He left already! :( I miss him alot. I slept at 3am, and woke at 5.30am and went to his hse and give him a surprise! I did surprised, and I also surprised his bro, as I did not used the keys to enter, but his bro was just nice wearing shoes and leaving his house. He got a fright, dat a lady with long hair and all black appearing saying a "Hello" to him.

Alvin is happy dat i went, becoz the night before I smsed him about a little surprise for him. I left for work while he left for Kim's house whereby they went to catch the flight.

Work like a zombie today! :( Lucky i balanced!

Notti boy, dint tell his parents about the genting trip yet... I will try to do the job for him den...

Mr Alvin Kok is leaving the country in less den 24 hours, to Thailand with his NS frenz. :( Haiz...Pray hard he come back safely, and enjoy himself.

I am glad dat our little trip went as planned, now we are waiting for his overseas leave approval.

I am very tired from work. Keep getting scolding from pple... idiot, i dun wan to say anything. I dun understand y there are such pple dat exists!

I m going to miss him!

Finally! I am damn busy during working hours today, as apart from work, I had been calling the agency and all, den finally it is settled at $153 per pax. I know it is quite ex la, for 3 days 2 nights, but i feel quite cheap, comparing if i have to go to HK or sth. When I went to the tour fair, 3d2n to HK with air tickets, will cost us $700+ per pax.

And now, it is done! Casino! I may seemed like a mountain turtle, but at least, i m going into the casino 1 day after i turn 21st, while my dearest bf, havent even stepped into one though his bdae was long long long time agao! Lalala!

Should i, or should i not leave?

I miss him.

Was watching a magic show:

1) personal life safety
2) money related
3) human private rs

Thank God! My off days are approved! Yeah! Happy girl! Now is just the booking of the hotel and coach, bf's oversea's leave, and off we go for our little short honeymoon of 2008!

I was reading a news of Nicholas Tse, he is still my idol sia! Quoting a line from xin.sg, of his comment of his wife's problem, 他说,“我认识她11年，我跪地求婚那天，就知道她是什么样的人，我们2个形象差不多，都敢做敢当，每个人都有过去，但我绝对信任她。”。 “我求婚后就要包容她的一切，包括好或不好。”

Sweet right?

I want to treat my family to crabs, for my 21st bday, becoz it is my parents' reward for bringing me to this world for the 21st year, where I become an adult...

I am so looking forward to this November!

I feel so excited for Martin and Erin! Really congrats! Not easy to come by, and they are indeed blessed with good luck to be approved to be together. :) :) :)

Gor must gambatte! Go and ask for her hand from her parents!

Mummy was saying, daddy told her " My parents is now your parents" when they got married. She told me not to take a guy's words too seriously. Yes, you may be married into his family, but he was to bear in mind that he has taken the hands of the daughter. Therefore, apart from the lady being filial to the guy's parents, the guy got to do his part to be filial to the lady's parents.

When a guy's family members got problem, it is right to expect the lady to be around to help, or to be present, as she is the daughter- in-law of the family. However, it should also be the same case if the lady's family member is in problem. Because we are in a society of equalness.

Come to think of it, Vin always asked me to go to his family's outings or dinner, giving me all sorts of MUST-GO reasons, and 90% of the time, i tried to be around, though i m just a GF of his, not a wife. Comparing to his bro's gf, i think i have been doing more den her.

I hope Vin will see this. I hope if the days come when my parents or my family's outings and dinner, you will be able to come and attend as well, and not to give me excuses or 'reasons' of not coming, like what my daddy has been doing.

Since we had been tgt, I have been having meals with his family at least 3 times a month, went genting with the family, cny visits every year, special birthday celebrations of his relatives, appearing at his hse at least once a week, going to his dad's factory during school holidays, visit his relatives when they are admitted to hospitals ... etc... I think, i have done more than a girlfriend has done, or probably, like what a wife should have done, just dat i dont cook.

He is going to thailand this Thursday! Sad! I am going for recee for my bdae bbq alone this weekend. No choice!

Exciting! Finally, gor proposed to his gf! Yeah! So happy for them. Now i hope that her parents will give them their blessings, and be supportive of this marriage. No matter what happens in future, the future is determined by the decision of the both of them, so, Martin and Erin should be able to overcome these together.

Had crabs today! Yummy! I had cravings for them recently, and finally i got to eat it. Nice nice!

I dont know if my branch will still be the same. I am getting sick of the job and work. Duno y, not motivated at all.

Ytd, wh, ken, amy, clara, alvin and me, went to Zouk, planning to go in the halloween party. I m not dressed up though, because this is a last minute decision. However, we dint get to enter, despite having waited in the queue for 3 hrs, omg! My back was aching badly from the standings. Haiz... And so, no choice.

I saw xinzi there. I knows she club, but we never get to meet each other in any club. Though she is in the queue, and is in front of me, she gave up entering too.

It was my bf's virgin trip to clubbing. But he failed to enter. Nvm, i taught him a little bit here and there, and he is fansinated by the pretty ladies there. Idiot! Nvm, i was telling him about the handsome guys in Phuture too. Lol, either way!

Though i feel old going clubbing, but i still loves it! Hai, how ironic.

Happy happy today, becoz alvin n i have some communication. He said I am an ideal gf, but not yet an ideal wife. Whatever, i will just be a good gf for now!

I am elated! Alvin has been uber nice to me these two days, plus he will be out tml night, as he is off on friday! And this means, more time and chances for me to see him, before he goes to thailand with his friends. Though i was a bad gf to disturb his slp last night, instead of staying in camp to rest more, he booked out today to see me. :)

I cant wait for 22nd nov to come soon, so that i can see my many many friends i have known in my 21 years... Yippee!

Please please please, grant me my off days from 26 to 29 nov please!

Everyone is asking what i want for my 21st birthday...

I want more moolahs... lol! I need more savings lah... I want my $10k savings, hopefully i strike 4D soon... coz i m very very far away from this dream...

I want mummy to sponsor me a new laptop can?

I want bf to go overseas with me?

I want my boss to grant me the off days i want next mth?

I want more money money money to be saved up!

For my past 3 days, i have been a sticky girlfriend... Sat after work, i went shopping at bugis alone, den meet him for a little while.

Sunday, we slacked at his house, den we went to Vivo City to meet his NS friends, had buffet dinner at Carnivore, $46/pax. As the name suggests, mostly is meat, but they are delicious.

Today, we went to honda showroom to look at cars, den slack at his place, before i go shopping at NTUC to buy some ingredients for the food i want to make tml...

Miss him!

in another 30 mins, it will be our 3 yr and 3 months...

I want a house, which i can call home. I really dislike staying in my house now. No place of my own. No table of mine, the only thing i have is a bed which i can call mine.

Luckily, I have a bf of mine!

I just came back from the company's service night at expo. Fun, but i m not dressed to the theme. It is always so thrilling, to see my batch mates! Took cab home home with my manager, just got to know she passed her driving on 25th sept, and she has been practicing woah!

Work tml, den a shopping spree after dat!

http://www.bento.com/tf-recp.html

I am so happy to hear darling's comment that my packed lunch photo looked nice. Hee! He asked why i dint cooked my fried rice for him! Shall see again. If u r a good boy, i will pei you.

Tml company's event again! Haiz.. Have to go! Sat bf not free to accompany me, i think i m going for a little shopping trip!

Mummy is saying to go oversea in dec, duno if i will get to go or not, coz must see if i can apply my AL or not.

BF is going thailand with his friends in nov, just a few days before my bday... I want to go with him, but he says his frenz are not going to bring gf, so bring me is very inconvenient... Hai, but i duno if he will be able to give me a memorable bday, coz he got duty on 25th, by the time u reached home on 26th, he will be dead beat and wun have energy to pei me :( sad sad....

