wash, hang and fold my own clothes from today onwards, just becoz of my dumb dumb sis. Watever! I dun give a fuck about it. Just dun come and blame me about the high electricity bills in time to come.

I told my sis to give me back my laundry things, she was like giving attitude. Hello, i was nice becoz u yourself volunteer to do ur own laundry things, and ur attitude affected my lifestyle. Mummy says she does this is due to you, who likes to draw a line in things. So, dun come and tell me y i wan to draw lines between such things, because, you taught me.

Dont forget, i m a nice person if u dont step on me. Try to make a mess in my life, you have to taste ur own medicine. Take it or leave it. Just dun force me to even draw a line in our bedroom.

My study table, was given to u, though u failed ur JC, for u to carry on in ur poly education. I m given a pathetic table outside the living room, u n bro come to use the table as computer table. Mummy still dare to say its my table, and i have to keep it clean. If it is my table, den dont put ur things on MY table, or even use MY table for anything.

Dont say I dont contribute to the family. If i really wan to pick up a fuss over little things like u do, i will definately be a better person than you to make the family in great mess.

When i say sth I mean it! Dont make me pissed off!

A Memorable BBQ Celebration

Thanks to all who took the effort and time to come down for the bbq session. I must clarify, it was until yesterday's evening, then I know my cousins and relatives are coming.

Neverthless, despite the heavy downpour from 5pm to 7pm, the whole bbq session went well. Apology to those friends, whom I cannot entertain you well enough.

I am very happy, to see friends whom I seldom can meet up, like those from safyc, and my batchmates as well as my girlfriends...

I was damn shocked to see bryan, pamela's bf to come. And Jie yong... Shocked!

Thanks for the nice nice presents:

- Green coach wristlet --> from the 8 to 10 years of friendship and still counting secondary school friends and their bfs.
- Cute coach wristlet --> from my pretty little best friend from poly, Adelaide
- Nice Hello Kitty bag --> Tian Cai, Pamela, Bryan, Kendrick and WH
- Super cute Hello Kitty water bottle, calculator and the very nice cake from hyatt hotel --> My beloved Boyfriend, Alvin
- Shopping vouchers --> Ping, Clara, Rose, Liyan
- Pretty Dress Watch --> Don and Lthena
- Elegant bracelet --> Cheeyang and Liling
- Outstanding Party Watch --> Xiaoting
- Fluffy bag accessory --> Kim
- My favourite chocolate brand, Chocz --> Mandy and Weihong
- Perfume --> My cousins
- Puma running set --> My bf's family

A memorable evening for the bbq session. Those who turned up and those who sent me the well wishes, thank you so much!

I cant wait for next month 20th, where I can see my ex colleagues again! My happiness and smiles always stay longer when I am with them. :) Cheers! What shall I get from my ex boss???? think think think think....

Alvin, thank you. The cake is very well received by everyone. And except for those who attended your birthday, everyone was entertained by the special candle, dat lights like fire sparkles. My secondary school friends are very happy to have eaten the cake, becoz it was so nice. Thanks darling.

1 more day, 1 more day to the 22nd of Nov! Yippe! Cant wait to gossip with my ex colleagues. :) Happiness!

And another 5 more days, off to the cold cold place with my darling...

Hopefully my cough will be better by then... I am so sick these few days. Fever, cough, headache, flu.... haiz... Now left cough and sore throat.

Bf was sick too... Baby u must recover soon...

Missing him already, though we parted just 45 mins ago... Had BK for lunch, den head down to CBTS. Raining, so i dint play any rides, plus its red day...

I m losing my voice, feeling heaty, cough, flu and fever! Haiz! Shall see doctor tml before work, see what the doctor says...

Double O

Carnival By The Straits event is ongoing on Saturday and Sunday. Weewee! One of the events which i do not need to do, yet can play! Yeah! Especially I was invited by pple to go down to enjoy, lalala...

Clubbing is soooo fun, if u have the right kind of friends. Tian Cai bdae on the 18 Nov, so we did a celebration for him yesterday at Double O, after going to a vegetarian restaurant for dinner which costed us $23/pax! Cover charge to Dlb O was $15, free for guys. Nvm on dat, since gers always get free entrance on ladies night, seldom was it the other way round.

It was Tian Cai's virgin trip to club, and my bf's first time to Singapore's club. We went in at 9pm, and dance, groove and drink till 4am... Fun woah! Just dat the dance floor is damn irritating, pple elbowing their way in and out, disturbing our dance moves. :( Nevertheless, the whole thing went fun. Tian Cai and Pamela left at 12 midnight, so left the two couples only.

