I m having all the negative feelings now, worried, unhappy, stressed, sad... My colleague just asked me, why I am having white hair at this young age. Partly, it is due to my chemically treated hair, and also the stress dat i been having.

Ok, i know i shldnt put all the blame on u, for educating me to have more responsibility. But, your words, made such a big impact on me, that i felt all the stress, for fear of making mistakes at work, fear of you being unhappy when i cant accompany you, fear of everything. its weighing on me. :(

Worried, coz mummy is very sick now. I m worried abt her health, coz i feel some negative thoughts abt this time she fell sick.

Unhappy and sad, coz he is at the 24km walk, coz his leg got injuries, den the stupid boy, went for soccer for 2 days during the weekend. I m unhappy coz he duno how to take care of himself. I nvr request u to pei me shop this week, even though i really wanted u to. Worried abt him, whther he can complete it safely or not.

I am stressed, i dont know how to plan for the days after ur POP. I know those 2 weeks are very precious to u, and i really want to accompany u, but, sometimes, i have no choice. I dont know how to put across to u, but, i m really feeling so stressed over everything.

Whats more stress was,Justin gave me a ring just now. I was surprised to see his name appearing on my phone. Haiz. he told me dat he has a gd news for me, but to me, its a bad news. He told me I will be promoted, coz he is resigning alrd. This is not a gd news! Meaning, i might be posted to sembawang! Just checked my email, omg, the woman, simply cant wait sia, sent me an email, asking me to reply a wedding enquiry. really got to be careful when handling with her. STRESSED!

I dont know what to do la, everything is so negative, my life is so down. Haiz. i want to be happy.

Sorry my ladies, if i cant go on 21st dec, pls understand ok, i will try.