Life is all about FUN

Its all about making my life worthwhile...

I completed my part for WISP and sent to them...

and dressed myself up,

To meet my baby at his house,

For tea and to buy my Freshlook Green Contact lens,

Finally to head for Clarke Quay Brewerkx!

Time at Brewerkx flies...

Its my first time going out with his cousins with girlfriends.

Fun n happy is what i can say...

Coz I had spent my Happiness, Anger, Sadness and Joy with him.

I love him.

love

I duno whats happening, i have slipped myself into depression alrd. Haiz... I hope my baby wun get distracted with my condition.

I enjoyed my day at marche today. I loved it. Coz its with him. Although its very rush, but time spend wif him is very little. He treats me like his little princess. And i feel so happy...

I love all of u...

Thankx.... to junie, suiping, adel, martin, erin, derrick.... for all ur bdae wishes....
And special thx to my sisters, mich, kris, elaine, jeff, for the present. I love it....

And most importantly, i love my baby. U r the best. I love the flowers and the hair extensions, plus dat secret present. Every mth of nov, u will go broke.. coz i will stick u long long after...

Went to watch Happy Feet wif baby, mich, elaine n jeff... They made my day happy. I felt like a cinderalla today. My dress is so princess, by baby, and i gt pretty hair extensions.

- The sisters gave me a pig massager. But i cant figure how to use it leh... hahaz

- Baby gave me so many things --> flowers, hair extensions, dress, secret prezzie, his love, kisses, movie, and helping me to get my lost hp from gv marina when we r at shaw hse, and travelling to hyatt hotel to get my cake for me..... U had done so much for me....within these short hours....

Happy 19th birthday

Its my 19th bday. Happy Birthday to Eileen !!! hahaz...

fbN™®© no longer (im so weak) don u tink so?? says:
exactly on e dot i wish u a happy birthday n may tis 19th birthday be a wonderful day ahead for u n tt everything be smooth sailing for u take gd kaire n remember enjoy coz a happy day is stil a day so is a sad day so be happy n live through in happiness wishing u happy birthday once again
*ELiN*=RaPpigiE=*Daily Dosage of u--- The addiction.. says:
lol
*ELiN*=RaPpigiE=*Daily Dosage of u--- The addiction.. says:
thank you

Thanks derrick, u r a great pal...

Hongkong trip

Well, I have been missing for like ages. Blame it on the school teachers who pile up many assignments on us, making me so stressed and fed up, plus baby and i do not have time for each other.

Here are some pictures from last semester TB11 class pictures, me and my shopping partner kaiyan and my new hairstyle...


My new hairstyle....


TB11 class photo....


Eileen and Kaiyan

Hong Kong Trip

We had e-learning tutorials, marketing roadshows, retail management roadshows and IB game at the same time. OMG, i knew i couldnt take it, so i took a wise choice to went hongkong for that educational trip. Before the trip, we have briefing by 2 tutors, Justin n Ms Khoo, whom we travelled to Hongkong with, as Mr Yik got to run the roadshow. It is also due to the fact that although this trip was meant for the marketing and service students, but there is only 5 marketing students who went, and 3 service students. Therefore they open the vacancies to the tourism students as well.

We travelled via Cathay Pacific. Their seats are comfortable and the service is great. But the language of the air stewardess is very weird, especially their English. I always thought Robert Yow's speaking are killing me, but I went to Hongkong and i realise they speak just like Robert Yow. Haha.... I am a lucky girl, i got to have seats beside the window for both trips, and the scenery is very nice. Singapore looks like bright diamond from the sky at night, with the lights brightly lit up.

We stayed in YMCA hotel at kowloon. Hongkong is a rather clean city, but the buildings are not that pretty externally, but the internal design is very nice. My room mate and i requested for extra pillows, and their beds are very comfy. The location of the hotel is very convient, to ladies market and temple street. Great for shopping for the girls.

We took tons of pictures, I shall upload them soon, once i got them from the girls.

We asked our tour guide, Michelle, about which places are suitable for us to go for shoppings and stuffs, and we learnt a lot from her. She volunteered to buy wife cake for us, but the pricing is too high and it isnt the brand baby asked me to buy, so i did not order from her. I found that brand at the road, and its call heng xiang. Its damn nice ok... hahaz.... Its onli 21 HKD compared to the 45HKD the tour guide is buying for us. Although different brands, but many pple had asked me to buy heng xiang's wife cake.

During the day time, we went to places like citygate outlet mall, where i bought the quiksilver shirt for him, Hongkong consumer council, Bossini and Shangri-la kowloon, Ocean Park. The study time is enjoyable, as we came to understand many things that we might not be able to learn from the internet.

Now i understand what the IB lecturer said about information on the internet are very brief and might not be true. Its hard to get those information, and there is a price to pay. I did pay a price for it, apart for the monetary issues, also my nights to complete my homework before setting off.

I bought many clothes for myself. Actually not a lot, but those are definately cheaper then in Singapore. For the third night there, we had a farewell dinner, and we are served at the worst restaurant i ever been to. Apart from that, Hongkong service standard is very high. They should be the role model for Singaporeans. The weather there is cooling, but all of us missed the sunny island back in our home.

And so, I am back to Singapore after the 4 days trip..... Photos of the trip will be uploaded soon...

Back

Exercise

My birthday is coming!!! I am so excited! haha, its my 19th birthday!

I am looking forward to wearing the dress I bought from vivian. Shall collect it on wed wif the trenchcoats. Haha, went jogging just now. 30 mins jog only with my brother. I feel so happy, coz my stamina is better, even though i haven been exercising since like forever? Haha.... Wanted to sign up for Amore, but realise my timetable totally suckx. Haiz....

Shall be a happy ger, to have great skin!

Change name

I want to change my name to Chloe.... Coz too many pple is calling Eileen. Well, Eileen is a nice simple name, but i need sth nicer too.

Eileen-Chloe two different meanings.

Sch started, i feel so bored with everything. I love sch, n enjoy those i studied, but i feel empty in my heart. :( I miss him, i miss his presence in my sch, i miss gg to his hse every day after school.

I am happy my online store is finally up. Yipee... www.vivio-princess.blogspot.com. Hope i can do well in this.

Many to updates

Woah... its finally time for me to update, had been away for a long long time, coz i gt myself 2 jobs, baby is having attachment and i need to pei him....

Lets start with wat happened recently...
16th and 17th Sept, Went to work for a contact lens company, during the weekends. I am so glad and contented over there, coz the optical shop manager is actually Alvin Chew, the handsome young chap that my brother, sister and myself would visit him to get our spects and contact lens made. * thats only applicable before i went into ngee ann, but for 9 years, 3 of us had been patronising him when he was working at his previous location. He is juz 33 years old, now a manager, with 13 years of optical experience, how can i not admire his style of working? Haha, he is a nice chap, coz my sales wasnt good, he helped me to explain to my supervisor, and i thoroughly enjoyed myself there. :)

16th sept is oso Royston's birthday. Happy belated birthday! it has been 2 years ago when i celebrated his birthday for him with his buddies, time flies and all of us are graduating from Ngee Ann soon....