Had prata at prata house, upper thomson road, before we hit the sack at 6.45am. Super tired. Shall be back to blog after i come back from the CBTS!

Sweety send me to work today! Yeah! Loves him!

Meet him after work today. With Pamela ken also.. The four of dem give me a prezzie, and baby also gave me another prezzie too!

Happy...

Half day work today, coz i really need a good rest! My stupid siblings, woke me up so early. Its freaking raining now, but i m heading to facial before i come back to study for my test, because i m going to CBTS this weekend!

Hani's last day, before she go on her freaking long off day, 1 month! I miss him la, he got his camp things today. Argh!

Just back from my facial today! Yippee, pretty pretty! Just received his call, have some nice sweet talk. Smiles :)

I hope to accomplish the following in our little trip:
- Sky-diving
- Roller Coasters
- Kbox
- Gambling
- Eat eat eat --> All the yummylicious foodies
- Swimming
- Clubbing and getting dead drunk
- Drink starbucks (cold cold chocolate flapp)
- Some shopping
- Spending alot of quality time with him

Oh yes, my bf is now addicted to clubbing, ever since his trip from thailand. Hopefully, I will be blessed with good health, and mummy to give me the permission to go club this saturday at double O with our friends.

Youngsters mah! Quit telling me the bad parts about clubbing alright... It is not as bad as last time, when the clubs are filthy smokey and unhealthy. My current working hours encourages me more late nights den ever! Woohoo!

Happy happy! It is thrilling to work 7 hours, and got paid for 9 hours pay. Yippee!

But but but, i m a nice gf, to meet my bf, at Jurong, for a pathetic 30 mins, becoz he has a movie session with one of our female junior. Haiyo! He is good, to help me do homework for the bbq i will be having...

I cant wait for our little trip!

A little note to my bf...

Alvin, making a relationship works require love and passion. You are right in this two parts. But, communication and understanding are also the requirements. You said that you try to be childish in front of me, for what? I prefer mature guys lehx. I am glad NS makes u a mature guy. But how am I going to understand the grown up you, when u never let me know what u are thinking?

I know at times your little actions i can understand, dats becoz dat was what u did since we are together.

I am trying to find the passion as well. Maybe 3 years down the road, things have gone stale for us. We have to be happy and contented with things now, and improve, because the future path will be harder, with we decides to walk on together.

Hurt was wat i have when you spoke to me a couple of nights ago. I wonder if we should continue, or should we be just friends? You said you cannot live without me, isit because you have gotten used to me, or our love can be better den what we have now?

Is it me, or is it you? Our is it our destiny are coming to an end soon?

I dont know..........

I am soooo tired. Lucky bf is not in town. Happy bdae to Kris (yesterday)!

My workplace's cisco guard's bdae was also ytd! After work, supposed to go celebrate with them, but i m so tired, plus i got wedding dinner at night, so gt to say sorry to the girls.

The dinner was bad. :( My mum is still harping on how the wedding dinner was so bad. However, the food quality is very good.

He is coming back today, but i duno what time... nuaing at home, and going to go out with my dearest brother. Yeah, no bf to accompany, but got my handsome brother!

I am happy today, because my bf called me today! Happy!

Hinted his mum about our trip le...

I misses him sia!

Heard from my boss dat i will be posted out. :( Sadded, but whatever the case, getting a job now is not easy. We shall see how we can do abt it.

He left already! :( I miss him alot. I slept at 3am, and woke at 5.30am and went to his hse and give him a surprise! I did surprised, and I also surprised his bro, as I did not used the keys to enter, but his bro was just nice wearing shoes and leaving his house. He got a fright, dat a lady with long hair and all black appearing saying a "Hello" to him.

Alvin is happy dat i went, becoz the night before I smsed him about a little surprise for him. I left for work while he left for Kim's house whereby they went to catch the flight.

Work like a zombie today! :( Lucky i balanced!

Notti boy, dint tell his parents about the genting trip yet... I will try to do the job for him den...

Mr Alvin Kok is leaving the country in less den 24 hours, to Thailand with his NS frenz. :( Haiz...Pray hard he come back safely, and enjoy himself.

I am glad dat our little trip went as planned, now we are waiting for his overseas leave approval.

