When u like someone, u will do things willingly for him, and some things dat u do, you will not let him know. That one sweet kiss melted your beautiful soul...

There was this period of time, dat i love him alot, yet he likes other girls.... everything is so different then. Yeah, u can say is I auto first de, anything.

The magical moments. Those hurt dat i had, i will nvr forget. However, i will nvr forget the care that u has given me. Although so many things happened, its ur care and concern that makes me agree to walk on this NS life with u. I hope u will treasure these time, as what will happen in future, i really dont dare to think.

I was remebered telling him, about my kindergarden friend, derrick, of whom i still kept in contact thanks to Royston. He was unhappy, as he nvr knew I has this guy friend who exist. I am glad to have known Derrick. Thanks friend.

Off today, slack at home till 2.30, den went driving lesson. Stupid weather, i progress damn slowly. Haiz. Directional Change, damn difficult :(. Without him ard, i have slowly overcome my fear of the lightning and thunder. Which means I will no longer snugger up to him when it comes to the rainy season.

My eyes is itchy and reddish today. Duno isit of infection, or isit some itchness. Shldnt be infection,as I haven been wearing contact lens since last month, unless, i sway sway got it from someone else.

Sad la, tml i alone AGAIN! Hate it sia, damn boring de. I want to watch the Golden Compass, Alvin and the chipmunk.... I wanted to watch The heartbreak kid, but sadly, its for those 21 years old and above only. Alright, I m still not yet an adult, so, i am not entitled for this.

My ibanking device finally arrived. This is my second time applying for it. I hope mummy dont throw it away again. She is still sick! :( I went home after driving,coz she is alone at home.

Time to wrap presents, for the wonderful christmas. Next up, its my sis and my mum's bdae on Jan. Haiyo, mummy's present I know wat to give her le. But sis de, I dont know yet.

Thinking thinking thinking..........