Envy

I was talking to gracie about her newly put on red braces for cny, i m so envy of her!

Talking about braces, many of my frenz had been asking me the same qn:" have u tot of putting on braces to make ur smile more beautiful?"

And my answer to them is," I am very interested, but i have many restrictions"

Yes, my restrictions are, my parents disapproval, my family doctor disapproval, my jaw being short, so have to undergo surgery b4 i can put braces ( if not no diff oso), no spare cash, unwilling to wait n queue for my turn.... and so on. My baby did not like the idea of me putting on braces too, dats our lil secret.

But, recently my upper gums had been hurting. Mummy says is coz heaty, but i say its coz the food i ate hurt my teeth n gum. I need braces soon, i have been having unhealthy gums for 9 years alrd!

Gracie says she went private, costing her a mere 4k, excluding follow up consultation fees, and she gt to have it put on straight away! This news excites me, therefore, i have to find my job, work hard and save 5k to put on the braces!

I m envy of baby, for finishing his report, FINALLY! after me bugging him for days to bring me to town, he is finally done wif it! But, i have to start mugging seriously!

Oh ya, talking abt it, Happy 21st Birthday to Sarah, and welcome back to Singapore from ur attachment!

I am gg to mug in sch tml wif Mildred and Huiping, study my IB, and a bit of RM... Jia you bahx.... nite nite.

Brain Block

Study IB is supposedly to b fun, but i ended up trying to memorise it... OMG, can my brain cells just release itself from the tension, n just read the stupid book like a story book? Dat will be easier for me...

Had my 1st offical interview in my life, wif SBF, nice pple, had a panel interview, for an hr long. I bet the other candidates will be thinking, what the hell did i do inside? lol, they ask almost every qn about me! I feel so bare in front of them now.

I love him, for loving me. Someone who understands me, torlerate me, makes me smile, making me the happiest ger, loving me for whom i m, n not becoz of who i m, or what i have for him! thx baby!

I still have 4 more chapters to go, and my paper is on the monday! OMG. How i wish holidays are here, how i wish everything can stop here...

These few days, i can see u r very happy, so m i. We study hard tgt, u do ur project, i study. We can do it together!

Best memories

Today is like any other day, but its my special day too

there are days, where u ignored me, letting me open the door n leaving u quietly...

Today, u bring smiles, and laughters, and happiness into me...

My baby, thx... For going downstairs to get me eyedrop, although u r in the midst of rushing ur report, thx for helping me photocopy my certs, and thx for caring for me, and helping me to put on the plasters for my poor leg...

Simple things like this, make me a happy little princess! Thx dear :)

I hope u will like the bdae i will plan for u... Hope everyting will b in time, and in place, argh, quite hard, due to $ shortage, those pple who owe me $, better pay up la... n oso his bdae near cny, sian lor... coz everything muz preorder..

No matter wat, i will study hard, for mine n ur sake, for us to b officially together in the eyes of my parents, and plan hard n gif u a memorable bdae! Muackx

Aim

For this mth.... My goals that i need to achieve are:

- Score my ADs, score my ADs, score my ADs, score my ADs.....
- Lose my fats, and achieve 42kg asap
- Get lots of ang pow
- Prepare the best 20th bdae for him

Why 42kg? coz i did a test, and given my height, the best weight is 42kg, so i have a couple of fats to lose.

If u duno, 35000kcal is equal to 1kg... had been recording wat i have eaten recently, ensuring i eat healthier and balanced food.

Lidat, I have more energy to study, and wun gain much weight. Wanted to exercise, but my period came, not realli good mood for exercising.

Starting to study IB, one of the module i have most confidence in gaining my AD, allocated 1 chapter for each day... Eileen, jia you! God, pls bless me, for the motivation, and will to study hard, so i wont disappoint my family and myself.

happy day

I love him... enjoy myself wif baby, n thx to his mum to cook nice food for me.

Had been mugging RM tml, but cant seemed to finish, haiz... shall start IB tml, in case i cant finish.

Found sth nice here:

http://www.sosimplegoodies.blogspot.com/

Its the blog of the DJ in Yes 9.33, about 'So Simple', played on every tues 9.30pm, after the 'In nu huang'. I watched last episode, and its a valuable lesson to learn on makeup tips, and the blog tells me more about DIY masks, and easy to preapre healthy food. Shall try some of them out after exams.

Gt interview this thurs, lots of preparations for me to do, i nid to take passprt size photo, prepare my certs, print dat extra resume... Hope i can get that job? Or may just take it as an experience todo better for my next interview.

Poly is ending... my frenz are sending their applications for further studies, and some are like me, sending resumes for job. Today news start that "Poly grads get higher salaries, land jobs within 6 mths" at http://sg.news.yahoo.com/070206/5/singapore256768.html, about $1700, not bad, although its just a $50 increase from last year, but the job industry is good. Hope to get a good career for me to work, and gain experience...

I must study hard now, to get more As, n hope can do well, no C or D pls... Dear, i nid ur blessing... Love u

Tell me...

Tell me I am a stupid ger, who gets angry over things like:

- Baby got my ass up in the morning, juz to go his hse n watch him slp, making me wan to slp when i m suppose to mug.
- Baby ignored me n continued his nice dreams, despite me whining and complaining abt being hungry, and want to get out of his hse
- He made me have gastric, den treat me to MOS
- He had stupid frenz who wanted a lift from Funan to AMK, whereby they could have taken MRT to bugis, to save us the trouble from getting stuck in the jam.
- Without the jams, i couldnt have almost burst my bladder due to the water I drank at MOS.
- Went to Serangoon for Primers meeting, paid $5 to drink fruit juices there, when there are plenty of food, and getting hungry after we left.
- Almost screamed my head off in front of the primers pple, as Alex n Pamela tries to drive baby's car, when they have no license.

I was very mad, so mad that i wan to slap the two of them. I literally clunch my fist, having the urge to pull dem out of the car n give them a punch in their face, for being so insensible.

Pls, u guys are older den me. I dun understand y baby allows them to do this. The place is a narrow private lane, wif expensive cars on the road sides, and mistakes not only lies in ur car, but also the bomb in ur family's expenses. And also the lives of two other frenz.

I was having the urge to study, but baby's slowness, and their attitude, make me damn fucked up, dats y i screamed in front of emily's father. Sorry if i made a joke out of myself, but, it is seriously not my problem.

I can be a very nice ger. I can understand situations, if u have the ability to make things clear to me wif reasonable answers, and u can b resonsible and accountable if anything happens. If u cant, den u better noe wat u are doing, b4 trying anything, as these kind of things arent funny.

I can get furious at times, but i will only scold pple, explain to me if u can. But if u tries to ignore my anger, den dun blame me when i bash u up. I dun care whats ur reasons after dat, as i had given u the chance. I fight ok, n i m fierce, so dun take me as any ordinary ger who only hides behind my bf in front of u, i supports him to do well in it only.

Those pple, realli spolit my mood, make me have splitting headache, scolded baby for the second time in a day,and no mood to study. I told baby, if my stupid cousin is gg to appear on cny, n start scolding my siblings n i in front of other cousins, well, den we shall see who will win it.

Please measure ur abilities, and strengthes, noe ur weakness as well, not just ur opponents', b4 u try anything funny wif me. DONT MESS ARD WIF ME!

Colour My Life

18 mths togther = 1 and a half year....

Wow, dint noe we had been together for so long, and dat oso symbolises how long i have been accumulating all these fats. Hahaz, ever since i was wif him, both of us grow in size, not in height.

Saw xinzi today went for jog on the tracks, her hard core control in her meals intake, i look at myself....

3 yrs ago, i was a fighter n a fencer, i exercise 3 times a week for 1 and a half hours each day. I ate a lot, a bowl of rice for each meal.

Today, I dont exercise at all, drink less water, eating snacks as n when i like, fast food is my fave, no fruits intake... Dats explains my current weight! Argh...

I need the perserverance like Xinzi... She is damn pro, good in studies, determine in putting in 100% in the things she does, responsible, and have the will to carry on her goal in life! Wow, she is a miracle ger arent she?

Well, tml i shall hit the gym or tracks wif baby, will drag him along... den start my studies OFFICIALLY! All my plans for revision are screwed up by those stupid projects, but thank God, everything is over, except that I have to hand in BPC on Monday.

