its another wedding tml.... Everytime when i see people's wedding, i will wonder, will I ever get married? I know boy will read this post, but, dear, things are hard to determine la....
Went towning after my auto driving lesson with Adel. This pretty lady is heartbroken, and I finally met her after like, 9 mths? I missed her tons. We had a great time taking abt bfs, abt love, relationships, travellings etc. i would very much like to join them to their trip in bangkok, but, sorry girl, i cant la...
Ytd, i finally realised, she understands me so well. many people said, Eileen, you loves alvin more den he does to you. Yup, at times. But in most cases, my bf loves me more, for those friends who knows me very well... There was this saying, getting loved is much easier and better den loving someone.
Oh yes, the Minds Cafe, Kendrick and Weehoon team up to play taboo against Alvin n myself. Hahaz, their first word was "vibrate" and weehoon is supposed to describe it to ken. Hahaz, the way she described, alvin n myself laughed till crazy! Lol, oops, we know some of u guys secret! Wahahaz.
Happy girl!
Thursday, December 27, 2007
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Festive mood
Haven blogged, due to me being so busy... Its the festive season, so, I had been equally busy!
In my previous post, I was still working. I ended work dat day at 12.30am, and reached home at almost 1am! Alamak! Adel called me dat day. She complaint that she hasnt seen me for almost a year. Girl, i missed u too. Not that I always push my bf to accompany u when u get heartbreaks, but I am always so busy. The little girlfriend just broke up, and is mending her heart.
Ray's son is so cute....
Then, on 23rd Dec, mahjong competition. After dat, we went to Riverside Indonesian Restaurant for dinner, 6pax mounts up to $99. Wow! Thereafter, we went to Ice Cold Beer Bar for drinking session. i guessed i was a little drunk dat night. Went home with Elizabeth. We spoke alot dat night... Reached home like ard 1am as well
24th Dec, I half day, went to work for only 2 hrs. Was told to attend to someone as instructed by the GM. Then I mit alvin, we had lunch at bugis, ma mansion. Nice place but quite ex. The night, we meet kendrick and weehoon at Taka, walked in town, had dinner at The Village at Heeren. After that, we walked to Paradise Centre to Minds Cafe. Played for 2 hrs, damn fun, esp Taboo! had the Rocher dou hua, yummy!!! We wished each other Merry Christmas, before going home.
This is the first yr, i get to go out so late, and count down with my friends... especially memorable.
I meet my boy at 12 noon today. Merry Christmas to all! We slpt, coz both of us unwell, and tired. Till 4pm, while we went to Bishan to have our meals, at Thai Express! Nice food! Spicy though.
I bought my contact lens, grey colour. Its festive season, so must be different.
We watched Alvin and the Chipmunks, my boyfriend is so happy! Nice show! Dear, loves u.
he is booking in tml to SISPEC. Hope everything goes well for him. I going for my auto driving tml, den meet my girlfriend adel.
I am in the festive mood!
In my previous post, I was still working. I ended work dat day at 12.30am, and reached home at almost 1am! Alamak! Adel called me dat day. She complaint that she hasnt seen me for almost a year. Girl, i missed u too. Not that I always push my bf to accompany u when u get heartbreaks, but I am always so busy. The little girlfriend just broke up, and is mending her heart.
Ray's son is so cute....
Then, on 23rd Dec, mahjong competition. After dat, we went to Riverside Indonesian Restaurant for dinner, 6pax mounts up to $99. Wow! Thereafter, we went to Ice Cold Beer Bar for drinking session. i guessed i was a little drunk dat night. Went home with Elizabeth. We spoke alot dat night... Reached home like ard 1am as well
24th Dec, I half day, went to work for only 2 hrs. Was told to attend to someone as instructed by the GM. Then I mit alvin, we had lunch at bugis, ma mansion. Nice place but quite ex. The night, we meet kendrick and weehoon at Taka, walked in town, had dinner at The Village at Heeren. After that, we walked to Paradise Centre to Minds Cafe. Played for 2 hrs, damn fun, esp Taboo! had the Rocher dou hua, yummy!!! We wished each other Merry Christmas, before going home.
This is the first yr, i get to go out so late, and count down with my friends... especially memorable.
I meet my boy at 12 noon today. Merry Christmas to all! We slpt, coz both of us unwell, and tired. Till 4pm, while we went to Bishan to have our meals, at Thai Express! Nice food! Spicy though.