15th Sept, its results release date. For once, i felt confidence in myself, with not much of hurry to view the results orhave any uneasy feeling that i might fail. In all, i did fairly well, BUT, i am very disappointed with myself, in terms of MCOM and SM, well, it might not be my fault, it might be due to the IP, but i could have done better if i had scored in my exam papers...

Alright, these are fixed in reality, all i can do is, to put double effort in my last semester in Ngee Ann, coz i am determine to get GPA of 3.5 and above, and not just a mere GPA 2 or GPA1.9.... Yup, since its my last semester in ngee ann, its now or never! But i just hope, the you-know-who, could just wake up, and get your ass to work, see what you had donein the IP, resulting the 3 of us to have such pathetic results.

Went to buy adel's present, choose a long long time till baby gets his gastric coz he rushed down from work to meet me at.... shhh .... cant reveal yet.

Oh yes, i sent my freaking phone to service, AGAIN. Yes, those who knows me well could have know that i had been servicing my phone for like 3 times in 2 months. God knows what happen. Don't ask me to sell that phone, i love the phone, and i oso love the person who gave me this phone as a present last year. :)

14th Sept, baby declred he had diahorra, that he cant report to work, so i pei him to doctor, and we went to watch 'little man'. Ths show is so hilarious, and baby and i agreed that its about teaching kids how to hit dicks with their toys. Haha, if you had watched this show, you will definately know what i am talking about. I had been wanting to watch this show since it was on sneak preview, but was so busy till it drags till dat day. Its one of the few( i really mean few) shows that baby and i would agree together that it is a nice show. Good for relaxing purpose.

13th Sept, went to work at starhub but couldnt work coz its raining, omg, how am i gg to work if the rains continue? haiz. I meet dongyi and junie to get adel's present at ard 7pm, we walked around Orchard, discussing on every plans and details, and carefully picked the present. As we just hope, our dear friend could have a happy birthday this year, (coz last 2 years she wasnt happy).

10th sept, had buffet dinner with my family at Sakura. Its nice food, but the variety is damn pathetic....

9th sept, its daniel and pauline's wedding. They are the nicest chap i ever seen, the most compartible couple. Pauline is the nicest woman in the world i think, and she is from the same secondary sch as me... haha. I almost cried at their wedding,which most of my dearest frens did, coz they were telling us of the story of how a black have to convince a chinese family to accept them.I could understand the feeling. Daniel and Pauline is simply the best leaders who had lead me before, wif the kindest heart and the warmest smile, willing to listen to us, and make me fill like a family in the cca. God bless them with a blissful marriage. * we hope to see your little one soon...

After their wedding that Touch centre, the group of us, 20 over people, went to celebrate wei yuan birthday. He had no idea what's gg on, but we juz go to marina square, and we went for pool and archade in our beautiful dresses and shirts. The gers cant play pool, coz we are wearing too low cut. No free show to the guys. Then pamela come to us that she has a plan already, we had weiyuan blindfolded with 2 ties, den lead him to the esplandae, imagine, you are blindfolded and have to walk from marina to esplandae, the steps are plenty. We book 2 sampans, 12 on each boat, den we lead weiyuan on the boat. He was damn touched by pamela's acts. :) after the boat ride at singapore river, we went to have dinner at food court. We had a plan to our part 2

Part 2, we blind fold him again. We lead him to swensen's where we had ordered a cake and book seats for 20 people. He was surprised and we had a great day.

After the celebrations, many people went home, left around 8 of us, in which there at 3 couples. we went loitering around at yishun and everywhere, we even think of going to hotel 21 to rest. Haha, crazy bunch of people, but i enjoyed myself with them. In the end i was too tired that baby and i went to his hse. By the time we reached his house, it was already 2am....

4th Sept, its my dear brother's birthday, he is finally 14 years old. :)

Now its time for my plans for the next few days. TML, 19th sept, is Adel's bdae. I am going to collect my phone later. And hopefully got sales. Ciaoz.... Pictures will be uploaded later

happy 13th mth

WAHHH.... dint noe we are together for 13 mths... Its damn long... But i still love him...

He may b short, he may be a little fat, he may b playful and cheeky, he may behave like a pig at times, but i still love him, coz he treats me damn well, love me all his heart. Yes, dats my baby Alvin.

I m immerized by his smile :)

he is at night cycling recee now... I miss him. Enjoyed dinner at ajisen, i ate so damn alot. Dear muz tc woah, ur hp low batt le... His attachment starts on 4th Sept, n i will b alone for a good 2 mths...

:( i hope i get a job soon enough...

Yipee!

Yes, yipee! I am a happy ger today! I love my mummy... coz, she is a great mum who supports me to study. Mummy treats me breakfast this morning, den we talked abt that ql and plans for future. I showed her my research on the university i want to go in. And she agreed to lend me $70,000 to study in UNLV, dat means i dun nid to have bank loan.

The only thing is, i scare baby wont be happy. My plans are as follow, 20 yr old get dip form ngee ann, 20 to 21 yr old work in service line for 1 yr, den 21 to 23 study in UNLV, den get married, 23 to 33 years old work in IR, den 33 onwards i shall start my career in the real estate. Yup! dats about it... I hope baby can understand, i would tc of my family too...

Exam period

The exam period is coming... Arrgh.... How i wish there is no exams... Haiz, but, although that is the hope of students, it is still unavoidable.

Finished ard 50% of SM, 3/4 of Mcom, starting em tml... Reason being, EM is on the 21st, den mcom den SM. Hope i can do well...

Ytd is an exciting day. went to sch den to kendrick's hse wif baby. Four of us, me, ken, vin n wh studied there. Had a great time wif them, coz they are juz nice pple. However, all these nice atmosphere is put off by me after i receieve an sms from my sis that my cousin ql is at my hse. Well, the story goes like this....

Last yr, i told my mum i wan to start my online store. She saes ok... After she went crusise, she mentioned abt my plan to my aunts n cousins. Haiz. Den that ql came to my mum last week, asking her to help her in the business, where my mum is to make the accersories, and she do the admin work, and she wans 30% of the revenue. OMG! 30%, this is wat she sae to my mum, dint even have negoitiation lor.

I told my mum that she is copying my idea, and 30% is too much to ask for. My mum saes she not coming our hse le, who noes, she still came. I am very angry when i heard of it. My sis told me, dat ql told my mum she coming at 4pm, demand my mum to stay at home to wait for her royal arrival. Haiz... my mum waited till 6pm, and she not feeling well. So, she went to see doc without bringing her hp. Ql came my hse ard 6pm plus, my sis open the door, the first thing she said is ' where is ur mother' how rude can she be.

