I am happier now, after talking to Roy on MSN, and receiving a call from Mr BF. Thanks guys. My ex bf and my current friend. My dearest boyfriend who nvr fail to make me happy.

I felt the sweetness when i m reminded of wat Mr BF told me over the weekends, that though he knows his condition, he insisted to work hard, coz he wans me to feel him manly and can protect me. Thanks a million darling.

I hope one day, we can go to the beach to lazy around, look at stars n moon together. Loves.

If failing my test aren't bad enough for me, mummy just made it worst by rubbing on it. Fuck her la! Nabei...

So wat if i fail? The $160 is paid by me, the 4 practicial lessons each $73 are paid by me, who are u to tell me off?

Saying that I shouldnt stay over the weekend, saying i shouldnt gone to work? U think i like to go to work ar? Its my boss who insisted. U think i dun want to stay at home? Its becoz I got a bf to commit to. I worked so hard, enjoying a break which i deserved, i dun see any fault.

I dun wan to disappoint anyone, yet, all I got was the misunderstanding.

My misjudgement, its my own fault. I pay for it dearly, with the stress emotionally n mentally.

You r not a driver, never drive before. How can u understand what I meant by corrective actions? I know I misjudged it, i tried to correct it, but, it just dun work out. Unless u r a driver too, if not dun talk to me abt driving.

Ask my dad? Ya right. He drives a lorry, though he got a car license, but wats the point of asking him, when the received answer will always be, I dont know. The way he drives, breaking so much traffic rules.

I hope bf is here, coz he will understand.

I blamed myself for the mistake, but I dun wan anyone who has no driving experience to critise on it. Fuck it!

By the way, I took break at this time, is becoz I foresee my colleagues taking their annual leaves in June, so I better action first. :( Dear, I want to hug u, and cry to u.

The long weekend break has been a sweet period for boy n me. Could be better if we have gone for an overseas trip. We went to the cafe we went last chirstmas. I have been very happy until today...

I failed driving test due to my kerb for directional change. Gd thing is, it motivates me to go jogging. Becoz of this test, I haven jog for like 2 months. Since my next test is 2 mths away, I will jog my fats away.

:) Hope to see him soon.

I miss my handsome boy. Cant wait for the holiday to start. But was told to go back work on monday. Hai :( very unhappy, but what to do?

Shall not think abt it, i want quality time with him.

Wow, i just know, we got a bird nest cafe in Singapore! Its a really gd biz concept. http://www.ascentis.com.sg/starcap/birdsnest/ for those interested.

Happy Mothers' Day to every great mums in the world! Took an hr time off today, rushed down to amk to have dinner with around 7 mums... My grandma, my mum, 3 aunts and 1 cousin plus 1 cousin's wife.

Wat a gathering, the food is cheap n gd. Yummylicious.

I miss him. Tired... Gg to do mask n slp liaoz... nights

My work failed to please my bf again. Yup. He got nights out today. But i got to do some set up, in the end not enuf time to meet him. :(

Try botak jones with cy, don n jimmy after work. Not bad. Fun time though.

Driving tml. Hope it turns out well.

Was talking to chen pei just now. She asked me abt her bf going NS and how she supposed to cope, coz her frenz bf all can book out everyday. Hahaz, we shared quite a bit. Glad that at least she asked me.

I would say, trust n understanding. :)

After four days of being with my bf, day in n out, after work sessions, he finally went back. :( sad girl...

My pimples are back again! No thanks to the humid weather n glaring n strong sun. Argh!

Everything is changing. Today is Khaled's last day. No more people to disturb me. I kinda miss his nonsense, coz he is one of those who is fun n sensible.

If, if don is going off, if cy is also leaving, what should I d0? Its the 4th of May today, 10 more day to my 1st yr with the current company.

I have lots of fun here, but then again, exposure not enough. 1 year, not long enough to brng myself forward, to put in the resume. But, if everyone is leaving, I know life goes on, but i will be a boring life without them.