This sunday is our special day, ytd he suggested to go sentosa with his frenz, like, its our day lehx!

Silly boy! But, i still loves him.

I am so happy i see him today! The short 1 hour, is sufficient to make my pain of stress to be away for a little while, makes me more relax and happier!

My work is sooooooooo superrrrrrr stresssssssful! I am in a dilemna on whether i should leave, the benefits are soooo gd, but the work is very stressful! :(

Crossing my fingers! I dun wan him to have guard duty on the 25th nov!

Happy 21st Birthday to my darling Elaine. Today is 21st Oct 2008, her 21st birthday, and her chinese name is ee ling (10 aka Oct). So qiao! Ger, did ur mum planned for it?

I m getting more pimples, from my stress... I hope to be more adapted to my work soon. If i stay on, i might get my promotion to BO, as my branch's bo is now preggie le. But, its sooo stressful, but its fun la...

I want more savings... hai, so i gt to work harder.

My bf is glad dat i finally wake up and decided to save le. I work for 1 yr liao, and no savings lehx! Stupid me!

Mummy cooked fried rice for me to bring to work, yummy!

My feet and toes are swollen... :( I am unhappy... I miss alvin!

I made my own lunch, and brought to work today. Colleagues are shocked to see me bring, some commented dat it looks nice. I hope to practice hard, and make food for him one day.

Work faced some problems. :(

http://video.about.com/japanesefood/Prepare-Perfect-Sushi-Rice.htm

I am trying to learn more about japanese food, since he loves them. :)

Happy 21st Birthday to my sweetie Elaine. Though the actual day will be on 21st Oct, but we had a mini celebration in the chalet she booked on the 18th Oct. The girls turned up of coz, Alvin and Xavier went too.

Baby and I had some quarrels. I was so moody and unhappy, becoz i want to communicate with him, but i duno how to tell him so as not to worsen our rs. My gfs are worried for me, so I told dem about my problems, esp to michelle and xavier.

The party ended like 10.30pm, xavier, michelle, me and alvin took bus 89 home. I tried explaining things to him, but he feels i m moody, dats what caused our quarrels. Well, in a rs, communication is very important, i really hoped he can understand.

Nevertheless, I am very glad to have him around at Elaine's party. We got for her (the girls bought de), Kuromi things and 6 special condoms for her. Damn kinky la... Praying hard and hopefully they do not give me funny, naughty or kinky things for my bdae prezzie....

I hope baby can learn to reflect on our quarrels. Sometimes i do not understand ur thinking, which might caused the misccomunication, but at least I am trying...

Ok my diet plan works, I lost like 2kg in a week... Hopefully by my birthday I will obtain my 42kg...

So tired. He has yet to call me, nor reply my smses. I guess he must be feeling terrible, over the lost of his items, and worry for his punishment. Crossing my fingers and praying hard, I want him to be celebrating my 21st birthday with me. Hopefully everything will be fine.

So stressful! My batch match is down on MC for 2 days. Everyone is so tired, i think.

I hope he calls me soon.

Trouble

I hope... I pray... He will be fine. Things happened unexpectedly. Hopefully he will passed it peacefully, even if it means I will get more cramps, i dont mind if he is alright.

Was at his house just now. He ignored me, due to a very small and stupid quarrel we had, making me looks like an extra/ idiot in the house, like a pest. I cried, but he dont know. Because he feels I am in the wrong. No hugs nor kisses, though I made a trip down to meet him, especially important trip to me, when i know he will not be coming out till Sunday morning, for his little mistake he made, machiam like punishing me lidat.

No apology till now. When we are about to leave the house, then he realised he lost 2 super impt things. I turned the house over with his mum, though I was having super bad backache and my legs are breakings (due to work). We still cant find it, so we had to go to the Police to make a report. :(

* He ignored me even when I was helping him to search for the items.

Now, I just hope he will be fine. He dint say the 3 words today also.

Sad! Hope everything will be fine for him, and tomorrow to be a better day.

Chicken Culet

Beef Curry


Am I a sensitive girlfriend?


I felt so insecure, when he told me he cant meet me ytd, coz his girl-friend wans him to pei her to meet her guy-friend, coz she is shy. I was disappointed, as my work ends at 2pm, i told him i will be heading to bugis to settle my Uni stuffs, and I will meet him after dat. When he told me he going to have dinner with them, my heart sink.





On friday, he had half day leave, but, we cant spend much time tgt, as he was going for his primary school friend bdae party.





Ever since i changed my job, every sat, i was either working half day or off. BUT, we never get the chance to spend our full day together. I dont request everyweek, but sometimes, we have so little time together.





When I was with SAFYC, he complaint that i need to work in the weekends, not spending enough time with him. Now that I have more time, he seemed to be very busy. :(

I am getting happier! I am happy because.... I got to see my ladies in wednesday, thursday and friday when i went to training centre! And we played table tennis and kbox at rec club, ith the whole class, fun times!

After work today, i went to meet my bf. Spoke to him about me being clueless of my 21st birthday. Baby gave me a suggestion, to have a bbq at East Coast Park, and so, i made up my mind to do exactly. I do not wish to have a birthday party, wanting people to come and celebrate for me. I just want a simple affair, for my friends and relatives, colleagues and ex colleagues to be around, enjoy themselves through a simple bbq session.

I m addicted to bentos! Today morning, mummy cooked some meat for me, and i packed it nicely into my lunch box with some salad.

Like a school girl, but this is not only about being able to dig in when my tummy starts growling, and it is msg free!

BF is asking me to make one for him too, well, let me experiment a few dishes before I cook a good meal for you. I am not a gd cook, but i will try my best.

MC for two days, as my back is killing me, even when i sit down. OMG, doctor advised me to take 2 days, though i told her i only need 1 day. Whatever!

I had bread plus 2 meat, green veggies and some other veggies for lunch today! Yummylicious.

Great Bentos Links:

http://www.airandangels.com/bentobox/
http://lunchinabox.net/2007/06/19/disposable-bento-for-airplane/
http://www.cookingcute.com/recipes.htm (receipes for cute bentos food)
http://onabentofrenzy.blogspot.com/

I need to know, how do I make the food fresh and delicious despite being out from the cooker or refrigerator? Anyone knows?

I am aware my blog is having my cobwebs soon. I have been very busy, with work, parties, and with my sweet bf.

BF had his block leave these few days, but my work kept me so occupied, so I can only pei him after work. Sorry boy, neglect u le.

3rd Oct was the bank's dnd. Surprised to see Jean and Shandy there, so it means, we are colleagues again! The two sweety are cashiers back then, and now bank officers.

Kbox with baby today at amk, fun! Had pepper lunch for dinner.

Happy Birthday to Dionne! We went to her house to celebrate her 21st this afternoon. Met a couple of friends whom we had not met for like 4 years? Its good to see all of us all over again. :)

Dionne is so thrilled to see the Cloud figurine we got for her as the present, limited edition, costing almost $380. Its worth it, if she likes it.

I should really exercise more, since it is already almost oct, one more month to my birthday!

Happy 3 years and 2 mths baby! Meet him after work and had dinner at ichiban sushi. Both of us are on saving mode, so it has been some time since we last dine there. Thanks for the treat!

Sept Batch

Congratulations to all of us, the September Batch of 2008's PTBO! After 21 days of intensive trainings, and 14 tests and examinations, today is the last day of our training!

Thanks to all, who made this tough and almost impossible training to succeed well!

Kim, Eileen and Xiaoting... My new found sweethearts in this training,including Mandy! We came a long way, pulling and pushing each other.

Looking forward to seeing these group of fun people on 8th, 9th and 10th October!