I bought my contact lens, grey colour. Its festive season, so must be different.
We watched Alvin and the Chipmunks, my boyfriend is so happy! Nice show! Dear, loves u.
he is booking in tml to SISPEC. Hope everything goes well for him. I going for my auto driving tml, den meet my girlfriend adel.
I am in the festive mood!
Saturday, December 22, 2007
I am damn bored. Blogging from office? Haiz, coz I m still in office at this time, 8.37pm. And i supposed I will be working till 11pm today. Tat will be 12 hours of work, considering tml will be a major taskf ro me, coz I will be handling most of the things.Haiyo....
Someone just asked me, can I remember when is my first date? Interesting, I can say. Even my babes may not know abt my first date.
I called dear, and asked him the same question. He cannot remember. I forgive him. Y? Coz ours is a complicated case. If you asked me abt Royston and me firstd ate, I can clearly rememeber the day to Queensway when he first held my hand.
But taking about Alvin and I, we were together before we officially announced to the others. We held hands etc before we are together. Many of u say, I am putting a very big stake. What if the guy dont love me? Coz alvin was liking his partner at BAOC then. Lets put it this way, you may say that I wooed him to love me, but I was damn happy when he told others I am his Girlfriend. Sweets!
Getting his attention and his liking den was damn difficult then, coz he is a big popular boy, due to the Singapore Idol. I even had a classmate of mine, who questioned me that, You think he really loves u? Yayaz, that time, my polymate told me to ignore her, coz she is propbably jealous that a person like me can have a bf.
Ok enough to that question.
Someone just asked me, can I remember when is my first date? Interesting, I can say. Even my babes may not know abt my first date.
I called dear, and asked him the same question. He cannot remember. I forgive him. Y? Coz ours is a complicated case. If you asked me abt Royston and me firstd ate, I can clearly rememeber the day to Queensway when he first held my hand.
But taking about Alvin and I, we were together before we officially announced to the others. We held hands etc before we are together. Many of u say, I am putting a very big stake. What if the guy dont love me? Coz alvin was liking his partner at BAOC then. Lets put it this way, you may say that I wooed him to love me, but I was damn happy when he told others I am his Girlfriend. Sweets!
Getting his attention and his liking den was damn difficult then, coz he is a big popular boy, due to the Singapore Idol. I even had a classmate of mine, who questioned me that, You think he really loves u? Yayaz, that time, my polymate told me to ignore her, coz she is propbably jealous that a person like me can have a bf.
Ok enough to that question.
Thursday, December 20, 2007
KL Trip 2007
I enjoyed myself thoroughly! Thanks dear! Loves!
2 yrs plus, going 2 and a half years. Going to malaysia a few times, tis the first time, just the two of us, to KL. 16 Dec, after work, his mum came to fetch me from work, and we went to have Sakura Buffet for dinner. After dat, she sent us to Tanjong Pagar to board the train. I dint slp well...
We checked in to Melia Hotel on 17 dec. We reached KL at 6.30am. Thank goodness, they have vacant room, we checked in ard 9am, and slack till 11 plus. Hahaz... while people checked in ard 12 noon. After resting, we went shopping at Times Square. I seriously love the christmas decorations in KL, they are awfully pretty!
Darling brought me to Mines Wonderland. I dint know what is it abt. We had a tiff, but was over soon enough. I almost though he brought me to zoo, coz of the animals i saw there. But, when i saw the ice scupltures, i know, its my dreamland, that i had been wanting to go since young. Finally, i saw it, and they are damn nice. With all the colours and the nice designes, even have Olympics 2008.
18 Dec, we went to KLCC to shop. Bought my Mizuno shoes. Nice.... And then went to Times Square shop, and bought my Levis' Jeans. I bought alot of things over the two days. Gulity la boy. We also combed Sungei wang and BB Plaza.
19 Dec, slacked ard, bought boy's pants and off we go to KL Central to board our train at 2pm. We reached Singapore at 12 mid night. My butt went flat lah.
Tonnes of photos had been taken. Shall put them into a cd, and make into a video, for our memory to be kept intact.
Went to baby's hse to slp overnight, den went to work in the afternoon. Tml we are going to celeb huz n don's bdae. Sorri babes, i cant meet u guys,coz my colleagues bdae. Shall meet u gers soon.
