Yesterday, 13th December, after work at Kovan, i head down to amk to meet him, go his hse, den we went down to Marina Bay, Marina Barrage together, to meet WH and Ken.

We dint patch. But instead, the break was spoken face to face. It slap me hard and furious. I was completely lost.

I returned the keys to him. But i found the other set though. After Marina Barrage, we hard lunch plus dinner at Carl's Jr at Marina Bay. Around 8 plus, the guys wanted to play Mahjong at Ken's hse. So he sent me to the MRT station. We had a long talk, for 1 hr 30 mins, just weeping and telling about the journey we walked down together. Long indeed, but there is no way I can make him change his mind about it.

Thank huh, 7 stabs u gave me. U promised me to take Singapore Flyer tgt, go Japan tgt, watch Song of the Sea tgt. I promised the artwork, and the movie Journey to the Centre of the Earth. I hope someday, we can fulfill all these together.

Do you remember this sms u sent to me? ' A long journey indeed... A longer journey ahead... Together. :)'

He is having dinner with his family now. But dumb dumb him, return the keys to his mum, and his mum is very smart to found out we break le. So he is facing some family questioning now.

I told my sis not to mention about my bf ytd, cause we quarrel. I dint want them to think too much. Just as I have expected, she told my parents. When I came back from Kaiyan's place today, my dad and mum was harping on how nice my bf was, doting me, giving way to me, a very hard to get person.

How I wish to tell them, the break up is not I initiated de. I love him so much. But, sometimes, things cannot be forced. To my parents now, it is my fault, that caused everything.

Dear God, please help me. Please answer my prayers and give me the strength. Please...