I went down to Gong Gong's wake today, after a very tiring and difficult day at work. Rushed down with cab, coz very late le, and i wanted to see him, his family members and gong gong soon. Saw gong gong, he seems so peaceful. Which is good. His relatives, cousins, all smiled when they saw me, since it is not the first time i saw them.

Po Po smiled when she saw me. She is so happy to see me. But she said something to me, which I can feel her pain " Yi Lin, gong gong mei you le (gong gong no more le)." I told her, po po dun be sad ok. Po Po Says" nevermind, gong gong old le". When she say this sentance, my eyes went teary.

I will go down tomorrow, and on sunday, to walk his last journey with him, and to give po po morale support.

Alvin is sad, i can feel. We sorted our things out. Let fate n destiny decides bahx. No point determining anything now. I can continue my love for him, wait for him. He agreed with me, that no one, other den me, understand him the most.

I am glad, we are still good friends. As long as he is happy, though I might not be, but i m contented. I just want him to be happy, because I love him.

He laughed, when i told him dat i told Wenya, " Ya, should not fan him. He dont like people to fan him, but he likes to di siao people". Alvin is such a cute darling at times. I am contented, to have him before, and to have him as my good friend now.

Will visit gong gong again tml. Hopefully my issue today, can settle without giving other people trouble.