Dilemna! Gosh, what shall I do? I cant decide, Ponggol or Compass Point? One is with great colleagues, the other is near my house. One need to work weekends, the other sooner or later. Which one should i choose?

Hai, i m really missing the times dat i can disturb clara and jamie, telling den my worries and unhappiness. Everything in SAFYC, except for the job scope of tiredness, i miss them so much. :(

Well, hopefully i can move on further. Today i had a new discovery, my cousin works in the bank as well! I dint know until i met her in the building today.

I need to destress! I need a listening ear to blurt my nonsense and deepest secrets to! Whom can i talk to? Argh, i m so tired. :(

Ok, I got lots to update today, but....

Firstly, Happy 21st Birthday to Royston (16th September) and Adelaide (19th September)...

I have been nelgecting my girlfriends and buddies lately, becoz of my new start, work and training. Very tired and stressful. Finally, 2 weeks have passed smoothly, i hoped.

I am glad to have met Xiao Ting, Li Kim and Mandy in this training batch, of course the batch includes guys Belfred, Jie Yong, Adrian, Eric, Weihong, other girls are Jasmine, Michelle, Jessica, Sok Kuan, and one more girl I cant remember her name.

Xiao Ting, Li Kim and Mandy has been great girlfriends, lunch and exams are fun with them. :) We shared secrets. Though the feel of the colleagues are new, at least satisfaction n recognition in work is the key!

I hope I will try to keep there for at least 2 months or longer. :) Trying to.

RMIT ranking is now 379.... NTU ranking now 474, NUS is 111, Monash Uni now 104, University of Manchester is now at 318...

Argh, so how, which one to choose?

Anyway, on the 11th Sept 2008, I finally passed my driving test at the 3 rd attempt. :) Woohoo!

I m so shagged, from the training. Argh, starting to regret le. But, for the sake of my future, i must hold on! :(

Argh, I spent like $228 in two days, on Mascara base, mascara, eyelash curler, eyebrow liner, eyeliner, foundation, black heels....

Hai, what to do? I have to put on makeup everyday for work. Tml i am going for my facial, my face is so dry. :( meaning, another $190 will be gone tml.

I have been so happy these few days, coz my dearest bf is with me, every minute. Muackies.

I saw a bald person two days ago on the bus, with a handsome guy. The person is actually a lady, who is down with some illness. I admire the love between them, so when i reached bf hse, i told him about this, and sweety said that he will never leave me also, if i am sick.

He has always take good care of me. :) Loves.

Today is my first day of work with the bank. Reach the office at 9am, briefing till 12noon, lunch till 2.30pm, went for shiseido grooming course till 5pm, and tata, I went home.

After which headed to bf's hse, waited for him for an hour at his house downstairs. :( Had dinner with his family.

The photos below are taken after the makeup class. My second time using eyeliner. First time doing eyebrow makeup. Like no diff la.

Disturbing my bf is my hobby. Look at his happy face!
My parent's room.....
How I wish I will have such long eyelashes everyday? These are my real lashes, not fake de.

Oh yes, this photo was taken by my BF, when i disturb him. Bleahx! :p

by taking the first step, will have a chance to succeed

Happy birthday to my Brother, Jia Rui!

Went back to club at 10.30am, after collecting the cheque and letter, we said bye bye. Don, cy, me, jimmy, cy and jason headed to Tampines for lunch, dine at pasta mania.

After piercing my ear and Don went to singtel, we went to cash our cheque. My first time lehx. Well, my last cheque from the club.

After which, we head to find Jamie, chill and slack at Mac Donalds, talk and crap, till 6.30pm. Wow!

I shall missed all these fun ex-colleagues soon. Our age difference is not more than 10 years ok....

I m going to iron my clothes, NOW! Haiyo...

Have you seen the channel 8 show? The baby Nicole is so cute!!!

Just another simple slacking day. Bought a pair of black pumps, for my new work uniform.

It has been raining and raining all day. I am moving here and there at home, so that my butt will not grow big before I start work.

My ex colleague CY is now in phuket with his gf... hopefully things are fine with him over there, as the situation is really in chaos. Elizabeth asked me how he was doing, well, i have no idea. Great colleagues like these care for each other. :)

I miss him la. :( The silly bf forget to call me last night. Haiyo...

Ping just told me, the new team is very quiet. hahaz... Missing us le mahx?

For those who know who my bf is, yet have no link with him in friendster, below is what Alvin states in his Friendster profile:

About Me:

Name: Alvin Kok Yin Shao
D.O.B.: 23 Feb 1987
Nicks: ~ Vin ~ Al ~ Kok ~ Shortie ~ Ang Mo Squirrel ~ PangPang Elephant ~ kokysa
Best nicK!!!: -=PiGoToN9=- ~oinkZ! (This nick I gave him)
Bout me nehX! U wanna know me? Add me to MSN... =)
1) When u're sad, find me...
2) When u're happy, find me...
3) When u miss me, find me...
4) When u need a bf, find me...
5)When u're over stressed, find me...
6) But if u're infuriated by the bad service or being overcharged, dun find me...

Prices as set below for the above services ^.^:
1) $20.00 + all other expenses used to make u happy again...
2) $10.00nett
3) $0.50/min
4) This depends on who u are...

Range: FOC to Rejection of job offer...
If you're a guy, i may still consider... hehe! But if chio bu nehX... of course accept la! =P

5) Actaully I'm very stressed too... So i dun think u shud find me... haha!
But if u insist, $99.90nett(Promo price leh! U.P.$100.00nett)
6) Told u dun find me le rite? _

Who I Want to Meet:

All kinds...

Tall/Short,Fat/Thin,Hairy/Bald,Bastardy/Bitchy,Nice/Nasty, Cool/Nerd,Original/Pirated,Guy/Gal/Gay/Les,Airport/Busty(Hee), Big/Small,etc. Anywhere... Anytime... Anyplace... Everywhere... Everytime... Everyplace... O!!!Most IMPT.!!! I WANNA MEET LAME PPLE LIKE U!!! (you can stand reading this lame notice, aren't you lame?)

Funny mahx? He is a funny boy! Lol... When i m down, i will read these words, sure to make me laugh

Wow, in every 1000 babies born in 1960 to 1990, there are an average of 400 babies by the name of Eileen. Gosh!

What is so nice about this common name?

EILEEN
Gender: Feminine
Usage: Irish, English
Pronounced: ie-LEEN, ay-LEEN [key]
Anglicized form of EIBHLÍN. It is also considered an Irish form of HELEN. It first became popular in the English-speaking world outside of Ireland near the end of the 19th century.

http://www.behindthename.com/name/eileen

So, I am looking at a new one, Vevina... It is 1 in a 1000. Cool!

Name: VEVINA
Gender: Female
Origin/Usage: Celtic/Gaelic, Hebrew, Irish
Meaning: Sweet lady

Both origin from Irish. nice nice....

BF came my hse to fetch me at 6.30pm, to his house. Coz he sent his dad to airport.

After slping till 10pm, we set off to Bishan, bought my googles, second round of breakkie, bought a spag top and white top from Giodano...

We went to Pasir Ris, wanted to swim, but the heavy rain put us off. So, we caught Wall E at Cathay, before heading to Sengkang to meet his friend for the mooncake. After that, since the rain has finally stopped, we went to Hougang Swimming Complex for a short swimming exercise.

After which, went to his hse to fetch his mum to Hougang Mall for dinner. Yummlicious! Hahaz!

Fat loh.

About SAF Yacht Club

I have been with this company since 14 May 07, and my last day of service to the club was 30 August 08. It has been really fun, though not a fantastic pay, but great colleagues. Then why do I leave?