2 yrs plus, going 2 and a half years. Going to malaysia a few times, tis the first time, just the two of us, to KL. 16 Dec, after work, his mum came to fetch me from work, and we went to have Sakura Buffet for dinner. After dat, she sent us to Tanjong Pagar to board the train. I dint slp well...
We checked in to Melia Hotel on 17 dec. We reached KL at 6.30am. Thank goodness, they have vacant room, we checked in ard 9am, and slack till 11 plus. Hahaz... while people checked in ard 12 noon. After resting, we went shopping at Times Square. I seriously love the christmas decorations in KL, they are awfully pretty!
Darling brought me to Mines Wonderland. I dint know what is it abt. We had a tiff, but was over soon enough. I almost though he brought me to zoo, coz of the animals i saw there. But, when i saw the ice scupltures, i know, its my dreamland, that i had been wanting to go since young. Finally, i saw it, and they are damn nice. With all the colours and the nice designes, even have Olympics 2008.
18 Dec, we went to KLCC to shop. Bought my Mizuno shoes. Nice.... And then went to Times Square shop, and bought my Levis' Jeans. I bought alot of things over the two days. Gulity la boy. We also combed Sungei wang and BB Plaza.
19 Dec, slacked ard, bought boy's pants and off we go to KL Central to board our train at 2pm. We reached Singapore at 12 mid night. My butt went flat lah.
Tonnes of photos had been taken. Shall put them into a cd, and make into a video, for our memory to be kept intact.
Went to baby's hse to slp overnight, den went to work in the afternoon. Tml we are going to celeb huz n don's bdae. Sorri babes, i cant meet u guys,coz my colleagues bdae. Shall meet u gers soon.
Thursday, December 13, 2007
KL trip is confirmed. Yeah! I am looking forward to it. Both of us are very happy these two days. Tml we are having a staff party at Yishun area, dear says he might come n fetch me. Thanks.
Hai, work tml.... Dun feel like going back work. :( The boy is having is guard duty now.. hope everything will be fine.
Hai, work tml.... Dun feel like going back work. :( The boy is having is guard duty now.. hope everything will be fine.
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
I am Happy! Thanks. Sometimes, i just felt, did u read my blog? Hahaz... I felt so calm today, no frustation, no irritation. The day is filled with laughter, smiles, on me n alvin. Happiness.
His POP today! He is happy, coz i fulfilled his another wish, to have his gf beside him for the POP. Congrats dear! Thanks, u made my day today. Or maybe my mood is good.
I m ordering the colour contacts from Korea. Hahaz, Fadilah, my colleague, was asking me why I am not wearing contact lens le. hahaz, she was damn happy when i told her the yearly lens is more worth it.
he says, he going to throw in 1k, for out KL trip. WOW, i m spending ard $450 for our accomodation and transportation. I doubt we gonna spent o much over there.
I am enjoying my two days off!
His POP today! He is happy, coz i fulfilled his another wish, to have his gf beside him for the POP. Congrats dear! Thanks, u made my day today. Or maybe my mood is good.
I m ordering the colour contacts from Korea. Hahaz, Fadilah, my colleague, was asking me why I am not wearing contact lens le. hahaz, she was damn happy when i told her the yearly lens is more worth it.
he says, he going to throw in 1k, for out KL trip. WOW, i m spending ard $450 for our accomodation and transportation. I doubt we gonna spent o much over there.
I am enjoying my two days off!
Monday, December 10, 2007
Romance in the Air! My colleagues, my friends, are all happily in a rs, married or getting pregnant. My colleague at SCH is getting married, shall not say who here, coz i have to keep it a secret. Everyone is happy, but Eileen is not.
He asked me, when ever he asked me to pei him, i always need to go home early. I know you are reluctent to leave me, you want me to accompany you further. You think I do not wish to do so mahx? You asked me, y i go out with my colleagues can stay out late, but with you, i have to leave early. Whatever you want to think.
I wanted to go on off day with you, becoz i want to find back the deep love dat i had for you. I m happy, dat i have you, becoz you are a dream guy that any girl would want. But, I hope both of us will have a good time overseas.
I know i m rash, irrational, impatient, careless.... If you think, i m not worth being a good girlfrend, you can tell me straight, we can discuss. I m not as gentle as the girls out there. You made me feel so dejected last night.