I shall find a place to mug, wif a good partner. Baby used to b a great partner, but he is now a great partner for relaxation. Coz he finished his attachment today! Yeah, no more Bukit Merah trips....n no more waiting for him.

Completed BB presentation today, and i realli see everyone's committment. Thankx pals!

My scheldue for tml:
Exercise
Study SMM and RM (Crunch those numbers)
Primers steamboat dinner at Sentosa tml night!

Exams are just a week away! So i shall start getting awake and started!

2 Projects down

Finally, BPC is over. I completed the individual report, and will be handing up on friday.

BB is on the way to completion. Going to consult Robert Yow tml.

I am a sad ger, coz baby is going in malaysia to help his dad next week! OMG! Haiz...

Tired... I am so tired, Haven so my revision. I need some oxygen for my brain to start working. Mayb go to gym tml after sch meetings.

Peer evaluation has its pros n cons, coz it reflects the work an inidividual does, and also just the negative side of the person is reflected, in which background preparation work should also be included as effort.

Going to slp le. Good Nite!

Exam Fever

Exams fever are around the corner.... N i m not even stressed up! Dats very worrying, coz i m a very slow absorber. Some pple say i very good in writing notes, n i can write very fast, but write a lot n getting the facts right are 2 different things!

Therefore, i really need the motivation for me to run thru this last lap, God, please give me the will power to pull through!

I need my As this sem, coz is my last chance alrd.

Happy ger

I m really a very happy ger... here are the good news!

1. Sent my lappy for repair, and it was returned to me in 3 days time (so efficient), and they changed my keyboard for me!

I rmb junie telling me she had to pay $200 bucks for her lappy's keyboard when its spoilt due to water, lucky mine is free!

2. I completed RM quiz, project presentation for RM today

3. Finished IB presentation too, and Mr Kam told us we gt an A for the previous ib venture game, woho! Thx to Wahman for the help!

4. Earned over $140 over last weekends, and utilised my time very well

5. I am starting to exercise alrd, and planning my time for revision well. Gambatte!

6. The gers told me we r going for our cny bai nian again! I m really looking forward to it, y? Coz apart from Christmas, CNY is the only time i can see my fellow secondary sch besties, and i miss them alot.

7. I have always been looking for someone who can speak to me, n very genuine to me. I am glad to find some very nice pple ard me, like mildred, huiping, adel, faith, emily.... etc... Thx gers for making my poly life so fun.

8. BPC presentation was a successful last week! Thx to the M1 team!

9. Ytd i had a great time wif my baby, even though it was just a mere 3 hrs with him, he almost suck my soul away. Love him tons!

10. Poly life is drawing to a close soon!

Yes... Those are my good news, and i m really looking forward to the new chapter in my life after graduation from the polytechnic. I m inspired to work hard and earn tons of money, as i want to be an uptown ger, and changed my entire image, go travelling and be successful. Well, i noe baby wun be happy to see this, coz he wans me to be a tai tai n stay at home, but i m an active person. I shall try to figure out a way dear.

Going to do smm, study, den go jogging, den bathe and do mask.

Clap Clap

Yes! a clap for myself.... for completing the following modules: EPM, WISP, BPC (left only the individual part), RM roadshows and quizes.

I have been damn busy, rehearsal on wednesday from 1 to 5pm, cracking so much jokes that i think most of us had trouble closing ourmouths, coz the cheeks are very hurting. Lol. Then BPC presentation on thurs 1 to 5 again. The presentation process was fun, but the song Vitamin C dint go on, if not it will be damn touching, to see the journey all of us had been thru together, and graduating together.

The past 2 days weather are damn chilly, the wind blows, no sun, no rain. Burrr..... Plus the LT68e is a freezer, we we almost gt frozen whilehaving the presentation.

Sent my lappy to repair. And i told some guy abt it, n he still can tell me to do the freaking SPSS, when i told him i do not have the software, no lappy and i gt work in the weekends. F**k off la....
The mel pple just called me, and told me i can collect it again le. Yeah! missed it! They changed the keyboard for me!

Well, today had rm quiz, quite alright, i duno, i seemed to be able to work rm better at the presence of Mrs Koh, when i tried to do my own revision, i cant seem to figure out how i did the qns. OMG!

Went to work at suntec today, for a roadshow. Today is the 18th mthsary for me n boy, but i got work from 5.30 to 9.30, he gt work from 9am to 6pm, seemed quite impossible. Wanted to call him and ask where he is, so Eileen picked up the phone, dialled... 9800++++.... n press 'call'. and baby appears in front of me!

Dat explains y he asked me for the details where i working over the weekends, haha. Nice shock he gave me. He wanted to by a cap for his bro who is booking out from NS tonight, finally. Got him to buy a yoghurt milk drink for me. Yummy! contented ger. Good sales, after drinking the milk, haha, work from 7.30 to 9pm onli (coz pat was late, and the shop closes at 9 on friday), but i make 8 sales today. Wahaha! in just 1/2 hr leh, usualli will take me 2 days? Lol.

Euguene told me tml n sun target is 40, eileen shall try hard, coz i wan the commission. Jia you, n good luck pls shower upon me.

Went baby hse after work just now, coz they having a dinner for Allen, his bro. Hahaz, we were talking abt the car accident n how noob the uncle was. Allen looks so nerdy in that black specs. Haha! Just reached home, his father fetch me home coz he gg in malaysia tonight.

Love u boy, happy 18th mth. Nice surprise u gave me, so i shall work even hard for ur 20th birthday, which is next mth. But sorry for no Vdae, wahaha, coz ur vdae will b dedicated to me to accompany me to study. Thx in advance, so no running away!

Happy and Sad

Was going home with baby some time last week, and we spotted a Mazada RX8, its damn pretty, n i think the whole tunnel almost jam coz cars are slowing down to view it. Haha.

Open house had been very tiring and time consuming. Supposed to work from 10 to 7pm daily, but due to the rain, and low response, i always goes home at ard 5pm sharp.

On the 1st day, I have baby to send me to sch, but i was still late for sch, due to the traffic jams. Stayed at baby's hse till sunday coz i m too lazy to go home.

On the second day of the open house, saw royston n willie on the bus, they wear formal n its damn smart. :) Went supper wif WH and Ken after they came to baby's hse for stayover too, suppering at Thomson's prata house, yummy! Oh ya, I did a dragon tattoo wif xinzi grp at $6 onli, airbrush. Quite an attention seeker.

On the 3rd day of the open house, which is ytd, i was supposed to do M1, but engineering pple dint open stall, therefore there is less than 20 pple at the street, including us ( pple from the starhub stall and the library stall). Baby came to fetch me.

We were talking abt gg to Bishan Thai Express, our fave dining area, but just we were at bishan fire station, a freaking ah pek, he stopped his car suddenly, n my baby bump right into his car. It was like F**k, there went down to negiotiate. But the uncle was claiming, i have 10 years of driving n i nvr bump into pple b4.

After dat I realise, he had pple scratching his car, and many accidents b4. Its like, y pple always bump into u and u nvr bump into others? Coz u slam ur freaking brake so many times to avoid accident to ur car, and causing pple to bump into urs.

Tmd. I helped baby settled for him a bit, and coz his parents are overseas, he decided to call his aunt and uncle. The ah pek say to go his maintance place, den he talk to the person like very close, so i guess he must have gone to service his brake many times.

Wat ever the thing, this freaking accident did not cause damage to baby's car, just the car plate a bit slanted, but that ah pek's bumper went in a bit. I hope it will be very cheap to repair for him, coz both of us are lazy to quarrel wif him, so just it be, esp baby's license is just less than 1 yr, dun wan to risk getting revoked.

The ah pek made us settle at some wulu place, the pple keep looking and gossiping at us, den some saw the tattoo i had on my leg, den they shut their mouth alrd. Well, I will have the mind to slap them if they jump to conclusions and scold us.

Some of u might think i m very notorious to put such tattoo with such attitude, my looks are deceiving. Due to my family background, thats y i love this type of tattoo. Just coz my mum dun allow me to put a real one, if not i would have many. Lol. Like wat pow wee said, dun suit my image, but suit my attitude. I am a very nice ger if nth provokes me, but if pple come n disturb me, they better noe how to shun fast.

Pls, let it be very cheap, coz i dun wan our plans for the graduation trip to be off. I have been looking forward to it alrd.

