work has been quite alright...

Ytd after work, went to far east plaza to see that woman who did my hair. She wanted to refuse my idea to redo again, until baby showed up. He is so bravo!

I adores him... He looked damn powerful, like someone who can protect me and help me, someone whom i have been looking for, my boy. So, thx to him, i going back to the shop at 6pm on monday to get dem done.

We love the desserts at the shop call 'Eskimo', YUMMY! Esp the durain chendol.

Went to take neoprint too. Baby looks damn shuai in that. He wore formal for my sake, so i wun feel left out. Saw Faith there also.

Today i changed my seat. I am alright with the work load. Went to New York New York to eat today, love the BBQ ribs, nice! hahaz.

Saw Michelle and Xavier today at AMK hub. Unexpected

Excited!

About my new job tml... I pray dat i get the will to do well, be motivated.

Excited!
About having a new specs. baby paid for its first, so now in all, i owed him $250. Haha, will return u de la baby, i got work leh... Saved 40% on the frames, and another $40 on top of it. Value for money. Comes with multi coated guarantee for a year, and computer lens.

Excited!
About the new show Ninga Turtle and Mr bean, went to watch them today. I just enjoy his accompany with me.

A guy is actually very easy to coax, a good meal after a day is the best for them.

I suspect that maple-sherlin is still buzzing ard my baby. Haiz. Went to charles and keith to buy a pair of heels for my work tml, his mum helped my to choose too, professional view. Lol.

I am looking forward to working alrd, i hope i can perform well, sad that my mum dun allow me to go malaysia with baby tml. Sorry la boy, its not my fault. I love u.

We had swensens today, very yummy, i called for sth dats super chocolaty, i guess i m too afraid of chocolates now.... Baby is happy if he heard it. I have a sinful day. :( fatty me.

SUper duper happy eileen! Haha, happy 20th mth baby. Muackx.

1st happy thing: Rebond my hair. Went to far east to rebond my hair with kaiyan at far east plaza, we sat from 12.30 to 6.30pm. Gosh, full 6 hours. Apart from that, we chatted, slpt for a while when the whole process went through. We had our urgent needs, and i ended up rushing to the toliet with dat towel on my hair. Lucky we are on the 5th floor, if not i will be so embarrassing.

We are lucky, to b done by a handsome young chap. He is not the owner, but he is a generous young guy, with patience. He started with my hair first, and he straightened my hair with much strenght, dat explains y my hair is so flat now. The price is cheap, $98 for 2 treatments, cut and rebond. Dats very cheap, and the service is good.


2nd happy thing: I get to meet my boy, despite him telling me he wanted to treat me New York New York. Sad dat i missed it, but at least i get to see him,coz i dint expect it.

3rd happy thing: Spent $54.20 on a white coat and a black shirt for my work at VERGE, which has 50% off at AMK hub. Cheap deals, the quality is great, value for money, and i get to have 3 people attending to me and giving me good advice, and me trying on many pieces. Great service!

These happy things does beam up my life. Cheers to great service. Urgh, i cant wash my hair tml,so i shall not go out too much tml, i hate oily smelly hair. :(

ArGH, i m broke. Bought Triumph Deep Desire, 50% paid by boy, but tml i gg to rebond my hair wif kaiyan, i paying for her first, plus i need to buy my formal clothes. Gosh, i spent 1k a mth lor. Must really control myself le.

Tml is gg to be our 20th mth, i miss him utterly. Although i just came back... hee, cant blame me, coz i not gg to see him tml n the day after, wed i mayb gg in malaysia wif him, or mayb its Alvin's day. Den thurs i gg work. I am happy, coz he got car on wed to next monday, at least for thurs and fri got pple fetch me to work. Lol... So dependent on him.

His dad is happy, when i show him the POPTEEN mag i bought, on the shoes... Hehe, good job la, eileen.

I have started my second msn account, since like 8 years ago when i first started to use computer. Reason? Some pple says my current email add got my name alrd, good enuf for business purpose, however, it is also filled with junks. I want somethings dats totally new, for my new step into the world. Therefore, from today onwards, official things will be to the other msn account. Hehe.

Dang Dang.... I m 70% recovered from the flu virus. My family pple had seen me wif the tissue papers in my nose, blowing, sneezing like no tml.

Dint meet baby today, turn down my gym appointment wif kristen, as i woke up at 10am, felt tired and went back to slp, finally wake at 1pm... Damn pig, den felt my head giddy and very heavy.

I had been a good ger, drink orange and carrot juice, eating peach bread.

Shall go gym later.

Mummies are the greatest in the world. I see kaiyan save n scrimp for her daughter.

I have decided to join NDP, shall go sch tml for it. Sian la, this yr hold at NP. I m happy, coz i got my plans inline. But afriad i do not have much time for baby. Sorry boy.

My Plans for the coming days before next thursday:
- NDP tml
- Sunday go far east check for rebonding salon
- Monday interview at changi cargo
- Tues rebond hair cum shopping day
- Wed alvin day
- Thurs, start work.

You Are Medium Maintenance

You aren't as hard to deal with as some girls But you aren't the most laid back chick either You're easy to deal with 90% of the time, but watch out for that 10%! If the guy you are with has good intentions, then calm down a little But if he's really screwing up, don't waste your breath - move on :-)

Are You High Maintenance?

I want to cut off my nose.... Had been behaving like a loose tap, running freely. I am feeling tired with this sickness. :(

perservance

I will work hard, not to let down the other two persons in the company who wans to engage me, and let the one who do not look up on me to regret her decicions.

Got the job at SBF, being an admin officer, but my pay is freaking low, ard O level student standard. But i feel, as a beginner, and first timer in this industry, i will just swallow it first, for only 1 month mah.

Going to buy a pair of heels for work, den think of wat office wear i have. Have to wear formal...

happy ger today, i spend $21 on eyebrow trimming, actual price $52. Nice eyebrow shaping. Shall rebond my hair next week, with kaiyan. Hopefully she can do it. Going gym tml, if its not raining later, i go for a jog. I need to slim down a little to fit in to some of the office wear.

Baby is in malaysia again. :( Boo!

I will start work next thurs...

Considering

I am sorry for even thinking abt breaking up. I love u, but u hurt me oso. :(

I dressed up nicely today, giving boy n his family a shock. His dad asked me why i have a wrist guard on my wrist. Boy is gulity of his crimes, hahaz.

I m considering of going SBF for temp work, den change to perm. Freak, my laptop is crashing on me soon..

I m a happy ger ytd, bought a new bag. Happy.

Need a new job soon. Coz daddy is super nosiy these days.

I think quite true for this, however, dat was b4 i get to know my boy. After knowing him, i lose my bold n daring side, i m more tone down. I am also more of being a dreamer alrd, coz he is also not very realistic.

What Your Hands Say About You

You are logical, analytical, and rational. You have good verbal skills. Bold and daring, you're not afraid to change your life if you think it needs an overhaul. Practical and down to earth, you're a doer not a dreamer. You rather get something done than think about it all day. Your emotions tend to be relaxed and uncomplicated. You don't read too much into things.

What Do Your Hands Say About You?

stand on my own feet at the same location, when i fell.

Thanks to the Aunty May who commented to boy dat i m a pretty ger if i doll up, i might consider going for a make over!

Happy birthday gor!

Other den dat, i must really say, my good day was a little damaged by boy.

I reached the chalet, and he is playing mahjong. 1st he say dat i tap his shoulders n head, causing him to lose the games, when he alrd had bad luck since the night before.

We went to play pool. I told dem dat i duno how to play, coz i really dint play pool for 3 years le, it was after my break up with royston, dat i dint play at all le. But i gave a try. They were amazed by some ways i play. Pls lah, if i really duno how to play, i sure duno how to position my hand la. The games was ok :)

Den we went roller blades, i dint wan to try on de, coz 2 years ago i tried wif xav n mich, i ended up falling on my butt before standing up, bad experience.

I curb my phobia by giving it a try again. I stand up without falling. Allan is a clever boy man, he can do skating well even when its his first try. However, me unlucky stupid ger, got scolded by my boy. Even after numerous attempts, i still couldnt get the hang of it.

At least I tried again, and gain some confidence in moving quite a distance. Dat boy keep saying me. I told him i dun wan to play le, coz i was alrd feeling back ache. I mean BACKACHE, not strains on the back. I duno if he understands the difference.

He scolded me for giving up. I dint wan to give up too. My fear, my aches on my back, my knees, my wrists... I tried my best. But to him, i m still a useless woman, who dun give a damn in trying once i fell down once.

So i proved to him, by skating, and falling. I fell, and i stand on my own feet myself. He tried to help me, i shouted, " u get lost!" Since u dun belief wat i had said, so y bother to help me? I skated a bit, and tried my best, fell 3 to 4 times, he tried to tell me wat to do, i shouted " u shut up" and i cover my ears.