My sis sae, she is not at home and she dint bring her hp. Dat woman nag n grumbles saying told her to stay n wait for her le... I was still on the phone wif my sis dat time. She demands my sis to sms my mum to inform her. I was thinking, is she deaf or wat, alrd told her, my mum nvr bring her hp, wats the point of smsing her?

My sis gt so pissed n said that' i alrd said, she nvr bring her hp'. Dat woman says' y u speak in such manner? Y u so rude?' Hello, u come my hse, 1st, being late, second, wif such attitude, third, u scold my siblings'. I told my sis, put her on the phone. I practially scolded dat woman like she is worth nothing, and wats more she is a poly grad, behaving worst den a secondary dropout.

After dat she still gt the cheek to stay at my hse n use my com.Wat a thick skinned person....

Spoke to Sarah ytd, she is gg to Shanghai for her OIAP next sem. Invited me to go over den she can bring me ard. Well, i would love to. But i m alrd gg to work in starhub in sept, den try earn as much as i can, to gain my own captial for my online store. Yes, i told her i would go over to shanghai when i m free. Oso i hope to go over there to get my stocks for my online store. I wan to be an business woman! Thx Sarah, for the nice msn conversation ytd...

Dats my story for ytd....

And for today... Went to meet baby had mac for breakfast after i went to see the chinese physican. I had another 6 to 10 acuptures on my feet. Its damn ouch. Another 20 bucks gone in 10 mins. i cant even walk properly now. den we went ssdc to book his driving test date. Had fun eating the roadside stalls like little kids. After which, we went to his hse n i m so tired dat i dozed off for another 3 hrs. Woke up, studied for 30mins and we went dinner at thai express wif his parents at J8.

I enjoyed myself alot. Ok, i shall shun now, to go and revise my sm mcom... Jia you, eileen, and all my fellow frenz....

mood swing

I can sense the time of the mth is gg to be here soon... My mood swing is terrible recently. Had my integrated presentation last thurs, its quite disappointing, except for MR...haiz... nvm...

After the IP, we took claz photo, hee... when changing pose, bifang knock into the balls of karmal... hahaz, wat a joke!

NDP is over. and i believe the ndp motivators realli missed all te time we had spent together and try our best to make the national day the best. Now its time for studies for my upcoming exams.

Bought my eye cream finally, coz cant stand my tired eyes. They realli look dull and tired. well, i had a bad swing wif baby today. He is bad boy today. He went soccer, den mit me in the afternoon, showing me dat stupid n irritating look. Went to slp on his bed when he shower, den he slp too. Had told him i am hungry, but he ignored me. I so pissed dat i went out of his hse n had my lunch-dinner at mac.

Went gg back to his hse, called him to ask if he wans dinner. See, wat a diff. I want to eat he dun let me eat, den i still so kind want to buy for him. Not to mention in the morning i delievered 4 big packets of Nutri tea to his hse myself. sort things out after i arrived at his hse. He said i am the first person to let him feel i concern abt him. Well, i m a gd gf, dats wat many of my gfs had told me, coz they feel i m too good to him.

Went to the chinese physican this morning too. Spent $24 to have needles, ard 10 of them, stick too my feet... Its ouch! hahaz... but i looking for it to heal, so i can wear my heels and can go gym n jogging soon. I shall go jogging tml for 30 mins... Exercise rocks! Jolin's body rocks. She is a beauty!

Time to do mask! byeeee

Tired

It had been a realli realli long time since i last blogged.

Alvin n my first year was on 26st of july. We enjoy ourselves. Although he cant deliver wat he had promised me a year ago, but i believe one day, i will be waiting for dat day to come. :) Gt dat ring we bought, and i gave him a cute tortise, our personalised stamp, our past neoprints laminated and my handmade photo frame. Bought a nice waist belt and a pretty clip. Took our neoprints too!

NDP is fun. Motivators rocks. Primers pple are great. Yes, i meant everything i said. Although the 9th of aug is coming soon, but i realli enjoyed meeting those nice people every sat for our rehearses. The primers pple are realli great pple. They are caring, helpful, interesting and fun-loving. Night cycling is coming soon. Had a nice talk wif pamela. She is a nice princess.

IP is realli stressing. I cant imagine wat will be the outcome of the IP. My grp's response totally suckx, or mayb onli dat impt person. I duno. I m trying my best to do my part. God, i duno wat have i done to deserve this? Haiz...Pls, i nid to do well for my project.

Alvin n i had a big tiff today. He slp the whole day, i spent my time wif him all the while. I duno wat am i doing. To be wif him all the while, doing nth. I hope he understands, he is alrd part of my life alrd, wat he do realli affects me alot.

I realli duno wat is going on in my life. Everything is going haywired. Including my gastric.

Bonding

Its time for everyone of our claz to bond together, work well as a team n class, to do well for our integrated presentation. I hope to be the best of my poly life!

I duno y... i have been struggling hard to do well for my studies, but my grp members are not doing their parts. Its not at all a grp thing. Whatever instructions i give, its not done. I reali cant control or help our team.

Thx dear! i am having a big problem. My gastric problems is not being under control. Had such a bad gastric problems dat resulted me to feel fainting today. Haiz... I have to eat alot a day, yet i dunt have the time to eat and work out. :( I am growing fat. I am trying to get time out to go for gym. But i m so busy. My baby is so guai. He went soccer everyday to shed off his watermelon tummy.

I luv ndp. Its fun. But last week we reached home at 2am. Thx to dear's dad for fetching me home. :)

OMG, my mum is nagging... sianz...

Self-pampering

I luv the gers... Hee, today went gym wif kris, den meet elaine for lunch at Siam kitchen at hougang mall. suppose to go bugis but we feel that hm is better. Went to walk ard, den went to compass point to try the medicure. Mich came to join us, we took the neo print. I saw kok rui, may and aloy... woah... its finally the four returns...

baby is sweet, he realli made the effort to help me edit. muacks... the gers helped me alot on the ideas of getting what can get, but i would be making some changes to it...

Tired

Tired... But Blissful...

Wed went out wif baby... I have no sch, juz the M1 roadshow, so i waited for him to end his claz and we went town tgt. As planned, we had a delicious lunch at taka, the food is cheap n fabulous. Yummy! and we went to art friend, where i bought my little thing for him. After which, we went to PS to Couple lab, to get the couple rings we intended to get for our 1st yr tgt. Both of us wanted to keep it a secret to each other and buy separatly, but due to my finger size and i duno his, we decided to purchase together. Had pasta mania for dinner... Yummy, i declare, PS pasta mania is damn great! mayb except for their banana pizza, which i still thinks tampines do a better job.

Well, its july, where their babies are more than usual. My dad's bdae, baby's bro bdae, our st yr anniversary. I cant believe how much we are gg to spend in this mth sia. But my presents for him, hmmz, shall not mention it here in case he happen to browse it...