Wanted to do Zouk ytd, but baby dint like clubbing, n also we kena dat accident, so we slpt at 9pm till 10pm today, den from 12.30 to 2 pm. What pigs we are, coz we r realli tired.

At home now, n missing him alot, after 4 days n 3 nights wif him. Baby, u must be strong, n handle that fellow well tml.

Going to mug for my exams now, today shall try to complete BB, coz supposed to finish long ago, due to SMM and IB projects, i cant read up.

Busy

Busy.... NP open house is tml to saturday, and i m involved in the REAL marketing roadshow and Retail management selling. Yes, n dat means i will b in sch from 10 to 7pm, without any offical breaks. Sian rite?

Today is my sis bdae, and 2 days later is my mum's. I gg my baby's hse till sunday, coz of the open hse, and coz he gt car can drive me to sch along the way. I going to pack up my stuffs later, gt to bring lappy, and many clothes. Sianz.

I think for my mum's bdae, i will come home to celebrate wif her, but gg back boy's hse after dat.

Love u dear, thx for sending me to sch today, hahaz, a rare vistor to the sch. Wee Hoon was shocked to see her, coz boy is always on attachment, and today came sch so smartly attired. Hehe.

Just completed the scheldues for the RM roadshow tml. Need to do WISP and packing. Argh, time is always not on my side. But i gt a person who stands by me to encourage and love me, dats y i love him.

Was looking back into the past 18mths we been thru together, from BAOC where we get to know, to the time i gt laser operation on my corn where baby carried me on his back over the overhead bridge, and to the time i arrived back from HK to hear the news dat his god father passed away, we stand by each other for the happiest and worst days we had experienced. I hope there r more to come. :)

Tata, gg to do stuffs le.

Sick

I declare: I m SICK! Yes, thx to those project datelines dat are driving me crazy, and very tired. Slping practically 5 hrs a day onli.

Went sch today, just to realise there is no tutorial, so all of us, me, dongyi, joel, dehong, wahman, jason went to can 1 for some breakfast. Wahman keep mention to have Mac Donalds. Haha, we went for SMM lecture, den wahman drives jason, gary n myself to KAP for mac lunch. 1st hr parking free, thereafter $1.60 each, when we leave the carpark, it was the 59th minute.

We discussed abt the ib project, and i feel gary n jason will do a gd job. Jiayou! I had RM lecture today, glad that i have Faith beside me, to teach me in some parts of the calculations, thx ger! Finally, i understand completely abt RM lecture, for once.

Had EPM interview today, practically screwed it up, but i feel its alright la, we are all so tired ok. But watever the case, wats over is over, i m glad that NO MORE EPM! haha. Hope Mr Tey gives me at least a B for my results. Pray hard.

Went to bukit merah to wait for baby to end work, coz he driving today to work, as his parents went to taiwan for holiday. I hope aunty and uncle will improve on their rs, and his god mum will feel better in the tour. :) I feel family warmth when with his family. He drove me to the market behind his hse, and the prawn noodle taste RAW. Haha, i dint like it at all, the most untasteable food i ever eat.

Slpt at his hse for 1 hr, den make him drive me home. When he sending me home, he holds my hand while driving, den he turned to ask me, " are u having fever?" I dint noe i having fever, just noe i m feeling very sick. Nice baby. Muackies.

Shall go bathe now, den go do WISP part 2, hopefully can finish today, or i shall do RM tutorial. See how bahx.

Happy ger

Some pple asked me, y i always blog abt me n my bf? Dont i have life wif my frenz? Well, my life moves ard wif him, and my time wif my frenz are hard to get, reason coz my besties are either having attachments, or in other polys, so its damn hard to get them to meet up, so my baby is the only one who is almost always there to accompany me.

Meet him at his hse at 1pm today, super slacker woah. Went his hse, and as usual, i have to open my own door. His mum realli did a great thing to gimme the keys,coz that pig can nvr be awaken unless u scream at him, and if i realli do so, bound to have quarrels (so i seldom do so, unless is no choice or i not meeting him dat day). Wahaha.

Went his hse, slack, den i keep pestering him to help me do the surveys. Finally at 5pm, he gt his butt off his chair and go to the central to help me get respondents, while i stayed at his hse for more tv viewing, b4 making my way to find him for dinner. Hehe, yes, i gt a super nice baby!

He helped me did 4 surveys today, one of which i gt the lady whom i bought my new year clothes frm to do for me, while i ransack her shop. Dats cheap over there, and the clothes are so cute, bought 4 pieces at $80 (she gave me a good discount), of which 2 are meant for work, one for clubbing and another for shopping. Yippee. And my baby paid $50 for me, coz he promised me. Love you!

Thx baby, u always makes me feel like a princess, and the "miss u kiss" u invented, its so funny, lol. Today both of us hard a fun day, laughing and joking our head off, even though dint go anywhere, but its just fun with u ard, sorry woah, dat i gt a little attitude problem at times too. Muackies.

Sister just told me that bro n her are gg gym tml, think i will join them as well, but the two of them will enjoy the $1.50 priviledge, while i have to pay $2.50 for it. lol. Nevertheless, i shall work my butt off tml, and i must work hard, for my NAPFA and to slim down, so i can wear those prettty clothes.

Tata, gg to do my data entry and WISP project...

Much Loved

Woke up this morning, to find the stupid rain has not stopped, not even now!!! I think Singapore is gg to get high floods in some days....

Went to Hougang mall to take the shuttle bus to NP, supposedly to reach at 8.40am, but the freaking traffic makes us reach the school at 9.00am. I have yet to print my tutorial qns and articles for that 9am class, lucky the tutor in good mood, and she let everyone off, as long as we attended her class, we are present. This is seriously once in the blue moon!

She made us summarize four freaking long articles and write them all into a piece of paper. Yes, tell me how can i do it sia? We had tutorial to do and the summaries to do, in just 2 hours. She is crazy as usual.

After her class i gt 3 hrs break, took an hr to do the summaries, then went to submit my EPM project in the heavy rain, and my heels gt all wet, just for me to realise its time to change my fave heels alrd.

Had lunch with Mildred and Huiping, as usual, we gossip abt our frenz n stuffs. Simply love to chat with them, coz they are so fun pple. We talked about gg cometic surgery, and mildred and I wants to go inject botox.

Huiping says, " u shld have sex with your bf." I asked," why?" she says," coz can destress, exercise and have good skin, now exams coming, so must do more. U go do for a month, den tell us the results, somemore free!" Gosh, i dint noe she is such person who has such ideas. Well, she shocked mildred and me with such comments. Hahaz.

Had BPC meeting and interview after lunch. Had a good progress in the meeting for next week's open house. Yup, shall do the minutes later and send to the class.

Went to bukit merah after school to meet baby, just nice reach his work place at 6pm. today only he works, with the boss and the lady boss. So, he can off work earlier. Muackies. he took me to eat curry rice near his house, quite nice, but i wasnt in the mood to eat coz my feet are drenching wet from the rain.

Took 132 to his house, he told me he wanted to slp, so i fell on his shoulder for him to lean his head on my head. But when i woke up, he was awake. He told me,"I slpt for a while, den realise u r slping. So i gave up slping and support ur head from falling off my shoulder". Aww, dats sweet of him dear.

Went to his hse and nap for an hr, before i go home at 10pm. He lent me his jacket. And the rain never stops... I took bus 74 just now, and saw Royston. Haha, small world indeed. Going for my beauty slp soon, cya...

Miss u

I guess my baby is the super poor thing today, coz his bro is gg to leave him for 2 long weeks, today is Allen's enlistment date. It also mean, i have to call him more times in the morning to ensure that boy get his ass up for work, coz no more pple in the hse to wake him up le...

Poor boy has gt the whole hse to himself only.... hahaz, someday when i m so busy i shall stayover at his hse.... Shall see.... Tml have to hand in resume, today just finished my EPM assignment 2. This means that i can start my preparation for the interview, and WISP assignment 3, den i m done wif fewer projects on hand.

Gambatte! Gg to do WISP now.... tata

perverts

i think all lecturers are perverts... Ya, they just throw us the project datelines at the beginning of the year, then only gave us the guidelines when it is about to due in a few weeks time? Its damn pervertic. Can we have a hostel in the school instead? I m very tired and freaking stressed from all the project datelines and exam read ups

I need my morale support, thx baby to listen to my rantings about school. I need u to support me all the way. I went down to tampines today, to pass mich her surveys, and let kaiyan do my survey. Its all about offical work today, so those who think i go there to enjoy, pls think twice, i m not there for shopping at all.