I dont know how to tell u all these, coz i know we are bound to quarrel. Do you know you nvr think y i can go out with my colleagues late? becoz its after my work, so tis much easier for me to tell my mum. If i go out with u late, how am I going to tell her? like "mum, i m going dating today, so I m not going to accompany you tonight?" I dont know how to behave or how I should handle things.
I want to be happy, can I? Eileen is so unhappy..... :(
He asked me, when ever he asked me to pei him, i always need to go home early. I know you are reluctent to leave me, you want me to accompany you further. You think I do not wish to do so mahx? You asked me, y i go out with my colleagues can stay out late, but with you, i have to leave early. Whatever you want to think.
I wanted to go on off day with you, becoz i want to find back the deep love dat i had for you. I m happy, dat i have you, becoz you are a dream guy that any girl would want. But, I hope both of us will have a good time overseas.
I know i m rash, irrational, impatient, careless.... If you think, i m not worth being a good girlfrend, you can tell me straight, we can discuss. I m not as gentle as the girls out there. You made me feel so dejected last night.
I dont know how to tell u all these, coz i know we are bound to quarrel. Do you know you nvr think y i can go out with my colleagues late? becoz its after my work, so tis much easier for me to tell my mum. If i go out with u late, how am I going to tell her? like "mum, i m going dating today, so I m not going to accompany you tonight?" I dont know how to behave or how I should handle things.
I want to be happy, can I? Eileen is so unhappy..... :(
Friday, December 07, 2007
I hope the boyfriend will remeber to sort out our trip thingy. I gave up planning, and will leave the brain thinking part to him. Its good for the guys to make decision, so he will feel man, and will reduce the stress i m having.... *evil
Congratulations to Chee Yang, he finally got his dream girl. Hope things will work out perfectly well for them. i remember when I first saw him, and spoke to him, my impression was, is he a monk from the temple up the hills? 5 years w/o gf, how can dat be... Rare species, or maybe extinct. Opportunity costs, u gain some, u lose some. But this time, his gain is more than the lost, who knows, you might be back to Australia with the girl, which will probably makes you trip more worthwhile and memorable.
Maybe, my instinct is still working well after all. hahax, it depends if people are willing to listen or not la. Elaine, I told u before, kelvin is a good guy. You cant deny, that so many bfs u had, he is the one who can truly loves u, and treat u the best. Since things cant work out between you, i feel, friendship can still be maintained.
Don asked me today, for me to go sembawang. I immediately says i dont want. i hope they know, if they really post me to sembawang, i will serve my last mth there, and dats it. Coz i wont be happy there.
i want to watch the Golden Compass, and my dear wants to watch Alvin and the Chipmunk. Oh yes, talking abt the show, Jamie was laughing when i told her "alvin and the chipmunk", meaning, i m the chipmunk, coz my boyfriend is Alvin! haiyo... Not funny la, say i look like snoopy, den now chipmunk. I know I am getting fatter. Argh.
3 more days, to Mr Kok's POP.... Yeah! Finally. Happy and sad. Meaning no more going to Pasir Ris to fetch him, which seems like my weekly chore. Yet, happy coz he is done with his 3mths.....
Cab to his hse with his bunk mate and the girlfriend. I told him, i dont mind going out with his bunk mates, if their gfs are going. he told me, tml they going to play soccer, and the girlfriends are going, except me. :( okok, my fault again. Dats my job nature. I hope he can get used to it la...
Thanks dear, for sending me home. So long dint feel the special feeling le. :) Happy! I am an easily satisfied girl alright....
Congratulations to Chee Yang, he finally got his dream girl. Hope things will work out perfectly well for them. i remember when I first saw him, and spoke to him, my impression was, is he a monk from the temple up the hills? 5 years w/o gf, how can dat be... Rare species, or maybe extinct. Opportunity costs, u gain some, u lose some. But this time, his gain is more than the lost, who knows, you might be back to Australia with the girl, which will probably makes you trip more worthwhile and memorable.
Maybe, my instinct is still working well after all. hahax, it depends if people are willing to listen or not la. Elaine, I told u before, kelvin is a good guy. You cant deny, that so many bfs u had, he is the one who can truly loves u, and treat u the best. Since things cant work out between you, i feel, friendship can still be maintained.
