Mayb...

Mayb... The feeling has faded as time passes by. Things are not as strong as b4. You said, I am no longer dat ger who stick to u 24/7, but an independant ger now. Yes, I am. Certain things do fade. But, my love for u still exist, it might have faded, let it fade. We start again. A brand new feeling for u is wat i am having now, after sepdning 5 days in malaysia wif u. Juz like b4 we are officially together. Its so sweet, yet uncertain. We will reach the stage, dat i will be as close as b4 to u. But, in this year 3 to come, I duno wats ahead of us, we might be separated. I will still love u, miz u. But, u can be reassured, your ger will be a brave ger who have grown independent in eyes of others, but a soft lady in front of you. I am 19 year old, a young lady. I may b a workaholic, i may be insensitive, but, certain heart affairs is unexplainable. Coz you make me diffcult to tear away from you, and your sweet smile. Ur care, your love, is wat i desire and treasure every moment. We will be the same as b4, but we will grow mature together. My love for u, is growing every moment.

Busi day today. morning meet dear, and talk over things. Since he came for from china, things had been so different. Den we had lunch in mos, b4 i go down outrum get my lens, and went kris hse b4 heading to sentosa. We tricked pj, telling her we gg cycle at west coast, den make her go sentosa. Den we want picnic... Had tibits and new zealand ice cream. Den we throw pj into the ater, part of the plan. And we make her wear the sexy clothes we bought, as she is totally drenched and have no spare clothings... Sexy woah! haha.... Den we had dinner at coffee shop. Had sugar cane drinks, fried rice and hor fun. Simple food, but i do enjoy my day wif dem, kris, jason, mich, xav and pj. They definately make my day from 3pm in the noon, to 11pm. On my way back, saw a motorcycle collided. The parts of the bike shattered off and skided far away, the motorist fell, and is howling in pain. I heard the shouting, and my heart feels so chilled. The pain is so bad dat no words can describe.

Tml is a new day. Eileen will be a gd gf, a gd ger, a understanding lady from today on. Planned my work scheldue for sch reopen, and aimed to jog everyday, and save up everyday. Simple things can be done, if things are done wif perservance.