1) Alot of pple wans me to leave my job, as I have been neglecting them
2) My seniors (Don and CY) are leaving, I dont think the new team can make it
3) My hand injury discourages me to carry heavy things
4) I need a higher pay job, coz the pay I am getting is way too low for me
5) What I want to learn, i have finished. So, it is time to move on and learn more things
6) If the club can employ people who has qualifications of O Level only for my position, I dont think there is a need for a diploma holder like me to do this job.

Diploma is nothing. But, we have the knowledge, so that you do not need to retrain us.

When I took my things, and say goodbye to everyone, I almost cried. My eyes are watery. Yes, I might be weak. But, the friendship and kindness that I have received here, are real.

When I reached home yesterday night, Jamie msged me. " Hi Eileen, sad to see you go but then again all the best to you keep in touch" So sweet of her. I shall missed her terribly, just like to Don and Cheeyang. They are really nice people, working has been fun and meaningful, just with them around, no matter how tired we may be, social events, corporate events, weddings....

I replied her " :) Not to worry You will see me around, though not everyday. I think in the whole club I miss you the most. Take care woah, we shall go shopping someday" And she is cute to reply " Ok that will be your promise to me!"

I remember, when I go around to bid farewell, rose and her hugged me. Both are like mummies to me in the club. :)

Rose's delicious lunch, Jamie's cute laughter "Oops, I forget to bring my specs/handphone today again", I looked forward to everyday when I go to work. Disturbing Chee Yang at work and chatting with him, running to Don to remind him things, going to marketing office to chat with Jason and Liyan, giving magazine to Noris to read, grid Jimmy or Sunny to help me in my event set up, going to Alice for the super nice Pulut Hitam dessert, calling Elizabeth to talk about work, hearing Ping shouting in her office to some people who disturbed her, going to Clara's room and start my conversation as "Clara Hon....", hearing Mr Sim coming from his room and say " Smoke smoke smoke, lets go", Tracey to start whining when the clock strikes 12 noon "Lunch time! Where are we eating today"....Huzaini's "Ji chi Bang" meaning chicken wing to him.... these are all part of my life for the past 15 months.

Uncle Stephen and Miss Jacklyn has been very nice to me. I am happy to hear Stephen saying that I am actually more sensible than his daughter, and he promised me if I want to have my vdae dinner with my bf next yr, he will reserve a table for me, FOC! Miss Jacklyn treated Don, CY and me for a lunch appointment for our farewell on 29th August, I had the carpetag steak, yummy! Don has Lamb, and I think he enjoys it. CY has a mixed of steak and baby chicken. Argh, it is also one of my habit to visit this nice couple almost everyday to talk about business or a small chat, and they are always treating me to food, ice cream and drinks (thats how I got fat).

The habit of changing, is really difficult. Putting down to move on, is like breaking up with a bf like dat, coz those are the people whom I have a special bond with them. :)

I hope that for those who left with me, all the best! And for those who stayed, hopefully their life there will be great and less stressful! :)

I present to you.... The Events Team of 2007/2008


Pretty Accountant Elizabeth and me



Me with the ultra happening people in Marketing Department


Banana Boat Ride for Staff Training



My 20th Birthday



Countdown Party



Chee Yang's Birthday

Today is my last day of employment with the SAF Yacht Club. I gonna miss all the fun, of working with Jamie, Ping, Clara... I gonna miss the fun working times with Chee Yang and Don.

:(

My new life is just going to start soon.

Ytd went to marina square and saw leonard goh. Today during 7th mth prayer saw zerong in the club. So qiao.

Last 2nd day... I m starting to miss everyone. :( Not a gd sign.

I hope I will be much braver, to walk down the path for my future challenges.

I leave for a better future, i hope.

I want to rely on myself, for my studies and my own assets. How i wish i can be stronger!

I m looking forward to my days with my bf.

My bf just made me angry. He said he wanted to meet me, so i almost board the train from tanah merah to his place, he called and say he wans to watch tv, so dun wan to book out :(

Nvm, he has been a nice guy to take leave for my driving test and my 21st bday dates. And this sunday he promises me to go to sentosa. Yippee! Yes, i m such a little girl at times, but exclusively to my bf can?

If u cant stand what I m writing here, den too bad, this blog is mainly abt me n my bf.

Anyway, 2 more days, are all that i have with the club. I will missed my working colleagues, the old and new events team, the fun working envirnoment. But, i will not miss the tedious and no life kind of work.

Cheers! to Noris and Jason whose last day was ytd n today... Den it will be Don and Elizabeth, me, cheeyang and Jimmy! We will be better out there, and be good friends wherever we might be in our future. Keep in touch.

Happy 3 years n 1 month dear. Muackies!

It was the SAF Yacht Club's dinner n dance ytd night at Swissotel Merchant Court. Not as fun as last yr, but thanks to my colleagues who commented on my dress. :) Took a couple of pictures only, shall upload them again. Our table was trance, and elizabeth n myself are the only ladies.

The dnd end at 10 plus 11pm, gary, cy, don, jason, elizabeth, jimmy and myself went to elephant to drink. My lychee martini obviously did something to me. Hai. We played truth n dare. I dread that game, all my secrets will be out. Ok, i guess some of them knew that what i have told them wasnt true last time le. But, who cares, we are all leaving, except gary.

All the sensored qns and jimmy's sai things, damn funny! Great laugh. The night ends at 3.15am where we headed home. :)

Going out now, will be pack to post the pictures.

I am a happy lady today. Mr Bf come to my hse at 10 plus, after he went to office to give something. We packed like 11 bags of things to be disposed.

Went for lunch and dinner with him at hougang mall. Before going out to lunch, we had a big tiff. Mr BF says he put his ez link card on my table, and it was lost! Except for the tissues that I put there, I did not touch anything. :(

So, we left home unhappily, coz this is the second ez link he lost in a week. One at his hse, one in my hse. :( He gave me a black face. I was like, Hello, wats ur wallet for, if u dun put ur card inside? We had black faces for like 3 hours for lunch. Went home to slack for another 2 hours, watching tv.

Then, out to hougang mall for dinner at the food court. And, when I was buying a belt for my dnd dress, super cute n blur bf found that his ez link card in his psp pouch! WTH! I was hopping mad when i heard abt it. He was saying sorry to me :(

Second time he says sorry after scolding me in a week. 4 days ago, i bought food for him, knowing that he is hungry while waiting for me. When I called him to tell him i leaving my company to his place n bought food for me, he scolded me for buying, coz he wants to eat waraku. :( I was nice to buy food for him neh. Felt so sad n hurt. After dat, he says his piece of sorry, after i bring to his hse, heat up the food for him, n bring right to his face to feed him.

Tell him, he is a lucky man if u think he is! Lol!

It was 20082008 yesterday, yet, we do not have wedding. How funny! Whatever, better dat way, since we are alrd super busy.

Tml bf is coming my hse.... To help me tidy my hse. Lala, my part time maid.

Bf n i dine at Pasta De Waraku again, today for dinner. Yummylicious! Spent like $120 in dat store for 2 meals, for the two of us. Guess my bf is attracted to it.

Hmmz, Mr Bf gt a friend recently, whom i duno how, yet they communicate quite often. Sounds fishy, shall sound him out some day. :( dun u disappoint me.

Before I got that call from him...

I was happy today! I went to bf's hse via cab, den we went to amk hub to do corn. Was told they cant do for me yet. got to wait for another week. :( So, we went for our breakkie at mac.

To his hse again, we slacked, den went to novena for Pasta. Yummy! And watched Money 2 at amk hub, eating popcorns.

We had dinner at food court.

I love him. Thanks for this wonderful day.

Sorry to make u miss ur medical. We forgot abt it. Sorry sorry. Loves u!

Wo Ai Ni! He makes me a happy girl, a very pleasant and great surprise...

