Bread or Love?

Bread... i need to be gan en tu bao. Although i m no longer happy like i used to be, but I learn many things there before.

Love... This morning, i received an sms from him, he says " feel our time tgt not enough, feel machiam I'm single lidat'...

" the thoughts of having u spurs me on...the thoughts of wanting to support u drives me on. But i really got to make it clear and truthful to u now, coz last night cant slp n kept thinking... realised I cant take it anymore.. I seriously dun mind if u have to work on weekends or have sth on, but i just feel we are seriously not spending enough time tgt... Maybe my fault, maybe your, i duno.. Just know I m having that very lonelyfeeling even on weekends."

I dont know how to tell u this. but, u think i like to work in weekends instead of accompanying u? U think i like to make u feel lonely? When u are not ard in weekdays becoz u have no choice, do u know how i felt, how time passed so slowly for me? U think I like to make our rs turn out this way?

Bread or love, they affect my future. Without u in my life, i felt sth is out of place. But, my career now determines my future. Not as in I m going to work there forever, but the testimonials and all.

U rmb, i told u before, before i work for this job, i gave u 2 options, the PR one, or the events one. u told me to choose for myself. I did, but now, u are giving me pressure on this.

Alvin, arent the relationship suppose to be compromising... I duno how to explain to u, how difficult this whole year has been for me? The weekends are just 2 days a week, the rest of the fives days, its difficult for me, very difficult.