I dun wan to hear, y should i, when u dun listen to me?

Mayb u meant good, wanting me to do the best i can, not knowing i have alrd tried my best le.

Allan n ur cousin heard our quarrels, i noe their face changes, but so what? Things have been different, if u attempt to understand my tryings.

My heart closes on u, i duno y. I teared on the bus back. I tried to understand u, by letting u skate wif ur cousin instead of sending me home, even if u really rmb dat u promised to send me home today.

I duno wat to tell u. Feel emo today. Sorry wh n ken, cant go ice skate wif u guys tml, coz i dun feel like. I think i will be gg for more skates again tml, instead of gg to the physican, coz i think its just my past injuries relapse only. Whatever. I m the type of ger, who will try to stand on my own feet at the same location, when i fell.

I have a phobia, of driving go kart. Baby, pls understand, twice, i almost flipped the car, and ur car accident, make me scared, my phobia.

I enjoyed today, going escape wif boy and his cousin. Den had barbeuce, i dint eat much of the food, coz very oily....

Dint exercise today, hopefully i have chance tml.

I aim to be a perfectionist!

Dying from my fats, i scare i will get depression again. I must motivate myself to work harder, stop finding excuses not to exercise, and stop planning for occasions and reasons to indulge in high calories food, like i did ytd.

I wan a curvvy figure... 33C, 22cm, 26cm... I hope i can achieve dat.

I need to remove my spare tyres, fat arms and giant tighs... Hopefully before i start work, i get a 42kg weight back. 8kg to shed. Shall go gym tml then. den to Escape.

Wonders

I wonder when will i get my job?
Should i study at Murdoch University?
Should i join NDP 2007?

So many wonders, and questions, but i duno when will i get my answer.

Spent lots of money today at compass point, went to meet Shu Ling and radience they all...

Gg Escape with baby and his cousins tml.. I need some fun!

Urgh, I M FAT!!! I think my weight shot up to 50kg alrd. I had been eating, eating, eating and eating. Dint exercise for ages, and had been slacking like crazy.

I need to cut down on the food i m eating... Had fish n co at glass house today, was yummy, with loads of lemon butter sauce, spend abt $177 for 7 person, which baby paid.

Play archade, and i checked my account balance, suppose to return boy the money for that KL trip.

Dad had been crazy, asking me abt my job everyday, its like, hello, i worked 6 days full time straight, den rushed to KL, den just back for 1 day only. Even if i apply, waiting for interview and before getting employed will need time too. Gosh, he is brainless at times. He spolit my perfect mood.

Baby's hse is gg thru renovating, finally, the brothers are getting a room to their own, no longer sharing with their parents, as the tenant moved out. I m looking forward to the good times then.

I m tired, duno y, pimples had been popping like siao, i think i need to detox soon.

Life is about learning new things... I learnt from the KL trip, that relationships are not just about love, or not some people, being together everyday or having sex.

Well, whether or not we did whatever, its none of others business, but on actual fact, most people say, long term rs requires close physical rs.

Looking at Ken n WH, when spending our room together in KL, i see the bond, and understanding between them, its amazing that they stayed tgt since secondary 4, feel with envy*.

I love him, really, even if at times we dun have feelings for each other, but our memories, when thought of, brings back fond memories and nice feelings, everything is better again.

Happy + Disappointed

What does it mean?
I am a happy ger, to enjoy indulging in my baby's arms every night during the trip in KL, enjoying his hugs and kisses, caring and handsome smile... I love him, coz he tolerate with my anger, bad temperness, as period had not arrive, and after arrival. We had numerous of quarrels, he tried to talk sense to me, yet i m very stubborn. Sorry boy,thx for the pretty gifts.

Baby bought for me a belt. a hello kitty coin purse, Kate eyeliner (why malaysia got Kate and we dun have???), top. I love them all! Even though i so much wanted to buy bags, but i feel nth is worth the price stated or the qualtiy is not up to my standard.

We stayed at Ferderal Hotel, its a damn nice hotel, comfy bed for up to 3 pillows, can accomdate 4 people, cool yeah! Had buffet breakfast for the first day, den check in and slp, as we arrived at KL at 5am in the morning. After dat we go jalan, but only bought a top. The place that sold the top sold some fake nails, with pretty designs, and its just stick on, no glue required. Its called click now if i rmb correctly.

Second day we went for a swim in the hotel, while waiting for those two giants to arrive. After which we went to shop, walk almost the whole day, boy bought 2 shirts for himself. At night, except wh, all of uswere hyper, so we went down to Quick and Easy store (7-11 there), to buy some food. Ken ended up getting drunk, and we fell aslp after a few round of dai di.

3rd day, my period came, so we couldnt swim n rollar skates. We went shopping, while ken n wh went to another mall to get a jacket. for 3 days, we had been eating the KFC, the chicken are very tender and nice, wh loves the bread alot, so we ended up buying 10 breads for her to eat on the train (she sat on the breads when on train).

We surf the internet cafe, to know our results. Well, not so bad.

CURRENT SEMESTER GRADE POINT AVERAGE: 3.0417
RESULT: PASSED AND COMPLETED THE DIPLOMA COURSE
GRADUATING GPA: 2.4478

I got my AD for IB only. Alright la... Was hoping to get the book prize award. 4 Bs and 2 Cs. Was utterly disappointed with myself for SMM and BPC for the B, but surprised for the BB's C, i was thinking i would get a D.

Like wat Faith had said, unless we get a GPA of 3.5 and above, its relatively hard for us to get in to the local uni, mayb working and be a tai tai will be my life? Baby, u sees it? Haha. I am happy to hit the GPA of 3, but disappointed with myself for not doing better in overall. :(

R.I.P my dear catcus. This pretty catcus was given to me by my baby during 2007 vdae. But i duno y, i just went for KL for 4 days, and it died. It became soggy and slimmy alrd. Sorry baby, its not my fault, i think its the ants that attacked this defenseless plant.

Much thx to all my fellow great frenz... esp to Faith, Mildred, Huiping, Adelaide etc... U guys had been a great help to advicing me to my decision. I believe in my 1st instinct, and those great frenz common opinions.

Baby asked his dad too, like most of u had told me, mayb i should take up the 2 mths job, take it as my 1st marketing job, better den nth on my resume dats related to marketing. I can always find sth better in future, the grass is greener on the other side. As a perm job, pay is an important too.

Jia you!

I shall tell adele my decision tml.

Excited...

Gosh, i m only ard 24 hrs away, to the KL trip. cant explain my excitment. Was out to sch for the NP BB primers AGM, this yr combined wif Tri Elite, T&F and Fencing...

The AGM was a success, but sad Mr Edmund no longer our advisor. It time for us to step down too. Was talking to Daniel n Jabin about bf n frenz who are gg NS soon, yet interested to join the NDP 2007, shall ait for their news soon, after we r back from KL. Jabin was asking bf n me to b trainers for the motivators, but i think not really nice, coz got some pple they are more senior den us. Shall consider?

Many have given me comments to work for the 2 mths temp, one said to go for the full time... I admit the temp would definately give me more time to go for the NDP... Hai, which decision should i make?

Nvm, everything shall be settled after i come back from KL? Loves, and excited. Shall update 4 days later!

Dilenma

I m thinking... Whether i should wait for the rest to reply me, or go for the temp 2 mths marketing executive? Gosh, i m spoilt for decisions to be made.

My results will be released in a few days time, and i will be away in KL. think i shall go to one of the lan shop there to see my results. Praying hard, that i can pass, and with flying colours, this is my last sem please!

Dear Lord, please help me to excel, and give me the strength to carry on, Amen.

Baby is sweet to accompany me to Bugis to meet Adele. Glad that i had spoken my mind about my concern to the company's image, regarding Jeslyn. Serene and me realli loves to see that bitch gets a clearer picture of the situation, and of the damages she had done.

Gor and his gf quarrel today. She smsed me as early as 8am, when i was sound in bed. I duno the current situation. I realli hope they can be better.

Elain n jeff broke up le. I duno if this is good or not, mayb for us gers, we had been hoping they would break, but i still feel, its their issue tosettle themselves, Elaine's rs had been controlled by us numerous of times, i hope this time she will b mature enuf to make her own real decisive decision.

Enuf of those sad things, i hope our KL trip will be a success. I had been quarrelling wif baby these 2 days too. Hope things will be better.

Offically 3 days away to the KL trip!

Treasure the ones in front of u. I love u baby. Sorri for our quarrel today. I was a bit heated. Sadly to say, dats my habit, but hor, i will try to change, since i have changed so much for u, i believe i had did so much for u. Muackx.