Went for the NDP rehearsal today. Finally, i get my pants changed to the correct size, but baby's shirt is still unchanged. haiz... Quite fun today, especially with the fun packs given to us. Saw ben there, when he was on his st. john duty.

He is such a sweetie, to help me carry my bag when i said its heavy to him. However, he is playing dota now. Notti notti. Tml he is gg soccer, and i m gg gym. well, we seriously nid to workout. I wan my weight to go to 40kg. Which means, i think ard 5 to 8kg more to be shed off. Gambatte.

Oh yes, I am finally done with interviewing my sales manager, and cleared my report ytd. Juz sent to baby to get him to edit for me with his power english. Baby, u r great!

Tired

Tired... But Blissful...

Wed went out wif baby... I have no sch, juz the M1 roadshow, so i waited for him to end his claz and we went town tgt. As planned, we had a delicious lunch at taka, the food is cheap n fabulous. Yummy! and we went to art friend, where i bought my little thing for him. After which, we went to PS to Couple lab, to get the couple rings we intended to get for our 1st yr tgt. Both of us wanted to keep it a secret to each other and buy separatly, but due to my finger size and i duno his, we decided to purchase together. Had pasta mania for dinner... Yummy, i declare, PS pasta mania is damn great! mayb except for their banana pizza, which i still thinks tampines do a better job.

Well, its july, where their babies are more than usual. My dad's bdae, baby's father bdae, our st yr anniversary. I cant believe how much we are gg to spend in this mth sia. But my presents for him, hmmz, shall not mention it here in case he happen to browse it...

Went for the NDP rehearsal today. Finally, i get my pants changed to the correct size, but baby's shirt is still unchanged. haiz... Quite fun today, especially with the fun packs given to us. Saw ben there, when he was on his st. john duty.

He is such a sweetie, to help me carry my bag when i said its heavy to him. However, he is playing dota now. Notti notti. Tml he is gg soccer, and i m gg gym. well, we seriously nid to workout. I wan my weight to go to 40kg. Which means, i think ard 5 to 8kg more to be shed off. Gambatte.

Oh yes, I am finally done with interviewing my sales manager, and cleared my report ytd. Juz sent to baby to get him to edit for me with his power english. Baby, u r great!

Happy

Yeah! i finally finish learning the NDP dance... After a day of hard work at baby's hse practising... His mum cooks fabulous food ok? Todayw ent for NDP rehearsal... Not bad... i m not so lost as last week... And i feel dat baby n me are doing better den some of the rest too... hee...

Tml AGM, i hope, things will go well... and looking forward to whose gg to b the new committee...

My dad and mum are crazy... they keep finding faults wif me these two days... simply nth to do i think for the two of them... haiz... hope no more nonsense from them anymore...

Yeah

Yeah! My mummy sae i have slimmed down... I told her, I had been gg gym, and eating well... So slimming down had been my hope.... But its alrd 2 weeks, now den she sae i slimmed down, dat means i will nid to do much more....

Anyway, Frenz.... if u guys see me eat now and den, its not coz i hungry or wat, is coz i have no choice... I have to eat small portions at a time... Due to my gastric problems, i cant eat too much at a time, and i get easily hungry in a short period of time... So forgive me if i were to go out wif u guys and keep harping that i am hungry...

Damn happy today... Went out wif allan, baby and catherine... Allan is alvin's bro, catherine is allan's gf... hee... cool rite... we went for a feast of pratas... at Thomson Plaza. Yummy... Durian prata, ice cream pratas, chicken briyani, mushroom and cheese pratas etc... plus milo dinosaur... Yummy!

Tml no NDP, but gg to practice the dance wif baby... mayb gg gym too... Where is my allowance mummy? Sunday NDP, den monday meeting M1 for meeting, den tues and wed roadshows, thurs is projects day... friday meeting my business managers to interview them, sat NDP and sunday complete SM day...OMG, see how many things are lined up ahead of me...

Baby, Sorry, i do not have time for u... I really dont mean it. And i love u alot...

11tgh mth

celebrated our fantastic 11th mth ytd wif his dad treating us nice dinner... took nice neoprints...

Sad, tml i gg to b damn busi,yet baby is gg out wif some gers... he is rite coz i cant expect him to stay at hm becoz of me :(

Tired

I am very tired.... The FTC exam was totally a disappointment. I studied very hard for it for 2 whole weeks, bring my notes whereever i goes to. Haiz... I dun even study so hard for my sch exams lor...

Another point is, due to this exam, baby and i were selected out of the red sector for the MPs. Well, to him, it was a disappointment, but i am quite happy, coz i would not be restricted wif my actions, and i could still be wif those pple who bring smiles and happiness to all of us...

Praying it would b a nice weather today. Coz i wan go Escape! I wan to relax. Piles of work is drowning me... I have yet to complete my surveys and stuffs... And tml is sch reopen... And 2 weeks lata is the roadshow le... OMG... tired...

Cya... I am gg to start work...

Sad

I was very sad today... baby went out wif Lena today... So sad lor... he actually went out wif his ex gf and left his gf at home alone... :(... I studied my FTC exam things... den try get pple do surveys...

I gt so envy of Lena sia... He actually waited for her, cook spag for her, watch movie wif her, went shopping wif her, wear new clothes when gg out wif her etc... OMG, it was driving me crazy and sad... But, i realise i shldnt get envy... except for the part he waited for her... Coz he had done more for me den wat he had done for her....

Yup... I am driven crazy by the piles of work load. Projects, surveys, data entry, study for exam... Realli gt to thank liling for doing the tvc part on her own. Thx alot ger.

I pray to GOD and all, pls... Let baby and me pass our finacial exam this sat. Juz a pass is enough. Give me the motivation study hard and do my part well. And let adel and her bf patch back... she realli loves him a lot.

Yeah

He is gg to be back... its like... ages to me...

My sprained ankle is killing me... had a hard time crawling myself to sch wif the pain... OMG, how i wish i dun nid to go sch today, but we are meeting M1 at 11 today... Met daphne and we redo our questionnaire again... for the one millionth time... AGAIN!

Stayed in sch from 9 to 6, juz doing the questionnaire, can anyone imagine dat? The 5 of us crack brains n stomping one another... :( But in the whole, the leaders had been fun... we crap and work hard together... putting our heads and brains working together again. :) I juz wanna sae to the leaders: You guys had been really great!

Tml is gg to be meeting again... and training on fieldwork. so when am i gg to get myself to sit down and study? I nid to study... I wan to pass! Help!... Hee...

Working as mascort this sunday again... i hope its gg to be easy? praying... :)

Busi

Busy Busy Busy, Are wat i can saw now... How i hope i could b carefree and living happily like those in the past, without so much worries and problems to settle in a day...

He is coming back tomorrow, but i gotta b busi...

Went to esplanade wif LiLing to do MCOM today, took some pictures for our projects and had lunch in Thai express... I love their tom yum soup, but i think their pineapple rice are way better... The ambience at Marina Centre is great... The food are surprising cheap too...