Some may say, the new one might be better, but the working styles are difficult to adapt. Furthermre, what I want to learn here i enough, bcoz I m not looking for higher position. What should I do?

I hope Yvonne can help me... I miss her, n her gd advice.

I dont know what to do... Initial plan was to work here 1yr plus 2 yrs, wait for bf to finish his NS, the back to school tgt. But now, I really dont know. Anyone got an answer for me?

I m a happy girl!Two days off, time set with my baby. Ytd w had steamboat wif his frenz. Yummy! Today, the pulic transport is damn scewed up, making me have to take taxi to lesson.

Went somerset after dat. Yummy, i had pasta mania. :) we shopped for like a while. I cut my hair for $10, cheap n gd. Gt a slipper for $9.90.

I hope my stupid cheque will come in soon. damn idiot that they are holding on to it. :(

I love u dear. Thanks for tolerating my nonsense these few days. Bad mood. Muackx.

Just before i start writing, I was talking to Sarah Ann, a poly classmate. I remembered we seldom talk in class, but she is a true darling, nice to speak to her again.

She mentioned she wanted to held her birthday at the club last year, so coincidence. :) Babe, gd luck in ur paper tml.

I just gave my DS a new touch. Went to century square to collect my phone, den i bought some diamantes to decorate it. Pretty! Might be buying more to decorate it, let me consider!

Yah, I noe bf is going to say, eee, so girly. I like leh! Or u prefer me to be a boyish gf?

My eyes arent any better. But I m alrd happier, that my face skin is better alrd. But i m such a lazy bum, dint mask last week. Must remember to do twice this week. I know it arnt going to help much, but better den i dint do anything.

I m going to slp early today! Cheers to greater skin!

Miss u dear. Nighties!

People who knows me best, will kno that I m a perfect idiot in games, and will usually give up after 30 mins. But since i got my handheld game console, i guess I am addicted! MC for two days, thanks to dear for helping me to get those games, now its the console who is my pt bf. Think with it, i dun really need anymore shopping trips!

Argh, can u come out faster? Hate it man, it is just the 7th mth since he got in. His POP will be on 7th June, but i cant go leh, got a wedding to do. Sorry!

Gtg... DS-ing....

Yesterday, 26th April... commerates 2 big things!

Happy 2 years and 9th mth to BF n myself! So long long long.... Stayed over at his place last night. My poor eye swollen, so dint watch another movie with him. But i guess he is alrd very happy.

I bought my metallic rose pink nintendo DS lite yesterday. $338, with some freebies. It is a beauty. Alvin got some games for me. Thanks alot. :)

But the sad thing is, I cant play much. My eyes are in bad condition now. Got zhen yen, a pimple in my eyelid. :( Gd thing is, bf is very understanding.

He booked out today... :( but i cant see him. Coz i have to meet a client.

I have an exciting day today. Raining early in the morning. I left home early. But the bus was stuck, and I got to take a cab at tanah merah. Waited with Jimmy n Lthena. When out cab passed barely a bus stop, it hit into the pink van. Poor Jimmy got a head hitting, and we have to send him to raffles medicial. I m alright, and Lthena got hand injury.

Jimmy ar jimmy... Its your own fault that u dint fasten the seat belt.Dun make your own fucking problem my problem ok. I dun care if you got head problem, but the fact is, ur injury is caused by ur own neglience. I am giving you face, for your injury. I hope u learn ur lesson. Grow up young man!

In the end I reached work like 11 plus, den went to lunch liaoz. Busy busy afternoon le, den hey presto, its 6pm! Colleagues went off to work, den i went to meet my clients.

Home sweet home!

After a few dasy of preparations, especially for the band members, the event is finally over. At least I shed a few grams during the event, by walking n walking.

Stayed over last night, with Noris n Rozita. Tired. After working for half day today, went to meet my bf. Before dat I did pedicure, since he is taking too long.

We went to his hse, slack, den to bishan for dinner at Cafe Cartel. I was damn pissed with the lack of the yummy breads. Hai, they shld have predicted. Wat a waste!