Went to Golden Mill today... To book coach tickets, instead of taking train. I love him, looking forward to the trip, wif 2 couples. Baby will be paying for me 1st, den i return him after i get my pay.

After watching my show, i shall start a little bit of packing...

Yippee.... My 6 days promotions are over... Quite good pay for just 6 days, but the working hrs are freaking long... But i m very happy, to know friends like Sher, Serene, Jay Loyd, Shu Ling, Michelle, Fred, thx guys for the nice 6 days...

We may belong to different brands, but we help each other, to provide the best for the customers needs. :) Its fun, rewarding, and enjoyable. I going some trial lenses for BL and Acu... Shall get from CV soon. These names are actually in short forms, to prevent some problems.

I am going to meet Ade tml, a freshkon person, for duno wat. She called me to meet her tml. Lol.

Baby, me, Ken n Wh planning to go for a short 4 day getaway to KL. I hope it will be a safe n nice journey. Muackx baby, cant wait.

Working n working = super tired.

Baby, thx for coming all the way down from sch to tm to fetch me to thomson for prata. We saw Sherman n clara, and some other NP pple there on our way back.

Tonight roads are filled with white tigers, 2 on TPE and 2 on SLE, at ard 10am? Dats far too early. Hahaz. Lucky baby was driving on the safe mode.

My work sux today, i feel i m just wasting time. Tml is better, y? Coz my customers are coming down tml to collect their stocks. I hope to do better tml.

I need a FT job soon... Praying hard.

Happy

I m so glad i took up this time's roadshow, instead of backing out n wander about wif baby....

I enjoyed getting pampered, having boy to buy dinners for me (which usually becomes my suppers), and him driving me home. Thx dear, u r very sweet.

I enjoyed earning close to $300 in 3 days, hopefully i will do better for my next 3 days alone, hitting targets. Praying hard... I wan to earn another $300 to get my new digi cam...

Dear, love u. I know ur relatives have been asking u about us, but u know dat i feel that it is far too early for us to get married, further more u have not had ur NS, mayb after ur NS den we see how ok? Muackx

Excitment

Loves... My current life. But good things will comes an end tml. I am starting my 6 days work tml, until next wed, meaning no more shopping...

I love him. Thx for the treat of dinner at Swensens, love the banana crumpler, ice mocha, and curry bake rice... Yummy, especially with someone i love so much.

Went to United Square after going to some govt company there, and velocity, coz boy needs to settle sth for his business.

I bought my sunscreen and bio essence deep exolifying gel. Had been wanting these items. Happy girl.

Baby bought a new game, and his maple cards. He is oso a happy guy.

Tml starts work, Eileen, do ur best woah, earn the commission.

The sad thing i heard today, is abt a ger, her abortion... haiz... Its ur decision, its ur boy's fault for not being responsible, and u not being sensible. However, wats done is done, do justice to your daughter. No one will understand the pain of a mother losing their child, Kaiyan, i finally understand the pain u had twice.

I love you.

Special Day

Today is a very happy day... Baby n i fulfilled our wishes... I feel lonely without u, nvr enuf time wif u...

I think i have enuf exercise today, i shall go gym tml though. I need to work out, to achieve the curvy figure i had 3 yrs ago. Tml mummy gg to work, no one to nag me again.

Valerie's issue is making me sad, another ger going for abortion. Haiz.

Time is alway not rite, his dad gg to bangkok for 5 days, yet i m not going to have time to pei baby, coz of work. I noe i m gg to lose him soon, if he is gg to malaysia after his dad is back, den i m being left alone again.

Argh, i dun like it, but i need to work, coz i need $, to go overseas to play. Baby, pls bear wif it...

I love u.

The perfect

Waiting... is what i have been doing...
Lazing... is my current hobby....
Munching... is my favourite pastime

Life has been good for me today, behaving like a pig in this gold pig year, eat, sleep, play... Hahaz... Well, my good life only comes in the evening, when my boy comes out from malaysia.

Waited for him from 8am to 6pm, after which the boy called to tell me he is back but stranded in Bukit Merah, coz he refuses to go in to malaysia again...

Meet him, wif kendrick n wh... Got dem to come down to AMK Hub. Ken claimed dat it is boring, coz mostly are ladies stuffs? Four of us had subway for dinner, great fill for fast food. Talked about how we have, and our plans to go to malaysia in April... However, lets hope i can have some off days? Hahaz...

We went to archade to play a while, den walked to baby's hse to catch " Angels Of Mission", we watched le den go home. During commercials, ken n wh keep distrubing the poor hamsters of baby's bro. lol. I m timid towards rats, and hamesters...

Missing my baby... Melts my heart when i recall his slping look on my lap ytd on his dad's car, so shuai! First the 1st time in 19 months den i realised my boy can b so handsome.

Gosh, tml plans? Wat can i do... Mayb shall meet up wif kaiyan, n her daughter jorin for a swim? See how bahx. Sori boy,i hope to stay over at ur hse tonight, but cant. Love u alot alot. Thank God, for giving you, in my life!

Happy 19th mth

Forgetting today is the 26th... until baby told me it it 26th today. Happy 19th mth. Love ya.

No contribution in the morning, just slacked, and waited for the stupid mattress to b delivered, my dad ordered a new king koll mattress for themselves. Waited from 10am to 2pm, freaking hell long la. But nvm...

Was in time to go pei boy, den we go for a business seminar. We dint go gym today, coz too late le. The seminar is held at mediacorp, had a great session there, with all the big bosses of SMEs. Thx uncle for giving me an apportunity.

Shall go for the talk by the NTU lecturer next sat... hope to learn more...

Mayb

Maybe she is the only ger i ever seen, who is so strong in facing setbacks... This nice ger was my polymate, someone who leave a deep impression in me.

Mayb I will never meet another boy, who love me dat much as him. He dotes me n understands me, caring for me even if i cut a little bit of my finger, this boy is my treasure boyfriend.

Mayb i will nvr meet frenz like, adelaide, mich,kris, elaine, peijin, huiping, mildred... All those frenz alrd me, are my ger treasures...

Mayb i will nvr meet such understanding guy frenz, like Derrick n Royston... The frenz who are my sisters and understands me, giving me consultation when i need...

Mayb i will nvr meet such good family again, my cute sister, and cool brother, nice parents who supports me...

Life is about treasuring the treasures ard u, as many people tend to walk past n ignore, without knowing the best is actually just around u. This is what i enlightened, this year. I may b late, but its better den nvr.

Baby's 20th Birthday

I hope u r happy... Sent him a special email ytd night....

Went to interview in the morning, den went to buy my sunscreen lotion at bugis, den to AMK emicake collect that birthday boy's cake. Den went his hse, den go lunch, n to movie with his parents, "Portege". hahahz... 1st time, but nice. Den had dinner at ECP and went his hse cut cake. Busy yet fulfilling day.

I hope dat interview I had today will go through. I want to work soon. God, please help me!

Tml my cousins coming in, but i wan to accompany my boy. Time is nvr enuf for us... I need a stable job soon.

Wonders.....

I wonder:

What did i do to deserve such a good boyfriend?
What did i do to deserve such a nice bunch of friends?
What did i do to get such good treatment from everyone?

I am happy today. Got interview with Metro, supposedly to be a supervisor, the HR asked me a position to b an admin merchandiser! Haha, i hope i can get the job?

Tml going for interview with SBF, second interview. Now i m stuck, with the option of Metro or SBF? Hahaz... see how bahx...

Tml my baby's bdae, today went to watch movie with him n his mum, so we went to bishan n watch " Just follow Rules". I learnt sth today, I m no longer a student, i m stepping out into the society, so I have to wake up n be responsible with watever i m saying, a SORRY will not work anymore!

Baby says, he is touched with my preparation for his bdae, i will make it the best for him, coz i had sacrifise my slping time during exams period to do preparation n research leh... Hahaz...

I shall go bugis to buy the sunkiller lotion, i need to prevent more freckles.

Busi busi... preparation for the big day for him....

Lucky Ger

Tell me, Eileen u r a lucky ger! Haha, yes i m. i realise how lucky i m to have such great frenz ard...

Went to bai nian wif kristen, mich and peijin. The year dat all of us are attached. Went to bai nian den we went to kbox. I was late when meeting dem. Kbox was fun, went to amk one, and enjoyed ourselves. Sang wif our horrible voices... Sang songs like 'Frenz'... We enjoyed ourselves, thx gers, u pple r great!

Rushed to baby's hse for dinner, and noe some of his secrets from his mum when he is young. His bro called me regarding his bdae this friday, sorri allan, cant help u. But i think ur bro will understand de la...

Tml interview, hope I can do well. :) Praying hard.