I am off tml, as I will be going for my corn removal. So, I told bf to accompany me tml.

We catch " Meet Dave" after my work at J8. Alright only. Had dinner at delifrance. Thereafer, i took bus 88 home, while he stayed as he is catching another movie with his parents.

Here is the surprise... He accompanied me to the bus stop, and asked me to look in his eyes. He told me, tml's plan, is to settle my corn and his bank things, den we go for is either of his 3 plans.

1) Sentosa to sun tan
2) Sentosa to build sand castles
3) Clubbing

Y am i so happy?

1) Bf nvr likes to sun tan, and this is the first time he suggested it. Whenever i say i want to go, he will disagree
2) Sand castles, sth i nvr do b4, neither did he. It is so romantic. Lala, loving it
3) the silly boy nvr go clubbing before. I m serious. So i told him, tml is monday, clubs dun open de lehx. Lol

I almost cired of happines. Who says girls are hard to please?

Love his romantic ideas. But, i got to do my corn, duno can walk or not. :(

I was so touched, about his words ytd, before I left his place. I asked him, darling, if one day I met someone who is better den u, will u let me go?

He says, if the person is better den him, loves me more den he do, treats me better, he will give me up. He says, love a person is not abt owning him, but to make her feel happy.

Thank u, I love u.

But i wun leave him, no matter what.

I am proud of him! He ran 16km in 1 hr 15 mins. :) Great job

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Haiya... cant see my dear tml. :( gt 7th mth prayer at club. Nvm, will see him soon :) Monday, he is MINE!!! He has been coming out this week, and next week.

I love facial n spas. My face is not oily today! Signed up for their package, 5 time $290, usual 1 session at $80. The package provides me 2 times of eyebrow trimming.

Now is 8.10pm. Shall go on my new buddy, Mr Trendmill, for some walking/jogging/running at 8.30pm. hopefully can complete 3km today.

I love to exercise, except for the fact that it makes my legs fatter :( or maybe more muscular.

Which laptop shall I get? Vaio? Fujitsu? Mac?

Went for an interview this morning at Kallang, then meet bf for lunch at amk hub subway. Slack with him! Simple life like this makes me happy already!

Anyway, wat makes me happier is that after I let him hear shuo yi qian bian wo ai ni the song, and I sang a bit, he says my voice is very nice for singing for the first time! Yeah! Everytime i compliment him for singing so well, this is the first time he says i sing well. Lala, Eileen is happy today!

I am proud to say, till the time I leave the club, I am still the youngest perm staff in the club :) Hee!

I moved on for the better. Hopefully i get better luck out there.

I guess... its time for me to sign up for fitness first paragon le... i m getting more fats... Y paragon? Not sure yet, muz see here my branch is going to be at. :(

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I shall aim for the LV bag... woohoo!

8th of August, I had a difficult day, a wedding, my last one. Quite alright though. first day of the Olympic in China.

9th August, happy bdae to Singapore! Off today, went to bright hill to pray, den kbox with sis's frenz at dynasty, den caught Journey to the centre of the earth. Oh yes, please watch this show, if u love thrill n adventure. Bought a blazer n pants from g2000, at $78, original price at $238. Woohoo! Got some gd stuffs from Daiso too!

10th August, fishing competition. Spent my day at SCH in the morning, except when Chee Yang n I went back to CCH to get sth. Went to bf hse after dat to catch a nap, before meeting Michelle to Michelle Lim's bdae.

We left at 9pm, had some great talk. Its always good, to have a fren like michelle, who understands me as well as i understand her. :) Cheers girl!

I hope... I hope my grandma's illness will not fall on me :( 50% the chance of this illness is hereditary. I dun wan to have mental illness...

Woots! I finally step foot into Zouk! Yeah, i m a country pumpkin. I haven club since 4 years ago. :(

I dun like the smoky environment in the past, and i treasure my beauty slp, plus my ex bf do not like me to club.

Nevertheless, I had a great time there, we enter from phuture first. Went there with Lthena, Elizabeth, Don, Liyan, Jakob, Ping, Clara.... 2 guys, 6 girls!!!

Lthena drank for Ping, while Jakob drank for Elizabeth, for the game between Elizabeth n Ping. Poor Lthena, she drank so much, that she starts to get tipsy n drunk. Don's actions are so obvious. Wee Wee! They hold hands, hug... wow!

Elizabeth was a bit drunk also, from her slur words... I managed to make out what she was saying.

I dint get drunk, though I drink 4 glasses, was tipsy.

No energy to dance, when we hit the dance floor. Was in hibernating mood alrd.

Reach home at 3plus head for bed after removing makeup at 4pm.

Sorry darling, make u worry. :)

26 more days to graduation

I like Ah Mei's Yuan Lai Ni Shen Me Duo Bu Yao... And qing ai de, ni zhen mei bu zai shen bian... Nice songs..

The companys DnD is coming. Duno what to wear. CY was right, those we are leaving, should have our very own theme, coz we have the courage to leave, to go into a world of our own.

It is not easy to come together, fate is a main factor. And because of various reasons, we left. However, the friendster and bond that we shared, will not break up, even after we completed our 1 month's of notice.

CY, Don, Noris, Jimmy, Jason, Eileen, Elizabeth... And not forgetting Jakob and Lthena... Times together has been fantastic! We will do better, when we are out there.

Hopefully one day, we might be back to the club, to eat, and to stay in the resort rooms?

Saying good bye is hard, it needs alot of courage and determination. I am glad to say, I did it!

26 more days to, good bye officially!

Though time spent with you is always so short, but these are the days that i keep smiling. Thanks!

I simply loves the neoprint we took today. I declare first, i did not wear contact lens, just took off my glasses only. Dun assume that I used that alluring eyes thing.

Please refer to the pictures below.

Elizabeth n Don resigned on 30th july, me, cy and noris resigned on 31st july.

Y the sudden resign? Well, I got another job on 30th july, the thrill of getting accepted immediately, damn shiok!

On 30th july, I got my ipod nano as well. Pretty!

31st july, Jakob last day. Like what he says, Liyan, the intern, is like a sister. As I m the youngest perm staff in the club, I m like a little princess.

I reborned my hair ytd $300... so ex. Hai... Alot pple says i look better n cuter, some says I look like a doll, short fringe.

Just went to chinatown for cy's grandfather's wake, with ping, clara, rose, jakob n jimmy.

Had a tired day at work today. :(

Off tml, going to see my handsome bf!

Instead of losing my fats to 42kg, I gain some wonderful weight to 49kg... Can u believe it? I guess its water retention, coz i dun eat much, nor snacks often, seriously, Lthena says she dint see me take any snacks even when she offered me at work. Haix... :(

I m tired. Thanks to the company for giving us the chance to try banana boat and jetski rides. Happy, good experience

Thank you Alvin, for the 2 days of fun and closeness dat we shared together.

Although our plans are corked up, and he was super tired, but he accompanied me to Sentosa Cafe Del Mar, and we have some great dinner at this great place. We met Primers pple at Vivo City, Forbes birthday. Bob Tan changed alot.

I introduced bf to a potato chips from candy empire, and it has since became his fave.

Slpt over, and we woke our asses up at 9am. Had breakfast at Mac, and we saw Chen Pei. Caught hellboy2 at amk hub. And we took some great neoprints! Happy! Lunch at Icihban sushi. Both days of dining costs us ard $50+ each.

Went to Bishan, to buy somethings. I go a new crystal case for my nintendo. Yippee! No more princess cover,but the new cover is pink!

Went back to his hse, and I bought my limited edition ipod nano from website. Hopefully it arrives soon.

In all, I had a great weekend with my bf.

Happy 3rd year

Its our third yr anniversary... Just being with u, I m contented! Hope to have an enjoyable night tml! Loves.

