He just booked in... And i m missing him alot alot .... This feeling has nvr been with me for so long.

I had not been very happy. Was at his hse ytd after work, he ignored me, den i felt so sad and cried. He felt so gulity... But i was weeping alot. Coz of work. I felt so much like resigning alrd. Everything is so tiring for me. Mich they all, ade, kaiyan, my parents, everyone is asking me to reconsider my work since the start. I stayed, becoz i m happy...

These few days, i felt unbearable stress. Everything is throw to me. :( Having 6 meetings with clients a week is crazy, when on average, the most I only have 2 meetings a month. Of the 6 meetings, 4 of them are not mine. This is damn crazy la. Its like, I duno... i was damn busy, yet the other departments are giving me more stuffs...

I am unhappy.... Darling says, he loves me so much that he will support me to my decision, but he wun support me if I am going to let the matter rest.

Dont know what to do.... He told me, to go back to school , as what his grandmother said... So, i had been looking at CFP and UniSim le... waiting for their reply, and maybe.... lets see.

Went to eat Ichiban with his mum n bro for lunch today. Yummy! I m getting fat by my darling's feedings...

missing....