I had a bad sprain today at the esplanade... Hurt my right ankle, and its damn pain till i want to cry out.. :( Lucky i dint wear heels today...

Wanted to buy some heels and clothes b4 the GSS comes to an end by this weekends. But i think i shld get those only after i lose weight, so that means i have to go gym more often... Yes! more gym sessions please my dear pretty gers... I am loving it, despite of the aches that i m receiving, but the muscles that i can feel with the touch of my hand is great!

Heard from Ben that Daphne isnt happy wif our questionnaire. OMG dat would means more problems and more meetings till we perfect ours... We are lagging so much behind... WORRIED! Other grps are alrd doing their interviews and we are way far from it.

Having FTC exam this week... God, Pls... let me pass.... I nid to pass, to prove to my mum that her efforts and my efforts haven been invail... Pls...

I am tired... But i nid to study, do research, projects and meetings... haiz... I wish i can b a team player instead of a team leader... Meeting tml again, 9am, wif daphne... Cant imagine wat she is gg to tell us again... TB11, buck up...

2 more days

Today is damn fun... Went gym in the morning, to meet up wif my beloved gers... Bbay went KL in the morning, i woke up as early ad 5.30 juz to wake him up... Haiz... Went gym and we had a great time working out. After that we had lunch at Long John Silver. We gers decided to go gym every sunday, as a type of bonding as most of us are very busi. Its great to exercise tgt and can talk craps too, great accompany...

Den i went home slack a while, and went to work as a mascort, saw karmal there... hee... I took over vanessa again. Today is much more fun den the previous time. Easy money. Shall quit gv wif the money i earn today. I will juz pay dem as compensation. Not interested to work anymore.

Missing him... haiz...

The Blackies during the YLD 2006--- Primers



The Pretty Ones during the Young Leaders Day 2006

My Sweetie Boy

Had a terrible moodswing the other days... Had a couple of fights if baby... Esp when dat time he was at escape, i dao him all the way till tampines when he makes me smiles... Sadly, he missed some of his driving classes, my blur sotong... = .... Pigotong... hehe... no wonder...

He will be leaving me for 3 days to KL wif his classmates... I wan to go too... Kim goes to Bangkok, Karmal goes to KL, Liling went to Genting... Haiz... I am stranded in the little island call Singapore...

Since he made me sad ytd and he is leaving tml, he make it the point he pei me today, after his soccer... Thx dear, i realli appreciated. We accomplised a lot of big things that we had been wanting to do, but, we are too busi and too lazy... Great job to us, dear!

Went Thomson Plaza, Doby Dauht, and Esplanade... Had a sweet time wif him... Everything i bought today has 20% discount... haha... my makeup remover and contact lens eyedrop, even my dad's father's day cake from Chocz... Haha...

Talking abt my Father's day cake, i m damn pissed wif my sis. During mother's day, I ask y she ate my cake, she sae coz i haven pay her for it, juz now ask her wan chip in, she sae she buy the mother's day cake le. Come home, she ate the cake i bought for my dad. Its like wat the fuck sia... Wat rights did she have? She refused to pay its alright, i gt a way to get back to her, but, she refused to comply wif the promises she made to me... Stupid sia... wait she noe...

I am gonna miss u a lot.. RMB muz study woah dear....

mOoDsWiNg

mOoDsWiNg is the word to describe wat i m undergoing today... Gt damn serious of it. Last friday was Ms Chen last day... gg to miss her lots.

Went sch today for MRSH lecture on breifing on the fieldwork practices. I was definately pissed wif Dehong n Lijun again. Whatever is their very 'good' reasons they have, i shall find a way to settle wif them. They nvr noe the seriousness of they attendance or wat so ever. Nth seem impt to them sia... My handphone bills is frigging 48 bucks... much higher den my usual 30 bucks onli....

All thanx to them whom i sms everything to all of them, yet none reply or call back at all... these are call IDIOTS... wats the point of carrying a handphone sia... 1) mobility? 2) fashion? i think neither. Y not juz go purchase a 2nd hand hp, den dun subscribe to any hp lines, and bring dat hp ard with u, coz u dun pick up the calls or ans sms wat, wat wats the pt of having a hp when u cant even appreciate its basic functions for serving u? U can save a lot on the mthly subscription fees sia...

Frigging pissed... went to tampines pei kaiyan go her job interview. Saw her daughter, onli they brighten up my day... :)

Had been mugging for my FTC exams... praying hard i can finish as much as possible to get ready for the test on wed... omg, its so stressing...

Addition to it, my Dad is another one who simply add on to my f**king pissed day. I cut my hair ytd, it costs $38 bucks... I told them onli $22 bucks... coz they sure kill me if i sae dat amt... He today sae i waste on cutting hair. I was like," hello, i only cut once or twice a year. u guys cut every mth add together a year total is much more then my expenditure. Wats more i not spending ur money sia." freak him sia... He told my bro in the way dat he dun believe i cut my hair once a year onli... Its like... those who noe me, shld noe i have the habit to keep long hair, so i will keep dem till a length that i get irritated b4 i decides to get rid of dem.

I gt so fed up dat i took out a 50 bucks notes, n slam it on the dining table in front of him, "Nah, this is this mth's hp bills. Happy!" He ask, " den u gt money mah?" i shoot back" of coz gt lar. i dun fail my financial classes. I gt my pay this week. So juz shut up n keep the change."

Dats how pissed i get, when this doesnt bothers u n u keep asking me stupid qn, i gt my way de ok....My dear oso ignored me... Haven seen him for a few days... Gt fed up wif him, coz i tried concerning him, he sae i nag him. Dats great lor... i duno wats gg on wif him. N now so piss i m, he wun even gif a damn of it. :( I feel lost...

Enjoy

Its enjoyment time...

Went sch in the morning for the MRSH meeting... Everything in my mind is mdp mrp...omg... is like ranting on n on... After dat, went to start on the mcom project. Li Ling n i have a great progress... high five sia. We also went to penisula plaza to trim our eyebrows. We went shopping and i spent $80 today, for today. Bought a nice guess wallet dat i have loved to get, since last week, my shiseido eyecurler, masks... Juz these few things $80 bucks... Wanted to get a pair of wedges dat me n liling think its very nice de, $78.90... i want to have it... shall save up again... :)

GSS here, so i shall go buy my prom nite items... shall get permission from my baby first... Went his hse juz now... love him a lot.

My one and one common test

Yeah! the one and only common test was over! Today is full of surprises. Went baby's hse in the morning, was surprised that his whole family was at home. After dat, his bro n parents went out, i tot we were both alone, den his tenant and his god-bro came out of their room. Haha... Surprised us!

Went sch, surprised to see zi wei so early in sch mugging, sat down n studied b4 we made our way to the LT. The paper surprised us again. Freaking hell, i studied so much, and its deemed not so difficult as i tot it would b. majority of wat i learnt appear. The freaking tutor actually tell us to make a questionnaire in the test sia. 10% wat i learnt came out, 90% of craps...