I even did my EPM project which i have to present tml there, gosh, time is not at my side now, i need coffee to perk myself up! Went to tiong Bahru to meet baby just now, to pass him the survey papers, and i need him to help me to do them for me, coz i dun have much time. Thx darling for helping. Muackx!

Oh ya, wats more pervetic is that Mrs Koh, dat freaking RM lecturer, she wans us to have 3 hrs of lecture straight next week, and have class from 2pm to 6pm on 29th jan, OMG, 2 hrs are alrd a killer.

I need help! I need people to stop giving me stress, and treating me as though i have millions of hands n legs to handle so many things. My ib grp dun seem to b anxious about the project datelines. Gosh, how can i score my ADs this sem, when i have the motivation and determination and hope to get it?

I dun wan my parents to be disappointed, so pls do whatever u can, ur best into wat u r doing....

My list of to-dos...

Projects, assignments, exams.... Argh... I always laugh at baby for having to work on sat as well, n now holidays when i was having my 3 weeks of holis. But now, he is gg to end his bloody attachement soon, and poor me is gg to start my hellish days.

Lets see:

EPM Assignment 2 presentation on 11/1
Job preparation report on 12/1
BB surveys and data entry due on 14/1
EPM interview on 15/1
Sister's bdae on 17/1
Open house on 18 to 20th jan--> two roadshows on same period
Mum's bdae on 19/1
NAPFA test on 22/1
SMM project 2 on 22/1
IB board game on 22/1
WISP Assignment 3 on 25/1
BPC final presentation on 25/1
BB group report on 29/1
RM presentation on 29/1
SMM oral presentation on 30/1
BPC individual report on 5/2

OMG, can God send me 5 more Eileens to help me complete all these bloody things? Its all within these 4 weeks, and i have to complete all these.

Whats worst is....

I m having my exams on 12, 14, 15 and 16 of Feb. Yes! on Valentine Day! n i gt the stupid RM paper at 2pm to 4pm, and SMM paper on 15th at 9am to 11am. Tell me, how to enjoy myself?

Ok stop all these complaints and start cracking....

Training

NAPFA is coming... on the 22nd of January, that means my baby will b gg NS soon. boo... :'( sad.

So proud of myself today. Went breakfast with parents n bro today, sis dint join coz she did household chores till late last night, den went pasir ris to get some stuffs.

Hee, went in the shop call 'Aries" there, they sell so cute stuffs there. Girly! And i m loving it! Wahaha. Bought $5+ things from there, and drank a cup of tea at MacDonald to perk myself up. Spend less than $10 today, wohoo!

Suppose to accompany baby to his grandparents hse today, to celebrate his cousin's bdae n his bro last weekends b4 getting enrolled into NS. However, his grandfather was admitted to hospital for duno wat reason, n i guess the celebrations was called off.

Baby asked me if i wan to visit his grandfather at the hospital, i have to decline coz i m not sure how long they will take, and i have a lot of things to do, sorry boy!

Went jogging just now, to train for napfa,and did 60 sit ups. My goal is to do 200 sit ups a day, oh gosh, i m still far from my target. Wanted to sign up for some personal trainer thing, coz i wan to get my weight of 41kg by March 2007, but i went against the idea, coz i might not have the time to go training always, and keep to the strict trainings, might be a waste of money for now.

I am in my midst of thoughts. I have 2 paths to choose now for my future. Loan $ from mum, den get into SIM for 1.5 yr of marketing course den come out to work n repay her, or I work full time and study night studies for uni and languages? Gor says work n study is good coz gt experience, but i wan to get my degree asap leh. How? So fan...

Watever the case, I am starting my revision for my final exams. This is my last lap in the marathon in my polytechnic life. I want to score! Yes, mummy says she will gimme wat i want if i can do well. Eileen shall work hard from today onwards, be it my studies or fitness.

Happy day

Slping later n later every day.... Wake up earlier in the morning... OMG, i will grow old faster at this rate!

Woke up at 7.30 den went to baby's hse, wanted to go yuhua wif him de, but we ended up wif a quarrel. But he is nice, to give up gg wif his bro to get his cousin's present by coming to JE to look for me.

Yu hua roadshow was quite fun, wif all our sch pple ard. Great time. At least its our 1st time to experience the feel of having the roadshow organised by my grpmates, without the control of wenyou n lloyd.

At his hse now, cried due to depression just now. Thx baby, coz u r at my side when i need u....

tired

5 weeks to graduation, piles of works, i m so tired....

Had my 1st period in 2007, its so painful. I almost fainted. Went home eariler, dint go for bpc meeting, even though i wanted to. When walking to the bus stop, i almost black out, n on the bus it was so painful dat i perspire mady, have to hang on to the seats. Cant tahan anymore, so went to baby's hse to rest. lucky his bro at home, he gave me panadol, den i rest on baby's bed. After 1 hr i think i recover le.

Thx huiping, for offering to call cab for me, but it doesnt make a diff for me to take cab. :)

Its roadshow at YuHua CC tml, frenz, pls come down support can? gt 34 stalls to see. great time to shop woah!!!

He nvr charge his hp today, so have to off his hp to retain the battery. Dear, i miss u, faster come back from work ok?

Happy New Year

Happy New Year to all!!! Yes, I am going to be 20 year old soon.... very soon...

Baby, I just love u. 2 years of celebrating new year with u, today the fireworks at Marina with ur parents n bro is fantastic. Its my first countdown at such crowded area, and i m loving it!

Times flies... Eileen will be graduating soon, gt to find a job that gives me the satisfaction, and experience, and of course gd pay, to save up for my uni course fees.

Celebrated our 17th mth at Thai Express the other day, was fantastic woah, the pineapple rice. Until today, baby n i cant forget the first taste of it into our mouth. Yummy! Highly recommended at Junction 8.

The tom yum soup is so spicy that i gt swollen lips after a couple of sips. Haha. Dats becoz i took baby's satay chicken first, two different types of spices just wont accomodate each other on my taste bud that they rebel.

Eileen's wish for the new year:
- Score ADs for all my subjects in this semester exam, and pass my NAPFA
- Grad and get my dip
- get a part time language course
- get a night course after that in a university
- Slim down to 42kg before March 2007
- Tell my family abt my bf after i grad
- Get a great job for me to excel and do well --> 5 days job with management skills.
- Meet up more with my gers
- More freedom from mummy, and go clubbing often
- Hopefully baby's skin condition can improve, and he will be a handsome guy in NS.
- Sign up for a gym or fitness club membership

Gambatte everyone. Esp to my family, baby and myself... have a great year ahead!

Life is all about FUN

Its all about making my life worthwhile...

I completed my part for WISP and sent to them...

and dressed myself up,

To meet my baby at his house,

For tea and to buy my Freshlook Green Contact lens,

Finally to head for Clarke Quay Brewerkx!

Time at Brewerkx flies...

Its my first time going out with his cousins with girlfriends.

Fun n happy is what i can say...

Coz I had spent my Happiness, Anger, Sadness and Joy with him.

I love him.

love

I duno whats happening, i have slipped myself into depression alrd. Haiz... I hope my baby wun get distracted with my condition.

I enjoyed my day at marche today. I loved it. Coz its with him. Although its very rush, but time spend wif him is very little. He treats me like his little princess. And i feel so happy...

I love all of u...

Thankx.... to junie, suiping, adel, martin, erin, derrick.... for all ur bdae wishes....
And special thx to my sisters, mich, kris, elaine, jeff, for the present. I love it....

And most importantly, i love my baby. U r the best. I love the flowers and the hair extensions, plus dat secret present. Every mth of nov, u will go broke.. coz i will stick u long long after...

Went to watch Happy Feet wif baby, mich, elaine n jeff... They made my day happy. I felt like a cinderalla today. My dress is so princess, by baby, and i gt pretty hair extensions.

- The sisters gave me a pig massager. But i cant figure how to use it leh... hahaz

- Baby gave me so many things --> flowers, hair extensions, dress, secret prezzie, his love, kisses, movie, and helping me to get my lost hp from gv marina when we r at shaw hse, and travelling to hyatt hotel to get my cake for me..... U had done so much for me....within these short hours....