Learning Lessons

Ytd was fun! Saw my cousin's son. My uncle is soooo fortunate, his daughter n daughter in law gave birth in the same mth... Lol. My little newphew is sooo cute, wif so much hair. My grandfather's next successor.

After dat went to baby's grandparents hse. Got so many ang baos, his relatives are sooo many. But there is th his uncle joke abt dat i dun realli like, "u every year change one ar?"

Today go out wif baby again. I cried, coz his dad wants him to go him to malaysia. :( i wan to pei him. His bdae is coming, n i nid to do preparations. I miss u baby. I noe ur problems, and ur wishes, but ur dad just dun allow. Forgive me, if ur dad dun like wat i would say, but dats me, and u noe my character.

Tml going to find the gers, den thurs interview, fri interview n baby's bdae... My week is packed. I wan a job soon! Think i will go jogging tml, or gym in the morning before pei the gers, too sad elaine got revision class tml, jia you ger, hope u do well for ur exams!

Loves

Its Chinese New Year! A joyous occasion where people goes visiting, unmarried getting their bonus. I am so engrossed in collecting my ang baos, i think i wouldnt wan to get married so early, coz cny is a gd time to get ang baos... Hehe

Wake at 8.30am today, dress and make up, den went to the temple at Bishan to pray to my grandparents. Saw Joel there, my Tb11 polymate. The guy whom I got misunderstanding about him, but he is a nice chap after all, better den some guys dat i met b4...

Den we go back to Hougang to my aunt's house. Reached there first, den slowly people came n stuffs. I wonder something, y my cousin keep looking at me? Did i change dat much? Lol, dat cousin is a guy la... My aunts got amused wif the heels i am wearing, bought by my baby. My cousins were so shocked dat i will wear such sexy heels. hahaz, mum will kill me if she noes my heels is 5 inches high!

Everyone keep asking us today, " Where is ur mum?" Den the 3 of us will answer, " Thailand..." They will ask, " Go alone? For wat?" Those nvr ending qns abt my mum. Isnt the tension good dat she is not ard? Lol.

Tml we are going to my mum's side. Den thur to my gers' houses, annual affair. Baby's granny asked me over for dinner. I duno if i shld, coz catherine is going in the afternoon, den if i go in the nite, like super out of place? Baby says there is alot people ard for ang baos, i was like, " dear, i m not married to u yet?" I assume his granny tot we r married alrd, coz i always go over their hse for dinner, or go out wif dem. Haiz... see how bahx.I rather go wif catherine... so i wun feel so out of plce, being the only gf there...

I am enjoying my unmarried life.... But wif a nice boy to love me, i believe is alot more den i love him. Miss u dear, hope to see u tml. Argh to my pimples, popping like bean sprouts, growing fast!

Missing u

The horscope states that my lucky number would be number 9, my lucky color will be white, and my important people is those whose zodic signs are monkey and horse... Haha, my bro and my mum!

And its a good year for me to invest in property, but i have to avoid kuo she zi zhan ( tongue slashing fights), and dun be too chiang cuo tuo (outstanding).... Point taken here, so i wun forget... hehe...

Baby, I miss u alot... life suddenly seem so meaningless... Watching Magic kitchen, and the person says abt the story of frog and scorpion, that one's habit will be hard to change. And finding someone u love, is hard, but when u found him, treasure him.

There are many people out there, still looking for the one they love, and find bliss. To me, bliss is around me, just by having so many pple who cares ard me.

My wish for the new year, will be everyone to have good health, and i get good results and a great job. :) I love him.

Happy New Year

Happy New Year everyone.... Pig pig year... Dear, u r pigotong woah. Haha!

Miss u loads... Went to buy a bag for new year, and a clip for myself. Went shopping wif my sis, fun. But dint see boy today.

Did spring cleaning for my wardrobe... got 5 dresses, 3 tops, 4 jackets are new.... bought within 3 months, my shoes have 1 shoe, 2 slippers, 4 heels,4 boots... Gosh! i only have a pair of leg woah. Actualli, out of which 2 heels, 2 dresses, 3 jackets, 2 bags and a pair of shoes are bought by my baby over the last 6 months... Imagine how much he spent on me...

I wan his bdae to be the best for him. He asked me if i can go in malaysia tml or sth, hahaz, i need my bonus leh... Lol. He say his parents wan to show others that i m his gf... Like, dotz! I m not yet married to u, and we are still far from it.

Mummy has gone to thailand alrd... Ytd coz wan to accompany her, dint go n pei Ray, for her 21st bdae. She invited me and Yvonne to Music Underground. Haiz... Sorry ger, i told Yvonne next time we will go club after this week, hopefully Ray can make it...

This thurs I got bai nian wif my secondary school gers, den i wan to go shopping wif Mildred and huiping... hahaz 3 groups of gers... Miss u guys loads, hope to catch up soon.

EXCITED!!!

Tell me about it, I am due to graduate soon... Had my final paper today, 9am to 11am, Buyer's Behavior. Freaking stupid paper, which i m bound to fail, but unlikely to fail overall. Stunned at the paper during the reading time, and crap myself through. Hopefully a C... No D please...

Went to AMK Hub to find sth for my baby's bdae, my toes hurt from the freaking heels... And gt a call from boy, dat he is back from malaysia, so got him to meet me...

Waited for dat nice boy for 1 hr, I showed him bad attitude, making him sad. I was like," do u noe how long i waited? Its freaking hot here, and my toes hurt from the walking while waiting.."

We comb the shoe shops in AMK Hub and a bit in the neighbouring shops, finally i bought a nice slippers from Shoe *, and a pair of sexy dolly heels from Mondo.

The heels my baby pay for me, hee, coz i feel i dun realli see the need for me to get this heels, as is just too classy and pretty for my ugly foot. He insisted...

Dear I love u... Sorry for my attitude, i m very tired, and the papers getting screwed up makes me feel sad, and the weather makes me uncomfortable...Dun worry, u r my baby...

I am happy.... So happy... Got an interview on the 21st and on 23rd. Sorry boy, 23rd ur bdae, i noe, let me just go there for 2 hrs isit ok? I will be there to love u after dat. Hee... Wish me luck... Coz the 23rd interview is my second interview...

Argh, I miss Mildred and Huiping....

Excited!!!

Oh man, i hate it when i cant get to u when i wan to, coz i so much relied on u...

Primers adventure camp, should i go? Its the freaking $20 for 4 days wif tons of activities, sounds nice, but $20 is just the application fees, yet to add in the additional cost we might incur on our own? And i m freaking broke this mth, though some might tell me its CNY, y m i still broke? Coz my dearest's bday is this mth!

I bought that tamagotchi is supposed to be part of his bday presents... there will b more surpises, tml i shall go do the preparations, hope u dun come back so early? Though i half wished to go out n celebrate wif u, coz IT'S THE LAST PAPER TML!

SMM is surprisingly manageable, even though its 7chapters to study in less den 12 hrs, and could b easy if i got more time to study, apparently dat RM took up 100% of my time after the ib paper for me to prepare.

Freak, there goes my AD for SMM, i hope not, probably an A?

Tml is BB, saw Dehong in sch today, and he was telling me how he dread failing BB, coz Mr Yow dun like him. Well, no choice... I hope Mr Yow can gimme full marks for the 25% project, or mayb 22%, hahaz, fat hope! Den mayb a 10% out of 15% for my participation, my individual is alrd 6.1% out of 10%... Doing the maths, dat would mean that i still need 23.8 marks out of 100 for tml paper to pass! BUT to get my dear AD, I need 86 marks out of 100!!! Tell me, how to get?

Work hard... Perserve... Its just the last paper tml, AND I WILL BE FINALLY OUT OF THE POLYTECHNIC! After the 3 yrs of hardship.... I finally noe what is call studying...

Studying is not abt dead memorising.... But for u to read and understand, apply and u can recap what u have read before.... Only got enlightened at this finally exam period, but its better than achieving nothing from my 13 years of education. Good luck to myself... to strive for it, coz its now, or never!

Valentine's day

Happy Valentine Day to baby!

Thx for the nice lil pot of catcus u gave me. Pple in sch and on the street will b holding to flowers, yet u gave me sth special, sth beyond my expectations, and understanding me deeply --> the catcus do not require much care, so i can slack, dun nid to give so much care to it...

Lol... Although it was just a mere 3 hr of vdae dinner wif u at Thai Express, thx for making the effort to Q in dat ultra long waiting pple while waiting for me to come....

I had celebrated vdae wf my Retail Management coursemates, sitting for a paper dat seemed endless, and super tough! Well, wats over is over, shal put it behind me, and wait for the results in March, now i m revising my SMM, which will b due at 9am in ard 4 hrs time...