After test, my whole claz stayed back for the MR meeting. Its the whole class. Our first claz thing with full attendance! haha, this is another surprised. After which, we went home. Told them we nid to exit by the atrium, they dun believe, so i followed them to the can 1 gate, it was locked. instead of making a detour, we actually climbed over the gate n make our way out of the sch... OMG, imagine, tb11, 10 of us climing over the gate, we are professional burglers. hahaz. can u believe it? Year 3s doing such funny stuffs.

Went tampines mall, surprised to see the new manager, Amber, she is pretty and gentle. Realli... Supposed to tender my resignation, in the end, i renewed my contract... OMG...

Today is full fo surprises... hopefully tml too...

Lovely 10th mth

2 more months away, to our 1st year anniversary. Well, our 10mth was actualli ytd. But baby ended sch at 5pm, while i gt consultation wif Ms Chen till 4.45pm. It doesnt realli make much sense to go out after sch, apparently with our heavy laptops and textbooks. Therefore,I watched him played soccer with his friends.

I am really worried for them as it was slight raining, then there was lightning. :( the lighting was really very serious, i witness it shining as low as 2nd storey. Lucky baby is short? Coz as long as gt pple taller, den it will be alright for him. Hahaz. I sit by the grandstand, worried for them, and tembling in fear. When i gt really bored, i was about to start reading my marketing research tb, but they were abt to go home. Well, i wun mind...

Had KFC at BTP ytd, met AK n Clare there.... Den went home...

Today had NDP rehearse. So fun, took bus to the ITE, den we are early, so went for breakfast while waiting for the rest to arrive. We learnt how to dance to a song that would be planned for the national day. So difficult... hahaz. Den we we distributed to our teams, had some breifings and was distributed ballon pumps and some balloons.

Went to bedok for lunch, coz some of us gt gastric.Den took train to cinelesiure, only then, to realise that the rest went to tampines for lunch. We had them to come down, and went to level 9 of cine, the new cinemax, had some fun killing time. Quite cheap $4 per pax for 2 hrs? And watch DVD or play com games. Hahaz.

Suppose to went east coast today, den dint. Today we celebrated our 10th mth and baby reali treated me like princess today. Wat food i wan he juz gave me. And he even cured my hiccup. hahaz. Had dinner at fish n co glass hse, love the drinks he order. He paid by masters... 1st time for him, duno how he feel sia. juz reach home. Reali tired.

Tml shall start on my revision le. Muz.... So sad cant meet baby tml, coz he gt some seminar to go for. I am realli unwilling to part wif him today, but it was really late le.... :( But anyway, thx dear.

Slacker

looking myself in the mirror, i simply cant stand it. I m trying to love my body. I gt eating disorder problems. Always get hungry and even after eating, i will still get gastric pains. Now i will be eating fruits to reduce my hunger habits. Wanted to go jogging, but like wat baby agreed wif me, dat i shld tone myself. Therefore, jogging will onli build muscles, equals to increasing body weight. :(

Slack ard today, and went online to check on fitness clubs n gym clubs. Intending to sign up to do motivate myself to workout no matter how busi i m, rain or shine. :) Hopefully mich n kris, n baby will accompany me to go, and we will shed the extra fats n tone muscles tgt.

Onli revise MRSH chapt 1,2,3 onli. I gt 4 more chapts to completion of my 1st round of revision. Slow sia. Today slack ard, den went to baby's hse after he finished his IS. Went for dinner at KFC den went shopping myself, while he attend his driving lessons.

Love you boy! Happy 10 mths! ( in a few minutes time)

Regret

I bought the financial calculator. Coz not reali sure how to use it, decided to buy the $50 bucks de. Not bad, quite easy to use. hehe... but a bit regret dat i dint buy the $84 bucks de, which has 3 more functions dat might be necessary to be use in future. But nvm, i gt 1 yr warranty. Can always sell off within the yr to get the better one. but mayb its less complicated den the $84 buckx de.

I like kimberely's hair, she is so pretty canz? Nice complexion and nice dressing. Hee... I wan too. But i m alrd satisfied in wat i alrd had, esp my dear. Love him so much. Its gg to b 10mth, but we are like we are 3mths honey moon lidat. Hahaz.

Went his hse after sch to slp juz now, to accompany him to wait for him to end claz. He woke up n do his project, den i went central to buy dinner for him, when coming back i had a fall. Lucky nvr topple his noodles. Baby is a sweetie to wait for me 3 hrs to end claz. But he went gaming n enjoy with his claz to wait. but its the thought that makes me smile. :) Love him.

Financial claz tml so i cant go for the marketing bonding session. Sad, coz it shld b fun? hahaz...

Great love

Was whining at dear on sunday for not being to accompany me to get the financial calculators. I was so damn pissed, coz my whole day is reserved for him. Since he was busi, i be a gd daughter n accompany my parents. Mum is such a sweetie to gimme my $124 dat i requested, of which $84 will b used to buy the calculator. I duno if the calculator would comes in handy in the near future, but i noe as a marketer, its a sooner or later thing...

Having said abt whining to him, he realised he wasnt such a sensitive guy, in which he always claims i m not sensitive. Haha, at least both of us are trying to make a difference. Baby accompanied me today, after sch. we went his hse to put his laptop and he dressed up specially for me. Simply love him lots. We went to watch Poseidon. Nice! hahaz, sth like titantic, but, this is on the exciting part on how they struggle to keep alive with help of one another. Very nice show. Had nachos in the cinema, but i would claim, there the cheese are little (despite we paid additional 50cents for the additonal cheese) and they taste blend, worse of all that the chips or not fresh. They are not crispy at all. What a waste of money. We intended to take neo prints, baby bought a hairband for me, to doll myself up. But we dint took the neoprints, coz its too expensive over there to take it.

He still considering whether to accompany me during our 10th mth this friday, but he gt soccer. He is alrd very nice, to think of not gg and accompany me, but i noe he wans to play badly. I shall let him decide his preference n wat he wans. Anyway, i m fine wif both ways.

I had a realli fun day wif him, even though it was a short 4 hrs. But, every single moment was spent fruitfully.

Busi busi

Aww... I love my baby to bits. He is such an energetic boy, always bringing me laughters n smiles n care even though he is alrd dead tired. I declare myself as the super busi lady now, after my baby ranking number 1. Reasons being:

1. POC juz ended, both of us slpt ard 8 hrs in 2 days, and playing practically every single day
2. Wed is gg to b a busi day, 9 to 5 lesson plus 6 to 10 finanical planning course
3. Thurs i gg to work at starhub,so that i can get my last mth's pay as well
4. Fri is vesak day, which equals to working at GV, coz double pay, oso, i nid to get back to see wat shows are nice, and get myself updated.
5. Sat is NDP rehearse day, and baby n i are involve in organising the primers post POC bbq.