Happy 19th birthday

Its my 19th bday. Happy Birthday to Eileen !!! hahaz...

fbN™®© no longer (im so weak) don u tink so?? says:
exactly on e dot i wish u a happy birthday n may tis 19th birthday be a wonderful day ahead for u n tt everything be smooth sailing for u take gd kaire n remember enjoy coz a happy day is stil a day so is a sad day so be happy n live through in happiness wishing u happy birthday once again
*ELiN*=RaPpigiE=*Daily Dosage of u--- The addiction.. says:
lol
*ELiN*=RaPpigiE=*Daily Dosage of u--- The addiction.. says:
thank you

Thanks derrick, u r a great pal...

Hongkong trip

Well, I have been missing for like ages. Blame it on the school teachers who pile up many assignments on us, making me so stressed and fed up, plus baby and i do not have time for each other.

Here are some pictures from last semester TB11 class pictures, me and my shopping partner kaiyan and my new hairstyle...


My new hairstyle....


TB11 class photo....


Eileen and Kaiyan

Hong Kong Trip

We had e-learning tutorials, marketing roadshows, retail management roadshows and IB game at the same time. OMG, i knew i couldnt take it, so i took a wise choice to went hongkong for that educational trip. Before the trip, we have briefing by 2 tutors, Justin n Ms Khoo, whom we travelled to Hongkong with, as Mr Yik got to run the roadshow. It is also due to the fact that although this trip was meant for the marketing and service students, but there is only 5 marketing students who went, and 3 service students. Therefore they open the vacancies to the tourism students as well.

We travelled via Cathay Pacific. Their seats are comfortable and the service is great. But the language of the air stewardess is very weird, especially their English. I always thought Robert Yow's speaking are killing me, but I went to Hongkong and i realise they speak just like Robert Yow. Haha.... I am a lucky girl, i got to have seats beside the window for both trips, and the scenery is very nice. Singapore looks like bright diamond from the sky at night, with the lights brightly lit up.

We stayed in YMCA hotel at kowloon. Hongkong is a rather clean city, but the buildings are not that pretty externally, but the internal design is very nice. My room mate and i requested for extra pillows, and their beds are very comfy. The location of the hotel is very convient, to ladies market and temple street. Great for shopping for the girls.

We took tons of pictures, I shall upload them soon, once i got them from the girls.

We asked our tour guide, Michelle, about which places are suitable for us to go for shoppings and stuffs, and we learnt a lot from her. She volunteered to buy wife cake for us, but the pricing is too high and it isnt the brand baby asked me to buy, so i did not order from her. I found that brand at the road, and its call heng xiang. Its damn nice ok... hahaz.... Its onli 21 HKD compared to the 45HKD the tour guide is buying for us. Although different brands, but many pple had asked me to buy heng xiang's wife cake.

During the day time, we went to places like citygate outlet mall, where i bought the quiksilver shirt for him, Hongkong consumer council, Bossini and Shangri-la kowloon, Ocean Park. The study time is enjoyable, as we came to understand many things that we might not be able to learn from the internet.

Now i understand what the IB lecturer said about information on the internet are very brief and might not be true. Its hard to get those information, and there is a price to pay. I did pay a price for it, apart for the monetary issues, also my nights to complete my homework before setting off.

I bought many clothes for myself. Actually not a lot, but those are definately cheaper then in Singapore. For the third night there, we had a farewell dinner, and we are served at the worst restaurant i ever been to. Apart from that, Hongkong service standard is very high. They should be the role model for Singaporeans. The weather there is cooling, but all of us missed the sunny island back in our home.

And so, I am back to Singapore after the 4 days trip..... Photos of the trip will be uploaded soon...

Back

Exercise

My birthday is coming!!! I am so excited! haha, its my 19th birthday!

I am looking forward to wearing the dress I bought from vivian. Shall collect it on wed wif the trenchcoats. Haha, went jogging just now. 30 mins jog only with my brother. I feel so happy, coz my stamina is better, even though i haven been exercising since like forever? Haha.... Wanted to sign up for Amore, but realise my timetable totally suckx. Haiz....

Shall be a happy ger, to have great skin!

Change name

I want to change my name to Chloe.... Coz too many pple is calling Eileen. Well, Eileen is a nice simple name, but i need sth nicer too.

Eileen-Chloe two different meanings.

Sch started, i feel so bored with everything. I love sch, n enjoy those i studied, but i feel empty in my heart. :( I miss him, i miss his presence in my sch, i miss gg to his hse every day after school.

I am happy my online store is finally up. Yipee... www.vivio-princess.blogspot.com. Hope i can do well in this.

Many to updates

Woah... its finally time for me to update, had been away for a long long time, coz i gt myself 2 jobs, baby is having attachment and i need to pei him....

Lets start with wat happened recently...
16th and 17th Sept, Went to work for a contact lens company, during the weekends. I am so glad and contented over there, coz the optical shop manager is actually Alvin Chew, the handsome young chap that my brother, sister and myself would visit him to get our spects and contact lens made. * thats only applicable before i went into ngee ann, but for 9 years, 3 of us had been patronising him when he was working at his previous location. He is juz 33 years old, now a manager, with 13 years of optical experience, how can i not admire his style of working? Haha, he is a nice chap, coz my sales wasnt good, he helped me to explain to my supervisor, and i thoroughly enjoyed myself there. :)

16th sept is oso Royston's birthday. Happy belated birthday! it has been 2 years ago when i celebrated his birthday for him with his buddies, time flies and all of us are graduating from Ngee Ann soon....

15th Sept, its results release date. For once, i felt confidence in myself, with not much of hurry to view the results orhave any uneasy feeling that i might fail. In all, i did fairly well, BUT, i am very disappointed with myself, in terms of MCOM and SM, well, it might not be my fault, it might be due to the IP, but i could have done better if i had scored in my exam papers...

Alright, these are fixed in reality, all i can do is, to put double effort in my last semester in Ngee Ann, coz i am determine to get GPA of 3.5 and above, and not just a mere GPA 2 or GPA1.9.... Yup, since its my last semester in ngee ann, its now or never! But i just hope, the you-know-who, could just wake up, and get your ass to work, see what you had donein the IP, resulting the 3 of us to have such pathetic results.

Went to buy adel's present, choose a long long time till baby gets his gastric coz he rushed down from work to meet me at.... shhh .... cant reveal yet.

Oh yes, i sent my freaking phone to service, AGAIN. Yes, those who knows me well could have know that i had been servicing my phone for like 3 times in 2 months. God knows what happen. Don't ask me to sell that phone, i love the phone, and i oso love the person who gave me this phone as a present last year. :)

14th Sept, baby declred he had diahorra, that he cant report to work, so i pei him to doctor, and we went to watch 'little man'. Ths show is so hilarious, and baby and i agreed that its about teaching kids how to hit dicks with their toys. Haha, if you had watched this show, you will definately know what i am talking about. I had been wanting to watch this show since it was on sneak preview, but was so busy till it drags till dat day. Its one of the few( i really mean few) shows that baby and i would agree together that it is a nice show. Good for relaxing purpose.

13th Sept, went to work at starhub but couldnt work coz its raining, omg, how am i gg to work if the rains continue? haiz. I meet dongyi and junie to get adel's present at ard 7pm, we walked around Orchard, discussing on every plans and details, and carefully picked the present. As we just hope, our dear friend could have a happy birthday this year, (coz last 2 years she wasnt happy).

10th sept, had buffet dinner with my family at Sakura. Its nice food, but the variety is damn pathetic....

9th sept, its daniel and pauline's wedding. They are the nicest chap i ever seen, the most compartible couple. Pauline is the nicest woman in the world i think, and she is from the same secondary sch as me... haha. I almost cried at their wedding,which most of my dearest frens did, coz they were telling us of the story of how a black have to convince a chinese family to accept them.I could understand the feeling. Daniel and Pauline is simply the best leaders who had lead me before, wif the kindest heart and the warmest smile, willing to listen to us, and make me fill like a family in the cca. God bless them with a blissful marriage. * we hope to see your little one soon...