Happy day

*ELiN*=RaPpigiE=* Pigotong says:
chey... u dint change ur msn nick... was expecting sth
BE Addicted....Starry Starry Night ... says:
huh?
BE Addicted....Starry Starry Night ... says:
what ?
*ELiN*=RaPpigiE=* Pigotong says:
tot u will express ur comments on ur msn nick
BE Addicted....Starry Starry Night ... says:
haha
BE Addicted....Starry Starry Night ... says:
dun have to express here
*ELiN*=RaPpigiE=* Pigotong says:
okaz..
BE Addicted....Starry Starry Night ... says:
why ?u want to go is it?
*ELiN*=RaPpigiE=* Pigotong says:
erm, think my nick alrd said it very long ago
BE Addicted....Starry Starry Night ... says:
okie
BE Addicted....Starry Starry Night ... says:
when giving me letter?
*ELiN*=RaPpigiE=* Pigotong says:
4th august i think... typed liaoz
BE Addicted....Starry Starry Night ... says:
ok
*ELiN*=RaPpigiE=* Pigotong says:
was ur news so fast. I only told jakob n cy abt it
BE Addicted....Starry Starry Night ... says:
of coz
BE Addicted....Starry Starry Night ... says:
haha
BE Addicted....Starry Starry Night ... says:
i act blur ..but i know a lot things
BE Addicted....Starry Starry Night ... says:
hahaha
*ELiN*=RaPpigiE=* Pigotong says:
lol... gd gd... amazing. lets see what clara says
BE Addicted....Starry Starry Night ... says:
i feel gd when i hear u want to leave
BE Addicted....Starry Starry Night ... says:
time to move on., go do what u study
BE Addicted....Starry Starry Night ... says:
dont stay here
*ELiN*=RaPpigiE=* Pigotong says:
yes. dats wat i m thinking of.... and the best part is, i m aiming at ur ex company
BE Addicted....Starry Starry Night ... says:
erm ?Singex or Ocbc?
*ELiN*=RaPpigiE=* Pigotong says:
ocbc
BE Addicted....Starry Starry Night ... says:
as ?
*ELiN*=RaPpigiE=* Pigotong says:
polytechnic trainee sth lidat
*ELiN*=RaPpigiE=* Pigotong says:
my resume sent out liao anyway
BE Addicted....Starry Starry Night ... says:
gd!
BE Addicted....Starry Starry Night ... says:
gd start
BE Addicted....Starry Starry Night ... says:
but i will pretend to keep u
BE Addicted....Starry Starry Night ... says:
after u guys letter come in ..then i throw
*ELiN*=RaPpigiE=* Pigotong says:
lol... cy was saying he wants to ask u when u want to throw letter
*ELiN*=RaPpigiE=* Pigotong says:
the letter hor, is typed to u or clara? coz i m firing HR not u lehx
BE Addicted....Starry Starry Night ... says:
cc me

Hai... I failed my second attempt. I know I have disappointed many of u. Sorry. I m utterly disappointed in my failure. :(

I want to leave. I m very tired of my days there. I want a change.

Happy 21st birthday Kendrick! His gf gave him a surprised celebration. Hahaz. In all, i enjoyed the session.

Esther Kok is such a bitch. Sorry bf, to say about ur classmate here. But i cant stand the way she speaks, n her behavior. Looking at me as though I m not invited. Please la, ken n wh are alvin n my frenz. We met both of them more frequent than you. Fu*k lor... Talk as though pple owe u billions.

Http://memyselfmine.blogspot.com I really felt the pain n the feeling of losing someone who is very important. 4 years of relationship, to the state of discussing about marriage, while she was looking forward to his return just four days later, he nvr return...

Mr Alvin, if u do read this post, please understand y I was thrilled that your medical can stop you from going to Thailand. Not because of anything, but it is just because I do not want to lose you.

I m so thriled, to see Guardianselling Pokka Collagen Water, which is in a very pretty packaging...Sweet n taste very nice.

Misses him!

Sometimes, i really feel blessed and happy to be able to see him. Saw him today again... Hee, though a freaking short time spent with him, it is worthy time spent.

I know the next two days is gona be tough for me. :( i will pull through. Loves...

Happy birthday daddy! My parents are just back from genting, their lovely dovy days.

I am a happy ger, coz i gott o see my bf today, after work. He says i m softer these few days. Haha, dats becoz he is a nice bf to let me have my day.

Love u baby...

To that person... Though i know u will nvr be able to read this, but, i m still going to say... What my bf n i been through, is not wat u can understand. 3 yrs, from an 18 yr old teen to 21 yr old adult, things that u know, and u nvr knew, its not complete.

Although he is not perfect 100%, but what he lacks, i will compliment it. Just like he dont look at minor things or be observant, i do. Together with him, we make lesser mistakes in our life.

In all, he is the best bf i can ask for.

Special day

Pleasan surprise from dear...

I pulled myself up frm bed to go for my driving class. Almost late, but, i made it. Not bad, but made some mistakes. But, i managed to do well in my engine brake, i guess its the car la...

Tml i m going to work after 4 hours of driving. Hope I wont be late!

My surprise from bf today... woke up at 8.30am, saw my hp, Mr BF has sms me, saying, just booked out going home now...

I was like, wth, what are u doing, its a monday morning and u get to book out?

Tried to called him a few times, but he dint picked up. After my driving class, he smsed me, saying he is at ttsh! Well, he did told me he got to go for his medical appt, but dint tell me its today....

So, I went to novena, to ttsh to accompany him! We had bk for lunch tgt, and it is freezing cold at Novena. But, I must tell everyone, they sell Hello Kitty from Sanrio. The products are damn cute, seriously cute.

While on the train back to amk, and bf going to yio chu kang to book in, we saw patricia, our fren from primers. She is definately a beauty. Girl, u r missed!

So what is the surprise that I was talking abt? Its just that i get to see him today. Dint expect it, I am very happy!

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3 parts in what I am going to record here today...

1st thing, ytd i gt to meet my dearest after work. While waiting for him, i splurge $104 on my facial things and $8 on eyebrow treatment. Ok, the eyebrow one is damn cheap, bugis will cost me $16. As for the facial, ever since my skin condition worsen, I had been very moody, unhappy, lose confidence, and my mood has been super cranky. These are no reasons that I find for myelf to splurge, these are true reasons.

2nd thing, my colleague just gave birth to a baby boy, woo hoo! Congrats to Sharon. They are going to see her tml, and clubbing after that. I guess I got to give clubbing a miss, as my bf is booking out tml, and sat i m working for ultra long hours.

3rd thing, my Lioele BB Cream has arrived. Will use it tml... Hopefully it works for me.

I want to have my perfect skin back tml... After dat, it will be my 43kg weight liaoz... One step at a time.

Photos

Looking back into this blog, I realised I haven been putting up photos, partly due to my laziness, lack of time... So, in this post, it shall record the memories of my bf and I...


Ice Skating...


Mines Wonderland


In our own sweet world



Our first photo

Horrible Week

My uber horrible week of work, is finally over! Dearest besties, if u r wondering y on earth m i saying this on a sunday, well, dats becoz i had been working through this pathetic weekend, even today...

Tml is my off day. I shall find my laptop reformat cd, upload my pictures, facial sessions, n be a professional slacker.

dear friends, i know some of u are unhappy of me unable to meet up with u. May be I have not emphasis enough, I will do it once again here, please gimme at least 2 weeks to 1 mth notice if u wish to have programme. Oversea trips are welcome, just let me know earlier. Thanks a million.

Damn tired. Seriously. Meet my bf after work. Just a simple dinner, but i m contented. We discussed abt our plans for the 26th July, and he is ok with my plan, which will cost us $400 for a day of activity. Woah! We will see la, maybe we might just be slackers?