My scheldue is therefore very pack for the week alrd, plus, project deadlines are coming, and my revision for my studies are not done. OMG... Help!

The POC camp:
My 1st time camp in my life. N i m serious! I had been trying to avoid all camps, but i gt my chance to experience camping once in my life, b4 i finish my schooling life. Friday, we met at 8pm, after a long day of lessons, n our camp started. Very fun, and we slpt like 3am? Coz the whole thing ends at 2am onli. Woke up at 6.45am to go to centrepoint the financial centre for my course wif baby, both of us were so tired. The 1st lesson is practically covering our macro, micro, fmgt, ief, AAA, CMA, POA, biz Stats and some financial thing dat even the banking n finance pple are alien too. Imagine how much was covered in dat 4 hrs.... Information overloaded!

Went back to camp after the claz, i had fever n felt giddy, baby, despite being unwell n tired too, he took care of me well, buying drinks for me to soothe my sore throat. We had cheers competition, and zulia oso joined us that day wif elaine. KWUDA Rocks! yes, u noe y? coz many grps had there members leaving them since the 2nd day, but the kwudas stick tgt n play, enjoy n act as one. so much fun too, wif alvin as our entertainer. Hahaz....

Tribalpoly is a game we played for 2 hrs, b4 the campfire. Sth like monopoly, but we are the figures in the boardgames. Hahaz, its all teamworks and we thoroughly enjoyed ourselves.
My first campfire nite, was fun n memorable. Coz the fire was nice. But, the rain came at the wrong time. But we enjoyed ourselves.

We dint want to slp dat nite, but was simply too tired. We had a talk n games after bathing at the grandstand until ard 3am, den brian suggested to go for nitewalk. After seeking permission from our leaders, he led the students of np n sp ard ngee ann... haha, was tiring, but it wore off our excess energy, in which all of us slp like a log after coming back.

Third day, had nice bread for breakfast den is the prize giving. Although we dint won, but, we gt nice compliments for our grp's team spirit. Camp break at 1.15pm, but kwudas waited fro the GLs, we went to mac for lunch while waiting, but they were taking too long, when they arrive, everyone was so tired n decided to go home 1st.

But in all, now we are looking forward to the bbq this weekend....

Luv my Baby, and a new ger

Welcome, to the new me... Today is the first day of sch reopening, which declares the start of my last year. Drag myself to school to attend E-maketing.... its like... sianz.... haha. But well, i do understand wat the lecturer is talking, and dint go in vain, coz i gt to see some of my new tutorial mates, and noe dat under the REAL programme, i will be working wif M1, even though it clashes wif my job at starhub. I would love to go for starhub instead.

Ended sch wif baby at 11am, went his hse to slp, we overshot his hse stop n went to my hse instead, den overturn again. So stupid, coz both of us were so tired and fell into deep slp. His shoulders are very nice to lie on. Den went back to sch tgt. realised that the booth is not set up yet, omg, its juz wasting my time. But nvm, gt to persuade baby to go west mall wif me, n he cut his hair, and we had kfc for dinner. After which, he returned to sch for his primers GL meeting. And i went home. Today damn qiao, saw wei chee and kristle at the bus and bus stop respectively. I would love to sae, welcome to kristle.

Ok peeps, i m gg to revise for emarketing n do tutorials, coz this week is bb primers recruitment, i helping out a bit wif dem. Ciao...

Sch starting

Year 3 of my poly life will start in 1 day time... And, its gg to be a turn in my life, and a new me. I need to shed off 6kg in a mth's time.

Breifly look thru the modules i would b taking, realised they seem fun, although it will b a memorising, but, at least no calculations. hahaz.... I am trying to learn to love myself more... Everyone is changing, and thx to my dear, who always stand by me, listen to all my happy and sad rantings, giving me the place in his heart and accompany me thru all the thick and thins... Its onli ALVIN, dat completes me...

I am doing sth dat i nvr did in my past 2 yrs of poly life, i m reading thru my notes now.... Its like, i m finding myself begining to treasure it more den usual, mayb coz this life is gg to end soon, and i m treasuring it becoz of it.

Adel n i joined BB primers, hahaz... Seemed like, finally? Coz of alvin n some of his frenz, i had been ard wif the primers n helping dem in their activities, even though i m not part of the club... The pple there are realli friendly... Haha, juz like weehoon, so friendly n chatty....

I will b working hard... juz like my sister... Aiming to get in SIM, if i can... So, my yr 3, i will work harder... I aim to score all ADs for my modules...

haiz

Early in the morning, went over meet baby... slack in his hse den we went to bank in his cheque. He felt so rich, and treat me kfc? haha, i hope he felt more love today, coz i simply love him more... We make our way down to SSDAC to print my driving reciept, coz i lose it... hehe, i am so careless. Met Serene there, so qiao... She went there to print hers too, mayb both of us are forgetful gers? She asked me, " wat wind blow u here today?" I was thinking, we are in driving centre, so wat do u think i can do here? baby, book another 15 of his practical lessons, he is rich at times too... Den i pei him to pasir ris, den i say bye to him sadly...

Went home, was surfing net, den realise some of our staffs gt sacked. Well, wat can i sae? its partly the staffs fault, but the management juz wun understand, if they could, they shld stand at our pt of view, b4 giving us a verdict. They are mainly bais, in addition dat its their job? So wat they did wrong? They are not even 18, they deserve a chance to learn in their life, and shldnt put things tgt that do not link. They are nice pple, and they help u whenever u nid help, when did u see dem reject u? So dats how u repay dem? This realli question if staffs shld remain loyal to u guys... Life is a path, dat also leads to a junction. Its abt how to teaches dem to be on the right track. Not juz seal the road after they make their wrong choice, and leave dem to regret for the rest of their life.

Wat can i sae? I think i shld declare myself, i wun be working until sch starts, den i will see those mgt in gv lesser. I would like to see how u guys struggle w/o the experienced staff, its gd to see u guys lose ur manpower, and you will have to start all over again, and soon, the biz wun survive. I wonder, if u ever went for HR courses, or even biz mgt? Coz, ur managing method totalli sux. Sooner or later, the new staffs will leave, u are juz wasting ur energy and money to train dem, and losing dem eventualli, both new and experienced ones.

Miracles

If u say, things wun happen our way, den lets ask my pigotong. He felt the miracle, the frequency back between us. Baby claim, today he look into my eyes, he felt it coming back, while the past few days, it wasnt, i was juz like a stranger to him?

I will be Alvin's Little Princess... Yes, i told dear, and he gave me a big kiss on my forehead. Love him, and its growing. Dear, you see, i told u. Juz rmb, juz give me some time, and things will be back to normal again. I will discuss wif u our probs, and we solve dem tgt, dats wat couples shld do.