After their wedding that Touch centre, the group of us, 20 over people, went to celebrate wei yuan birthday. He had no idea what's gg on, but we juz go to marina square, and we went for pool and archade in our beautiful dresses and shirts. The gers cant play pool, coz we are wearing too low cut. No free show to the guys. Then pamela come to us that she has a plan already, we had weiyuan blindfolded with 2 ties, den lead him to the esplandae, imagine, you are blindfolded and have to walk from marina to esplandae, the steps are plenty. We book 2 sampans, 12 on each boat, den we lead weiyuan on the boat. He was damn touched by pamela's acts. :) after the boat ride at singapore river, we went to have dinner at food court. We had a plan to our part 2

Part 2, we blind fold him again. We lead him to swensen's where we had ordered a cake and book seats for 20 people. He was surprised and we had a great day.

After the celebrations, many people went home, left around 8 of us, in which there at 3 couples. we went loitering around at yishun and everywhere, we even think of going to hotel 21 to rest. Haha, crazy bunch of people, but i enjoyed myself with them. In the end i was too tired that baby and i went to his hse. By the time we reached his house, it was already 2am....

4th Sept, its my dear brother's birthday, he is finally 14 years old. :)

Now its time for my plans for the next few days. TML, 19th sept, is Adel's bdae. I am going to collect my phone later. And hopefully got sales. Ciaoz.... Pictures will be uploaded later

happy 13th mth

WAHHH.... dint noe we are together for 13 mths... Its damn long... But i still love him...

He may b short, he may be a little fat, he may b playful and cheeky, he may behave like a pig at times, but i still love him, coz he treats me damn well, love me all his heart. Yes, dats my baby Alvin.

I m immerized by his smile :)

he is at night cycling recee now... I miss him. Enjoyed dinner at ajisen, i ate so damn alot. Dear muz tc woah, ur hp low batt le... His attachment starts on 4th Sept, n i will b alone for a good 2 mths...

:( i hope i get a job soon enough...

Yipee!

Yes, yipee! I am a happy ger today! I love my mummy... coz, she is a great mum who supports me to study. Mummy treats me breakfast this morning, den we talked abt that ql and plans for future. I showed her my research on the university i want to go in. And she agreed to lend me $70,000 to study in UNLV, dat means i dun nid to have bank loan.

The only thing is, i scare baby wont be happy. My plans are as follow, 20 yr old get dip form ngee ann, 20 to 21 yr old work in service line for 1 yr, den 21 to 23 study in UNLV, den get married, 23 to 33 years old work in IR, den 33 onwards i shall start my career in the real estate. Yup! dats about it... I hope baby can understand, i would tc of my family too...

Exam period

The exam period is coming... Arrgh.... How i wish there is no exams... Haiz, but, although that is the hope of students, it is still unavoidable.

Finished ard 50% of SM, 3/4 of Mcom, starting em tml... Reason being, EM is on the 21st, den mcom den SM. Hope i can do well...

Ytd is an exciting day. went to sch den to kendrick's hse wif baby. Four of us, me, ken, vin n wh studied there. Had a great time wif them, coz they are juz nice pple. However, all these nice atmosphere is put off by me after i receieve an sms from my sis that my cousin ql is at my hse. Well, the story goes like this....

Last yr, i told my mum i wan to start my online store. She saes ok... After she went crusise, she mentioned abt my plan to my aunts n cousins. Haiz. Den that ql came to my mum last week, asking her to help her in the business, where my mum is to make the accersories, and she do the admin work, and she wans 30% of the revenue. OMG! 30%, this is wat she sae to my mum, dint even have negoitiation lor.

I told my mum that she is copying my idea, and 30% is too much to ask for. My mum saes she not coming our hse le, who noes, she still came. I am very angry when i heard of it. My sis told me, dat ql told my mum she coming at 4pm, demand my mum to stay at home to wait for her royal arrival. Haiz... my mum waited till 6pm, and she not feeling well. So, she went to see doc without bringing her hp. Ql came my hse ard 6pm plus, my sis open the door, the first thing she said is ' where is ur mother' how rude can she be.

My sis sae, she is not at home and she dint bring her hp. Dat woman nag n grumbles saying told her to stay n wait for her le... I was still on the phone wif my sis dat time. She demands my sis to sms my mum to inform her. I was thinking, is she deaf or wat, alrd told her, my mum nvr bring her hp, wats the point of smsing her?

My sis gt so pissed n said that' i alrd said, she nvr bring her hp'. Dat woman says' y u speak in such manner? Y u so rude?' Hello, u come my hse, 1st, being late, second, wif such attitude, third, u scold my siblings'. I told my sis, put her on the phone. I practially scolded dat woman like she is worth nothing, and wats more she is a poly grad, behaving worst den a secondary dropout.

After dat she still gt the cheek to stay at my hse n use my com.Wat a thick skinned person....

Spoke to Sarah ytd, she is gg to Shanghai for her OIAP next sem. Invited me to go over den she can bring me ard. Well, i would love to. But i m alrd gg to work in starhub in sept, den try earn as much as i can, to gain my own captial for my online store. Yes, i told her i would go over to shanghai when i m free. Oso i hope to go over there to get my stocks for my online store. I wan to be an business woman! Thx Sarah, for the nice msn conversation ytd...

Dats my story for ytd....

And for today... Went to meet baby had mac for breakfast after i went to see the chinese physican. I had another 6 to 10 acuptures on my feet. Its damn ouch. Another 20 bucks gone in 10 mins. i cant even walk properly now. den we went ssdc to book his driving test date. Had fun eating the roadside stalls like little kids. After which, we went to his hse n i m so tired dat i dozed off for another 3 hrs. Woke up, studied for 30mins and we went dinner at thai express wif his parents at J8.

I enjoyed myself alot. Ok, i shall shun now, to go and revise my sm mcom... Jia you, eileen, and all my fellow frenz....

mood swing

I can sense the time of the mth is gg to be here soon... My mood swing is terrible recently. Had my integrated presentation last thurs, its quite disappointing, except for MR...haiz... nvm...

After the IP, we took claz photo, hee... when changing pose, bifang knock into the balls of karmal... hahaz, wat a joke!

NDP is over. and i believe the ndp motivators realli missed all te time we had spent together and try our best to make the national day the best. Now its time for studies for my upcoming exams.

Bought my eye cream finally, coz cant stand my tired eyes. They realli look dull and tired. well, i had a bad swing wif baby today. He is bad boy today. He went soccer, den mit me in the afternoon, showing me dat stupid n irritating look. Went to slp on his bed when he shower, den he slp too. Had told him i am hungry, but he ignored me. I so pissed dat i went out of his hse n had my lunch-dinner at mac.

Went gg back to his hse, called him to ask if he wans dinner. See, wat a diff. I want to eat he dun let me eat, den i still so kind want to buy for him. Not to mention in the morning i delievered 4 big packets of Nutri tea to his hse myself. sort things out after i arrived at his hse. He said i am the first person to let him feel i concern abt him. Well, i m a gd gf, dats wat many of my gfs had told me, coz they feel i m too good to him.

Went to the chinese physican this morning too. Spent $24 to have needles, ard 10 of them, stick too my feet... Its ouch! hahaz... but i looking for it to heal, so i can wear my heels and can go gym n jogging soon. I shall go jogging tml for 30 mins... Exercise rocks! Jolin's body rocks. She is a beauty!

Time to do mask! byeeee

Tired

It had been a realli realli long time since i last blogged.

Alvin n my first year was on 26st of july. We enjoy ourselves. Although he cant deliver wat he had promised me a year ago, but i believe one day, i will be waiting for dat day to come. :) Gt dat ring we bought, and i gave him a cute tortise, our personalised stamp, our past neoprints laminated and my handmade photo frame. Bought a nice waist belt and a pretty clip. Took our neoprints too!

NDP is fun. Motivators rocks. Primers pple are great. Yes, i meant everything i said. Although the 9th of aug is coming soon, but i realli enjoyed meeting those nice people every sat for our rehearses. The primers pple are realli great pple. They are caring, helpful, interesting and fun-loving. Night cycling is coming soon. Had a nice talk wif pamela. She is a nice princess.

IP is realli stressing. I cant imagine wat will be the outcome of the IP. My grp's response totally suckx, or mayb onli dat impt person. I duno. I m trying my best to do my part. God, i duno wat have i done to deserve this? Haiz...Pls, i nid to do well for my project.

Alvin n i had a big tiff today. He slp the whole day, i spent my time wif him all the while. I duno wat am i doing. To be wif him all the while, doing nth. I hope he understands, he is alrd part of my life alrd, wat he do realli affects me alot.

I realli duno wat is going on in my life. Everything is going haywired. Including my gastric.