Don asked me today, for me to go sembawang. I immediately says i dont want. i hope they know, if they really post me to sembawang, i will serve my last mth there, and dats it. Coz i wont be happy there.
i want to watch the Golden Compass, and my dear wants to watch Alvin and the Chipmunk. Oh yes, talking abt the show, Jamie was laughing when i told her "alvin and the chipmunk", meaning, i m the chipmunk, coz my boyfriend is Alvin! haiyo... Not funny la, say i look like snoopy, den now chipmunk. I know I am getting fatter. Argh.
3 more days, to Mr Kok's POP.... Yeah! Finally. Happy and sad. Meaning no more going to Pasir Ris to fetch him, which seems like my weekly chore. Yet, happy coz he is done with his 3mths.....
Cab to his hse with his bunk mate and the girlfriend. I told him, i dont mind going out with his bunk mates, if their gfs are going. he told me, tml they going to play soccer, and the girlfriends are going, except me. :( okok, my fault again. Dats my job nature. I hope he can get used to it la...
Thanks dear, for sending me home. So long dint feel the special feeling le. :) Happy! I am an easily satisfied girl alright....
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
When u like someone, u will do things willingly for him, and some things dat u do, you will not let him know. That one sweet kiss melted your beautiful soul...
There was this period of time, dat i love him alot, yet he likes other girls.... everything is so different then. Yeah, u can say is I auto first de, anything.
The magical moments. Those hurt dat i had, i will nvr forget. However, i will nvr forget the care that u has given me. Although so many things happened, its ur care and concern that makes me agree to walk on this NS life with u. I hope u will treasure these time, as what will happen in future, i really dont dare to think.
I was remebered telling him, about my kindergarden friend, derrick, of whom i still kept in contact thanks to Royston. He was unhappy, as he nvr knew I has this guy friend who exist. I am glad to have known Derrick. Thanks friend.
Off today, slack at home till 2.30, den went driving lesson. Stupid weather, i progress damn slowly. Haiz. Directional Change, damn difficult :(. Without him ard, i have slowly overcome my fear of the lightning and thunder. Which means I will no longer snugger up to him when it comes to the rainy season.
My eyes is itchy and reddish today. Duno isit of infection, or isit some itchness. Shldnt be infection,as I haven been wearing contact lens since last month, unless, i sway sway got it from someone else.
Sad la, tml i alone AGAIN! Hate it sia, damn boring de. I want to watch the Golden Compass, Alvin and the chipmunk.... I wanted to watch The heartbreak kid, but sadly, its for those 21 years old and above only. Alright, I m still not yet an adult, so, i am not entitled for this.
My ibanking device finally arrived. This is my second time applying for it. I hope mummy dont throw it away again. She is still sick! :( I went home after driving,coz she is alone at home.
Time to wrap presents, for the wonderful christmas. Next up, its my sis and my mum's bdae on Jan. Haiyo, mummy's present I know wat to give her le. But sis de, I dont know yet.
Thinking thinking thinking..........
There was this period of time, dat i love him alot, yet he likes other girls.... everything is so different then. Yeah, u can say is I auto first de, anything.
The magical moments. Those hurt dat i had, i will nvr forget. However, i will nvr forget the care that u has given me. Although so many things happened, its ur care and concern that makes me agree to walk on this NS life with u. I hope u will treasure these time, as what will happen in future, i really dont dare to think.
I was remebered telling him, about my kindergarden friend, derrick, of whom i still kept in contact thanks to Royston. He was unhappy, as he nvr knew I has this guy friend who exist. I am glad to have known Derrick. Thanks friend.
Off today, slack at home till 2.30, den went driving lesson. Stupid weather, i progress damn slowly. Haiz. Directional Change, damn difficult :(. Without him ard, i have slowly overcome my fear of the lightning and thunder. Which means I will no longer snugger up to him when it comes to the rainy season.
My eyes is itchy and reddish today. Duno isit of infection, or isit some itchness. Shldnt be infection,as I haven been wearing contact lens since last month, unless, i sway sway got it from someone else.
Sad la, tml i alone AGAIN! Hate it sia, damn boring de. I want to watch the Golden Compass, Alvin and the chipmunk.... I wanted to watch The heartbreak kid, but sadly, its for those 21 years old and above only. Alright, I m still not yet an adult, so, i am not entitled for this.
My ibanking device finally arrived. This is my second time applying for it. I hope mummy dont throw it away again. She is still sick! :( I went home after driving,coz she is alone at home.
Time to wrap presents, for the wonderful christmas. Next up, its my sis and my mum's bdae on Jan. Haiyo, mummy's present I know wat to give her le. But sis de, I dont know yet.
