Romance in the Air! My colleagues, my friends, are all happily in a rs, married or getting pregnant. My colleague at SCH is getting married, shall not say who here, coz i have to keep it a secret. Everyone is happy, but Eileen is not.

He asked me, when ever he asked me to pei him, i always need to go home early. I know you are reluctent to leave me, you want me to accompany you further. You think I do not wish to do so mahx? You asked me, y i go out with my colleagues can stay out late, but with you, i have to leave early. Whatever you want to think.

I wanted to go on off day with you, becoz i want to find back the deep love dat i had for you. I m happy, dat i have you, becoz you are a dream guy that any girl would want. But, I hope both of us will have a good time overseas.

I know i m rash, irrational, impatient, careless.... If you think, i m not worth being a good girlfrend, you can tell me straight, we can discuss. I m not as gentle as the girls out there. You made me feel so dejected last night.

I dont know how to tell u all these, coz i know we are bound to quarrel. Do you know you nvr think y i can go out with my colleagues late? becoz its after my work, so tis much easier for me to tell my mum. If i go out with u late, how am I going to tell her? like "mum, i m going dating today, so I m not going to accompany you tonight?" I dont know how to behave or how I should handle things.

I want to be happy, can I? Eileen is so unhappy..... :(