Gosh! Although i had revised b4, but my STM is taking on me... Slpt from 12 to 3am just now, woke n bathe till 4am, den just started revising! I want to get AD for this module, coz i calculated, I m alrd getting ard 45% of my results le, so to get the AD, which is 90 to 100 mark, i am ard 70 marks, which is not very difficult, if i study hard...

Still have 2 more chapts to my completion of my 1st round of revision... but going out soon, going sch to mug... Good luck to me, and God Bless me...

Ultra Stress + Overdose of Cafferine + Maths + Insufficient sleep = Super headache

This formula is wat i m feeling now...

Its valentine day tml, and i m going to spend my bdae wif my dearest RM coursemates! Finally, i understand the RM calculations, left the concepts... I hope i can get AD for RM oso.

Baby wished me to get AD oso, thx, i will do well wif ur blessing. I m tired, but baby say, I should work hard, for the last 100m away.

Love u boy....

Tell me to Love u, n i will

Haiz... my boy its gg in malaysia today, but he will b back by wednesday...

Today had my 1st paper, IB, manageable, hope can do well n achieve my target! The whole day is ok, until we went to see Mrs Koh, poor mildred kena her saliva splashed over her face!

" Did you guys study? Do u know ur exams are less than 48 hours away?"

Lol, she is a woman, whom I see in my 20 years, and 13 years of education, the 1st teacher who teach students by scolding, and teaching me like my mum does...

Got my results for SMM project 2, 80%, not bad la... at least an A, though i hope for more... Hee, not satisfied wif my current situation, therefore I need to work hard, for my RM, SMM n BB....

Gonna miss u boy, badly. My heart went down after hearing u say u r gg in, though i noe u will go in, but my heart do not want to accept the fact. Miss u!

Thx adel, for the nice creative christmas present, of the shell... Uploadin pictures some other days to b in memories of this nice present.

Thx to catherine, for the two bracelet u gave me... :) though dint noe u well, but u r a sweet ger.

Studying soon le... or mayb i going to slp, and prepare for battle. Duno if i should go see Mrs Koh tml or not, but i shall see again, coz eileen is very tired after the IB paper... God bless me, for my RM paper, I need to get my A, which is tons much harder den IB.... Bless me!

Study Study

I love to study wif Huiping n Mildred! Went to sch n study wif them on sat, den at KAP today!

We had fun, gossiping, giving each other summaries on topics, which part we have to take note on and learn better wif each other companisonship.

I want to score AD for all my modules, yes, i will do it. Baby is nice to pei me, although he was dotaing beside me. We bought tamagotic, haha, childish? Its my idea, our couple little pets, can infra n play games!

Sad, he is gg to malaysia tml, but he is coming back on vdae. I m happy coz at least gt huping n mildred to accompany me until after wed, due to RM oso.

We shall work hard, and we are going to have retail therapy after dat. I love to have frenz like them, make my life filled wif colours other den my Baby.

Good luck for my papers: IB, RM, SMM, BB...

Envy

I was talking to gracie about her newly put on red braces for cny, i m so envy of her!

Talking about braces, many of my frenz had been asking me the same qn:" have u tot of putting on braces to make ur smile more beautiful?"

And my answer to them is," I am very interested, but i have many restrictions"

Yes, my restrictions are, my parents disapproval, my family doctor disapproval, my jaw being short, so have to undergo surgery b4 i can put braces ( if not no diff oso), no spare cash, unwilling to wait n queue for my turn.... and so on. My baby did not like the idea of me putting on braces too, dats our lil secret.

But, recently my upper gums had been hurting. Mummy says is coz heaty, but i say its coz the food i ate hurt my teeth n gum. I need braces soon, i have been having unhealthy gums for 9 years alrd!

Gracie says she went private, costing her a mere 4k, excluding follow up consultation fees, and she gt to have it put on straight away! This news excites me, therefore, i have to find my job, work hard and save 5k to put on the braces!

I m envy of baby, for finishing his report, FINALLY! after me bugging him for days to bring me to town, he is finally done wif it! But, i have to start mugging seriously!

Oh ya, talking abt it, Happy 21st Birthday to Sarah, and welcome back to Singapore from ur attachment!

I am gg to mug in sch tml wif Mildred and Huiping, study my IB, and a bit of RM... Jia you bahx.... nite nite.

Brain Block

Study IB is supposedly to b fun, but i ended up trying to memorise it... OMG, can my brain cells just release itself from the tension, n just read the stupid book like a story book? Dat will be easier for me...

Had my 1st offical interview in my life, wif SBF, nice pple, had a panel interview, for an hr long. I bet the other candidates will be thinking, what the hell did i do inside? lol, they ask almost every qn about me! I feel so bare in front of them now.

I love him, for loving me. Someone who understands me, torlerate me, makes me smile, making me the happiest ger, loving me for whom i m, n not becoz of who i m, or what i have for him! thx baby!

I still have 4 more chapters to go, and my paper is on the monday! OMG. How i wish holidays are here, how i wish everything can stop here...

These few days, i can see u r very happy, so m i. We study hard tgt, u do ur project, i study. We can do it together!

Best memories

Today is like any other day, but its my special day too

there are days, where u ignored me, letting me open the door n leaving u quietly...

Today, u bring smiles, and laughters, and happiness into me...

My baby, thx... For going downstairs to get me eyedrop, although u r in the midst of rushing ur report, thx for helping me photocopy my certs, and thx for caring for me, and helping me to put on the plasters for my poor leg...

Simple things like this, make me a happy little princess! Thx dear :)

I hope u will like the bdae i will plan for u... Hope everyting will b in time, and in place, argh, quite hard, due to $ shortage, those pple who owe me $, better pay up la... n oso his bdae near cny, sian lor... coz everything muz preorder..

No matter wat, i will study hard, for mine n ur sake, for us to b officially together in the eyes of my parents, and plan hard n gif u a memorable bdae! Muackx

Aim

For this mth.... My goals that i need to achieve are:

- Score my ADs, score my ADs, score my ADs, score my ADs.....
- Lose my fats, and achieve 42kg asap
- Get lots of ang pow
- Prepare the best 20th bdae for him

Why 42kg? coz i did a test, and given my height, the best weight is 42kg, so i have a couple of fats to lose.

If u duno, 35000kcal is equal to 1kg... had been recording wat i have eaten recently, ensuring i eat healthier and balanced food.

Lidat, I have more energy to study, and wun gain much weight. Wanted to exercise, but my period came, not realli good mood for exercising.

Starting to study IB, one of the module i have most confidence in gaining my AD, allocated 1 chapter for each day... Eileen, jia you! God, pls bless me, for the motivation, and will to study hard, so i wont disappoint my family and myself.

happy day

I love him... enjoy myself wif baby, n thx to his mum to cook nice food for me.

Had been mugging RM tml, but cant seemed to finish, haiz... shall start IB tml, in case i cant finish.

Found sth nice here:

http://www.sosimplegoodies.blogspot.com/

Its the blog of the DJ in Yes 9.33, about 'So Simple', played on every tues 9.30pm, after the 'In nu huang'. I watched last episode, and its a valuable lesson to learn on makeup tips, and the blog tells me more about DIY masks, and easy to preapre healthy food. Shall try some of them out after exams.

Gt interview this thurs, lots of preparations for me to do, i nid to take passprt size photo, prepare my certs, print dat extra resume... Hope i can get that job? Or may just take it as an experience todo better for my next interview.

Poly is ending... my frenz are sending their applications for further studies, and some are like me, sending resumes for job. Today news start that "Poly grads get higher salaries, land jobs within 6 mths" at http://sg.news.yahoo.com/070206/5/singapore256768.html, about $1700, not bad, although its just a $50 increase from last year, but the job industry is good. Hope to get a good career for me to work, and gain experience...

I must study hard now, to get more As, n hope can do well, no C or D pls... Dear, i nid ur blessing... Love u

Tell me...

Tell me I am a stupid ger, who gets angry over things like:

- Baby got my ass up in the morning, juz to go his hse n watch him slp, making me wan to slp when i m suppose to mug.
- Baby ignored me n continued his nice dreams, despite me whining and complaining abt being hungry, and want to get out of his hse
- He made me have gastric, den treat me to MOS
- He had stupid frenz who wanted a lift from Funan to AMK, whereby they could have taken MRT to bugis, to save us the trouble from getting stuck in the jam.
- Without the jams, i couldnt have almost burst my bladder due to the water I drank at MOS.
- Went to Serangoon for Primers meeting, paid $5 to drink fruit juices there, when there are plenty of food, and getting hungry after we left.
- Almost screamed my head off in front of the primers pple, as Alex n Pamela tries to drive baby's car, when they have no license.

I was very mad, so mad that i wan to slap the two of them. I literally clunch my fist, having the urge to pull dem out of the car n give them a punch in their face, for being so insensible.