Thinking thinking thinking..........
Monday, December 03, 2007
I m having all the negative feelings now, worried, unhappy, stressed, sad... My colleague just asked me, why I am having white hair at this young age. Partly, it is due to my chemically treated hair, and also the stress dat i been having.
Ok, i know i shldnt put all the blame on u, for educating me to have more responsibility. But, your words, made such a big impact on me, that i felt all the stress, for fear of making mistakes at work, fear of you being unhappy when i cant accompany you, fear of everything. its weighing on me. :(
Worried, coz mummy is very sick now. I m worried abt her health, coz i feel some negative thoughts abt this time she fell sick.
Unhappy and sad, coz he is at the 24km walk, coz his leg got injuries, den the stupid boy, went for soccer for 2 days during the weekend. I m unhappy coz he duno how to take care of himself. I nvr request u to pei me shop this week, even though i really wanted u to. Worried abt him, whther he can complete it safely or not.
I am stressed, i dont know how to plan for the days after ur POP. I know those 2 weeks are very precious to u, and i really want to accompany u, but, sometimes, i have no choice. I dont know how to put across to u, but, i m really feeling so stressed over everything.
Whats more stress was,Justin gave me a ring just now. I was surprised to see his name appearing on my phone. Haiz. he told me dat he has a gd news for me, but to me, its a bad news. He told me I will be promoted, coz he is resigning alrd. This is not a gd news! Meaning, i might be posted to sembawang! Just checked my email, omg, the woman, simply cant wait sia, sent me an email, asking me to reply a wedding enquiry. really got to be careful when handling with her. STRESSED!
I dont know what to do la, everything is so negative, my life is so down. Haiz. i want to be happy.
Sorry my ladies, if i cant go on 21st dec, pls understand ok, i will try.
Ok, i know i shldnt put all the blame on u, for educating me to have more responsibility. But, your words, made such a big impact on me, that i felt all the stress, for fear of making mistakes at work, fear of you being unhappy when i cant accompany you, fear of everything. its weighing on me. :(
Worried, coz mummy is very sick now. I m worried abt her health, coz i feel some negative thoughts abt this time she fell sick.
Unhappy and sad, coz he is at the 24km walk, coz his leg got injuries, den the stupid boy, went for soccer for 2 days during the weekend. I m unhappy coz he duno how to take care of himself. I nvr request u to pei me shop this week, even though i really wanted u to. Worried abt him, whther he can complete it safely or not.
I am stressed, i dont know how to plan for the days after ur POP. I know those 2 weeks are very precious to u, and i really want to accompany u, but, sometimes, i have no choice. I dont know how to put across to u, but, i m really feeling so stressed over everything.
Whats more stress was,Justin gave me a ring just now. I was surprised to see his name appearing on my phone. Haiz. he told me dat he has a gd news for me, but to me, its a bad news. He told me I will be promoted, coz he is resigning alrd. This is not a gd news! Meaning, i might be posted to sembawang! Just checked my email, omg, the woman, simply cant wait sia, sent me an email, asking me to reply a wedding enquiry. really got to be careful when handling with her. STRESSED!
I dont know what to do la, everything is so negative, my life is so down. Haiz. i want to be happy.
Sorry my ladies, if i cant go on 21st dec, pls understand ok, i will try.
Sunday, December 02, 2007
Looking at the website now, coz i m bored. I felt the urge, to further my studies in the University of Adelaide. They did a good extensive research on the accomodation, http://www.adelaide.edu.au/accommodation/consider/. Maybe, i should consider..... How how how... Got to persuade my parents, and my boyfriend. Haiz... what to do
Pissed off! My phone is making my blood boil. The new phone, used merely 2 mths, it went crazy. First, its the paint, so I got to spend extra money to buy a case for it, den it is the dat when pple call me i cant hear dem, after dat is, i cant even hear the ringing tone when i call people. Next, its the screen went black and blank, and the whole screen even went inverted! I am damn angry with it, till i want to threw it on the phone.
Now, i m using my bro's old phone. not bad la. Still usable. The Samsung people says will help me repair for 3 to 5 days, and offered to redo the paint for me first time free. I hope they do a good job.
Just logged in to my face book account, wow, i got 29 people to approve into friends list.
Boy, sorry, my mood swing was bad just now. Thanks for the ben n jerry ice cream, that u used to make me smile :) happy!