I am very tired from work. Keep getting scolding from pple... idiot, i dun wan to say anything. I dun understand y there are such pple dat exists!

I m going to miss him!

Finally! I am damn busy during working hours today, as apart from work, I had been calling the agency and all, den finally it is settled at $153 per pax. I know it is quite ex la, for 3 days 2 nights, but i feel quite cheap, comparing if i have to go to HK or sth. When I went to the tour fair, 3d2n to HK with air tickets, will cost us $700+ per pax.

And now, it is done! Casino! I may seemed like a mountain turtle, but at least, i m going into the casino 1 day after i turn 21st, while my dearest bf, havent even stepped into one though his bdae was long long long time agao! Lalala!

Should i, or should i not leave?

I miss him.

Was watching a magic show:

1) personal life safety
2) money related
3) human private rs

Thank God! My off days are approved! Yeah! Happy girl! Now is just the booking of the hotel and coach, bf's oversea's leave, and off we go for our little short honeymoon of 2008!

I was reading a news of Nicholas Tse, he is still my idol sia! Quoting a line from xin.sg, of his comment of his wife's problem, 他说,“我认识她11年，我跪地求婚那天，就知道她是什么样的人，我们2个形象差不多，都敢做敢当，每个人都有过去，但我绝对信任她。”。 “我求婚后就要包容她的一切，包括好或不好。”

Sweet right?

I want to treat my family to crabs, for my 21st bday, becoz it is my parents' reward for bringing me to this world for the 21st year, where I become an adult...

I am so looking forward to this November!

I feel so excited for Martin and Erin! Really congrats! Not easy to come by, and they are indeed blessed with good luck to be approved to be together. :) :) :)

Gor must gambatte! Go and ask for her hand from her parents!

Mummy was saying, daddy told her " My parents is now your parents" when they got married. She told me not to take a guy's words too seriously. Yes, you may be married into his family, but he was to bear in mind that he has taken the hands of the daughter. Therefore, apart from the lady being filial to the guy's parents, the guy got to do his part to be filial to the lady's parents.

When a guy's family members got problem, it is right to expect the lady to be around to help, or to be present, as she is the daughter- in-law of the family. However, it should also be the same case if the lady's family member is in problem. Because we are in a society of equalness.

Come to think of it, Vin always asked me to go to his family's outings or dinner, giving me all sorts of MUST-GO reasons, and 90% of the time, i tried to be around, though i m just a GF of his, not a wife. Comparing to his bro's gf, i think i have been doing more den her.

I hope Vin will see this. I hope if the days come when my parents or my family's outings and dinner, you will be able to come and attend as well, and not to give me excuses or 'reasons' of not coming, like what my daddy has been doing.

Since we had been tgt, I have been having meals with his family at least 3 times a month, went genting with the family, cny visits every year, special birthday celebrations of his relatives, appearing at his hse at least once a week, going to his dad's factory during school holidays, visit his relatives when they are admitted to hospitals ... etc... I think, i have done more than a girlfriend has done, or probably, like what a wife should have done, just dat i dont cook.

He is going to thailand this Thursday! Sad! I am going for recee for my bdae bbq alone this weekend. No choice!

Exciting! Finally, gor proposed to his gf! Yeah! So happy for them. Now i hope that her parents will give them their blessings, and be supportive of this marriage. No matter what happens in future, the future is determined by the decision of the both of them, so, Martin and Erin should be able to overcome these together.

Had crabs today! Yummy! I had cravings for them recently, and finally i got to eat it. Nice nice!

I dont know if my branch will still be the same. I am getting sick of the job and work. Duno y, not motivated at all.

Ytd, wh, ken, amy, clara, alvin and me, went to Zouk, planning to go in the halloween party. I m not dressed up though, because this is a last minute decision. However, we dint get to enter, despite having waited in the queue for 3 hrs, omg! My back was aching badly from the standings. Haiz... And so, no choice.

I saw xinzi there. I knows she club, but we never get to meet each other in any club. Though she is in the queue, and is in front of me, she gave up entering too.

It was my bf's virgin trip to clubbing. But he failed to enter. Nvm, i taught him a little bit here and there, and he is fansinated by the pretty ladies there. Idiot! Nvm, i was telling him about the handsome guys in Phuture too. Lol, either way!

Though i feel old going clubbing, but i still loves it! Hai, how ironic.

Happy happy today, becoz alvin n i have some communication. He said I am an ideal gf, but not yet an ideal wife. Whatever, i will just be a good gf for now!