Pls, u guys are older den me. I dun understand y baby allows them to do this. The place is a narrow private lane, wif expensive cars on the road sides, and mistakes not only lies in ur car, but also the bomb in ur family's expenses. And also the lives of two other frenz.

I was having the urge to study, but baby's slowness, and their attitude, make me damn fucked up, dats y i screamed in front of emily's father. Sorry if i made a joke out of myself, but, it is seriously not my problem.

I can be a very nice ger. I can understand situations, if u have the ability to make things clear to me wif reasonable answers, and u can b resonsible and accountable if anything happens. If u cant, den u better noe wat u are doing, b4 trying anything, as these kind of things arent funny.

I can get furious at times, but i will only scold pple, explain to me if u can. But if u tries to ignore my anger, den dun blame me when i bash u up. I dun care whats ur reasons after dat, as i had given u the chance. I fight ok, n i m fierce, so dun take me as any ordinary ger who only hides behind my bf in front of u, i supports him to do well in it only.

Those pple, realli spolit my mood, make me have splitting headache, scolded baby for the second time in a day,and no mood to study. I told baby, if my stupid cousin is gg to appear on cny, n start scolding my siblings n i in front of other cousins, well, den we shall see who will win it.

Please measure ur abilities, and strengthes, noe ur weakness as well, not just ur opponents', b4 u try anything funny wif me. DONT MESS ARD WIF ME!

Colour My Life

18 mths togther = 1 and a half year....

Wow, dint noe we had been together for so long, and dat oso symbolises how long i have been accumulating all these fats. Hahaz, ever since i was wif him, both of us grow in size, not in height.

Saw xinzi today went for jog on the tracks, her hard core control in her meals intake, i look at myself....

3 yrs ago, i was a fighter n a fencer, i exercise 3 times a week for 1 and a half hours each day. I ate a lot, a bowl of rice for each meal.

Today, I dont exercise at all, drink less water, eating snacks as n when i like, fast food is my fave, no fruits intake... Dats explains my current weight! Argh...

I need the perserverance like Xinzi... She is damn pro, good in studies, determine in putting in 100% in the things she does, responsible, and have the will to carry on her goal in life! Wow, she is a miracle ger arent she?

Well, tml i shall hit the gym or tracks wif baby, will drag him along... den start my studies OFFICIALLY! All my plans for revision are screwed up by those stupid projects, but thank God, everything is over, except that I have to hand in BPC on Monday.

I shall find a place to mug, wif a good partner. Baby used to b a great partner, but he is now a great partner for relaxation. Coz he finished his attachment today! Yeah, no more Bukit Merah trips....n no more waiting for him.

Completed BB presentation today, and i realli see everyone's committment. Thankx pals!

My scheldue for tml:
Exercise
Study SMM and RM (Crunch those numbers)
Primers steamboat dinner at Sentosa tml night!

Exams are just a week away! So i shall start getting awake and started!

2 Projects down

Finally, BPC is over. I completed the individual report, and will be handing up on friday.

BB is on the way to completion. Going to consult Robert Yow tml.

I am a sad ger, coz baby is going in malaysia to help his dad next week! OMG! Haiz...

Tired... I am so tired, Haven so my revision. I need some oxygen for my brain to start working. Mayb go to gym tml after sch meetings.

Peer evaluation has its pros n cons, coz it reflects the work an inidividual does, and also just the negative side of the person is reflected, in which background preparation work should also be included as effort.

Going to slp le. Good Nite!

Exam Fever

Exams fever are around the corner.... N i m not even stressed up! Dats very worrying, coz i m a very slow absorber. Some pple say i very good in writing notes, n i can write very fast, but write a lot n getting the facts right are 2 different things!

Therefore, i really need the motivation for me to run thru this last lap, God, please give me the will power to pull through!

I need my As this sem, coz is my last chance alrd.

Happy ger

I m really a very happy ger... here are the good news!

1. Sent my lappy for repair, and it was returned to me in 3 days time (so efficient), and they changed my keyboard for me!

I rmb junie telling me she had to pay $200 bucks for her lappy's keyboard when its spoilt due to water, lucky mine is free!

2. I completed RM quiz, project presentation for RM today

3. Finished IB presentation too, and Mr Kam told us we gt an A for the previous ib venture game, woho! Thx to Wahman for the help!

4. Earned over $140 over last weekends, and utilised my time very well

5. I am starting to exercise alrd, and planning my time for revision well. Gambatte!

6. The gers told me we r going for our cny bai nian again! I m really looking forward to it, y? Coz apart from Christmas, CNY is the only time i can see my fellow secondary sch besties, and i miss them alot.

7. I have always been looking for someone who can speak to me, n very genuine to me. I am glad to find some very nice pple ard me, like mildred, huiping, adel, faith, emily.... etc... Thx gers for making my poly life so fun.

8. BPC presentation was a successful last week! Thx to the M1 team!

9. Ytd i had a great time wif my baby, even though it was just a mere 3 hrs with him, he almost suck my soul away. Love him tons!

10. Poly life is drawing to a close soon!

Yes... Those are my good news, and i m really looking forward to the new chapter in my life after graduation from the polytechnic. I m inspired to work hard and earn tons of money, as i want to be an uptown ger, and changed my entire image, go travelling and be successful. Well, i noe baby wun be happy to see this, coz he wans me to be a tai tai n stay at home, but i m an active person. I shall try to figure out a way dear.

Going to do smm, study, den go jogging, den bathe and do mask.

Clap Clap

Yes! a clap for myself.... for completing the following modules: EPM, WISP, BPC (left only the individual part), RM roadshows and quizes.

I have been damn busy, rehearsal on wednesday from 1 to 5pm, cracking so much jokes that i think most of us had trouble closing ourmouths, coz the cheeks are very hurting. Lol. Then BPC presentation on thurs 1 to 5 again. The presentation process was fun, but the song Vitamin C dint go on, if not it will be damn touching, to see the journey all of us had been thru together, and graduating together.

The past 2 days weather are damn chilly, the wind blows, no sun, no rain. Burrr..... Plus the LT68e is a freezer, we we almost gt frozen whilehaving the presentation.

Sent my lappy to repair. And i told some guy abt it, n he still can tell me to do the freaking SPSS, when i told him i do not have the software, no lappy and i gt work in the weekends. F**k off la....
The mel pple just called me, and told me i can collect it again le. Yeah! missed it! They changed the keyboard for me!

Well, today had rm quiz, quite alright, i duno, i seemed to be able to work rm better at the presence of Mrs Koh, when i tried to do my own revision, i cant seem to figure out how i did the qns. OMG!

Went to work at suntec today, for a roadshow. Today is the 18th mthsary for me n boy, but i got work from 5.30 to 9.30, he gt work from 9am to 6pm, seemed quite impossible. Wanted to call him and ask where he is, so Eileen picked up the phone, dialled... 9800++++.... n press 'call'. and baby appears in front of me!

Dat explains y he asked me for the details where i working over the weekends, haha. Nice shock he gave me. He wanted to by a cap for his bro who is booking out from NS tonight, finally. Got him to buy a yoghurt milk drink for me. Yummy! contented ger. Good sales, after drinking the milk, haha, work from 7.30 to 9pm onli (coz pat was late, and the shop closes at 9 on friday), but i make 8 sales today. Wahaha! in just 1/2 hr leh, usualli will take me 2 days? Lol.

Euguene told me tml n sun target is 40, eileen shall try hard, coz i wan the commission. Jia you, n good luck pls shower upon me.

Went baby hse after work just now, coz they having a dinner for Allen, his bro. Hahaz, we were talking abt the car accident n how noob the uncle was. Allen looks so nerdy in that black specs. Haha! Just reached home, his father fetch me home coz he gg in malaysia tonight.

Love u boy, happy 18th mth. Nice surprise u gave me, so i shall work even hard for ur 20th birthday, which is next mth. But sorry for no Vdae, wahaha, coz ur vdae will b dedicated to me to accompany me to study. Thx in advance, so no running away!

Happy and Sad

Was going home with baby some time last week, and we spotted a Mazada RX8, its damn pretty, n i think the whole tunnel almost jam coz cars are slowing down to view it. Haha.

Open house had been very tiring and time consuming. Supposed to work from 10 to 7pm daily, but due to the rain, and low response, i always goes home at ard 5pm sharp.

On the 1st day, I have baby to send me to sch, but i was still late for sch, due to the traffic jams. Stayed at baby's hse till sunday coz i m too lazy to go home.

On the second day of the open house, saw royston n willie on the bus, they wear formal n its damn smart. :) Went supper wif WH and Ken after they came to baby's hse for stayover too, suppering at Thomson's prata house, yummy! Oh ya, I did a dragon tattoo wif xinzi grp at $6 onli, airbrush. Quite an attention seeker.