Bonding

Its time for everyone of our claz to bond together, work well as a team n class, to do well for our integrated presentation. I hope to be the best of my poly life!

I duno y... i have been struggling hard to do well for my studies, but my grp members are not doing their parts. Its not at all a grp thing. Whatever instructions i give, its not done. I reali cant control or help our team.

Thx dear! i am having a big problem. My gastric problems is not being under control. Had such a bad gastric problems dat resulted me to feel fainting today. Haiz... I have to eat alot a day, yet i dunt have the time to eat and work out. :( I am growing fat. I am trying to get time out to go for gym. But i m so busy. My baby is so guai. He went soccer everyday to shed off his watermelon tummy.

I luv ndp. Its fun. But last week we reached home at 2am. Thx to dear's dad for fetching me home. :)

OMG, my mum is nagging... sianz...

Self-pampering

I luv the gers... Hee, today went gym wif kris, den meet elaine for lunch at Siam kitchen at hougang mall. suppose to go bugis but we feel that hm is better. Went to walk ard, den went to compass point to try the medicure. Mich came to join us, we took the neo print. I saw kok rui, may and aloy... woah... its finally the four returns...

baby is sweet, he realli made the effort to help me edit. muacks... the gers helped me alot on the ideas of getting what can get, but i would be making some changes to it...

Tired

Tired... But Blissful...

Wed went out wif baby... I have no sch, juz the M1 roadshow, so i waited for him to end his claz and we went town tgt. As planned, we had a delicious lunch at taka, the food is cheap n fabulous. Yummy! and we went to art friend, where i bought my little thing for him. After which, we went to PS to Couple lab, to get the couple rings we intended to get for our 1st yr tgt. Both of us wanted to keep it a secret to each other and buy separatly, but due to my finger size and i duno his, we decided to purchase together. Had pasta mania for dinner... Yummy, i declare, PS pasta mania is damn great! mayb except for their banana pizza, which i still thinks tampines do a better job.

Well, its july, where their babies are more than usual. My dad's bdae, baby's bro bdae, our st yr anniversary. I cant believe how much we are gg to spend in this mth sia. But my presents for him, hmmz, shall not mention it here in case he happen to browse it...

Went for the NDP rehearsal today. Finally, i get my pants changed to the correct size, but baby's shirt is still unchanged. haiz... Quite fun today, especially with the fun packs given to us. Saw ben there, when he was on his st. john duty.

He is such a sweetie, to help me carry my bag when i said its heavy to him. However, he is playing dota now. Notti notti. Tml he is gg soccer, and i m gg gym. well, we seriously nid to workout. I wan my weight to go to 40kg. Which means, i think ard 5 to 8kg more to be shed off. Gambatte.

Oh yes, I am finally done with interviewing my sales manager, and cleared my report ytd. Juz sent to baby to get him to edit for me with his power english. Baby, u r great!

Tired

Tired... But Blissful...

Wed went out wif baby... I have no sch, juz the M1 roadshow, so i waited for him to end his claz and we went town tgt. As planned, we had a delicious lunch at taka, the food is cheap n fabulous. Yummy! and we went to art friend, where i bought my little thing for him. After which, we went to PS to Couple lab, to get the couple rings we intended to get for our 1st yr tgt. Both of us wanted to keep it a secret to each other and buy separatly, but due to my finger size and i duno his, we decided to purchase together. Had pasta mania for dinner... Yummy, i declare, PS pasta mania is damn great! mayb except for their banana pizza, which i still thinks tampines do a better job.

Well, its july, where their babies are more than usual. My dad's bdae, baby's father bdae, our st yr anniversary. I cant believe how much we are gg to spend in this mth sia. But my presents for him, hmmz, shall not mention it here in case he happen to browse it...

Went for the NDP rehearsal today. Finally, i get my pants changed to the correct size, but baby's shirt is still unchanged. haiz... Quite fun today, especially with the fun packs given to us. Saw ben there, when he was on his st. john duty.

He is such a sweetie, to help me carry my bag when i said its heavy to him. However, he is playing dota now. Notti notti. Tml he is gg soccer, and i m gg gym. well, we seriously nid to workout. I wan my weight to go to 40kg. Which means, i think ard 5 to 8kg more to be shed off. Gambatte.

Oh yes, I am finally done with interviewing my sales manager, and cleared my report ytd. Juz sent to baby to get him to edit for me with his power english. Baby, u r great!

Happy

Yeah! i finally finish learning the NDP dance... After a day of hard work at baby's hse practising... His mum cooks fabulous food ok? Todayw ent for NDP rehearsal... Not bad... i m not so lost as last week... And i feel dat baby n me are doing better den some of the rest too... hee...

Tml AGM, i hope, things will go well... and looking forward to whose gg to b the new committee...

My dad and mum are crazy... they keep finding faults wif me these two days... simply nth to do i think for the two of them... haiz... hope no more nonsense from them anymore...

Yeah

Yeah! My mummy sae i have slimmed down... I told her, I had been gg gym, and eating well... So slimming down had been my hope.... But its alrd 2 weeks, now den she sae i slimmed down, dat means i will nid to do much more....

Anyway, Frenz.... if u guys see me eat now and den, its not coz i hungry or wat, is coz i have no choice... I have to eat small portions at a time... Due to my gastric problems, i cant eat too much at a time, and i get easily hungry in a short period of time... So forgive me if i were to go out wif u guys and keep harping that i am hungry...

Damn happy today... Went out wif allan, baby and catherine... Allan is alvin's bro, catherine is allan's gf... hee... cool rite... we went for a feast of pratas... at Thomson Plaza. Yummy... Durian prata, ice cream pratas, chicken briyani, mushroom and cheese pratas etc... plus milo dinosaur... Yummy!

Tml no NDP, but gg to practice the dance wif baby... mayb gg gym too... Where is my allowance mummy? Sunday NDP, den monday meeting M1 for meeting, den tues and wed roadshows, thurs is projects day... friday meeting my business managers to interview them, sat NDP and sunday complete SM day...OMG, see how many things are lined up ahead of me...

Baby, Sorry, i do not have time for u... I really dont mean it. And i love u alot...

11tgh mth

celebrated our fantastic 11th mth ytd wif his dad treating us nice dinner... took nice neoprints...

Sad, tml i gg to b damn busi,yet baby is gg out wif some gers... he is rite coz i cant expect him to stay at hm becoz of me :(

Tired

I am very tired.... The FTC exam was totally a disappointment. I studied very hard for it for 2 whole weeks, bring my notes whereever i goes to. Haiz... I dun even study so hard for my sch exams lor...

Another point is, due to this exam, baby and i were selected out of the red sector for the MPs. Well, to him, it was a disappointment, but i am quite happy, coz i would not be restricted wif my actions, and i could still be wif those pple who bring smiles and happiness to all of us...

Praying it would b a nice weather today. Coz i wan go Escape! I wan to relax. Piles of work is drowning me... I have yet to complete my surveys and stuffs... And tml is sch reopen... And 2 weeks lata is the roadshow le... OMG... tired...

Cya... I am gg to start work...

Sad

I was very sad today... baby went out wif Lena today... So sad lor... he actually went out wif his ex gf and left his gf at home alone... :(... I studied my FTC exam things... den try get pple do surveys...

I gt so envy of Lena sia... He actually waited for her, cook spag for her, watch movie wif her, went shopping wif her, wear new clothes when gg out wif her etc... OMG, it was driving me crazy and sad... But, i realise i shldnt get envy... except for the part he waited for her... Coz he had done more for me den wat he had done for her....

Yup... I am driven crazy by the piles of work load. Projects, surveys, data entry, study for exam... Realli gt to thank liling for doing the tvc part on her own. Thx alot ger.

I pray to GOD and all, pls... Let baby and me pass our finacial exam this sat. Juz a pass is enough. Give me the motivation study hard and do my part well. And let adel and her bf patch back... she realli loves him a lot.

Yeah

He is gg to be back... its like... ages to me...

My sprained ankle is killing me... had a hard time crawling myself to sch wif the pain... OMG, how i wish i dun nid to go sch today, but we are meeting M1 at 11 today... Met daphne and we redo our questionnaire again... for the one millionth time... AGAIN!

Stayed in sch from 9 to 6, juz doing the questionnaire, can anyone imagine dat? The 5 of us crack brains n stomping one another... :( But in the whole, the leaders had been fun... we crap and work hard together... putting our heads and brains working together again. :) I juz wanna sae to the leaders: You guys had been really great!

