Luv my Baby, and a new ger

Welcome, to the new me... Today is the first day of sch reopening, which declares the start of my last year. Drag myself to school to attend E-maketing.... its like... sianz.... haha. But well, i do understand wat the lecturer is talking, and dint go in vain, coz i gt to see some of my new tutorial mates, and noe dat under the REAL programme, i will be working wif M1, even though it clashes wif my job at starhub. I would love to go for starhub instead.

Ended sch wif baby at 11am, went his hse to slp, we overshot his hse stop n went to my hse instead, den overturn again. So stupid, coz both of us were so tired and fell into deep slp. His shoulders are very nice to lie on. Den went back to sch tgt. realised that the booth is not set up yet, omg, its juz wasting my time. But nvm, gt to persuade baby to go west mall wif me, n he cut his hair, and we had kfc for dinner. After which, he returned to sch for his primers GL meeting. And i went home. Today damn qiao, saw wei chee and kristle at the bus and bus stop respectively. I would love to sae, welcome to kristle.

Ok peeps, i m gg to revise for emarketing n do tutorials, coz this week is bb primers recruitment, i helping out a bit wif dem. Ciao...

Sch starting

Year 3 of my poly life will start in 1 day time... And, its gg to be a turn in my life, and a new me. I need to shed off 6kg in a mth's time.

Breifly look thru the modules i would b taking, realised they seem fun, although it will b a memorising, but, at least no calculations. hahaz.... I am trying to learn to love myself more... Everyone is changing, and thx to my dear, who always stand by me, listen to all my happy and sad rantings, giving me the place in his heart and accompany me thru all the thick and thins... Its onli ALVIN, dat completes me...

I am doing sth dat i nvr did in my past 2 yrs of poly life, i m reading thru my notes now.... Its like, i m finding myself begining to treasure it more den usual, mayb coz this life is gg to end soon, and i m treasuring it becoz of it.

Adel n i joined BB primers, hahaz... Seemed like, finally? Coz of alvin n some of his frenz, i had been ard wif the primers n helping dem in their activities, even though i m not part of the club... The pple there are realli friendly... Haha, juz like weehoon, so friendly n chatty....

I will b working hard... juz like my sister... Aiming to get in SIM, if i can... So, my yr 3, i will work harder... I aim to score all ADs for my modules...

haiz

Early in the morning, went over meet baby... slack in his hse den we went to bank in his cheque. He felt so rich, and treat me kfc? haha, i hope he felt more love today, coz i simply love him more... We make our way down to SSDAC to print my driving reciept, coz i lose it... hehe, i am so careless. Met Serene there, so qiao... She went there to print hers too, mayb both of us are forgetful gers? She asked me, " wat wind blow u here today?" I was thinking, we are in driving centre, so wat do u think i can do here? baby, book another 15 of his practical lessons, he is rich at times too... Den i pei him to pasir ris, den i say bye to him sadly...

Went home, was surfing net, den realise some of our staffs gt sacked. Well, wat can i sae? its partly the staffs fault, but the management juz wun understand, if they could, they shld stand at our pt of view, b4 giving us a verdict. They are mainly bais, in addition dat its their job? So wat they did wrong? They are not even 18, they deserve a chance to learn in their life, and shldnt put things tgt that do not link. They are nice pple, and they help u whenever u nid help, when did u see dem reject u? So dats how u repay dem? This realli question if staffs shld remain loyal to u guys... Life is a path, dat also leads to a junction. Its abt how to teaches dem to be on the right track. Not juz seal the road after they make their wrong choice, and leave dem to regret for the rest of their life.

Wat can i sae? I think i shld declare myself, i wun be working until sch starts, den i will see those mgt in gv lesser. I would like to see how u guys struggle w/o the experienced staff, its gd to see u guys lose ur manpower, and you will have to start all over again, and soon, the biz wun survive. I wonder, if u ever went for HR courses, or even biz mgt? Coz, ur managing method totalli sux. Sooner or later, the new staffs will leave, u are juz wasting ur energy and money to train dem, and losing dem eventualli, both new and experienced ones.

Miracles

If u say, things wun happen our way, den lets ask my pigotong. He felt the miracle, the frequency back between us. Baby claim, today he look into my eyes, he felt it coming back, while the past few days, it wasnt, i was juz like a stranger to him?

I will be Alvin's Little Princess... Yes, i told dear, and he gave me a big kiss on my forehead. Love him, and its growing. Dear, you see, i told u. Juz rmb, juz give me some time, and things will be back to normal again. I will discuss wif u our probs, and we solve dem tgt, dats wat couples shld do.