On the 3rd day of the open house, which is ytd, i was supposed to do M1, but engineering pple dint open stall, therefore there is less than 20 pple at the street, including us ( pple from the starhub stall and the library stall). Baby came to fetch me.

We were talking abt gg to Bishan Thai Express, our fave dining area, but just we were at bishan fire station, a freaking ah pek, he stopped his car suddenly, n my baby bump right into his car. It was like F**k, there went down to negiotiate. But the uncle was claiming, i have 10 years of driving n i nvr bump into pple b4.

After dat I realise, he had pple scratching his car, and many accidents b4. Its like, y pple always bump into u and u nvr bump into others? Coz u slam ur freaking brake so many times to avoid accident to ur car, and causing pple to bump into urs.

Tmd. I helped baby settled for him a bit, and coz his parents are overseas, he decided to call his aunt and uncle. The ah pek say to go his maintance place, den he talk to the person like very close, so i guess he must have gone to service his brake many times.

Wat ever the thing, this freaking accident did not cause damage to baby's car, just the car plate a bit slanted, but that ah pek's bumper went in a bit. I hope it will be very cheap to repair for him, coz both of us are lazy to quarrel wif him, so just it be, esp baby's license is just less than 1 yr, dun wan to risk getting revoked.

The ah pek made us settle at some wulu place, the pple keep looking and gossiping at us, den some saw the tattoo i had on my leg, den they shut their mouth alrd. Well, I will have the mind to slap them if they jump to conclusions and scold us.

Some of u might think i m very notorious to put such tattoo with such attitude, my looks are deceiving. Due to my family background, thats y i love this type of tattoo. Just coz my mum dun allow me to put a real one, if not i would have many. Lol. Like wat pow wee said, dun suit my image, but suit my attitude. I am a very nice ger if nth provokes me, but if pple come n disturb me, they better noe how to shun fast.

Pls, let it be very cheap, coz i dun wan our plans for the graduation trip to be off. I have been looking forward to it alrd.

Wanted to do Zouk ytd, but baby dint like clubbing, n also we kena dat accident, so we slpt at 9pm till 10pm today, den from 12.30 to 2 pm. What pigs we are, coz we r realli tired.

At home now, n missing him alot, after 4 days n 3 nights wif him. Baby, u must be strong, n handle that fellow well tml.

Going to mug for my exams now, today shall try to complete BB, coz supposed to finish long ago, due to SMM and IB projects, i cant read up.

Busy

Busy.... NP open house is tml to saturday, and i m involved in the REAL marketing roadshow and Retail management selling. Yes, n dat means i will b in sch from 10 to 7pm, without any offical breaks. Sian rite?

Today is my sis bdae, and 2 days later is my mum's. I gg my baby's hse till sunday, coz of the open hse, and coz he gt car can drive me to sch along the way. I going to pack up my stuffs later, gt to bring lappy, and many clothes. Sianz.

I think for my mum's bdae, i will come home to celebrate wif her, but gg back boy's hse after dat.

Love u dear, thx for sending me to sch today, hahaz, a rare vistor to the sch. Wee Hoon was shocked to see her, coz boy is always on attachment, and today came sch so smartly attired. Hehe.

Just completed the scheldues for the RM roadshow tml. Need to do WISP and packing. Argh, time is always not on my side. But i gt a person who stands by me to encourage and love me, dats y i love him.

Was looking back into the past 18mths we been thru together, from BAOC where we get to know, to the time i gt laser operation on my corn where baby carried me on his back over the overhead bridge, and to the time i arrived back from HK to hear the news dat his god father passed away, we stand by each other for the happiest and worst days we had experienced. I hope there r more to come. :)

Tata, gg to do stuffs le.

Sick

I declare: I m SICK! Yes, thx to those project datelines dat are driving me crazy, and very tired. Slping practically 5 hrs a day onli.

Went sch today, just to realise there is no tutorial, so all of us, me, dongyi, joel, dehong, wahman, jason went to can 1 for some breakfast. Wahman keep mention to have Mac Donalds. Haha, we went for SMM lecture, den wahman drives jason, gary n myself to KAP for mac lunch. 1st hr parking free, thereafter $1.60 each, when we leave the carpark, it was the 59th minute.

We discussed abt the ib project, and i feel gary n jason will do a gd job. Jiayou! I had RM lecture today, glad that i have Faith beside me, to teach me in some parts of the calculations, thx ger! Finally, i understand completely abt RM lecture, for once.

Had EPM interview today, practically screwed it up, but i feel its alright la, we are all so tired ok. But watever the case, wats over is over, i m glad that NO MORE EPM! haha. Hope Mr Tey gives me at least a B for my results. Pray hard.

Went to bukit merah to wait for baby to end work, coz he driving today to work, as his parents went to taiwan for holiday. I hope aunty and uncle will improve on their rs, and his god mum will feel better in the tour. :) I feel family warmth when with his family. He drove me to the market behind his hse, and the prawn noodle taste RAW. Haha, i dint like it at all, the most untasteable food i ever eat.

Slpt at his hse for 1 hr, den make him drive me home. When he sending me home, he holds my hand while driving, den he turned to ask me, " are u having fever?" I dint noe i having fever, just noe i m feeling very sick. Nice baby. Muackies.

Shall go bathe now, den go do WISP part 2, hopefully can finish today, or i shall do RM tutorial. See how bahx.

Happy ger

Some pple asked me, y i always blog abt me n my bf? Dont i have life wif my frenz? Well, my life moves ard wif him, and my time wif my frenz are hard to get, reason coz my besties are either having attachments, or in other polys, so its damn hard to get them to meet up, so my baby is the only one who is almost always there to accompany me.

Meet him at his hse at 1pm today, super slacker woah. Went his hse, and as usual, i have to open my own door. His mum realli did a great thing to gimme the keys,coz that pig can nvr be awaken unless u scream at him, and if i realli do so, bound to have quarrels (so i seldom do so, unless is no choice or i not meeting him dat day). Wahaha.

Went his hse, slack, den i keep pestering him to help me do the surveys. Finally at 5pm, he gt his butt off his chair and go to the central to help me get respondents, while i stayed at his hse for more tv viewing, b4 making my way to find him for dinner. Hehe, yes, i gt a super nice baby!

He helped me did 4 surveys today, one of which i gt the lady whom i bought my new year clothes frm to do for me, while i ransack her shop. Dats cheap over there, and the clothes are so cute, bought 4 pieces at $80 (she gave me a good discount), of which 2 are meant for work, one for clubbing and another for shopping. Yippee. And my baby paid $50 for me, coz he promised me. Love you!

Thx baby, u always makes me feel like a princess, and the "miss u kiss" u invented, its so funny, lol. Today both of us hard a fun day, laughing and joking our head off, even though dint go anywhere, but its just fun with u ard, sorry woah, dat i gt a little attitude problem at times too. Muackies.

Sister just told me that bro n her are gg gym tml, think i will join them as well, but the two of them will enjoy the $1.50 priviledge, while i have to pay $2.50 for it. lol. Nevertheless, i shall work my butt off tml, and i must work hard, for my NAPFA and to slim down, so i can wear those prettty clothes.

Tata, gg to do my data entry and WISP project...

Much Loved

Woke up this morning, to find the stupid rain has not stopped, not even now!!! I think Singapore is gg to get high floods in some days....

Went to Hougang mall to take the shuttle bus to NP, supposedly to reach at 8.40am, but the freaking traffic makes us reach the school at 9.00am. I have yet to print my tutorial qns and articles for that 9am class, lucky the tutor in good mood, and she let everyone off, as long as we attended her class, we are present. This is seriously once in the blue moon!

She made us summarize four freaking long articles and write them all into a piece of paper. Yes, tell me how can i do it sia? We had tutorial to do and the summaries to do, in just 2 hours. She is crazy as usual.

After her class i gt 3 hrs break, took an hr to do the summaries, then went to submit my EPM project in the heavy rain, and my heels gt all wet, just for me to realise its time to change my fave heels alrd.

Had lunch with Mildred and Huiping, as usual, we gossip abt our frenz n stuffs. Simply love to chat with them, coz they are so fun pple. We talked about gg cometic surgery, and mildred and I wants to go inject botox.

Huiping says, " u shld have sex with your bf." I asked," why?" she says," coz can destress, exercise and have good skin, now exams coming, so must do more. U go do for a month, den tell us the results, somemore free!" Gosh, i dint noe she is such person who has such ideas. Well, she shocked mildred and me with such comments. Hahaz.

Had BPC meeting and interview after lunch. Had a good progress in the meeting for next week's open house. Yup, shall do the minutes later and send to the class.