I told him, to stay in club, coz of the scenery. But he was right oso, coz it is damn freaking far n inconvenient. :(

No matter what, we will make it an unforgettable day for just you and me.

I was unhappy just now. Bf was supposed to meet me, but was late for 30 mins. :( The reason is dat his dad wans him to do sth. Nth new. But he chose to tell his dad he is meeting his fren instead of me. What do u mean? If you tell ur dad u meeting me, he will even purposely? Oh well, dats not the way to treat me, if dats the case.

I got attitude problem. I got terrible mood swings. N dat also mean, dont mess with me. If HE thinks his son do not need to bother abt being punctual to meet pple, esp his gf or frenz, den what kind of businessman are you, when u cant even do YOUR own work, making plans to be ruined?

Seriously, it is damn pissed off to have such pple to exist. But I am lucky, to have a uber nice bf for myself.

It is the first time I had such pain for my period at work. I was in such pain till i want to cry... I vomit all the lunch that I ate. :( I guess some of my colleagues were wondering what is going on...

After popping panadol extra, i felt better le. I felt so tired. :(

After work, i walked around tm n century, coz need to buy a prezzie for Jorin. Got her a top, going to get her a toy also. I bought my new shades, from MNG. Yippee.. And I got a hair accessory for myself too.

My emotions kick in again, while i was showering, i thought of you and her...

I dont know. I know I am trying very hard to trust u, my past rs failed bcoz of third party, and i do not wish this rs with you to be spolit by a third party. You asked me before, what will i do if you betray me someday?

I don't know. Things are unsure... if it happened, i dont know how to react. Just like how u told me, she is at ur hse, and tou qing. U might be joking, but the uncertainty in my heart, makes me unsure of your words.

If a third party kicks in, i know i will definately falls into depression, like how i had experience in my previous rs...

When u r with me, i feel safe n confident, though u used to say i m like an independent lady.

I hope u will not disappoint me, just like i nvr did...

I am the full time slacker today. Dint step out of my house at all... Just slack and do nothing... Exercise on trendmill... surf net, tv... the kind of life i adores. :)

The only thing that lacks today, is the presence of my bf.

My bf is a sexy one... now i know. Lol, not too late though.

Thanks to my colleague CY who let me have this precious sunday off today. I had been working since last sunday till yesterday. Tired, stressed out, unhappy, mixed emotions... Plus my mood swings are terrible.

This precious sunday, has been well spent with great sleep in the morning, walking on my trendmill for 2.4km for 30 mins, sweat it out, feeling damn healthy. Headed to bf house, slacked till dinner time dat we dine at S11.

Mummy gave me a kopitiam card. That means i will dine more often there.

Tml i m off. Hope to walk for 5km on the trendmill tml. Hopefully soon enough, i will be able to sprint on it.

Gosh, bf's mum think my dressing is not fantastic. Oh well, thanks to your dearest son. Hahaz, i bet bf knows abt the real reason behind, y i always dress down.

No matter what, i will dress up now. That means, one more reason for YOU to go shopping with me. Lalalala.... no choice. Booz.

My bf was on MC yesterday, so I became a good gf by going to his hse after work to accompany him.

My hse's new trendmill, used for less den 1k, was spolit, believe it? Mummy is going to change it, to something better. Oh well.. I am trying to keep to brisk walking for 1 hour a day after work, to keep fit.

My hormones imbalance is getting worst. Dint tell bf abt it, but i guess he knew.

He is now back to camp, and tml is the 26th of June. So.. Happy 2 years 11th mth. Next mth's 26th, we will be celebrating our 3rd year!

Oh man, wat shall i give him? How shall we celebrate it?

Just now when we went to have dinner at a hawker centre, while we were walking there from hub, I asked bf, do u have cash? do we need to draw cash? wat if the atm at the hawker has no money?

Bf was saying, how can i curse him? If no money he will bang me to the atm. Hahaz... Well, the atm was gone when we reached there! GONE! Hahaz, he was pissed, but no choice, we got to walk back to hub to draw then to the hawker again. Wahaha....

I hope he feels better alrd...

Going to work with plenty of food, is really not a usual sight at the clubhouse. But surprisingly, we are flooded with all kinds of food, making us turned off at the sight of food.

I was called back to work today, due to a cruise event which was cancelled. Early in the morning, I was greeted by Burger King which my bf adores, and since he is sending me to work, we ate a bit there. At 10am, we had mee siam, buns, soya bean milk. At 12 noon, a colleague brought in kueh lappis, each table has around a plate of 8 slices. Lucky my table was shared with cheeyang, thank God! At 1pm, we had the food from the cruise, like bee hoon, chicken wings, fish balls, spring rolls, sandwiches as lunch. Wow right?

And I left at 2pm, went to The Cathay to catch Dont Mess With The Zohan, a great show to watch. Well, it should e rated M18 instead. After dat, we had Rocher Tau Huay. Ate egg tart and you tiao.

Dinner at Thomson Road's prata. Back home, i had a durain to myself.

Tell me, how to not get fat? I think i will hit my trendmill for an hour everyday, plus my calorie limit. :(

BF has been sweet though. We do have quarrels today, but we patched up soon enough.

A great Saturday off day. My bf is very nice not to go soccer but to entertain me. Hee, i went to his hse ard 11am, my baby is still slping soundly. I slpt with him till like 1pm, den we went to amk hub to buy lunch.

After lunch, around 3pm we went back to slp till 6.30pm, woah! And after the nice slping session today, we had Botak Jones with his mum, $32.50 or the 3 of us. Not as nice as Bedok's. :(

I misses my bf alrd. Sadly, I was told to go back work tml. :( But bf is happier, coz he can game and play and enjoy with his frenz, plus he has his car with him, making him more mobile.

I saw his baby photos today. He is damn cute la, like a girl. Coz his mum always dressed him in PINK!

Hehe.

My wrists are better alrd, after spending like $32 on acupture on it. But the consultant advised me not to strain or carry heavy things for the next 1 month, but given my job scope, how to?

Shall I change my job? Should I?

Let me think, think, think.... Maybe i should start looking into the market first to see the potential. Hopefully its somewhere near my hse or NEL.

I am happier. Daddy bought the trendmill for $1k, and it is sitting in my living room now, with our 2 sofa sets, Home Theatre system, Plasma, baby grand piano, gu zhen, organ, pipa, 3 laptops and 2 PC. Wow! I do have a lot of rubbish things in a living room.

Ok, i m going back into my Lala land to be a pig again. Will blog abt Weehoon's 21st bdae celebration some other days.

So fast, this coming july we are going to have our 3rd year anniversary. I met him after work today, his nights out. He was damn worried about my injured wrists. Thanks.

I had great laugh with Don today, because of our caterer, damn cute. Hehe, wait for Chee Yang to come back, and I will let him know to share this joke.

Jorin's bdae is coming also. I miss her so much. Shall see what i will give this little princess.

Happy 21st Birthday Wee Hoon. Hope u like it today.

Ytd night, we went to an Eyptian Restaurant near Arab street after dining at Sakae Sushi at Bugis. The restaurant provides Water Smoking. Yeah. My bf n weehoon tried smoking for the first time in their life. For the rest of us, since it is no kick, we are alright with it. Just dat the apple sux, making me feel ill after it.

Kendrick confessed to Wh abt his smoking.

Today we went to kbox at kallang leisure park, and ice skating. Damn fun, though my wrist hurts badly now.

Ard 8pm, went to bf's grandfather's bday dinner, $100+ per pax woah. Imagine sharks fin in pumpkin, half a lobster. Yummy n we are very full.

Going to slp liaoz. Tired.