After the dinner, i went to the toliet like 4 times, due to extreme pain.

I bought sth to make for him. I hope i will be able to finish it in time for the coming weekend. But he told me not to stress myself.:)

The BF is nice to lend me his camera phone, since he cant used it. I need to send my stupid phone to repair on tues. Luckily its near my workplace, if not i m going to condemn dat brand.

I hate sundays! Looking forward to coming Friday...

Its wednesday already! Yeah, meaning i can see Mr BF after tml.

Driving again today! 2 lessons again, and tml another lesson afterwork. My leg muscles are kinda pain now. But, its all worth it, esp when i m counting down to the days of my TP.

"Dont say NO, think of HOW to complete it" this is a quote, which i think is very common among many of us. Thinking some missions are impossible, even before they give an attempt to it. Its alright if you fail, only if you really tried and put your best into it.

I hope this week pass quickly. I cant wait to spend the days with my bf soon. My work is depriving me of my weekend dates with the BF.

But, whose work dont require weekends? Office personnel? You shop for office wears during weekends. Retailers? You gotta work during the weekends. Teachers? You mark papers, do assessment, do plannings for your school during weekends.

Wanted to go pray after driving today, for BF n myself. But i dint coz i m damn tired, and it was raining. Yup.

Did I say, my boyfriend is damn cute..... Hahaz, Ok, stop being stupid. I enjoyed going NTUC shopping with him. He is a nice bf today, meet me at Tampines, dint make me wait for long, then gave me a super nice dinner he packed for me. We walked around, and had great time at Toys R Us.

I hope we can go cruise, or overseas soon. I miss going out with him. :p

On my next off day, other den going to my 2 driving lessons, I want to go pray at temple, for my driving test on 20th May and for my bf's court case on 25th May. Hope both can pass smoothly, I will pass my test with confidence and beautifully, and he can pay a minimum fine with no other strings attached. **Pray hard.

Next two weeks I m going to be real busy. I hope the bf wun be upset. :( Damn worried la, always end up quarrelling over such things.

I want happy days with my bf...

Off today! Had driving lesson from 1.05pm to 5.20pm, with just 15mins break in between.

Baby called me 4 times just now, wanting to tell me he got chance to book out tonight, but I missed his calls, so dint get to see him :( Sorry boy!

He says his granny's bdae on 19th April, but I got member's night that day. Sori la. Will try to attend.

He is the sweetest boyfriend! Last Sunday when i went his hse, i was damn tired. The way he pamper and spolit me, makes me think i m spolit liaoz... :p lalala... He says he got a cheeky n playful gf... thats me!

I love the way he tell me, he wants me to slp to first then he will fall aslp. He always does so. He makes sure I got water to drink, tissues for my nose. :)

My three very important wishes for Year 2008!
- Celebrate my bf's 21st bdae with him (done)
- Celebrate our 3rd Anniversary on 26th July with him
- Celebrate my 21st bdae with him (n my beloved frenz as well)

Muackies!

Busy busy busy!

Friday went to celebrate Ms Clara Hon's birthday. Haha, our evil plot to throw her into the water succeed! Yippee! Tried the cooking of ice cream, fun!

Sat went to PJ 21st bdae celebration at a condo near my work place. Dear came also. The first time we girls meet up, with guys. Thanks dear, for accompanying me.Fun time!

Sunday, after work, meet my boy at his hse. he is a happy boy! Hee!

Tired, damn tired. Due to insomia, and nightmares that I had been experiencing. Dear was so worried about me. I will take care of myself.

Watching a tv show now, which shoes the history of convent schools. Shocked to know the nuns came from france, singapore as the first country in asia to have convents, st nic as the chinese convent at chij mes... History plays apart in letting us know how far we had come before.

Went driving today, only to know I made the mistake here. On the way there, I met him on the bus. The familiar bus stop, and same bus number. But, we just smile at each other. It has been more den a year since we met. But its always good to have one more friend. :)

Did my 2nd ear hole piercing today. Dun ask me y, its the usual reason.