Now, i m using my bro's old phone. not bad la. Still usable. The Samsung people says will help me repair for 3 to 5 days, and offered to redo the paint for me first time free. I hope they do a good job.
Just logged in to my face book account, wow, i got 29 people to approve into friends list.
Boy, sorry, my mood swing was bad just now. Thanks for the ben n jerry ice cream, that u used to make me smile :) happy!
Saturday, December 01, 2007
Help! All my fats are going to my face! I got damn so chubby cheeks now. Bee says I look like chip munk now. Idiot!
Went to watch Enchanted with Alvin just now. It is a highly recommended show by some of my colleagues, even huzaini says its nice. But i felt bad, not attending sharon's son's birthday celebration. I made up for it, by making some balloons for the boy as deco, and chip in with clara for the learning laptop. Hope he enjoys himself, coz don already dint fulfill his promise for this little boy. I dont wish that he feel neglected, as someone gave him a hope, yet accomplish nothing.
Enchanted is just alright to me. The girl is pretty, and boy hopes i can be as gentle as her. hahaz. wait lor. Maybe, happily ever after, is not something practical, so i dont really enjoyed it.
I hope I can tahan, to still love him as much, coz my mood swing is really getting into me, and we are quarrelling so much. Sori, but my health is getting weaker, so i get angry and pissed more easily. Sometimes, I just wish, everything could go back to our education days. but, that is past, i got to move on. We promised to try to walk through the 2 years, i will definately put in my best.
I asked you, did u treat any of ur ex as well as u treat me now? You asked me, what do i think?
When u told me about Lena, that u felt guilty abt the way u had treated her, i understand how u felt. Thats y, I have been having this feeling, she is a great girl, you had let her down. I can feel she still loves u dat time, dats y i wanted to walk away from you, so that you can make up for her, to the harm that u had imprinted on her. I know the pain she is going through, especially, all of us are related to each other. However, its you who chose not to choose her. You had made the decision, and we got to be responsible, so we wont create another regret again.
Its not abt the gifts u showered me with, its not abt the quantity of time we spent with each other. Its about understanding each other. These few days, u told me, u were rather surprised i understandand know what u were thinking, even b4 u wanted to tell me. Ya i know. Its becoz i understands u too well, dats y sometimes, i fear for our future.
I really fear that we will go back to the pre NS days, where I have to hide in corners, to hide my fears, tirdness everything to myself. I dont know, everything is making me so confused, including my present and our future.
Went to watch Enchanted with Alvin just now. It is a highly recommended show by some of my colleagues, even huzaini says its nice. But i felt bad, not attending sharon's son's birthday celebration. I made up for it, by making some balloons for the boy as deco, and chip in with clara for the learning laptop. Hope he enjoys himself, coz don already dint fulfill his promise for this little boy. I dont wish that he feel neglected, as someone gave him a hope, yet accomplish nothing.
Enchanted is just alright to me. The girl is pretty, and boy hopes i can be as gentle as her. hahaz. wait lor. Maybe, happily ever after, is not something practical, so i dont really enjoyed it.
I hope I can tahan, to still love him as much, coz my mood swing is really getting into me, and we are quarrelling so much. Sori, but my health is getting weaker, so i get angry and pissed more easily. Sometimes, I just wish, everything could go back to our education days. but, that is past, i got to move on. We promised to try to walk through the 2 years, i will definately put in my best.
I asked you, did u treat any of ur ex as well as u treat me now? You asked me, what do i think?
When u told me about Lena, that u felt guilty abt the way u had treated her, i understand how u felt. Thats y, I have been having this feeling, she is a great girl, you had let her down. I can feel she still loves u dat time, dats y i wanted to walk away from you, so that you can make up for her, to the harm that u had imprinted on her. I know the pain she is going through, especially, all of us are related to each other. However, its you who chose not to choose her. You had made the decision, and we got to be responsible, so we wont create another regret again.
Its not abt the gifts u showered me with, its not abt the quantity of time we spent with each other. Its about understanding each other. These few days, u told me, u were rather surprised i understandand know what u were thinking, even b4 u wanted to tell me. Ya i know. Its becoz i understands u too well, dats y sometimes, i fear for our future.
I really fear that we will go back to the pre NS days, where I have to hide in corners, to hide my fears, tirdness everything to myself. I dont know, everything is making me so confused, including my present and our future.
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