Haven blog for sometime. After almost 2 months of preparation, We finally had CY's 26th birthday done up. Though he wasnt surprised, but the coordination is great.

My bf pop. Loves the time till now. coz he had been booking out almost everyday. I like it. But, everyday, meaning i will have to go his hse everday. Sometimes, it isnt dat gd as well.

Alright I m getting fat. Exercise, calorie limit, tea and all... all over again.

I need a gd rest. A damn gd rest, maybe for 7 days? Hahaz, i could only do this, when i was in school. Haiz, I m seriously missing these gd old days!

Sorry my dear gfs, I cant accompany u gers today. Was busy. So couldnt take off.

Miss my bf.

I really lost my camera charger. Sad :( baby is going scold me. Sorry boy. I hope to get the new charger before sat, so that i can take his precious time of promotion.

I have a lot of blessings this week. Able to see him on mon, tues, and maybe tonight. Yeah!

The bad news i, he has to go thailand for 3 weeks. Alright, i sort of expected it. Haiz. So, i shall start planning my scheldues and meetings, maybe clubbing session with my frens during that period, to keep myself occupied. Hopefully he goes during the period that my colleagues are overseas as well, den i will work n work n work, no need to worry.

Haiz... I miss him.

Took 1/2 day time off today, coz Don wants to off tml, so I swap with him. Bought BK home for lunch. Slacked, nap for 1/2 hour, watched TV, n my bf just called me! When i saw his number, and I picked up, I screamed "Dear!" Hahaz...

I going off liaoz. Going to meet my bf.

Today is Thurday, but i m not looking forward to it. :( This is going to be a very long n lonely weekend. My bf got confinement, i got some event to do. Dun like it at all.

Been in the rain for past two days. Two days ago, a wed that we got to stay in the rain for a while. Ytd was the worst. I walked along town in the rain. God bless dat i dun fall sick. :(

Ytd was also my bf's court. Kena fine for $500. Small amount though, comparing to the $2k. However, $500.... he could have gone to another KL trip with me. I must be mad. Hai, i really hope n hope n hope to go overseas with him.

Miss him.

I was reading through this post from a blogger.

A mother sheltered her 3-4 months old baby girl with her body when the building collapse and was found died one day after Mother's Day. But her baby girl survived and was sleeping peacefully under her mother.When the doctor examine the baby girl for injuries, they found a handphone which belongs to the baby's mother, on it with a message "My dear baby, if you live, you must remember that I love you."The chinese news. (thou not Singapore's NewsChannel but its the same news)

It is a very touching story.

Dar just called me around 8pm. Worried for him. He sai it seemed like a very long since i last see him. Hope to see him tml.

I got a darn pimple on my cheek. Sad! I dun wan to work le...

I want to plan for my future. Probably our house is our first step to our future. Or maybe, going back to school together will bring us closer together to be more prepared for the future?

Watever it is, I just want to tell him, the 3 words...

I am in love with VS bag, damn pretty an reasonably priced. :) I need retail thearpy soon!

I am happier now, after talking to Roy on MSN, and receiving a call from Mr BF. Thanks guys. My ex bf and my current friend. My dearest boyfriend who nvr fail to make me happy.

I felt the sweetness when i m reminded of wat Mr BF told me over the weekends, that though he knows his condition, he insisted to work hard, coz he wans me to feel him manly and can protect me. Thanks a million darling.

I hope one day, we can go to the beach to lazy around, look at stars n moon together. Loves.

If failing my test aren't bad enough for me, mummy just made it worst by rubbing on it. Fuck her la! Nabei...

So wat if i fail? The $160 is paid by me, the 4 practicial lessons each $73 are paid by me, who are u to tell me off?

Saying that I shouldnt stay over the weekend, saying i shouldnt gone to work? U think i like to go to work ar? Its my boss who insisted. U think i dun want to stay at home? Its becoz I got a bf to commit to. I worked so hard, enjoying a break which i deserved, i dun see any fault.

I dun wan to disappoint anyone, yet, all I got was the misunderstanding.

My misjudgement, its my own fault. I pay for it dearly, with the stress emotionally n mentally.

You r not a driver, never drive before. How can u understand what I meant by corrective actions? I know I misjudged it, i tried to correct it, but, it just dun work out. Unless u r a driver too, if not dun talk to me abt driving.

Ask my dad? Ya right. He drives a lorry, though he got a car license, but wats the point of asking him, when the received answer will always be, I dont know. The way he drives, breaking so much traffic rules.

I hope bf is here, coz he will understand.

I blamed myself for the mistake, but I dun wan anyone who has no driving experience to critise on it. Fuck it!

By the way, I took break at this time, is becoz I foresee my colleagues taking their annual leaves in June, so I better action first. :( Dear, I want to hug u, and cry to u.

The long weekend break has been a sweet period for boy n me. Could be better if we have gone for an overseas trip. We went to the cafe we went last chirstmas. I have been very happy until today...

I failed driving test due to my kerb for directional change. Gd thing is, it motivates me to go jogging. Becoz of this test, I haven jog for like 2 months. Since my next test is 2 mths away, I will jog my fats away.

:) Hope to see him soon.

I miss my handsome boy. Cant wait for the holiday to start. But was told to go back work on monday. Hai :( very unhappy, but what to do?

Shall not think abt it, i want quality time with him.

Wow, i just know, we got a bird nest cafe in Singapore! Its a really gd biz concept. http://www.ascentis.com.sg/starcap/birdsnest/ for those interested.

Happy Mothers' Day to every great mums in the world! Took an hr time off today, rushed down to amk to have dinner with around 7 mums... My grandma, my mum, 3 aunts and 1 cousin plus 1 cousin's wife.

Wat a gathering, the food is cheap n gd. Yummylicious.

I miss him. Tired... Gg to do mask n slp liaoz... nights

My work failed to please my bf again. Yup. He got nights out today. But i got to do some set up, in the end not enuf time to meet him. :(

Try botak jones with cy, don n jimmy after work. Not bad. Fun time though.

Driving tml. Hope it turns out well.

Was talking to chen pei just now. She asked me abt her bf going NS and how she supposed to cope, coz her frenz bf all can book out everyday. Hahaz, we shared quite a bit. Glad that at least she asked me.

I would say, trust n understanding. :)

After four days of being with my bf, day in n out, after work sessions, he finally went back. :( sad girl...

My pimples are back again! No thanks to the humid weather n glaring n strong sun. Argh!

Everything is changing. Today is Khaled's last day. No more people to disturb me. I kinda miss his nonsense, coz he is one of those who is fun n sensible.

If, if don is going off, if cy is also leaving, what should I d0? Its the 4th of May today, 10 more day to my 1st yr with the current company.

I have lots of fun here, but then again, exposure not enough. 1 year, not long enough to brng myself forward, to put in the resume. But, if everyone is leaving, I know life goes on, but i will be a boring life without them.

Some may say, the new one might be better, but the working styles are difficult to adapt. Furthermre, what I want to learn here i enough, bcoz I m not looking for higher position. What should I do?

I hope Yvonne can help me... I miss her, n her gd advice.

I dont know what to do... Initial plan was to work here 1yr plus 2 yrs, wait for bf to finish his NS, the back to school tgt. But now, I really dont know. Anyone got an answer for me?

I m a happy girl!Two days off, time set with my baby. Ytd w had steamboat wif his frenz. Yummy! Today, the pulic transport is damn scewed up, making me have to take taxi to lesson.

Went somerset after dat. Yummy, i had pasta mania. :) we shopped for like a while. I cut my hair for $10, cheap n gd. Gt a slipper for $9.90.

I hope my stupid cheque will come in soon. damn idiot that they are holding on to it. :(

I love u dear. Thanks for tolerating my nonsense these few days. Bad mood. Muackx.