Woke up at 9am today, slping onli 7 hrs? had breakfast, online a while. Gt the pics we took of pj ytd. Den i am a pig, went back to slp at 11am, until 1pm... Missing my sunday show, haha. And i am late for an hr, coz, i set the alarm at 12am instead of 12 pm. msg dear and told him cant mit him at bugis liaoz, so i went to driving centre, wanting to settle sth, in the end, i dint get to do so. coz its closed? Mit him at his hse bus stop, went central tgt, to buy my theory book ( i cant wait to get his, no time, no time). Den went to town by bus, had subway for dinner. So greedy.

Mit xav and mich to watch Failure to launch at PS, but turn out the timing wasnt realli shown there, so went to marina to watch, first 3 rows, not dat bad... Nice show... hehe... I am greedy wif my baby, we ate nachos and 2 cheezy dogs despite dat we had our dinner. Den bought chocs from coco tree for sis, to make her tidy my things for me... haha, her reward? I am evil...

Baby is so sweet today, coz he is a happy boy today... he bought me my fave MOS burger milk tea, run all the way to the shop, let me sit there and wait for me, instead of me gg the long way wif him. Its so nice, its sweet, coz wif his love...

Today i wear bareback, its the most daring time i have ever been, coz, i am fat! but dear is happy... Well, pros and cons? Shldnt be slping early today, given the fact i slpt so much today... Nitex, to those who are slping, swt dreams...

Mayb...

Mayb... The feeling has faded as time passes by. Things are not as strong as b4. You said, I am no longer dat ger who stick to u 24/7, but an independant ger now. Yes, I am. Certain things do fade. But, my love for u still exist, it might have faded, let it fade. We start again. A brand new feeling for u is wat i am having now, after sepdning 5 days in malaysia wif u. Juz like b4 we are officially together. Its so sweet, yet uncertain. We will reach the stage, dat i will be as close as b4 to u. But, in this year 3 to come, I duno wats ahead of us, we might be separated. I will still love u, miz u. But, u can be reassured, your ger will be a brave ger who have grown independent in eyes of others, but a soft lady in front of you. I am 19 year old, a young lady. I may b a workaholic, i may be insensitive, but, certain heart affairs is unexplainable. Coz you make me diffcult to tear away from you, and your sweet smile. Ur care, your love, is wat i desire and treasure every moment. We will be the same as b4, but we will grow mature together. My love for u, is growing every moment.

Busi day today. morning meet dear, and talk over things. Since he came for from china, things had been so different. Den we had lunch in mos, b4 i go down outrum get my lens, and went kris hse b4 heading to sentosa. We tricked pj, telling her we gg cycle at west coast, den make her go sentosa. Den we want picnic... Had tibits and new zealand ice cream. Den we throw pj into the ater, part of the plan. And we make her wear the sexy clothes we bought, as she is totally drenched and have no spare clothings... Sexy woah! haha.... Den we had dinner at coffee shop. Had sugar cane drinks, fried rice and hor fun. Simple food, but i do enjoy my day wif dem, kris, jason, mich, xav and pj. They definately make my day from 3pm in the noon, to 11pm. On my way back, saw a motorcycle collided. The parts of the bike shattered off and skided far away, the motorist fell, and is howling in pain. I heard the shouting, and my heart feels so chilled. The pain is so bad dat no words can describe.

Tml is a new day. Eileen will be a gd gf, a gd ger, a understanding lady from today on. Planned my work scheldue for sch reopen, and aimed to jog everyday, and save up everyday. Simple things can be done, if things are done wif perservance.

Yipee

Yeah! I will be back in Singapore in 4 hrs time. I had been away for 5 days, the 5 days seemed so short, mayb coz baby is always beside me. Feel so protected wif him ard. :) All i did these few days is, eat, eat, eat, shop, shop and shop. Did some minor office work. Such as, translating english docs to chinese manually, some office details... Haha, other den dat i am slacking, juz like i am at this moment.

I duno y, i onli like maybelline makeup products, had been wanting to use anna sui mascara, coz the lashes seemed thick and dark after applying, but the inner voice of me still prefer me to buy mabelline, therefore, i am back to wat i had when i first bought my lipstick and mascara. I bought the maybelline dream matt and a water proof mascara. I am not used to make up yet, mayb mascara would be more frequently used. I want to buy contact lens. I like color ones, but i duno if dear will like. And i wan to rebond my hair again. Plus, i wan to buy the creative zen neeon 6GB... So many things to buy. I muz work harder.

Thanx dear, u pei me everyday and every moment. I simply feels secure wif u ard

Away

I will be playing, shopping, enjoying wif boy boy at JB tml, den starting work at his dad's factory the following day. yipee... But i very scare will affect my custoemr base. Starting to pick up on a faster pace with my customers interaction alrd. So hopefully, i can do better

work and work and work

I haven gt a rest, since last friday. Work sat and sun at starhub, den mon to wed at gv, den today and tml at starhub den sat at gv, sunday at starhub again. OMG.... I am so tired. Did stock take ytd.

Started work at 3.40 instead of 4.40pm coz see wrong scheldue. Taught weihong and another new guy in box. They put two new staffs in box and two new staffs in cb. Realised i am the most senior staff ytd. Did stock take wif yichong until 4am. Wow, 12 hrs straight of work. Den went to have breakfast wif jennifer, jaslyn, quiting, shenlong, yichong and din... We had big breakfast with milo. No one wans tea or coffee, coz we are so tired and wants to slp. haha, and the bill is on jennifer. Had a great time chatting and luffign wif dem. Me and shenlong estimation was correct. Jaslyn jennifer din and quiting in a cab, me and yichong and shenlong same cab. Haha, box, cb and floor like all go home the same time... Poor thing. Shenlong have to help cb closing, dats y late go home, den din he kena me and yichong "hai", jaslyn tell him to clean kachang coz he dun wan report mgr dat kachang dirty when we tell him, esp when Eve and those headquaters pple coming down today. Poor boy. Well, nvr knew jennifer and jaslyn can be such nice mgrs at time too, coz they are always scolding us, and giving us dat fuck up attitude.

I miz my baby. Today earn 50 bucks in 5 hrs, actualli is 3 hrs la, coz last two hrs i juz slack ard, coz i alrd open sales. Tml i gg to start work early, den i go home earlier. Tml target, 5 sales a day. den i go home. Yes, so tml eileen is gg to work harder.

tired ger

Yeah! 1st time i make my own blog le. Mine 1st attempt. I get my results le. Gt in pure marketing, haha, gd lor... doing sth dat i like, although i noe not easy but i will do my best. baby gt in entrepreunership.

Elaine attached le. Juz hope her bf will tresure her. :) Ytd they had a quarrel, only ytd den i noe. Today stocktake again. I realli tired sia.. Now gt starhub work to do too... Pple, if wan best deals for cable tv, can find me, i gt gd promo packages.

Find gv quite fun lately, although today might be my last time working there tis mth le. coz i nid a break b4 sch starts. Realli tired. Thx to those who helped me when i was working there. :) Thx peeps at gv...