Tml is gg to be meeting again... and training on fieldwork. so when am i gg to get myself to sit down and study? I nid to study... I wan to pass! Help!... Hee...

Working as mascort this sunday again... i hope its gg to be easy? praying... :)

Busi

Busy Busy Busy, Are wat i can saw now... How i hope i could b carefree and living happily like those in the past, without so much worries and problems to settle in a day...

He is coming back tomorrow, but i gotta b busi...

Went to esplanade wif LiLing to do MCOM today, took some pictures for our projects and had lunch in Thai express... I love their tom yum soup, but i think their pineapple rice are way better... The ambience at Marina Centre is great... The food are surprising cheap too...

I had a bad sprain today at the esplanade... Hurt my right ankle, and its damn pain till i want to cry out.. :( Lucky i dint wear heels today...

Wanted to buy some heels and clothes b4 the GSS comes to an end by this weekends. But i think i shld get those only after i lose weight, so that means i have to go gym more often... Yes! more gym sessions please my dear pretty gers... I am loving it, despite of the aches that i m receiving, but the muscles that i can feel with the touch of my hand is great!

Heard from Ben that Daphne isnt happy wif our questionnaire. OMG dat would means more problems and more meetings till we perfect ours... We are lagging so much behind... WORRIED! Other grps are alrd doing their interviews and we are way far from it.

Having FTC exam this week... God, Pls... let me pass.... I nid to pass, to prove to my mum that her efforts and my efforts haven been invail... Pls...

I am tired... But i nid to study, do research, projects and meetings... haiz... I wish i can b a team player instead of a team leader... Meeting tml again, 9am, wif daphne... Cant imagine wat she is gg to tell us again... TB11, buck up...

2 more days

Today is damn fun... Went gym in the morning, to meet up wif my beloved gers... Bbay went KL in the morning, i woke up as early ad 5.30 juz to wake him up... Haiz... Went gym and we had a great time working out. After that we had lunch at Long John Silver. We gers decided to go gym every sunday, as a type of bonding as most of us are very busi. Its great to exercise tgt and can talk craps too, great accompany...

Den i went home slack a while, and went to work as a mascort, saw karmal there... hee... I took over vanessa again. Today is much more fun den the previous time. Easy money. Shall quit gv wif the money i earn today. I will juz pay dem as compensation. Not interested to work anymore.

Missing him... haiz...

The Blackies during the YLD 2006--- Primers



The Pretty Ones during the Young Leaders Day 2006

My Sweetie Boy

Had a terrible moodswing the other days... Had a couple of fights if baby... Esp when dat time he was at escape, i dao him all the way till tampines when he makes me smiles... Sadly, he missed some of his driving classes, my blur sotong... = .... Pigotong... hehe... no wonder...

He will be leaving me for 3 days to KL wif his classmates... I wan to go too... Kim goes to Bangkok, Karmal goes to KL, Liling went to Genting... Haiz... I am stranded in the little island call Singapore...

Since he made me sad ytd and he is leaving tml, he make it the point he pei me today, after his soccer... Thx dear, i realli appreciated. We accomplised a lot of big things that we had been wanting to do, but, we are too busi and too lazy... Great job to us, dear!

Went Thomson Plaza, Doby Dauht, and Esplanade... Had a sweet time wif him... Everything i bought today has 20% discount... haha... my makeup remover and contact lens eyedrop, even my dad's father's day cake from Chocz... Haha...

Talking abt my Father's day cake, i m damn pissed wif my sis. During mother's day, I ask y she ate my cake, she sae coz i haven pay her for it, juz now ask her wan chip in, she sae she buy the mother's day cake le. Come home, she ate the cake i bought for my dad. Its like wat the fuck sia... Wat rights did she have? She refused to pay its alright, i gt a way to get back to her, but, she refused to comply wif the promises she made to me... Stupid sia... wait she noe...

I am gonna miss u a lot.. RMB muz study woah dear....

mOoDsWiNg

mOoDsWiNg is the word to describe wat i m undergoing today... Gt damn serious of it. Last friday was Ms Chen last day... gg to miss her lots.

Went sch today for MRSH lecture on breifing on the fieldwork practices. I was definately pissed wif Dehong n Lijun again. Whatever is their very 'good' reasons they have, i shall find a way to settle wif them. They nvr noe the seriousness of they attendance or wat so ever. Nth seem impt to them sia... My handphone bills is frigging 48 bucks... much higher den my usual 30 bucks onli....

All thanx to them whom i sms everything to all of them, yet none reply or call back at all... these are call IDIOTS... wats the point of carrying a handphone sia... 1) mobility? 2) fashion? i think neither. Y not juz go purchase a 2nd hand hp, den dun subscribe to any hp lines, and bring dat hp ard with u, coz u dun pick up the calls or ans sms wat, wat wats the pt of having a hp when u cant even appreciate its basic functions for serving u? U can save a lot on the mthly subscription fees sia...

Frigging pissed... went to tampines pei kaiyan go her job interview. Saw her daughter, onli they brighten up my day... :)

Had been mugging for my FTC exams... praying hard i can finish as much as possible to get ready for the test on wed... omg, its so stressing...

Addition to it, my Dad is another one who simply add on to my f**king pissed day. I cut my hair ytd, it costs $38 bucks... I told them onli $22 bucks... coz they sure kill me if i sae dat amt... He today sae i waste on cutting hair. I was like," hello, i only cut once or twice a year. u guys cut every mth add together a year total is much more then my expenditure. Wats more i not spending ur money sia." freak him sia... He told my bro in the way dat he dun believe i cut my hair once a year onli... Its like... those who noe me, shld noe i have the habit to keep long hair, so i will keep dem till a length that i get irritated b4 i decides to get rid of dem.

I gt so fed up dat i took out a 50 bucks notes, n slam it on the dining table in front of him, "Nah, this is this mth's hp bills. Happy!" He ask, " den u gt money mah?" i shoot back" of coz gt lar. i dun fail my financial classes. I gt my pay this week. So juz shut up n keep the change."

Dats how pissed i get, when this doesnt bothers u n u keep asking me stupid qn, i gt my way de ok....My dear oso ignored me... Haven seen him for a few days... Gt fed up wif him, coz i tried concerning him, he sae i nag him. Dats great lor... i duno wats gg on wif him. N now so piss i m, he wun even gif a damn of it. :( I feel lost...

Enjoy

Its enjoyment time...

Went sch in the morning for the MRSH meeting... Everything in my mind is mdp mrp...omg... is like ranting on n on... After dat, went to start on the mcom project. Li Ling n i have a great progress... high five sia. We also went to penisula plaza to trim our eyebrows. We went shopping and i spent $80 today, for today. Bought a nice guess wallet dat i have loved to get, since last week, my shiseido eyecurler, masks... Juz these few things $80 bucks... Wanted to get a pair of wedges dat me n liling think its very nice de, $78.90... i want to have it... shall save up again... :)

GSS here, so i shall go buy my prom nite items... shall get permission from my baby first... Went his hse juz now... love him a lot.

My one and one common test

Yeah! the one and only common test was over! Today is full of surprises. Went baby's hse in the morning, was surprised that his whole family was at home. After dat, his bro n parents went out, i tot we were both alone, den his tenant and his god-bro came out of their room. Haha... Surprised us!

Went sch, surprised to see zi wei so early in sch mugging, sat down n studied b4 we made our way to the LT. The paper surprised us again. Freaking hell, i studied so much, and its deemed not so difficult as i tot it would b. majority of wat i learnt appear. The freaking tutor actually tell us to make a questionnaire in the test sia. 10% wat i learnt came out, 90% of craps...

After test, my whole claz stayed back for the MR meeting. Its the whole class. Our first claz thing with full attendance! haha, this is another surprised. After which, we went home. Told them we nid to exit by the atrium, they dun believe, so i followed them to the can 1 gate, it was locked. instead of making a detour, we actually climbed over the gate n make our way out of the sch... OMG, imagine, tb11, 10 of us climing over the gate, we are professional burglers. hahaz. can u believe it? Year 3s doing such funny stuffs.

Went tampines mall, surprised to see the new manager, Amber, she is pretty and gentle. Realli... Supposed to tender my resignation, in the end, i renewed my contract... OMG...

Today is full fo surprises... hopefully tml too...