Went to bukit merah after school to meet baby, just nice reach his work place at 6pm. today only he works, with the boss and the lady boss. So, he can off work earlier. Muackies. he took me to eat curry rice near his house, quite nice, but i wasnt in the mood to eat coz my feet are drenching wet from the rain.

Took 132 to his house, he told me he wanted to slp, so i fell on his shoulder for him to lean his head on my head. But when i woke up, he was awake. He told me,"I slpt for a while, den realise u r slping. So i gave up slping and support ur head from falling off my shoulder". Aww, dats sweet of him dear.

Went to his hse and nap for an hr, before i go home at 10pm. He lent me his jacket. And the rain never stops... I took bus 74 just now, and saw Royston. Haha, small world indeed. Going for my beauty slp soon, cya...

Miss u

I guess my baby is the super poor thing today, coz his bro is gg to leave him for 2 long weeks, today is Allen's enlistment date. It also mean, i have to call him more times in the morning to ensure that boy get his ass up for work, coz no more pple in the hse to wake him up le...

Poor boy has gt the whole hse to himself only.... hahaz, someday when i m so busy i shall stayover at his hse.... Shall see.... Tml have to hand in resume, today just finished my EPM assignment 2. This means that i can start my preparation for the interview, and WISP assignment 3, den i m done wif fewer projects on hand.

Gambatte! Gg to do WISP now.... tata

perverts

i think all lecturers are perverts... Ya, they just throw us the project datelines at the beginning of the year, then only gave us the guidelines when it is about to due in a few weeks time? Its damn pervertic. Can we have a hostel in the school instead? I m very tired and freaking stressed from all the project datelines and exam read ups

I need my morale support, thx baby to listen to my rantings about school. I need u to support me all the way. I went down to tampines today, to pass mich her surveys, and let kaiyan do my survey. Its all about offical work today, so those who think i go there to enjoy, pls think twice, i m not there for shopping at all.

I even did my EPM project which i have to present tml there, gosh, time is not at my side now, i need coffee to perk myself up! Went to tiong Bahru to meet baby just now, to pass him the survey papers, and i need him to help me to do them for me, coz i dun have much time. Thx darling for helping. Muackx!

Oh ya, wats more pervetic is that Mrs Koh, dat freaking RM lecturer, she wans us to have 3 hrs of lecture straight next week, and have class from 2pm to 6pm on 29th jan, OMG, 2 hrs are alrd a killer.

I need help! I need people to stop giving me stress, and treating me as though i have millions of hands n legs to handle so many things. My ib grp dun seem to b anxious about the project datelines. Gosh, how can i score my ADs this sem, when i have the motivation and determination and hope to get it?

I dun wan my parents to be disappointed, so pls do whatever u can, ur best into wat u r doing....

My list of to-dos...

Projects, assignments, exams.... Argh... I always laugh at baby for having to work on sat as well, n now holidays when i was having my 3 weeks of holis. But now, he is gg to end his bloody attachement soon, and poor me is gg to start my hellish days.

Lets see:

EPM Assignment 2 presentation on 11/1
Job preparation report on 12/1
BB surveys and data entry due on 14/1
EPM interview on 15/1
Sister's bdae on 17/1
Open house on 18 to 20th jan--> two roadshows on same period
Mum's bdae on 19/1
NAPFA test on 22/1
SMM project 2 on 22/1
IB board game on 22/1
WISP Assignment 3 on 25/1
BPC final presentation on 25/1
BB group report on 29/1
RM presentation on 29/1
SMM oral presentation on 30/1
BPC individual report on 5/2

OMG, can God send me 5 more Eileens to help me complete all these bloody things? Its all within these 4 weeks, and i have to complete all these.

Whats worst is....

I m having my exams on 12, 14, 15 and 16 of Feb. Yes! on Valentine Day! n i gt the stupid RM paper at 2pm to 4pm, and SMM paper on 15th at 9am to 11am. Tell me, how to enjoy myself?

Ok stop all these complaints and start cracking....

Training

NAPFA is coming... on the 22nd of January, that means my baby will b gg NS soon. boo... :'( sad.

So proud of myself today. Went breakfast with parents n bro today, sis dint join coz she did household chores till late last night, den went pasir ris to get some stuffs.

Hee, went in the shop call 'Aries" there, they sell so cute stuffs there. Girly! And i m loving it! Wahaha. Bought $5+ things from there, and drank a cup of tea at MacDonald to perk myself up. Spend less than $10 today, wohoo!

Suppose to accompany baby to his grandparents hse today, to celebrate his cousin's bdae n his bro last weekends b4 getting enrolled into NS. However, his grandfather was admitted to hospital for duno wat reason, n i guess the celebrations was called off.

Baby asked me if i wan to visit his grandfather at the hospital, i have to decline coz i m not sure how long they will take, and i have a lot of things to do, sorry boy!

Went jogging just now, to train for napfa,and did 60 sit ups. My goal is to do 200 sit ups a day, oh gosh, i m still far from my target. Wanted to sign up for some personal trainer thing, coz i wan to get my weight of 41kg by March 2007, but i went against the idea, coz i might not have the time to go training always, and keep to the strict trainings, might be a waste of money for now.

I am in my midst of thoughts. I have 2 paths to choose now for my future. Loan $ from mum, den get into SIM for 1.5 yr of marketing course den come out to work n repay her, or I work full time and study night studies for uni and languages? Gor says work n study is good coz gt experience, but i wan to get my degree asap leh. How? So fan...

Watever the case, I am starting my revision for my final exams. This is my last lap in the marathon in my polytechnic life. I want to score! Yes, mummy says she will gimme wat i want if i can do well. Eileen shall work hard from today onwards, be it my studies or fitness.

Happy day

Slping later n later every day.... Wake up earlier in the morning... OMG, i will grow old faster at this rate!

Woke up at 7.30 den went to baby's hse, wanted to go yuhua wif him de, but we ended up wif a quarrel. But he is nice, to give up gg wif his bro to get his cousin's present by coming to JE to look for me.

Yu hua roadshow was quite fun, wif all our sch pple ard. Great time. At least its our 1st time to experience the feel of having the roadshow organised by my grpmates, without the control of wenyou n lloyd.

At his hse now, cried due to depression just now. Thx baby, coz u r at my side when i need u....

tired

5 weeks to graduation, piles of works, i m so tired....

Had my 1st period in 2007, its so painful. I almost fainted. Went home eariler, dint go for bpc meeting, even though i wanted to. When walking to the bus stop, i almost black out, n on the bus it was so painful dat i perspire mady, have to hang on to the seats. Cant tahan anymore, so went to baby's hse to rest. lucky his bro at home, he gave me panadol, den i rest on baby's bed. After 1 hr i think i recover le.

Thx huiping, for offering to call cab for me, but it doesnt make a diff for me to take cab. :)

Its roadshow at YuHua CC tml, frenz, pls come down support can? gt 34 stalls to see. great time to shop woah!!!

He nvr charge his hp today, so have to off his hp to retain the battery. Dear, i miss u, faster come back from work ok?

Happy New Year

Happy New Year to all!!! Yes, I am going to be 20 year old soon.... very soon...

Baby, I just love u. 2 years of celebrating new year with u, today the fireworks at Marina with ur parents n bro is fantastic. Its my first countdown at such crowded area, and i m loving it!

Times flies... Eileen will be graduating soon, gt to find a job that gives me the satisfaction, and experience, and of course gd pay, to save up for my uni course fees.

Celebrated our 17th mth at Thai Express the other day, was fantastic woah, the pineapple rice. Until today, baby n i cant forget the first taste of it into our mouth. Yummy! Highly recommended at Junction 8.

The tom yum soup is so spicy that i gt swollen lips after a couple of sips. Haha. Dats becoz i took baby's satay chicken first, two different types of spices just wont accomodate each other on my taste bud that they rebel.

Eileen's wish for the new year:
- Score ADs for all my subjects in this semester exam, and pass my NAPFA
- Grad and get my dip
- get a part time language course
- get a night course after that in a university
- Slim down to 42kg before March 2007
- Tell my family abt my bf after i grad
- Get a great job for me to excel and do well --> 5 days job with management skills.
- Meet up more with my gers
- More freedom from mummy, and go clubbing often
- Hopefully baby's skin condition can improve, and he will be a handsome guy in NS.
- Sign up for a gym or fitness club membership

Gambatte everyone. Esp to my family, baby and myself... have a great year ahead!

Life is all about FUN

Its all about making my life worthwhile...

I completed my part for WISP and sent to them...

and dressed myself up,

To meet my baby at his house,

For tea and to buy my Freshlook Green Contact lens,

Finally to head for Clarke Quay Brewerkx!

Time at Brewerkx flies...

Its my first time going out with his cousins with girlfriends.

Fun n happy is what i can say...

Coz I had spent my Happiness, Anger, Sadness and Joy with him.

I love him.