Woke up at 9am today, slping onli 7 hrs? had breakfast, online a while. Gt the pics we took of pj ytd. Den i am a pig, went back to slp at 11am, until 1pm... Missing my sunday show, haha. And i am late for an hr, coz, i set the alarm at 12am instead of 12 pm. msg dear and told him cant mit him at bugis liaoz, so i went to driving centre, wanting to settle sth, in the end, i dint get to do so. coz its closed? Mit him at his hse bus stop, went central tgt, to buy my theory book ( i cant wait to get his, no time, no time). Den went to town by bus, had subway for dinner. So greedy.

Mit xav and mich to watch Failure to launch at PS, but turn out the timing wasnt realli shown there, so went to marina to watch, first 3 rows, not dat bad... Nice show... hehe... I am greedy wif my baby, we ate nachos and 2 cheezy dogs despite dat we had our dinner. Den bought chocs from coco tree for sis, to make her tidy my things for me... haha, her reward? I am evil...

Baby is so sweet today, coz he is a happy boy today... he bought me my fave MOS burger milk tea, run all the way to the shop, let me sit there and wait for me, instead of me gg the long way wif him. Its so nice, its sweet, coz wif his love...

Today i wear bareback, its the most daring time i have ever been, coz, i am fat! but dear is happy... Well, pros and cons? Shldnt be slping early today, given the fact i slpt so much today... Nitex, to those who are slping, swt dreams...

Mayb...

Mayb... The feeling has faded as time passes by. Things are not as strong as b4. You said, I am no longer dat ger who stick to u 24/7, but an independant ger now. Yes, I am. Certain things do fade. But, my love for u still exist, it might have faded, let it fade. We start again. A brand new feeling for u is wat i am having now, after sepdning 5 days in malaysia wif u. Juz like b4 we are officially together. Its so sweet, yet uncertain. We will reach the stage, dat i will be as close as b4 to u. But, in this year 3 to come, I duno wats ahead of us, we might be separated. I will still love u, miz u. But, u can be reassured, your ger will be a brave ger who have grown independent in eyes of others, but a soft lady in front of you. I am 19 year old, a young lady. I may b a workaholic, i may be insensitive, but, certain heart affairs is unexplainable. Coz you make me diffcult to tear away from you, and your sweet smile. Ur care, your love, is wat i desire and treasure every moment. We will be the same as b4, but we will grow mature together. My love for u, is growing every moment.

Busi day today. morning meet dear, and talk over things. Since he came for from china, things had been so different. Den we had lunch in mos, b4 i go down outrum get my lens, and went kris hse b4 heading to sentosa. We tricked pj, telling her we gg cycle at west coast, den make her go sentosa. Den we want picnic... Had tibits and new zealand ice cream. Den we throw pj into the ater, part of the plan. And we make her wear the sexy clothes we bought, as she is totally drenched and have no spare clothings... Sexy woah! haha.... Den we had dinner at coffee shop. Had sugar cane drinks, fried rice and hor fun. Simple food, but i do enjoy my day wif dem, kris, jason, mich, xav and pj. They definately make my day from 3pm in the noon, to 11pm. On my way back, saw a motorcycle collided. The parts of the bike shattered off and skided far away, the motorist fell, and is howling in pain. I heard the shouting, and my heart feels so chilled. The pain is so bad dat no words can describe.

Tml is a new day. Eileen will be a gd gf, a gd ger, a understanding lady from today on. Planned my work scheldue for sch reopen, and aimed to jog everyday, and save up everyday. Simple things can be done, if things are done wif perservance.

Yipee

Yeah! I will be back in Singapore in 4 hrs time. I had been away for 5 days, the 5 days seemed so short, mayb coz baby is always beside me. Feel so protected wif him ard. :) All i did these few days is, eat, eat, eat, shop, shop and shop. Did some minor office work. Such as, translating english docs to chinese manually, some office details... Haha, other den dat i am slacking, juz like i am at this moment.

I duno y, i onli like maybelline makeup products, had been wanting to use anna sui mascara, coz the lashes seemed thick and dark after applying, but the inner voice of me still prefer me to buy mabelline, therefore, i am back to wat i had when i first bought my lipstick and mascara. I bought the maybelline dream matt and a water proof mascara. I am not used to make up yet, mayb mascara would be more frequently used. I want to buy contact lens. I like color ones, but i duno if dear will like. And i wan to rebond my hair again. Plus, i wan to buy the creative zen neeon 6GB... So many things to buy. I muz work harder.

Thanx dear, u pei me everyday and every moment. I simply feels secure wif u ard

Away

I will be playing, shopping, enjoying wif boy boy at JB tml, den starting work at his dad's factory the following day. yipee... But i very scare will affect my custoemr base. Starting to pick up on a faster pace with my customers interaction alrd. So hopefully, i can do better